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 Hello dear reader, if you are here it’s because you know my teachings to some degree and follow them in certain places. I thank you for your friendship and loyalty and doing so. 

Over the years many of you have heard about my censorship issues. Sadly it’s been very difficult in trying to push forward with them. I have been extremely humble and patient throughout the process and I’ve tried to be very strong. However, I just posted on my Facebook today about what’s been on my mind, but I’d like to finish my thoughts here, so that perhaps others who are not following me on Facebook can also read it, if they follow here instead.

I’d like to start by saying that I know that all of my pages are rigged. I’ve been doing my own research and digging and I’ve come to discover a lot of bizarre stuff. For example, on my Facebook I have had a lot of friends over the years in the friends list. I spent a couple of months going through each and every single profile in my friends list. What’s more is that I have been following a certain circle of profiles whether a “friend” of mine, or a mutual friend, for even longer than that.

 I came to discover that a lot of them were linked together and sometimes it would just  circle me back around again and again. With that, and regarding a lot of the other profiles, I came to discover that many of them were fake. I don’t know how this came to be or why, but many of the profiles seemed to have stopped posting after a certain year.  It was really surprising to see so many accounts that really hadn’t posted anything since 2017, or the latest 2020. That’s a whole two years ago.

Because of that I went ahead and began deleting a lot of those accounts as well as anyone who seemed to be linked into circles of friendships with them. As soon as I did that, 200 additional profiles that I had in my friends list, suddenly all became deactivated accounts. It literally happened within the same week. I’m not certain as to what day because I wasn’t watching it every single second, but they all just went blank.

 I knew that they were deactivated because when I had started to unfriend them upon seeing that they didn’t have a profile picture anymore, Facebook would tell me that they were deactivated. That’s super weird isn’t it? How did deleting a few people on my end  lead to a bunch of other accounts just suddenly becoming deactivated? My only other conclusion is that perhaps they were bot accounts.

This was a surprising discovery for me, because as many of you know in the past, I’ve always said that growing my audience organically was the way that I wanted to go because it was done honestly. I’ve never purchased any views on any single one of my websites ever. If anybody else bought them for me, I was never aware of it.  I wouldn’t understand why they would do it knowing how I felt. If the counts were paid for, the new question is who paid them? And why? 

The only thing I can think of is, that it was done so that I wouldn’t have a good number of real accounts on there for my posts to get visibility. That is made a lot of sense when I thought back to some of the accounts that seemed active and actually shared my work, but the posts never got beyond their accounts. If they weren’t paid for, then the only other conclusion would be that maybe somebody used a computer program to generate the bot accounts instead? Either way, it definitely made sense as to why I haven’t been getting any visibility on Facebook. 

Instagram? Well that’s the same story. Some time ago, Facebook wouldn’t allow me to even advertise until I finally got in touch with somebody who could fix the problem. But then just today, I wanted to post my ad about our recent sale and yet they would not allow the boost button to boost the ad, to appear. They said it was poor image quality. So, I went ahead and tried two more ads that I had for the same sale. Neither one of those were acceptable. However, when I just posted the background image without the words of my ad on it, it was then able to be boosted. It seemed to me,  that the platform just wasn’t allowing me to post anything that advertised something for me specifically. Any of my other posts were able to be boosted.

It’s also a strange thing, that there seems to be a person taking a great deal of effort and time out of their life to replicate my Instagram accounts. Already, I have found about six or seven of them in the last year. The strange thing about them is, is that it seems that they do this all in one night. When I scroll down in the posts, it’s all on the same day. What’s furthermore is that they’ve replicated the accounts identically to my own. This means that they would’ve had to screenshot every single one of my pictures to a certain point, crop them, and then repost them in perfect order. They even did this for the highlights on one of those accounts too. 

It’s really overstepping the boundaries to replicate someone else’s original content not to mention that they’ve stolen pictures of my children which really creeps me out. It’s not right! A friend of mine went incognito to try to see if the person was scamming people for readings, and they were! It seems that this “friend” of mine was given a strange Venmo account to pay for the readings. I really don’t see what the person would expect to gain from having these imposter accounts except to mislead other people into making them think that it’s me, and then to give them a faulty reading which might lead others to believe that it’s actually me making a bunch of other accounts for myself. I would hope that everyone has seen my post on my Instagram about it. I’ve screenshot of these profiles and posted them as a regular post each time, right there on my own original Instagram. 

Since I’m mentioning it again here, I have to say to everyone out there that I do not take any money from any other method except PayPal. Either you make the purchase through my WIX spiritual services site, or you can send the money to me via PayPal by using my email address. For any other method, I do not take people’s credit card numbers, I don’t take payment through Venmo and I certainly don’t do cashapp (although I did take one client through Cash app recently due to an emergency with their PayPal account). If you are not dealing with me directly through my spiritual services website under my own domain of http://www.aluraspiritualservices.com, or through my business email where you have all emailed me through many many times before, then it’s definitely not me. I only have the accounts that you all know about, and that’s the only form of payments that I take. I am really sorry if you get duped by anyone, but if that happens to be the case I cannot refund you money that you gave to some other fraud trying to pass off as me. I literally had someone that bought a reading from the fake imposter and lost $100 to them and then came back to me demanding that I pay them back since they thought it was me. I have to say that for many of you that have worked with me for quite so long, you should already know how things work and know a lot better than to fall for something like that. I can’t stop people from trying to pose as me on the Internet, and I am not responsible for anything that that individual does.

In the past, I did accept Western Union payments for one person, but I had done that as a special favor for her because she had requested it due to some issues that she had had back then, with PayPal as well. Since then, I have not used Western Union, I never use cashapp for anybody and I do not own any other Payments account. All of my work is done specifically through my spiritual services site, or through consultation in my email.

It really just breaks my heart that I even have to make a post like this, saying any of this. It shouldn’t be happening and I definitely don’t want anybody getting caught in the middle of it. I’m so grateful that I have had people in my circle that I’ve had all these years that have remained loyally by my side. I am really thankful for their true friendships and support. However, how will anybody else ever reach me if there are all of these blockages going on?

When I think about it, none of it really makes any sense. On my YouTube channel page alone throughout the channel and all of the views added together it’s over 1 million and something. Some of my videos have gotten over 30,000 to 100,000 views on them. I get anywhere from 15K, to 20K views on Pinterest monthly, and my Angels blog has half a million views there. It doesn’t seem to add up at the end of the day, that nobody seems to share, like, or post my work for me out of all of those numbers. If they didn’t want to follow the actual blog, the very least that most people do is, that they will look up the person’s Instagram and follow them there. But yet even on Instagram I have dropped in a significant amount of numbers for likes and support.

I used to have 100 or more people that liked my stuff regularly on my Instagram page. Yet I’ve noticed that it’s gotten down to 27 people. The most “likes” that I get will reach 50. That definitely says to me that there are a lot of missing people. When I think about things throughout time I realize that there are a lot of people that used to be very good friends, that suddenly just disappeared. When I think about it, I noticed that they all started to disappear around the same time. When I thought about it even more deeply, I noticed that they all started coming to me pretty much around the same time as one another to begin with. This made me even more curious that I had to go back to some of those accounts and find out where some of them went. I was genuinely concerned because they just quietly stopped supporting me. Hey it’s not anyone’s obligation to follow or “like” my stuff, that’s for sure. But I had genuinely shared my wisdom and my love with them, and I hadn’t had any falling out with anyone, not out of this great group of people, and so it was a little worrisome. With everything that happened with COVID-19 and everything, I just wanted to see if they were all OK. When I went to those accounts, they hadn’t used them in quite some time either! That means that they just abandoned their profiles. But why? These are very good questions aren’t they?

I remember throughout my work I’ve always tried to provide a lot of love and support to anyone that had come to me. I know that working through the Internet there can be many misunderstandings. I’ve always tried to make those understandings clear, and apologize for any hurt feelings or anyone felt, even though it was always unintentional on my end. I haven’t really made any enemies that I know of. Over the years I had a couple of people that left my circle over great misunderstandings that could have probably been straightened out rather easily, but I didn’t hold it against them. I just understood that maybe they were perceiving things in a certain way, and I didn’t want to pressure them by overly explaining myself. Even in blogs that I had posted after they had left, I have always mentioned how I terribly miss each of them and so I don’t presume that they hate my guts or anything and so I can’t understand where all of this is coming from. Then you have to imagine that even if I had made any enemies, why would they keep it going on for so very long?

The idea of this blog isn’t to complain, it’s just to voice out what I’ve discovered and to share with everyone reading it, where I’m at presently. I’ve honestly started to assume that I am deliberately being pushed into the background here. From censorship issues, a bunch of fake profile accounts to divert people from me, spam accounts that follow me so that no one else can see my stuff, and a bunch of bought accounts to block me from getting visibility, this speaks loads of there being someone behind the scenes who is pulling the strings for all of this. I’ve already known who it was for quite some time and others that were linked to the situation as well. I can’t say that I’m not hurt, because I am. I’ve always told my students to watch out for the wolves in sheep‘s clothing as there will always be some out there in the world. But I have to say that working in the field of spirituality, this is one place that you would hope not to expect to come across many of them. Spirituality is supposed to be the one place that you can come as a refuge, whether as a teacher or a student. It’s supposed to have truth and good intentions. For all of the people out there that say that they want to see a better change in the world, or that they want to see earth ascend, a lot of people in Spiritual communities these days are only working for themselves. They’ve never been about helping anybody else out, and to deliberately make it so that someone’s entire purpose of living is crushed like a tiny bug, it’s truly evil. We all have the right to the freedom of speech and self expression. We all have the right to join with others who feel the same or are like-minded. Nobody has the right to stop anyone from that. In the world of mysticism and spirituality, it’s supposed to be about unity and togetherness.

