2020 Garden: And Battling the tart.

Hello there everybody. Blessings and warm embraces from me to you!

Even though this link has been maliciously blocked on Facebook, that is not going to stop me from continuing my blog. I love this platform in order to document my own personal journey while teaching many of you out there in yours. Sadly though, this blog was considered as a threat by someone, and no longer able to be shared. I did try to change the domain but apparently IP addresses are linked to very specific blog sites. And it seems that Facebook has already programmed into their system the IP address of this blog and of my Spiritual Services website. I’m still trying to figure out a way around it. In the meantime I’m not going to let it stress me out. I’ve known for a long time when I was up against and so I can only sit here and patiently wait with great faith that the Lord above will come through to help me as he always has. Mother goddess as well.

Part of this bug in my spiritual journey has always included the angelic new year and activities that I do throughout. This begins in May and ends on the Autumn equinox in September. I love this time of year because it is all about planting, growing, and bringing things to life. The produce is essential to health physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. All of my products that I make are homemade. Therefore, I not only grow some of my gardens outdoors throughout that time of year… but I also have to grow some of them indoors all year around. I love doing both but, to be honest with you I truly love the outdoors more so. I have a very unusual way of gardening and hopefully I’ll get a chance to share a little bit about that as well.

This year, my daughters Amber, Adree,and I started our herb garden back on May 1 which was the first day of what we call “The Angelic New Year”. We had some guests come by but some didn’t want to attend out of fear of the pandemic. We planted a manifestation vine, danced around our themed maypole, and spent the whole day landscaping and doing repairs to our home. Later on, we did a little gardening. It was fun. A few days ago on May 21, 2020, I worked on designing the herb gardens. Right now there are three. Two are smaller for now until the baby plants grow.

The gardens themselves have the traditional herbs, but what’s amazing is that there are a lot of natural herbs in the wild too. So I have been working on a fourth herb garden that will contain wild and woodland herbs in it. As a small girl, “he who walks beside me in spirit” taught me a lot about nature. I learned about plants and their uses. The only thing was, was that I was never taught the names of the plants according to what humans called them. I had to identify everything by color, leaf or petal, location, sap, insects attracted toward it and the root of the plant. I had to be careful because some wild plants have other species that resemble them but are toxic. I was taught about everything that I came across. There are so many things in nature that even to this present day I am still adding plants, trees, berries, nuts, roots, and more to my grimoire. I enjoy venturing out into the forest to search for what I need at the time, but it’ll be more convenient to grow some of the wild plants that I use regularly in my own garden.

Some people like to plant everything together in their gardens. I almost always see rows of the same plants in gardens that I come across, but I don’t do the same in all of my gardens. I like to mix things up to give an ornamental look to my gardening. Almost everything that you will see in my gardens will be useable for food, medicine, ritual, scent, cosmetics or spell work. I can’t wait for the harvest.

Battling The Tart

Another part of my gardens include vegetables, melons, and fruit. I had an apple tree growing when I first moved into this house back in 2017. Unfortunately though, flooding rotted its roots and it didn’t make it. I have a great surprise to share with everyone this year! But I don’t want to spoil it now. So, I’ll just go on to say that I have always wanted to grow a few things specifically since I was a little girl. One of them being, a sour tart lemon tree, also known as a Meyer Lemon tree. Back in my 2010, I was picking up gardening tools for my garden that I was going to grow that year and came across one at my local Home Depot. I was thrilled! In the last few years before that, I hadn’t seen one in stores. I lived in another town then, about 5 miles away from that town’s location. Perhaps the stores in that area didn’t sell them? Nevertheless, I found one! I was ecstatic. I bought it. For only $7.99 I had made a dream of mine come true. Sheesh, for many people they dream to be rich, have a big house, or a nice luxury car. Stuff like that. For me? I dream of simple things, like owning a tree.

I put the little 1 foot tall tree and my bag of purchased gardening supplies into the trunk of my dad’s car (I didn’t drive, still don’t). My dad who passed away in 2019, was still alive then. He was quiet on the way home that day but he was usually a quiet guy anyhow. When we got home, I unpacked my purchases and put my tools in my small garden shed. Then, I sat down on the deck with my lemon tree. It was April, and so both of my kids Amber and Noah were still in school. I waited for them to get home to share with them this awesome find! Later when they both got home from school, they did their homework, washed up, and sat down with me and my parents for dinner. After listening to them about their day, I went on to express my joy over my lemon tree. They were pretty excited themselves too. I mean, they didn’t know a lot of other kids who could say they had a lemon tree! We all went out to the deck for evening tea and to look at the lemon tree again. It was just a tiny thing.

My dad joined us. He began sharing with us all about how in his younger days he had known a guy who had grown a lemon tree himself too. He advised me to start growing it indoors since April was still chilly and that really I could keep it inside as an indoor plant too, just as my father’s friend had done. I liked the idea. Live plants in the house made my energy feel crisp and clean anyhow. That was in 2010, and a few years went by….

It’s 2020 now as you know, and I went got myself another lemon tree for here at my current home that I’ve lived in since 2017. But it reminded me of what had ended up happening with that first lemon tree that I had. I was recently talking to one of best friends Dylan (Lauren) and had told her a short version of the story. Here it is…

Firstly, I suggest that after a year that you remove your lemon tree from the home. Starting at a foot high in 2010, by the time that we were moving out of that house and into a new one that tree was 8 feet tall. I could not get it out of the house by myself at all! The branches had a span of 3-4 feet in length, and the tree had reached to my ceiling. The doorways were another story. My doorways were only 6 feet in height. I don’t think people really expect the trees to get that large indoors, considering that they stunt the growth in the pot that they grow it in. This is in order to somehow control how big it gets. I didn’t know that. I mean I probably could have just asked about it, but I sincerely didn’t even think of it. I just watered it and fertilized it, and expected to trim it down at some point. But I had wanted to keep it alive and growing.. I had struggled to get that tree outdoors. Moving to a new location, I wanted to transplant it into the new yard of where I was moving to. I was so excited that I had grown a lemon tree that large, that I hadn’t even really cared about the battle that I was going through in trying to get it outside.

The pot was very heavy because of the soil and the trees’s size. I was trying everything I could to try to get it outside and onto the moving truck. I had even put it in the doorway and laid it on its side while wrapping the pot with plastic so that the soil did not spill out. I sat down on my butt with my back towards it, and tried to use my legs and feet to glide it out but that still didn’t work. I had to get some kind of help. Tired already, I called downstairs to anyone who might hear me. My father was laughing at me. He told me that I should’ve took that tree outside sometime ago because they get so big. Then he decided to tell me how his friend had run into a similar issue. He went into detail about how this guy had grown his lemon tree for far longer than I had grown mine. He told me that his friend couldn’t barely get it through his front door. I sat there staring at my father with disbelief. I couldn’t imagine why after all that time he had never told me that part of the story. Another thing was that my father had walked past that room every day where the lemon tree had been growing and never thought once to just let me know that he thought it was getting a little too big to be inside? I was stuck with this issue trying to figure out what to do next. I couldn’t lift it, let alone get it down the whole flight of steps. My father had discovered he had cancer later that same year that I had bought the lemon tree. Many years later, he was too weak to help me and plus he said that it would not fit on the moving truck at all. So he told me that I only had one or two options. I could just leave the lemon tree where it was inside, for the next people who moved in after us. Or, I could start chopping it up a little bit to make it smaller. I really didn’t want to cut the tree up at all. But I really didn’t have a choice. We couldn’t leave it inside. What if no one moved in right away? Who would water the tree? I didn’t want to leave it to die. I had been so proud of it in the beginning anyhow. So I decided I would cut it up a little. Then I would see if I could get it down the stairs, and into the backyard. I would just leave it on that property instead of taking it with me.