For everyone that says that they wish that all of the bad in the world would go away, they surely do add to it don’t they? And so, I’ve been thinking, if the world itself is evil, then it’s certainly not a world that I want to be a part of. I’ve isolated myself from it because of that. But if the world of spirituality is no different, then that’s certainly not a world that I want to be a part of either. Maybe backing off is giving them what they want, yes.. but to be honest with you it would give me a lot of peace. I have fought through a lot of this for many years and the problem still persists on, never getting any better, only ever getting worse. Definitely not about algorithms or anything like that because I have tried to do everything right, even paying money that I didn’t have a time to try to boost me.

 I am considering shutting down my job.

I really wanted to be able to continue working with others, but how can I do that if only a certain number of people find me? Numbers in this world,… are everything. They won’t take any of my work seriously if they head on over to my Instagram and I have 27 likes. They want to see some kind of legitimacy in my work through the support.

The very ironic thing about all of this is, that I actually have an expert computer technician and coder that has been helping me for many years. He has helped me get organized through a platform that he created for my work. I’ve offered to pay him but he’s always been very kind and told me that I could pay him through any services that he may need on my end, and in exchange for his. Yet he seldom ever asked me for any. I have gone to him with my concerns over the years about these very same problems, but he tells me that there’s not much I can do about it. I have mentioned the fake profiles, the censorship, and so much more… But he doesn’t have any answers and for the answers that he has provided, they haven’t been able to stop these problems. I figured that he’s busy enough and I’m just very humble for the help that he has given me making me the new platform and so I don’t want to bother him too much. I decided that I would go to someone else for these separate issues and talk to them about it instead.

Speaking to them first on the phone, the person went and looked at all of my social media platforms and definitely confirms what I’m saying. The accounts just didn’t seem right and the numbers just simply didn’t add up. Much visibility, but no support? “That’s not usually how it works”, he told me. He also went through a few other things with me and advised me on a lot of stuff. I really felt as though he took the extra time out to really listen to what I was telling him instead of just dismissing me as most people do.

A lot of people seem to just overlook the fact that I’m telling them that I am censored and that I believe I have a hacker watching my every move. But this guy was really nice and really went out of his way for free, to take a look. He called me into his office and asked me to bring all devices that I use for my work. After the appointment, I was broken hearted. He informed me that a lot of my suspicions about things were correct. He referred me to someone that could help, but after that person took a look at things too… They decided to not want to help me after all. I thought to myself, “it’s that bad”? He revealed the truth. I knew it all along, but sadly there was really no where to turn. It would be a hassle just trying to get restarted.

Yes! It is that bad. It seems that it’s just one ongoing issue after the other. Even after all of this, my spiritual services website was just hit with a spam attack. I’m very thankful that WIX comes complete with security because otherwise I would have had a lot of problems. I stopped using my emails because somebody had signed me up for so many spam sites, that all that I get in my inbox are spam emails now. There are thousands of them, littered over top of important emails from my students and my clients. It’s a shame because I can’t even see some of them sometimes as the spam emails push the important ones off of the front page. Decided that I would work from something else in order to keep in touch with others.

As soon as I publicly indicated that I’ll be working on another platform more, all of the spam accounts start moving on over there. I can’t mention how many fake profiles are even in my client portal too. I have worked with thousands and thousands of people throughout the world over the years, and I recognize a whole bunch of names throughout the long list of clientele I have there. But, there are hundreds of others that I’ve never even heard of or worked with at all. Now that I’ve indicated I’ll be working through my app, it seems that the spam accounts started automatically signing up to that platform right away.

The spam sign ups were always there, but the bulk sign ups had started in May 2022. That’s why I had asked a lot of my regulars and VIP members to add pictures and date of birth, to verify that their account was in fact active. some of my clients even have 2 to 3 other accounts. I never understood the need for them. One account to sign up with is just fine. Why three?

Back to the spam, It’s a known fact that if you end up sending a bulk email with your newsletter or any other advertisements by email and it reaches a number of fake emails that are registered into your contacts, that the emails will automatically mark them as spam. If the browser or host of that email has gotten enough of mine through those fake accounts and has marked them as spam there, then for real clients…my newsletters will go directly to their spam box instead, as it’ll be technically computed into the system that mine was a spam email. People were doing this also to posts of mine. The computer guy told me that to get any visibility on social media, your stuff has to be shared. But then again that sends me right back to the same problem that I’ve had of being blocked in.

I’m just really venting and so please forgive me. I had to get some of this off my chest here because it’s been a really difficult road trying to fight against all of this. If it’s not having to deal with all of these problems, then I will have problems with my cell phones getting spam calls, or the computer system won’t register the uploads for my readings, to make it difficult for my readings to reach my clientele. It just seems to never end. Knowing that eventually the numbers are going to dwindle downward even more in the future, it makes me think about what I said before in the past. I’ve been saying over time that eventually the world would go into a very specific direction and because of that, most people would not be sincerely interested in anything I had to offer or say anymore. It seems that people don’t want righteousness anymore. That’s just one part of the story though. I don’t want to be a part of some fake ring of profile accounts, and keep working so hard, only to either be left in the dust or hidden.

These times we live in are hard. People just simply want to fulfill their own imagination to feel better about the reality that we’re all living in. But if no one is interested later on, then there’s not going to be any need for me. I definitely have a lot of work that I have to work through for people, and as I continue with that and the Bible course… I’m going to have to keep it in my mind to consider perhaps shutting down my business and to stop doing this kind of work. I don’t want to continue putting out all of these attempts of trying to reach new people and help them, if it’s just going to get me nowhere. I’m sure many of you understand where I’m coming from. Can you imagine just giving your heart to help many people and then finding out that they were never real about supporting you to begin with?

I know who my true followers are, as many of them are still with me, never give me a problem, never disrespect me or show me any quality of rudeness and they still stand by me as a friend in my group even when I can’t be there myself. There are still some that try to share my message even if it doesn’t get them anywhere, as they won’t give up on me. I’m not giving up right now either. I’m just merely stating that maybe it’s time to do something else. Of course I know a lot of you will still need me for many things and for you, I’ll still be there. I’ll have to put a lot of thought into what my decision will be, but if I don’t see improvement or it does get worse, then I’m pretty sure that I’ll just probably step back. I have submitted my blog writings from all of my websites for copyright and I protected them legally under trademark. I’ll take them with me, or perhaps release books of them. I have to take my work with me though, if I go. I certainly don’t want to leave anything behind for anyone to steal or take from me, as I worked very hard on everything that I have. If I’m not going to be the one that presents the information, then I’m not going to let anyone else present it. I rightfully have the connection with heaven, everything that I have shared has been a part of my true story, and my true wisdom. It just wouldn’t feel right if anyone else did it in my place.

Like I said, I’ll be pondering this over for sometime but I had to let everyone know what I’ve been thinking and why. I really love all of you so very much and it’s always my intention to try to do what I can for everyone. But I do have feelings too, and when I see something that is wrong, I definitely want to separate myself from it. Don’t worry, for those of you that do love and support me, I’ll never leave you forsaken. I will let everyone know what my final decision is, sometime later in the year. I hope things get better by then.

To end my thoughts here, the computer guy really did help me to narrow down where a lot of the issues were coming from. it really broke my heart and as I think about it more and more, I can’t believe how people can truly pretend to be a caring and spiritual person while behind the surface, they are calculating and cruel. I’ll be finishing up whatever I have left for many of you, and I will continue with the course and any other planned projects. But after any of that, I’ll come to my decision as to what I want to do. I thank everyone who was real and true, for standing beside me. I truly hope that you keep your fingers crossed for me, that this will all end and I can truly continue this work and reach many other people.

I have had a lot of spirits come through with a lot of requests. And I’ve had a lot of experiences with them from quite eerie to down right humorous. But recently I had an experience with spirit and a balloon that reminded me of another that I had some time ago. I wanted to share these two true stories with my readers.

Dad is that you?

On September 26, 2017 I had made a post in my Facebook angels group about how I had had a prophetic dream about having a baby. It was September 26 of 2018 the following year, that she was born. I describe the dream as having had a baby girl that at the hospital two people had gifted to me rose quartz hearts. Here are the screen shots below.

My little baby girl was born September 26, 2018. And so the following year after her birth, my father had begun his transition of passing on. We celebrated a small birthday party for her in my dining room as my father laid in his hospital bed in my parents bedroom down the hall. I had purchased a large Princess Poppy from the movie “Trolls” balloon for the baby and had had it blown up at Party City not far from my house. Since my father couldn’t come out and celebrate with us, I had brought the baby into say hello to him that day and I remember wanting to urge him to come out of his bedroom because I knew that he still had a little bit of energy to him. I felt that he could have lived a little bit longer if we would have tried to keep him a little bit more mobilized and off of the meds. They were trying to give him morphine and sedatives but the heavens had said that it was only making things worse for him. I couldn’t get my parents to agree to let him out of the room though. And so, I had brought her to him. He was still quite coherent at the time and I know that since he had always made such a great effort with my kids, that he regretted not being able to sing happy birthday with her.