I finally had gotten lemon tree out of the house and transplanted into the backyard. I spent a few minutes saying goodbye to it as the movers were getting ready to pack us all up for us to head off to our new residence. I felt really sad that it wasn’t going with us. I still couldn’t believe for a second that my dad didn’t tell me to be careful growing inside. He was the one that suggested I started indoors to begin with. I also was a little surprised at how long I sat there and battled with that tart lemon tree! 2 hours! I really amazed myself that I hadn’t just thought of cutting the branches down before, myself. I was really genuinely proud of the size it had grown to. I wanted to take it with me at that size, since I had grown it for all those years. It was the first lemon tree that I had ever grown. It was a great dream come true.

I don’t know whether the people that moved in after us a few years later, left the tree in the backyard growing or not. But I did have to go and get myself another lemon tree. This time, I will leave it outside to grow for sure.

Gardening is one of my favorite things to do with my spare time. I really love making things come to life, and watching them grow strong and healthy as I nurture them. I also like to use what I’ve grown, to help other people, and my family to have a good state of well-being.

Minor Set back and Platforms

Greetings to you the reader. I humbly thank you for taking the time and interest down to read my blog. If you like, please follow as well for updates. I’ll explain to you why you may want to hit the power button, at the end.

Let’s address the remaining group

I wanted to address something that I have had a few questions come up about lately. You all know that I am having quite a bit of technological issues in fact it’s been my life story LOL. If you remember last year I had three Facebook groups running too. Truthian Circle creates by my friend Brian, Spiritually Awkward, and this one which was called Ethereal Consciousness. I’m top of that I also had all five blogs because when I first started doing my work, I wasn’t really familiar with the platforms to decide which one I want it yet. I merged my starseed blog with the Angels website and so while two of them still exist, I am only using three out of the five now. Then, all of the social media platforms. All of you have been so good to me to support me on all of these projects. However it can be quite overwhelming to have to show support on so many different platforms, to just one person. Believe me, I am grateful but I figured why have all of these if I only really use some more than the others? I was really trying to reach a lot of other people and then all of you tried to show your love by following me on each too. I am no narcissist. The only reason why I had so many projects going on Siri was just to try to reach out to others on other platforms that may not have these other ones. Nevertheless, I thought it would probably be better to use the ones that are used primarily and let the other ones just kind of hang back. Should anyone ever find them, it will lead them to my main pages. But this also included the group.

I had three of the Facebook groups going because I figured we could use them for different levels of privacy. Were the one group named after this blog, I thought it would have been interesting to have it full of ladies did you just talk about any feminine issues, concerns about life or personal problems to vent. However, I got rid of that blog because that while everyone got along well with that it wasn’t really comfortable for others to open up to having new members come in. I understood that because we have had some really negative situations in the last six years. There hasn’t been many but in the few that we have had, it was enough to traumatize any sensitive person. However, most of us belonged to the other groups anyway so if we couldn’t add more members it may be better to just keep us all in the same groups and illuminate that one so that no one would have to keep up with so many notifications or posting in multiple places. But then quite happy with the one group that I had in which everybody really was very active in, my friend Bryan went ahead and made a mystery school type of group in honor of my teachings for me. Who is very nice of him to do but I did not ask him to do it. He thought maybe it would be nice to have everybody come together to talk about what they had learned in my courses even discreetly, and then maybe add some new members who have different perspectives to share. Still, being very protective over the information in my courses at always felt a little uneasy. Therefore, I left the group app didn’t add anyone else. We had one last remaining group other than that one.

The last group

I have to mention that I have had so many beautiful people I have come across in my work. Even those that we seem to have very different outlooks or even didn’t see eye to eye at times, I have always kept love in my heart for them. I have even had a few with whom I have had a falling out of sorts into misunderstanding. I love them all still and I miss them every day. Still, back in 2018 The way that it had appeared was that there had to be someone who had a very strong vendetta against me. Another person had joined them in friendship and started to become strongly influenced by that individual. And that was all that was needed from there. Everything is sort of spiraled down word and had affected everyone that had please trust those people. It was a very negative situation and it had created a lot of drama in a group of people that had nearly only come together for a friendship and support for me. I decided that I would empty the group. I forgive both of those people that created the drama and I don’t have anything against either one of them in fact I’m still extremely good friends with one of them to this day since everybody has the ability to try to change. Believe me I can see to the soul and I know when a person is being sincere or not.

While trying to delete the group, for some reason Facebook would not allow me to delete it. They kept saying that I had members still in the group even though I had deleted each and everyone single-handedly myself. In order to delete a group on Facebook, you must remove each member and then you can have the option to delete the group.  but how could I, if Facebook system still detected that there were profiles belonging to the group, even though they didn’t exist? The group remained in limbo. we were mainly all active in the group that my friend Bryan had madeSince then. But, we were not adding more members because we had decided to close it off for privacy and to protect the information in my teachings. Every now and then I would slip a new member in to give them a chance to learn. However a lot of times there were some misunderstandings about group guidelines and a lot of projections of Satanism here and there. I’m not against anybody who chooses their right to believe in whatever they wish. But I do have the right to choose who I have in my group to represent whatever content is there. My group does not host Satanism. So while it was nothing against anyone personally, I had to eliminate a few members here or there. But I started to get emails from others who had asked to join the group. They were not in my teachings in so I had to explain to them that I’ve declined their request to join because of that. In my heart I just feel terrible. Everybody has the right to belong. I didn’t think it was fair, just because they could not get into my courses…that they were outcasted. So what I did was, I tried to delete that group and kept the last group that we are using today.

I have all of the same people in any one of those groups, in this last one anyway. This group is not based upon any subject in the title that could exclude anyone. It is just a group about angels or those that have a deep spiritual belief. So now everybody can join in together, and pretty much talk about what they wish. It’s not a group dedicated to any of my particular subject matter, although I will keep it on private to protect the privacy of the individuals posting there. So we’re back to square one LOL. I would have given up on the idea of having a group at all, but I do like to engage with people. I have also realized that some of them have also become friends and they like to engage with one another. So instead of everyone jumping around one another’s personal profiles, we can just kind of meet and greet there. when I say that we’re back to square one, I am truly telling the truth. I say that because what had happened with the first group in having a glitch that would not allow me to delete it because of it stating that members still remain, now has happened with The Truthian group. in fact there are times that it says that there are 11 members, and then there are times it says that there is only one. If you ask any one of the people that it claims are still in that group, they will all tell you that they do not belong to that group anymore. I mean they would’ve been posting still right? But I believe the trouble to be is that it is associated just like the last group, with my Facebook business page. Because of that, it represents an organization and not an individual. It may stand for A number of people depending on your business size. I have change the size of my business multiple times so perhaps that is what the confusion is forward the number. However, I can’t fully delete that group either, until all members are totally deleted from the group and since it won’t let me because most of them are in it it’s just an error, the group is still up in the search. But no, nobody is using it and there really aren’t any members remaining. Facebook really needs to get it together in terms of error. I will include a screenshot for those of you who may not believe me for whatever reason. I am not a liar and I have always been able to back myself up with proof. If you look below it says there is only one remaining member in total if members but it sure there’s several profiles there who it claims are still in the group but yet only means just one of them which I know for certain she is no longer in that group at all.

How can there be so many profiles shown as members in the group but yet claims one member is left?. It’s odd. So for those of you who may have a third for the group and still found it after I had announced it’s deletion.

It is truly a glitch and I would not have deliberately left anyone out. Everyone who was in that group is now participating in the last and final group that I have left on Facebook, and that’s how I’m going to keep it.Speaking of Facebook….


Speaking of Facebook, I also will have to measure Instagram here. There are a number of Wi-Fi and Internet issues going on across the globe right now. This was as I predicted in the Angels website in the article called Angelic Herald: In the dark.