You see, I was very isolated while growing up because of who and what I am. I also threw a lot of prophecies that I had had throughout my childhood and teenage years had known that there were gonna be some pretty hard times in the world in the future that I really felt the need to always protect my parents. I knew my father was going to have lung cancer at some point also too. I never did leave home. When I had my children, I remained with my parents. My partner and I always knew that it was not going to work out and that our roads would go in very different directions. Even though I was loved greatly and that person always tried, it just wasn’t destiny. I was there to help him through some hard times and provide a love that he probably never would have experience otherwise, and he was there to be a best friend to me. My children were the center of that fate and that pathway. But to remain in a relationship? That was something that was always difficult for me. It’s very hard for anyone to really truly understand me as an Oracle. I’m not like these psychics on the Internet that do some divination and maybe have a quick vision or two. I am a true messenger and for that, I read many facets of the soul and many levels. I see the past, the present, and the future as well as many alternate pathways. Because of this, I’m always a reflection of others in a great divine and wise way to help them. And so my personality often reflect different people at different moments as well as different emotions that are felt in the atmosphere. Don’t worry, I’m not unstable LOL. It’s just that that is really hard for anyone to really see me. For those that do get to know me, they almost never let go. And so to remain on the safe side because my love is so unconditional and pure that any tiny bit of hurt is very traumatic for me, I’ve always secluded myself with my parents. I have found that being only around those that are pure and innocent have been very good for me because they reflect who I am for a change. And so being with my children is always brought me joy while remaining by my parents side to provide that heavenly protection for them as they provided for me and other ways.

And so my father and mother were always there. My dad was always my number one best friend. When people were having some pretty outrageous and fun New Year’s Eve parties, we were just here with the kids having our own little get together with some pizza and party hats. I know, it sounds lame. But to us it was the world. It was the same when it came to our holidays and birthdays. I recall that when my father first held the baby, he looked down at her and cried a little. He had told me that he was sad because he knew that the child would grow up never getting to know him.my father was a very loving person that loves children and animals too. Not knowing one of his grandchildren really hurt his heart as he knew he was dying. Not being able to sing happy birthday to her really hurt him because he knew that it was probably the last birthday he was going to witness. Being just that one extra person at the party for me as he always had been, was so very important to me and so I know that deep down he had some regrets of not being able to attend but knowing that he was right down the hall was enough for me.

Some of those helium balloons last forever. My father passed away October 5 not long after the babies birthday. Princess Poppy bobbed up and down between the ceiling and floor in my living room downstairs as the rest of us sat morning upstairs. It seem that the balloon represented a small remnant of our last happy moment at that moment in time. The balloon itself was located in my living room downstairs in our bilevel home. That means that between the upstairs and downstairs there are two very small sets of stairs, one going down, and one immediately next to it going up. It’s just a very tiny little area. With natural science, one would calculate that if the balloon were to move anywhere, it would go into an area where there would be the most space. If the living room door downstairs had been opened, then it would’ve been more likely to have had a chance to move in the direction of either going straightahead, or to the left end up the stairs. But the thing was, the balloon didn’t have much room to move at all because the door was barely even opened a crack. Somehow the door had opened, but it’s still only opened may be about 4 inches. The balloon itself stood about 2 1/2 feet tall, and about and about 6 inches wide. Yet as me and my kids sat on the upstairs living room couch, we saw the Princess Poppy balloon moving its way up the stairs.

Now since the foyer area near the door is right there between the two small sets of stairs, it would only make sense that the balloon now somewhat deflated but not entirely, would probably in its weakened state just hover right there being caught in that little square it off area of the foyer. When I saw it, I just knew that there was more to the balloon than met the eye. I told my family out loud that they should watch the balloon because it was going to do something pretty extraordinary. I explain to them that the balloon was going to make it self up the stairs as if someone were walking it up, and that it would instead of reaching us in the living room… Make it self all the way down the hallway to my mothers room, enter her room, and rest right directly beside her on her bed. Since everybody usually believes what I say, they weren’t doubting me or anything but there was this “no way” surprised factor kind of hovering in the air from their reactions. It was almost as if to say that they needed to see it happen themselves.

The balloon did exactly what I had said but even a little bit more. As the balloon made its way up the second flight of steps without delay and with great ease, it’s turned right and made its way down the dark hallway toward my mothers bedroom as I had suspected it would. But I took it a step further and spoke to the energy surrounding the balloon and had said; “Dad if that’s you, walk the balloon back toward us”. The balloon in fact made a complete turn around and came all the way back down the hallway toward me and the kids as we stood there watching. However, when the balloon got close enough to me I had realized that it wasn’t my father.

I looked deeply into the energy to inspect a little bit more deeply and see if I could make out who was behind the traveling balloon. I was horrified! I saw a very terrifying face smiling in a grimacing way back at me as it are used its hands and energy to guide the balloon. I hadn’t said anything because I didn’t want to scare the children at the time and the balloon just turned and made its way back down the hallway again, going through my mothersdoorway and into her room just as I had said in the beginning. It seemed that the small detour making its way back toward us, had installed it as plans at all. The balloon rested right next to her as she laid in bed. Now anyone who couldn’t see spirit, would have probably saw that that was my father. Here was this very sentimental balloon related to a sentimental event that he had missed, and the balloon made its way to the same bedroom that he had been dying in the day on the birthday. Not only that but it rested right next to my mom. It sure would have fooled anyone. But spirits that are of a malicious Energy, often use very emotional situations and beloved people in our lives to try to trick us further or calls us paying. I had explained to my kids what it was because if they would’ve continued thinking that it was my dad, then they would’ve thought that his spirit was in the house and maybe tried to communicate with him. If that were the case, they would not have been reaching my father but instead that malevolent entity that was trying to pass itself off as him as it hid behind the balloon. This is why people have to be really careful when they tamper with the world of spirit. Spirits can mimic and mock anyone that you’ve known, that has passed away. And they most certainly will do so if the opportunity presents itself. They try to find any way to reach out to the world of the living so that they can make that contact and attach to your energy. I was able to handle the situation, and the entity was banished from my home. When I do readings with spirit were those that are deceased, I always read their blueprints. Even though a lot of spirits can try to imitate a spirits blueprint to appear as if they are them, there are differences that can be spotted that will definitely reveal who they really are at the end of it. They can’t actually replicate another blueprint entirely because it is against the law of spirit. They can only take so much of it and use it. And that’s why I look for other things more deeply so that I can always be sure rather than just judge the presentation of that spirit itself. I wish others that worked in the world of the occult would have the same ability to do so, but alas they do not. And this is why there are so many problems when it comes to others who have spiritual interferences, attachments, and many other issues and problems.

No Helium

Like I said, I have had so many spiritual occurrences because of who I am and my spiritual gifts and abilities that I could probably write several books. However a situation that recently occurred involving another balloon had reminded me of the story involving the Princess Poppy balloon situation.

That brings me to the most recent situation that I experienced. I’m all about encouraging my little ones to do well. I have several rewards programs set up for them for good behavior, tours, and other things that I encourage them to do that are virtuous. for one particular day, I had obtained a few balloons that were nearly just made out of latex and that I had to blow up myself with the air in my own lungs. This was a special treat for them because all kids just love balloons. You can punch them up in the air, you can kick them around, there are quite a few games that you can play with someone involving a balloon. That is, if you’re creative enough. I had four of them in total and because the children had been so good that day, I figured that I would reward them by blowing up two of the balloons for each of them to play with. My son Noah and his new girlfriend were in the upstairs living room where I had originally given the balloons to my little toddlers. I told the little ones to wish Noah and his girlfriend a good night, and then directed them downstairs. No one else had been home except for my mother who was in her bedroom asleep.

Now you have to understand that these balloons were blown up with only just my own oxygen. After blowing them up to a certain size, I tied them up and handed them to the kids to go play with at their own will. They were just so delighted having those balloons! They were bopping them up in the air, and throwing them up to watch them fall back down gently. I really enjoyed seeing the joy in them as they did so. Just the sweet innocence of two happy little kids with something as simple as a balloon, had really made my day. We were back downstairs in my living room/office. It used to be where I did a majority of my spiritual services for people but when I had the two little ones, I had to convert it into a living space for us all, and then take my work into the living space upstairs instead. I had given them the balloons as they are daily reward just before bedtime. It’s around that time that I teach them to say their prayers as well too. While teaching them, I also do my own prayers with prayer candles for some of the prayer requests that come in on my website. Alexander had been playing with his balloon just right behind me as I had lit up a few candles on behalf of a few people. But yet there was some kind of weird energy behind me that didn’t feel like Alexander’s aura. And so, I had postponed lighting the next prayer candle to turn around and see what was going on and to also just take a moment to watch him with his balloon a little more before it was time for him to lay down and go to sleep. It was at that moment that I saw him throw the balloon up into the air and it looked as if the balloon had gotten caught on something mid air. Yet there wasn’t anything physically there. Just some energy between Alexander and the ceiling where the balloon was being thrown up into. But it had seem to pause for a second in mid air. It was really odd but not as odd as what had happened next.

Once the balloon had released from that very small pause, it finally reached the ceiling but instead of hitting the ceiling and coming back down like it had done 100 times already before as Alexander had been playing with it for about an hour by that time… It didn’t come back down at all! The balloon stayed at the ceiling.