While I cannot say why this is taking place, I can tell you that many people will experience it as well as some censorship. Just be careful how you word things is all. If one word is blacklisted, any mention of it even out of context of what they wanted it blacklisted for, will still get your post taken down. Anyhow, back to the topic. While I have also been experiencing these issues, I had also experienced an attack personally against me. Just recently, somebody spam reported me for my links to my main site and this blog. As upsetting as it is, I really feel that if a person does not agree with my work or my beliefs, or even if they just don’t like me… they can simply just ignore me. I mean, why go out of your way to ensure that my sites get blocked just because you see things differently or even because you dislike me personally? Certainly it takes time to sit there and report a person until their sites are banned. I’m sure the person has far better things to do with their life then target me. Otherwise, they certainly made it look as if I am only thing on their schedule.

The spam reporting eventually lead to a temporary block on the links to my services website and to my blog here. If you try to re-share them, it will immediately be taken down as “going against community guidelines”. While this is being fixed as we speak, I’m not too sure as to when I will find things are back to normal. in the meantime, you can share any of my posts, tag me, and mention me in your stories. I would just share the important stuff though. Additionally, if you want to send people to this blog or the main site, just spell it out as I have been doing. It has worked although it’s not clickable. For example: Spiritually Awkward Dot Com. Can you still tell a person where to go. I just want to say that I think the world is full of enough hatred, spite and negativity. This is what has led our planet into the state of disruption that it’s in. There are a lot of people that I disagree with but I don’t sit there and deliberately target them. People have been downright rude at times and have even belittled me on occasion and I still didn’t go and I spitefully against them so as to try to ruin something that meant something to them. To the person that did this to me, I ask that you find it in your heart please forgive me for whatever you think I’ve done to offend you, and I apologize for anything that you think I may have done in anyway. I always try to be kind, excepting and while I may not continue being friends with people that have created some drama here are there for me, I still don’t have hate in my heart and I hope you will not either. With that being said I wish everybody the very best in hopes that you can leave me to my dreams and you can flourish also in your own.

The reason I am writing this is to inform everyone of the recent changes but also to let everyone out there I was confused about the group to know, that I certainly never want anyone to feel singled out or to question any of my actions into dishonest. There have been a few people that have asked me why I had said that I had deleted the group, but yet they could still find it? It truly was not intentional on my part. Yet now you can see that. I am not trying to prove myself but instead to just reassure because each and every person I have come to know in my journey has taken place in my heart. I would be beside myself if anyone ever feel hurt in anyway.

I also asked very quickly, that I know that I will share a lot of my own work. I hope that this does not leave a bad impression. The only reason why I do that is because it has been very difficult over the years to find a lot of support. As I say all the time I have a small group of friends who adamantly re-shares for me and I am more than grateful. But I have worked with tens of thousands of people over time and I don’t always see a lot of support coming from them. That’s OK though. No one has to promote me. I just would hope that as a person who has had a reading and supports my work, that is interested they might share something once in a while on my behalf to help me spread the message? Truly I don’t want anyone to ever think that I want everyone to follow every single project or to have to share every single thing that I put out there. but is nice to have others take an interest in to care about other people enough to share something of mine so that they can perhaps find some change in their lives as well. That is why we are down to one group, and that is why I am normally sticking to a Instagram for most of my posting. I will still be active on Facebook, but I don’t want others to feel too overwhelmed by my presence in my being everywhere. I apologize if anyone ever did. I just certainly didn’t really know how to get my message out there except to post wherever I could find other people.

Thank you to everyone who took the time out to read this and I wish you all very well.

New Update


So, the newsletter already just went out for the month from my website, but we had a small change that took place that I needed to post about. In order for everyone to be informed, I will post this here and on other platforms. No need to reshare this.