Again, this balloon had no helium in it whatsoever and was merely just a latex balloon with oxygen inside. I would have never given a balloon with helium to kids anyway not to play with anyhow. Helium can be extremely dangerous if it’s inhaled especially by younger kids, and they certainly would not have been able to play with it because it would have kept floating away from them. I also don’t own a helium tank. It was just a quick gamethat I had created for them out of a couple of dollar store balloons that I had gotten earlier that day to reward them with. But here the balloon was stuck to the ceiling. My ceiling isn’t sticky. No one physical was there making it to be so. And the energy to be honest with you, was just straight up creepy. Alexander and little Elora know me well enough by now that if I tell them some thing and give them a certain look, they know I mean business. And so seeing that the balloon was just hovering above us, I told them to get upstairs and shot them a look of intensity. Both of them hurried out of the room and up the stairs as I followed behind them. I wanted a witness. I found my son Noah and his girlfriend and ask them to come downstairs with me. I told them that they had to see something that was pretty crazy. Both of them hurried down to go and see what I was talking about. At first they didn’t notice anything because they were just looking straightahead. I told both of them to look up at the ceiling and tell me what they saw. As they looked up, they looked really confused. My son asked me why there was a balloon stuck to the ceiling. I told him to go ahead and just poke it with his finger a little bit. When he touched it it moved a little to show him that there was nothing sticky or adhesive that was holding it there. It just moved with great ease a tad bit and then rolled back into position looking looking as if it were there in a very stiff way. Both of the teenagers looked at each other in an expression so as to show that they were puzzled and looking to one another for some kind of a clue as to what was going on. But neither of them could explain it and so they looked back to me for answers. I told them that I was grateful that they witnessed the event and that they could head back upstairs and I would explain later and then I had taken a few pictures of it.

Looking at the energy I could obviously see what it was right away at the time, but I didn’t want to alarm the little ones or the teenagers or make them afraid. There was obviously someone standing there holding the balloon up to the ceiling like that spiritually. I’m pretty certain nobody could see it except for myself but I did take a few pictures and I will add them here in this blog as proof. If there’s anyone who is gifted with any spiritual site, perhaps maybe they can see some of the spirit that I am talking about.

Some ask me why the spirit chose to take the balloon and stand there holding it up to the ceiling like that. It was obvious that it wanted its presence be known. But who was it? And why did they want us to be aware of them? that’s a very good question and I will answer that now.

I had just finished doing a generational spirit removal service for a family service that a client of mine had recently purchased. There are all different types of methods that I’ll use to get rid of the spirits and dispose of them permanently but sometimes I have to do multiple sessions and I can’t do them all back to back or at the same time. I had only just begun removing the spirit and then banishing it from that family, earlier that morning. I hadn’t yet found out what to do with the spirit from that point forward. I was going to need to go back into spirit realm again once the kids went to bed that same night. But since there had been all of that time in between from the time that I had finished the service and when I had planned on going back in to get rid of the spirit permanently, the spirit had been lingering in my home. Taking my little ones balloon and holding it up to the ceiling was its way of trying to taunt me into thinking that it was going to target my little one as a threat because I had been interfering with a long line of its terrible interference as it had been causing for the person I had removed it from and their loved ones. It may sound ridiculous to some that it chose to take a balloon and hold it up as a way of making its presence known but it’s really frightening if you think more deeply about it. It was using the balloon as a way to signify who is the next target was going to be. That of an innocent child. Of course that’s terrifying for an angelic but as a mother… even more so. What mother would want their child to be targeted by a malicious entity? No one I would hope. But still it’s not a sense of being scared of the spirit as in I fear that I can’t handle it. It’s just the bad energy it brings and its ugly intentions that it harbors with it. There is no way to really ever describe what that feels like.

I finally finished the service later on that night. Granted, it was a little uncomfortable putting the kids to sleep before doing the rest of the service knowing that the spirit was still lurking around somewhere in the home. I had to keep a good eye out on the kids while also making sure that I got that service finished and completed. The spirit was finally done away with as it deserved and the children are perfectly safe of course.

Seeing a spirit mass with a balloon again had reminded me of the balloon situation that I had experience some years before. I shared the story with the rest of my family as they came home from work later that night after the service had been completed. My daughter and her boyfriend work very late serving at the restaurant. When my daughter arrived having been driven home by her boyfriend, I quickly approached them as he was walking her in the door to say good night. I told them all about the balloonand even showed them pictures. Of course my daughters boyfriend being the logical person that he is, had to go on the Internet and try to research whether a balloon that is blown up by the mouth with the oxygen can flow of word and stay there or not. Obviously, there is no such thing LOL. Scientifically it isn’t possible. That definitely puts some chills of our spines that night.

And so those are my two tales of my two experiences with spirits and their use of balloons. I have included some pictures down below for everyone to see. Anyone who thinks they may have the gift of sight can certainly try to take a look and see what they say but I already well know what is there. I just thought to share as it’s pretty interesting nonetheless.

For the record, I have done a lot of work with spiritual beings of all different types as my work requires it and being an angelic soul, I was given that authority to communicate. Throughout my Time here on earth, part of helping others is to get rid of spiritual problems that they have including entities. I have battled with my fair share of them throughout time. Lately I have been trying to promote my family generational Spirit Removal service because as I work with more and more people from all over the world in the years of my experience, I see more and more things. That experience helps me to add together information that I can then figure out ways through trial and error, to then find a solution for. Once I find a solution I added to my website. One problem that I’ve seen so many people face time and time again, is that of nasty Generational and Spirits. These things are so awful and calls a variety of different problems, that people have had a great difficulty in trying to grow spiritually or even in different areas of their life because of them. I used to try to remove them from one person but found that they would somehow always come back. I needed to figure out a way to get rid of them permanently. The reason why I became so adamant about it was because I really love people. I get tired of seeing them suffer. There are so many things that they suffer from to.

Karma causes suffering. The restrictions placed upon them by the matrix and life also cause a lot of trials. Their own mistakes often create burdens. And then of course Spiritual interferences, curses and entities. The one thing that I found much of that all to have in common, was that through everything I just listed, spirits can become spiritual attachments. When they do so they almost always find something to latch on to within a person that they can then pass on to someone in their family line. But the catch is, that the spirit also follows two. There are new generational spirits being created every day, as well as ones that have been following family lines since ancient times. With that in mind I have found that the only way to really do anything about it, is the clear all of that away. Afterwards, getting rid of the spirit and it’s attachment to the family can help it from ever becoming attached to anyone in the family again or returning to anyone as well. I really try to spread the wisdom that I come to know, so that I can bring more awareness to others and somehow help them if they need it. Any nasty spirit can become an ongoing problem not just for the person experiencing it at the time, but even for their cherished loved ones, And any loved ones that they will come to have in the future. I ask that anyone needing education on this will head on over to my website where they can read more.

I am definitely not at a loss for words when it comes to the topic of generational spirits. In fact, I talk about the subject quite a bit. I am extremely passionate about it because I have truly seen the way that these terrible parasitic creatures wreck havoc in the lives of those that are infested with them. And while I have added extensive information about them on the Church I.M website, this article isn’t about educating anybody on the subject although I think it could. I want to share some personal information in regards to something that a relative of mine experienced. I do hope that you’ll get around to reading the article on the other website though. It may open your eyes.

The people in this article will be renamed for confidentiality purposes. This subject is coming up in this article because I have been contacted by a lot of people throughout the years it especially recently about generational spirits. The truth is, many people are getting fed up with having to deal with the plague of these nasty spiritual beings. I’ve been working on a lot of the removal services for these types of spirits and while it’s an extreme type of spiritual work, it’s all worth it to me in the end if it helps the person in their family to liberate themselves from their family curse.

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My first video debuted on YouTube in the year 2013, but I had used YouTube before that. Over the years I’ve noticed a lot of things about YouTube. When I first started using it, it was going by the motto, “Express yourself” and that’s exactly what the platform what is all about. There was such a variety found on YouTube back then with amateur bloggers just wanting to post their experiences, cool little homemade amateur skits and movies, news, and music. It was a lot of fun when I started doing my vlogging. My intention was to share what I knew spiritually and if other people found my videos because they held a similar spiritual belief, then I could connect with other people that wanted to learn a little further than what they already had been taught in their lives. I wanted to connect with people of all different religious backgrounds that just knew deep in their heart that there was something more to everything.

There were a lot of very genuine and authentic creators on YouTube back then. Throughout the years I’ve seen a lot of copycat behavior. People get inspired by one influencer, only to steal their basic idea and replicate it themselves for their own fame. YouTube became a platform of the same old content being replicated, and almost every single field of society. This involves funny videos, funny animal videos, spiritual teachers, Conspiracy theorist‘s, at home news anchoring, travel blogging etc. So many people were doing so much of the same thing, that it became so competitive.

After time, the algorithms became so strict, that if one person was getting more views than another, then it just pushed the other creator far into the background of YouTube. YouTube started to classify people and put them into either “main stream” or “far right”. This meant that if you were liked by the audience based on algorithms and you were talking about something that people wanted to hear, then you went directly into main stream. However, if you were talking about things that were a tad bit controversial, then you were sent on over into the far right of YouTube. The channels that were considered to be on the far right side, became subscriber-based only. Their videos didn’t show up in the search feed anymore even if they had more views then the videos considered to be main stream. This seemed to be extremely unfair. For an example, my YouTube channel has over 4 million views all together if you count back as far as when I started. However YouTube has only tracked data for views on a channel’s homepage, from 2018. Why they decided to eliminate any data before the year 2018, I don’t know why. Yet even with half of those views being counted for my channel, I should be considered main stream. Yet because of the subjects that I talk about in my videos, my channel is considered to be “far right” that YouTube censors me in a way.

What’s even worse, is that to ensure that a channel like mine doesn’t get much visibility whatsoever so that the algorithms don’t push me up there, they also have made it so that my subscribers don’t even see my videos show up in their subscription feed anymore. And I am not the only person that they’ve done this to. In fact there are so many original creators out there, that go through this all of the time. Looking at YouTube now, they have really become so main stream and trendy, that they only featured videos that are hosting content based upon what is more popular in society. It’s not about views anymore. Views in fact only just make a channel look more relevant. YouTube is basing relevancy upon what is socially accepted and search for. But spirituality is definitely a term that people are searching these days. It’s become quite popular in society that there are so many people out there more open minded now, that you can even find spiritual goods in a regular department store. Yet, they keep this type of content out of the way because it’s not considered to be main stream in their community guidelines so to speak.

My review on YouTube

When going onto YouTube I find that it’s a lot better when you know what you’re going to search for, and you just simply search for it. It’s good for learning a lot of things and it has a lot of great information on it. However, I do feel that they have really censored a lot of people from creating any original content based on stereotype and prejudiced. It’s restricting people from their freedom of speech, to keep them from getting views on their platform, just merely because of what they believe in and talk about. I understand that there should be some restrictions on certain content like pornography, violence and things of that nature… But if a person is just merely expressing their spiritual belief, or their opinion about some other topic… it should be allowed. Yet for some reason, they’ve done a lot of hard work in making sure that videos like that are pushed to the background of things while music videos and other popular subjects are up at the surface. I don’t get any anxiety when going onto YouTube like a lot of other people have mentioned that they get. I do feel some really bad energy when I go to research spiritual subjects that are in my own field though. This is because I know that a lot of other videos out there are just other competitors against each other and wanting credibility for their spiritual teachings. A lot of them have stolen from one another’s content and I don’t feel as though a lot of it is genuine. However, if you are going onto YouTube for any other reason such as to watch a funny video, research how to do something, or catch up with some thing you’ve missed on TV… It’s a great platform. I also love the variety of music that YouTube hosts as well. I still think they should fix the restrictions that they place on my channel though. It definitely makes me feel as though my freedom of speech has been taken away from me.

For a lot of apps created for texting, many of them are associated with a social media platform and its feed. I’ll go into some of those when I talk about their associated social media platform itself, a little later on. For now, I have to say that WhatsApp is definitely a good app for communication because you don’t have to worry about running into anything negative in the feed or any type of argument between people in the comments zone of a post, like some of the other texting apps associated with social media platforms. It gives you a little more reassurance to know that you can just go on there and text a friend without having to bump into some political argument etc.

When it comes to Tumblr, I used to really like Tumblr. It had a really fun vibe to it, and a lot of creativity. You could share your thoughts through an animated picture, or a quote. It was nice as well, that you could add your thoughts and tags underneath of it. People could find you through your tags, and just follow. You didn’t really have to have a whole lot of communication with anyone. People could “heart” your post and keep it moving. Yet, there was some thing that I noticed that was really fishy about Tumblr. I’ve never followed any accounts that were inappropriate myself, but yet as I was building my following a lot of porn related accounts would follow me. In fact, I had over 3000 accounts with porn related content on them, follow me on my Tumblr pages. I am above 16,000 followers now, and I can probably say that there’s a few thousand adult accounts that follow me still. I don’t follow them back, but yet I’ll still see adult related contact in the feed for some reason. It really baffled me. Every single time I went on Tumblr to post, something inappropriate would come up. Accounts with women who were naked and having sex with someone would appear in the feed. I hadn’t associated myself with any such thing and so it made me question what was really going on with Tumblr? I had to look into it a little more deeply.

When researching, I found that there had been a follow train in which someone was trying to lead more accounts toward mine, to help me gain more followers. I hadn’t asked them to do that, and I’m still uncertain as to who they really are. Yet what really confused me was, what was the reason behind making sure that these were all pornographic accounts that came to follow me? Were they trying to make my account look immoral, whereas I try to represent virtue? Was this like a silent smudge campaign?

This made me question Tumblr and it’s managers overall. According to the website statista.com they say: “The Percentage of U.S. internet users who use Tumblr, as of 3rd quarter 2020, by age group are in the ages of 15-25 years old”. If a majority of tumblers users are younger people why would they have so much porn related content on a social media platform where they know in their research that a majority of its users are of a younger audience? This really surprised me at the irresponsibility on their end. It’s said on a lot of websites that document things such as website views and statistics, that Tumblr is a social media platform with a younger age bracket. A lot of parents would see something like that on the Internet when doing their research, and just think it was safe for their child to use as a result. With that, their kid could be subjected to some pretty hard-core mature material. Tumblr has a beautiful aesthetic look to it, but it seems that there is something darker going on under the surface there.

I have only use Twitter a few times in the last how many years. In fact, I’ve gone on there maybe a few dozen times and I definitely didn’t try as hard to grow my following or post my content there, as I did with other platforms. I noticed some thing about Twitter right away, that made me feel standoffish toward it from the beginning. What was it? That it seemed that a lot of the users there were mainly those that had some kind of greater status in society. While celebrities use a lot of the social media platforms, it seemed that they were more predominantly featured on Twitter. A lot of them had grown their circles and would add their tweets, and grow significantly. The little people though, didn’t get very far. There definitely was a lot of social divide there. What’s furthermore, is that they definitely seem to have something against people having their own beliefs and opinions. A lot of what Twitter is about was exposed during the presidential campaign of Donald Trump. Everyone knows that I don’t support a political party or candidate. I feel that a lot of them have their own agendas and while I have nothing negative to say about anyone individually, I definitely don’t hold a political association. My beliefs are really out there when it comes to how I feel society and government should be led. I often keep my mouth closed in regards to that, in order to avoid any type of conflict. People may not agree with me. Not only this, but there are a lot of people who don’t agree with my spiritual teachings alone, yet to add fuel to the fire by stating how I feel about government and politics. I have mentioned some things throughout time, but I try to be pretty discreet in regards to that.

Still, it’s a fact that many people had observed how Twitter treated the president himself. He was the president, just like many other men before him. He may not have been liked by a lot of people, but he certainly should have been shown the same mutual respect as a lot of other leaders, if he had won that position fairly in the elections. Yet I seen him discredited, and he had a lot of defamation of character going on on Twitter. They even censored some of his tweets too, if it didn’t go along with a Democratic viewpoint. With that, I’m not really into any form of prejudice or racism. I don’t believe that people should be treated disrespectfully for any reason. I also feel that everyone has the right to express themselves as long as it’s done in a polite way with consideration to others so as not to deliberately try to offend anyone. Everyone has a freedom of speech though, although I believe it should be kind. It’s very clear that Twitter has some prejudiced and racism going on there when it comes to its users. If you are not on the same political side of things as they are, or if you’re not of a certain social status… Then you’ll probably not get very far using Twitter yourself. The only thing the social media platform would be good for, would be just to look at other peoples tweets, if interested.

Energetically, I felt that Twitter was really bland and it just seemed very office like. I didn’t feel as if I could really relax and sit on the social media platform for very long. It felt kind of wired like.

When it comes to Instagram, I think I would have to say that it has a pretty similar energy to that of its sister, Facebook. Instagram had a good vibe to it when it first came out, as it seemed to be a little bit easier to use. You could flip back-and-forth between its app, just decide what you were going to look at. A lot of the feed would have your followers in it, as well as the Discover page. Yet it became very deceptive over time. I noticed that a lot of the accounts on Instagram had purchased a majority of their following. There were a lot of accounts that featured people that were incredibly over a photo shopped, and seemed to be again following that copycat pathway, similar to that of YouTube. I would go on and see maybe 10 of the same type of accounts, and a month or so later, I would see hundreds of them. what’s more, is that all of those accounts would then become very competitive with one another. All of the same type of accounts we go on to follow each other and more accounts like themselves. This really botched the idea of any of them ever growing because if they were all just following similar accounts, then they would never find anybody outside who could possibly be interested. All of the people on those accounts interested in the subject matter, we’re just float back-and-forth between all of them. Eventually only certain ones would climb to the top while others would fade away. This seemed like another form of indirect censorship if you ask me. I explained this tactic in one of my courses.



What I explained in that lesson, was if there are three mechanics in a room looking for work with 20 people who are looking for a mechanic to hire, which mechanic that would be selected, wouldn’t be based upon his experience, but rather his appearance. Where in example let’s say that one mechanic had 60 years of experience and was known to be a master in his field. He was old in appearance, and looked unclean as a sign of long hours of working on cars. The other mechanic, had only been in the field for about 10 years, was semi-decent looking and still fairly young. The third mechanic just recently got his certification, was young and inexperienced but rather good looking. Out of those three mechanics, A few people would head toward the younger and better looking mechanic even though he lacked experience. Why? Because, he would be physically attractive. Just because those few people got up and chose him, a majority of the rest of the crowd would also choose him to. This would be based upon popular opinion, just from who they had seen the others choose before them.