As many know, I mainly use Instagram and Facebook to engage socially. For messaging, I had only two that I could use to respond to messages that came in. Messenger and private messages on iPhone. Unfortunately, I can’t find the time to jump back-and-forth to multiple platforms so I never downloaded any other texting apps. I also have never responded to Instagram messages due to the overwhelming number of incoming messages on social media… no matter which. I do apologize to the people on Instagram. I just clearly can’t handle answering all of those messages every day on three separate platforms.

Nevertheless, I am writing to let everyone know that my Facebook messenger is no longer working. I have tried for two days now to access it but when I go to open it it just closes out by itself. As a result, I am sure there are many messages that are coming in and I do apologize to those who took the time out to write them but until the issue is fixed, I won’t be able to use messenger. I can’t even get on there to see if my active light is off or on. What’s worse is, that even if I’m not using the app it marks me as having been active if I even touch my phone for any reason. This was brought to my attention earlier when a friend of mine saw that it had said I was active two minutes ago when I had not even used the Messenger app whatsoever. So we did an experiment and when I picked up my phone it indeed said I had been active, as my friend informed me for a second time. Therefore, if you see that it says that I’m active or that my light just so happens to be on, I’m definitely not there. I just wanted to make that clear so that nobody felt as though they were being ignored.

I also wanted to add a Facebook itself just really adds anxiety. I love the people, but there has been a very heavy negative energy there for quite some time now. Many people too, have brought to my attention that they felt it along with me…without my even having to mention it at times. I know that social media it’s self provokes feelings of anxiety and for many can be quite time consuming. This is why a lot of people have been disappearing from my group lately one by one. I want to suggest to avoid that, that you just follow what you really enjoy of other peoples works or mine, like, add your comment and be out. That’s what I do. I only spend about a half an hour posting on social media a day. For blogs and other works, I have someone doing the typing for me so that I don’t have to sit in front of the computer for very long. As everyone knows, I am highly sensitive to energy. I don’t even use regular lights in my home. I also suggest that you keep your phone on the charger next to a salt lamp for a majority of the day when you are not posing for those 30 minutes.

I’m also going to be doing some YouTube videos again. However, I’m not gonna care about editing, lighting or anything else anymore. I was never really into any of that and they were recommendations based on my daughter Amber’s suggestions to have a better presentation. I just want to talk about things that are important and that’s it. It doesn’t really matter about the rest of it. Additionally, don’t forget to stay tuned for my mini parenting tips on my Instagram page spiritually awkward too! I have a lot of fun things coming up with my family that I can’t wait to post about. Check out the last two tips, for all of you parental units!

Spirit Rant will also be back! I will post a copy of it on the Alura’s world on my general website but I will also more than likely have a copy person on YouTube as well in times where I can’t actually use WebCam. If you have questions, topics you would like discussed, for podcasting or YouTube from me, please submit them by email with “YouTube Idea” in the subject line. We already have a fantastic lineup.

I hope everybody’s doing well with the indoor change to life. For me it’s quite normal because I am very sensitive to outside energy, so I never really left my house to begin with. As an Oracle it is a very isolated life as we cannot have many distractions or atmospheric energy bothering us and we have to kind of live in a bubble or protective grid of our own inside. As an angelic, I don’t watch TV but if you do, I hope you found something entertaining and that you are making the best of these times.

Now back to readings! Yours, if you ordered any… will be on its way as soon as I can. If you asked for any invoices for services or products personally and haven’t received them yet, I’ll get around to sending soon. I am getting caught up for now.

Thanks, love & light!

Beauty Challenge? During a global pandemic?

A beauty challenge, during a global pandemic? I know it sounds like the least of your priorities and it is. But I am still going to go ahead with the beauty challenge for this year. Right now there is a lot of massive Steria, and there are many more things to come in the future that everyone needs to be aware of, and prepared for. Many people are feeling anxiety, depression, worry, and some even say they feel like all of this is some crazy dream. I understand your feelings. But back in the blogs that I had predicted all of this in, our heavens specifically say to stay positive and full of hope. And what’s more positive than making you feel good about yourself?