Now let’s say that a whole bunch of those people went home and told all of their friends and family about this good looking young mechanic that they found. Just hearing the positive conversation and all of the hype about it, it may inspire some of the younger gentleman in those circles of families and friends, to go out and become a mechanic too. In the area, it explodes like a trend. From one part of the neighborhood to the next, everyone’s becoming inspired to become an auto mechanic because everyone in the neighborhood is talking about this one good looking guy. And so now the entire town is filled with new auto mechanics. What do you think is going to happen next? None of them are going to get any business. And that’s because the young auto mechanic who was chosen to begin with from the start, already had all of the popularity to begin with. Any of the others are only going to get business when he can’t conduct business due to being overbooked. It’ll help bring in the financial income, but most of the popularity is going to stay with the first guy. What’s worse is that the poor man with 60 years of experience who was a master in his field in that town, goes out of business. All just because of this one guy who is chosen not based on his experience but upon his look.

Eventually becoming an auto mechanic will fade away in that town as an idea for a career because something new will come up through some other word of mouth trend that circles around. The outcome of that, is that it’s going to be a town or neighborhood full of a bunch of very similar businesses competing with one another, whereas some do well and others fail. That is Instagram for you.

In order to burn out a subject as a fad or a trend, you have to get people to do it to death. When it comes to my field, that’s exactly what’s going on on Instagram and in many other fields. Look at business marketing, travel, modeling, food, music, holistic health, and fitness asan example. I was just talking to my son about music the other day. There are so many young people trying to rise up and becoming a rap artist or lyricist these days, that there are just too many of them for anyone else to really get noticed unless they meet the right people. It just looks like a huge population of people who are dressing alike, look very similar with hairstyles and fashion, making a lot of the same sounding type of music. I don’t understand it myself, as to why people would want to be like everyone else to that degree. There’s really nothing original in this world anymore. Everything is getting done to death and nothing new is coming up because people are so traumatized from having had their ideas stolen so much that they don’t want to put anything new out there anymore.

Instagram definitely doesn’t give you a good feeling of being at ease when you’re on it. Even though you get to choose who you follow, there’s always this feeling that something in going to pop up in the feed somehow, that’s going get you upset in someway. Even though, that’s not the case. It’s a very strange feeling that Instagram gives off. It’s just that the energy is not as weird as it is on Facebook. But in being able to tap into energy deeply, I have found that there is a very specific frequency to both Instagram and Facebook together. It seems as though there is a very strong and authoritative but deceptive type of tone to Facebook and Instagram. It definitely plays along with some of the social prejudice that’s going on out there in the world, and it especially sensors people. Let me tell you what happened to me with Facebook and Instagram specifically.

Being on Facebook, it always gave me a feeling of being watched. It felt like there was someone looking at my pages as I was scrolling on them as well. I felt like there was someone always reading my posts, but that they were like some invisible or ghost follower. It was a very heavy personality type, that didn’t seem to come with a very good intention. I thought a lot of hatred there. I’m not the only person who hasdescribed such a feeling when using Facebook either. In fact, there are a lot of people that have said the same thing. When it comes to my own personal experience, Facebook definitely gives me a feeling of being caged into one area and as if my own profile page is a prison. I have not been allowed to branch out too far into Facebook communities, nor have my contact shared there. I haven’t broken any of the community guidelines either. My posts were respectful and I didn’t mention anything controversial in the posts themselves. My links lead to blogs of my own, that came from from my own beliefs system and opinions. There wasn’t any contact in regards to violence or hate speech, and I didn’t really speak in regards to politics except to put up some predictions here and there. But in a lot of ways, my contact could be considered entertainment we’re just religious. If that’s the case, there are lots of religions out there saying a lot of different things, but they’re not getting shadow band the way that I am. It just seemed a little too targeted, if you ask me.from my own beliefs system and opinions. There wasn’t any contact in regards to violence or hate speech, and I didn’t really speak in regards to politics except to put up some predictions here and there. But in a lot of ways, my contact could be considered entertainment we’re just religious. If that’s the case, there are lots of religions out there saying a lot of different things, but they’re not getting shadow band the way that I am. It just seemed a little too targeted, if you ask me.

I also had some very strange experiences with my Facebook communities. When building them, I have a lot of people join in the beginning where I had several hundred members to my group. However, none of them were ever active except a few dozen. They didn’t comment, they didn’t communicate, they didn’t post. When I try to delete all of the profiles in those groups in order to eliminate the community all together, I couldn’t do it. The reason, was that some of those members somehow wouldn’t allow me to delete them. It was some kind of technical problem on Facebook end. Yet they didn’thave any answers or a solution. I got stuck with two groups with ghost followers in them, that I couldn’t see or delete but yeah it mentioned that I still had a significant amount of members even though the profiles seemed nonexistent.

Facebook also censored my links on every single one of my projects. They banned the link to my business website, each of my blogs, and it was odd to have so many links band all at once for just one person. A lot of times the link will get banned because they find something wrong with it or it’s been reported. But for a person to have every single individual blog or website band, that definitely says loads in regards to censorship. I write a lot of different blogs that the contact all varies. Even one of my software blogs had gotten banned on Facebook. Since Facebook is associated with Instagram, they were also banned on Instagram as well too.

Throughout several years of using Facebook and Instagram both, I never do grow beyond a certain number of followers. I’ll lose some and re-gain the same number that I lost, keeping me at the same exact figure, all of the time. I also get a lot of spam friend requests. Another thing that was discovered on Facebook and Instagram was that there were a few profiles that had stolen my identity on there as well too. None of the tags for my name ever appear, even though they’ve been used several thousand times.

I wonder who I may have angered over there at Facebook or Instagram LOL? Overall, Facebook and Instagram both give me very bad vibes because of my own personal experience. I don’t think it’s right to break a person’s first amendment right in their freedom of speech especially if it doesn’t have anything to do with any false misleading claims. My work could be categorized as an opinion or entertainment like I said, and so it shouldn’t have fallen into the misinformation category. How many other psychics out there predicted a number of events and are still up and visible? Think about it.

I haven’t really given TikTok much of a chance except to surf through it. I did post a couple of videos for my toddlers and I didn’t really get too far with them in regards to invisibility either. I wasn’t really posting to get invisibility in the first place anyhow. I really just wanted to share with a small audience of people that I felt close to rather than putting it up there on the Instagram platform. I do have a page for my toddlers there as well too. However, there is just this very heavy and dark energy to Instagram and Facebook, that I wanted to explore something that may have had a little bit of a lighter feel to it. In the beginning when they were first launching TikTok, I already knew that it wasn’t going to be a A healthy social media platform. I had for seen that there would be a lot of adult content and material that would be very influential to younger audiences of a negative nature. I was definitely right, when comparing it to what I see on the social media platform today. There are all sorts of videos that I really feel should be categorized under parental controls but aren’t. There seems to be this high school type of feeling to the app, in regards to popularity and trends. I feel as though it’s just as competitive as other social media platforms, and it doesn’t make me feel good after I’ve used it.

For all of the social media platforms that I’ve listed above especially, Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, and TikTok… I definitely have to say that those four had a dark feeling to them that made me feel quite a bit of anxiety and nervousness. I felt as though it was a very controlled environment while it allowed a lot of inappropriate material at the same time. I felt that there were a lot of bad energies floating around there, of people hating on each other and trying to rip each other off for their creative ideas. It felt heavy and discouraging.

The Best

Like I said, I would save the very best for last. I’d have to say that the cleanest social media platform is Pinterest. I get a pretty good feeling when I go on there. It feels kind of homey and there is a great variety of different things that you can look up based on what you’re interested in for that day. You can build boards that you can go back to as well. There really isn’t anything called a feed, but there is a homepage that pops up. Most of it just contains a lot of different ideas, and merchandise that people might be interested in. There are all different types of posts that contain picturesof the subject, rather than someone else. In other words, you don’t get a bunch of people trying to promote themselves in the pictures. You see a lot of really cool creative things. There are all different types of profiles from ones that follow spirituality, angels, controversial subjects, animals, celebrities, history, art… You get the idea. I truly enjoy surfing Pinterest as well too, because it’s completely controlled by me.

But if people think that they’re in control on Instagram and Facebook but they’re really not. A lot of the time stuff will pop up into your feed, that you didn’t even subscribe to or follow. and that’s because people can purchase time there through ads. On Pinterest it is a little bit different because, the ads just pop up in little boxes very sparingly, along the page, and most of the page really just contains the subject that you’re researching instead. I like that it doesn’t overwhelm you with a lot of different things that you don’t want to see in terms of ads as well too. For example if you’re researching beauty, you’ll get a few beauty ads, and maybe something else along the lines of content that you like but nothing out of your interest zone.

Pinterest doesn’t have a lot of communication either which is nice for people that are just trying to get some quiet time surfing the Internet. People can choose the comment or not and for the most part they don’t. Pinterest is about sharing ideas rather than voicing more of your opinion about them. It makes it a nice calm place for most people that are using the platform. I really like it because you can choose to look up stuff without bumping into something that might be offensive if you’re trying to live your life free of immorality, or what you consider to be in moral for your own belief system. For an example, I use Pinterest to look at different stuff from my childhood, home ideas, and different types of fashion for toddlers. I don’t have to bump into any of that heavy energy that comes up on feed like that on Instagram or Facebook. Instagram and Facebook or more of like a self-expression type of platform, except they control who expresses themselves and help. I don’t understand why.

And interest lets you express yourself through the pictures that are circulated through the platform. I can make a board about angels and then look up angels. Every picture that I like about angels that I fine, I can see if the board. Other people that are researching about angels will find my board as well as others, and then save them so that they can come back to those photographs later on. Some of the photos have links that lead to other websites, and it’s all within your own control. There is no heavy energy of commenting, or scrutiny if somebody doesn’t like something. At Pinterest, if you don’t like it, then you don’t save it and you simply move along. At Facebook and Instagram, if you don’t like something and comment about it, it becomes a huge confrontation.

Facebook and Instagram both, are also infamous for people being belittled. I see a lot of bashing going on in comments, especially on celebrity accounts. I think it’s really sad. Why do people have to make each other feel so badly? 

When it comes to the social media platforms that I dislike the most, I just like them because a lot of them did have open forms of communication. A lot of people can take comments the wrong way and end up getting easily upset over something that someone else has said which leads to a lot of confrontation. The social media platforms that I disliked also had a very heavy energetic tone of control, authority, and prejudice going on underneath of the surface. They had been called out publicly many times for censoringcertain types of contents yearly because they didn’t agree with what it said. I felt as though they really robbed people of their freedom of speech where they had promised that they would have the ability to express that amendment on their social media platform when they first launched them. You can definitely tell that there is some a government influence and presence when it comes to Facebook and Instagram both, and I do know that they have been responsible for selling their users private information to third-party companies. I’ve had so many spam calls coming from people that I have some distant connection to on the platforms. I think it’s highly deceptive and intrusive. We should be able to trust companies with our information as well as with our beliefs systems and our political views without there being any kind of racist repercussion.

For the social media platform that I liked, it was really open, not so controlled, and there wasn’t too much communications there to where anybody would have to worry about there being any kind of argument. Everyone freely expresses themselves except it’s done through photos rather than words. For the social media platform that I liked, it was really open, not so controlled, and there wasn’t too much communications there to where anybody would have to worry about there being any kind of argument. Everyone freely expresses themselves except it’s done through photos rather than words. There wasn’t a heavy feeling of anxiety laying underneath of the surface of the app. It doesn’t even have any type of watchful feeling to it either, like the other social media platforms that I mentioned above. And so the very best social media platform for 2022 in my opinion would be paying interest because of its nice laid-back vibe and that it’s ultra private and open but open to self expression at the same time.

Obviously the best app to use would be one that didn’t push your views to the background or make it so that you had to look at Contin that you disapproved of yourself either. I like that you can choose to communicate on Pinterest rather than you’re forced to. Even though Instagram and Facebook both offer the option to turn off commenting, there’s still a heavy feeling to those two platforms just the same. When I log onto any of them, I always feel like there’s just this negative phantom underneath of it that makes me feel discouraged from even wanting to continue with my post. It also makes me feel a little bit nervous when thinking about looking at the feed. Perhaps maybe a lot of it has to do with the large amount of people that follow me or that I follow as well? Still it doesn’t change the energetics tone of the platform itself based on its creators and what it’s mainly being used for. Facebook and Instagram both in my opinion, are working hard to push an agenda instead of just really appealing to their users or even keeping their users information private. They don’t seem to respect their users at all, even banning projects or pose that a person puts up just because they don’t agree with it personally. It doesn’t even matter if it applies to their community guidelines or not. I feel the same way about certain browsers that I use as well such as Google. But that’s another story.

If you want to have a wholesome vibe around you and look at great things that you’re really interested in on a social media platform, then I definitely recommend using Pinterest above any of the others. I’d also like to mention hear that we now have our very own social media platform, for people to use freely and express themselves on it as openly as they would like to. We only ask that people be kind and respectful and the way they word themselves, for the sake of other people. Other than that, you don’t have to feel the heaviness where the control that Facebook gives off, with our platform. We love that people have different opinions and thoughts, and we love to hear people share them. We also like to connect with a lot of like-minded people as well too. The idea is, we want to attract all different types of people who are open to sharing their thoughts and opinions about things without fear. If you’re interested in joining such as social media network, please click here to explore it further. We’re still in the beginning stages of building it up, but everyone is welcome and it’s totally free to join..

In conclusion, I’d like to say that YouTube is pretty neutral depending on what you’re going to use it for. The energy can be heavy in certain places but not in all. When it comes to Twitter, I would definitely recommend that you skip over it. Some people like it and that’s fine, but I personally felt a very tire some vibration to it and I didn’t feel as though it fit my needs in surfing the Internet or in connecting with others. I don’t agree with Facebook or Instagram whatsoever, even though I do use the apps to keep up with people who also use them that I am in association with.In conclusion, I’d like to say that YouTube is pretty neutral depending on what you’re going to use it for. The energy can be heavy in certain places but not in all. When it comes to Twitter, I would definitely recommend that you skip over it. Some people like it and that’s fine, but I personally felt a very tire some vibration to it and I didn’t feel as though it fit my needs in surfing the Internet or in connecting with others. I don’t agree with Facebook or Instagram whatsoever, even though I do use the apps to keep up with people who also use them that I am in association with. I think Tumblr is definitely beautiful and it’s aesthetic presentation but it’s not really all that great for the age group that it says that it tries to reach. There are too many adult accounts on there with pornographic material, that you would definitely want to be careful in allowing your teenager to use it. I highly recommend fin interest because it’s a lot more wholesome and gentle and it’s energetic feeling to it. Those are all of the social media abs that I have observed throughout time and the ones that I really feel are good and who aren’t. I hope that this article helps you to understand some of the vibrations going on on some of the social media apps, and that it helps you to find one that fits you a little better energetically. I thank you so much for reading this and I truly wish you a beautiful happy new year ahead.

Greetings dear reader, life is always so much easier when you have reached a path of being enlightened. Everything just seems to work out always so perfectly, and anything that doesn’t, does eventually. In the meantime, things that go wrong don’t seem to bother you anymore while enlightened and so things are still going good… in a sense.

I’m always talking about virtue. In a previous article where I talked about what it takes to be the definition of a righteous man, I included how always being there for people no matter how it affects you is so important. I went on to give an example. Let’s relate back to that first, before I go into something really wonderful that happened to me.

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Dearest reader, welcome! It’s so good to have you here and I thank you for taking the time out to read this. You are very special to the heavens and to me. I’m excited to write this. At this time, I’m filled with anticipation for this new adventure. I’ll explain more.

To inspire…

This website is called a life of virtues, for a reason. There are so many things that happen in life in which we have to try to always be an example of Heavenly love through our behavior. We do so through the use of the virtues. It’s not always easy considering, that life itself is a very difficult thing. For the majority, it’s easier to take the opposite path. There are many times that people feel as though they are in a grouchy mood and they’ll just snap out on anybody that comes in their direction. There are many times that people no that they have to do something important but the side skip it instead. There are oh so many times that someone comes with an insult or complaint, and many will end up freaking out where there end up in a shouting match full of offensive and vulgar words. Not many stop to think. They simply just react. Living by the virtues takes practice and patience in moments like those.

But virtues should be applied also in how you pave your path in life, not only in how you communicate with others. You need them for both. I want to inspire anyone needing the inspiration, to always hold onto the virtues. Even in times of survival or while trying to get ahead in their lives. This article pertains to perseverance and endurance.

Hard times in Babylon

Throughout my angel prophecies, I’ve always expected that the angels were true to their word. Obviously, heavenly beings can’t lie. Therefore, I’ve always anticipated everything that they’ve ever told me would happen. I’ve tried to always be prepared as well. But I have to admit that there are instances where it’s a little hard to be prepared. I have a beloved cherished friend that I met through my work that often comes to me with the same issue. The blogs tell everyone to make sure that they have enough of this or enough of that, but some of the people reading don’t have a lot of financial resources. And so they ask me; “How can I be prepared, if I’m broke”? I totally understand where they are coming from. If they don’t have money to purchase some of the goods that they need to have stored away somewhere in case of a disaster, then how can they follow the advice of our heavenly ambassadors in being prepared? I always say, that if you have difficulties now, then there is always a solution. The angels don’t advise for you to do things, that are impossible. It only just appears to be impossible at the moment.

I have advised a lot of my students and clients that they should start doing different things in order to help themselves to get financially to be prepared. There are a lot of students in fact that come to me about their financial difficulties, looking for answers on how to solve them. When it comes to survival whether you believe it or not, many people look for the easy way out. Can you blame them? It’s so much more of a relief to know that there can be some kind of solution without having to break their back over it. But unfortunately, pain is gain in this world.

At times, and understandably… some of my students hadn’t always liked the advice that they got. There have been many ideas that came up in readings as advised by me or their spirit guides that included; upstarting a new business, going back to school, or just going out and hustling at a good old fashioned job. I understand where some of my clients did not want to take the advice. It all sounds hard, and like it takes a long time to get a result from some of those things. Then again, sitting around waiting for other solutions to appear isn’t going to get anyone anywhere. The more and more time that is wasted, a year or so later a person would be saying to themselves; “I would’ve graduated by now, or got that promotion by now, or my business could’ve been growing by now”… They definitely would have gotten somewhere over time. But people don’t want to wait. However, they idle time away doing nothing at all. I feel just horrible for them. They don’t realize that they’re wasting precious time, where they could be using it to grow. No matter how hard it seems to grow, or how long it takes to see results in the first place.

Yes! The world is in a state of chaos and there is still more to come. I’ve talked to a lot of religious people about these times and about two years ago many of them used to criticize me for promoting that we were in what many have referred to as “end times”. They would get very upset with me in fact, whenever I would mention it. But now, a lot of those same people agree with me. A few of them are very big religious leaders as well. It’s undeniable that the world is falling apart all around us. The planet itself is unhealthy, and humanity has not only been set up against one another, but they’re also at war within themselves. Babylon is getting ready to fall.

Can the world go back to barter trade?

I am very lucky because I have had the wonderful gift of working with a lot of people around the world through being a spiritualist. Even with the clients that I have had throughout time, they have been a huge help to me just by choosing me as their teacher or a reader. We play a role in even exchange, because I get to help them with Wisdom and Spiritual messages that they may not have ever had, while their orders help me to provide for my family. I’m so very appreciative for all of that.

I’ve always said that back in ancient times, people that had gifts like I do, were searched for all around the world. Even kings would send knights out on huge missions abroad just to find someone who had “the gift”. From prophets to seers alike, they were always provided for with shelter, gold, silver,jewelry, gems, food, and many other gifts, all tokens of gratitude for the help that their “gift” provided to those who went seeking for it. These days it just isn’t like that.

To be available for so many people and to continue writing, advising, and helping many people… I never really had time to work a regular job. I have had jobs, quite a few of them in the past as a matter of fact. I have had a lot of different types of jobs like working at department stores, telemarketing, babysitting, and then after college… I had a job helping people in the field of counseling. I even helped others who suffered from addictions since addiction had been covered in college. I had known a lot of people that suffered greatly from one addiction or another throughout my life. I went through a lot with my eldest daughter‘s father. I wanted to do what I could by helping people get better, so that they could get better for their children and themselves. But the truth is, I never really could work out in the public.

Why I didn’t work

As an angelic messenger, my psychic gifts are extreme, and I’m ultra sensitive. It could be why a lot of other seers and prophets of ancient times also lived their lives in very isolated areas and were so hard to find. I can tell you only from my experience though, and for me it’s too loud out there for me. Not just in the physical noise that you can hear with your ears, but in everything that I hear. On a Psychic level, I hear many frequencies, other peoples thoughts, thoughts of other living creatures, spirits, and even cross communication wirelessly. On top of that, there are a lot of projections that I get from other people, and there are lower vibrations of microwaves, radio waves etc, which all makes me very ill. It’s been this way all of my life, which is why I stayed isolated myself. I never really went anywhere, didn’t really have a lot of people around me, and I had that people around me that I felt but I can at least be safe with, when I did let people in. It’s one of few reasons (aside from the fact that I cherished them) that I stayed with my parents all of my life too.

I never stop “channeling”. I have tried and tried to block it all out, but I just can’t. Archangel Ariel told me that it’s because I am supposed to be an open channel at all times, in order to help whoever comes by, and I never know when the heavens will send them. With my having an open communication to heaven, it’s on their time and not mine. I could be anywhere when a message comes through. And so it has been really hard on me and always. Physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually… And just plain out energetically. It’s definitely a challenge.

A close friend of mine used to visit every year. As embarrassing as it was, she has even witnessed when the outside world really took a toll on me. It would happen even after we had just left the house and I had only been out for a few minutes. And trust me, you could ask her and she’ll verify that it’s a terrible condition that it puts me in, and isn’t something that I could fake. Nevertheless, I have my own messages from heaven that advise me for the better good of me and my family, while I obtain messages for others too. For mine? That leads me to the reason why I am writing this.

To Oz…

Again, I write this in hopes of inspiring other people. No matter how it’s going to be very hard on me, and the fact that I would be juggling so many more things than I already do… I may start looking for another job outside of this line of work, in addition to it.

I spend so much time worrying about the world and humanity that it was brought to my attention just the other day that I have to also start worrying about me and my family as well. Many things that the heavens have told me in regards to the future leave me with my biggest concerns of finding a home in a safe place and having means to survive while also being able to provide for my family.

It’s obvious that the angels never lie, and when they tell me that I should do something, I don’t ask myself about how hard is it going to be, or how long it’s going to take it in order to achieve my goals toward the accomplishments of my goals that lead up to their advice being taken 100%. Asking how impossible it could seem, will psyche people out from following heavenly instructions. Instead, as an angel myself with perfect faith and perfect trust, I’m going to try to ask myself what I can go about doing to take their advice, that would work. I ask myself: “What can I do to get there”? Indeed, I do ask the heavens for specific steps on what to do, and they do give them to me. But sometimes they try to test me to see my own wisdom as well. There are times that I get advice from them and it doesn’t work because of some other evil interference in this world that tries to hold me back. During those times, I’ll go back to the heavens for help which is when we will just counteract the interference with a new set of goals. We never give up. While planning, I will look at a balance of things in duality regarding the hardships and possible successes so that I can make a path that will be more productive.

There are many times that I’ve already known about what they wanted me to do, and I was only waiting upon their command on when I should get started on doing it. Even though it may seem hard, I trust them. I know that they have my best interest at heart. I know that in the area that I live in now, there’s going to be a lot of crime to come in the future. More so than there already is… Tenfold. They told me that. They also know that there will be some issues that arise later on with my work, even though I will always somehow be involved in teaching and doing readings for people.

The heavens know that I wouldn’t be able to pay a mortgage on an entirely new home while I’m a while paying a lot of bills… i struggle now. If I have difficulties financially later on because of the different things that the angels are predicting, then their advice makes sense to have some way to put a roof over our head, keep food on the table, and provide warmth. It’s really not easy supporting an entire family these days. My heart truly goes out to people that haven’t been as blessed as I have. That’s why I try with all of my heart to donate and give as much as I can.

And that’s why I need another job. I want to be able to do all of the things that I still do, while being able to look for a new home and provide for my family. I eager to prevent future troubles. I feel good about it. Eventually, I want to give even more to others in need, at times that God allows. For now, I do what I can even bring limited. Sometimes, I hurt my own situation doing so. But I put others before myself. These days, spirituality isn’t at the top of everyone’s list. People are losing interest in it because they are losing faith. Science is taking over the metaphysical and mystical. There are many people that are still very religious, but with all of the signs pointing to “end times”, out of fear a lot of religious people have given up on open spirituality especially. With the paths chosen by others out there, it goes in one direction or the other and leaves me kind of hanging in the middle. I also have to consider that a majority of the people out there believe that they are psychic these days themselves too. If they believe that they have some kind of gift or ability, they’re not going to look to me for advice. This also applies when talking about others out there that have entered into the spiritual industry. There are so many people trying to do what I do these days now, that it pushes me further and further into the background and makes it hard for others to find me.

I have to always serve Heaven, people in need and care for my family too. If I fail one, I fail them all in my eyes.

So with all of my strength, I say; “To Oz”. My friends, I am off to meet the wizard and what I mean by that is, is that it’s a confusing world out there. I refer to the wizard as being the one who is out there pulling all of the strings, making our world the way that it is. Many call this the system, while others have called it the beast. I am a non-conformist, but we do have to work to survive. I don’t support anything about this world whatsoever, but to live is to survive and the greed of the elite makes it difficult to survive without a paycheck. I know that it’s going to beat me down really bad getting out there in public, but I have to do what I have to do. I hope to make it all work, and save enough to help everyone.

Take these words from me as your trusted Oracle and sage, that while standing firm in your virtue and morals even then, sometimes you will have to do the things that you don’t like to do in life merely just to live. There are going to be a lot of hard things that you have to face up to, but to get anywhere you have to push through it in order to get to the happier moments that are on the other side. There’s an old saying that “the hard times don’t last forever”. But that only applies to those that are actually doing something to end them. .

If you are in a similar situation and the only other option that you have is to add more to your load of life by working harder or more, then add more load… Its a lot like a weightlifter at the gym. In order to get the gains he’s looking for, sometimes he has to add an extra heavier weight in order to keep growing. It may be unpleasant for the time being, but it will have a great rewards later on. Plus, it’s better than having your situation get worse off later on by doing nothing.

The idea of this entry is to inspire others to push past your difficulties by working and fighting hard through them. Remember that perseverance is the key as well as endurance alongside of it. If you have to go through some hardship at first with the promise that it could get better later, then be strong and courageous. Let me be a good example to everyone that even though I know that it’s going to be a ton of hard work on top of me as well as a lot of discomfort with my health, I’m going to get out there and do the best that I can to try to improve my situation and accomplish the goals that I have for me and my family. Yes there is no place like home, but Heaven is mine and while I’m here in Oz, I’ll try to make it work.

Even if you are in a different situation, the lesson in my article is that hard times end if you do something about it. Whatever your situation may be similar or not, you have to always try the very best that you can. And sometimes you have to do a little better than your best. It’s only through that experience that you find your own strength and what your truly capable of handling. A lot of people think they can’t handle very much. They say themselves out of doing this or that or in times of hardship they freak themselves out thinking that theres nothing that they can do to fix it. As I always tell my kids, there’s nothing in life that can’t be fixed. And even if it doesn’t, at least you know that you tried.

I hope to inspire you to also do the same.

If anyone is wondering as to whether I’ll still have time for my business and working with all of you, please just keep in mind that even though I’ll be a lot busier with more on my plate, I’ll still be working when is very same work hours as I do now. I start working at anywhere from 9 PM to 11 PM and my work hours and then this line of work, at 6:30 am. I do healings and prayers until 8 o’clock in the morning. My little ones then get up and I use the daylight hours to spend time with them and educate them. I’ll run some errands for my business late in the afternoon, do some administrative work, and make products from 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm. The kids go to bed at 8 or 9 after their bath, make believe time and their bible study. I take a break for an hour and start readings again. Keeping that in mind, I will just have to take a few days to find another position. So I’ll still be available. I know that I can do this! Wish me luck in my search. I’ll keep you posted.