So with that in mind, this is absolutely free! You don’t have to obtain any of my services, you don’t need to go out and pay hundreds of dollars for a new makeover. There is no entry fee or cost to you whatsoever. There never is. I do these challenges to give back to the community and to cheer people up. When I say that I love people, I am true to my word.

So if you have any drugstore make up laying around at home, if you know how to cut your own hair, curl it, or even add color… Or you just wanna go with a totally new look naturally, why not enter in the beauty challenge? Just to remind everyone, the challenge is to pick one goal that you want to changing yourself or your life personally. Sending what that is, along with a before picture. Then over the next couple of weeks work when your goal and give yourself a little beauty makeover as well. Once you’re done, submit your after photo with a little summary of how you achieve your goal and how it’s made you feel inside and out both. This is a challenge to see if you can feel good about yourself both on the inside and the outside. Email before and afters to Alura.cein@gmail.com

The prizes are listed in my highlight on my Instagram profile under “giveaways”. I also have a promo there on my Instagram page. The prize comes from my own money. That’s right! I saved up enough money to give back to our lucky winner. Just as a way to say that I care, and to give you something to look forward to amidst all of this panic and destruction. Just because the world is ugly, doesn’t mean that you have to feel that way too.

Weekly Wise Public: Vol. 5

Que pasa? Welcome to the public edition of the weekly wise service offered by subscription on my site Alura Spiritual Services. I used to do this every week but, I didn’t want to take away from the personal readings that people get privately for their own growth, if they were investing too much attention into these. It may confuse what they are getting from their spiritual guides, and so it is good to have it occasionally. The only thing that’s missing from this right now, or a few other columns that go along with the service. I’m keeping it short and sweet with the reading itself. So what do we have to look forward to this week? We have a very strange combination of cards. We have The Sun, The Moon, and The Devil. Wait whatttttt?!🤔😲😬. Muwhahaha, you’re all doomed… just kidding! Don’t worry it’s nothing bad. Hey many other readers may consider it to be a bad omen. It really isn’t. You just have to know how to look into things.

I can remember some of the Fortune Tellers of old who told your fortune simply for entertainment. It’s a shame they didn’t tell some poor superstitious believers that the reading was just merely side show. I see that a lot nowadays… and the Internet has made it very possible for these types of psychics to really get their work out there. From amateurs, to copyright thieves, copycats, and those doing it just for mere entertainment purposes. For me? I’m a real Oracle, and so I always take it very serious. I read the cards according to how heaven has decoded them, instead of the basic meanings out there. Although sometimes they help. But what is going on for us to receive this combination of the major arcana? Let’s have a look.

The Sun appears to help provide abundance in terms of warmth while you find answers, truths, and needs.  Life can be really hard and disappointing. But the idea is…. it doesn’t have to always be that way. In light of this card appearing, it appears to show us that even though sometimes things seem a little difficult and hopeless at times, light will always be shed in the dark, to provide answers and understanding in helping us to know exactly what we need to make things better. The Sun states that we should be prepared for some strong revelations and ideas this week, that can lead toward helping us to take the right steps and make the right choices that will result in an abundance of positive results.

Sometimes, people don’t realize that they actually produce their own results through prepping their path with thoughts first. But, where do those thoughts come from in the first place? The Moon adds to the revelations of The Sun.

Are you thinking to negatively or doubting too much? Are you feeling insecure and down lately, it’s weird it’s reflecting on to your path? You can’t just expect things to go well. You have to think that they will, know that they will. You have to talk about them like they will. However, there have been students of mine that have tried to have that positive outlook and later ended up having something flop on them anyway. They often question why, if they were exercising the right mindset? There are so many factors that play into a person’s pathway being what it’s meant to.  For example; do the people in their life believe in it with them? Do they want it for them? If not, those people could be anchors. is the person really being honest with himself about what they want? Do they have fear? Are they so used to things not working out, that even when they think that they will, there may be a shadow in the subconscious mind that holds an inkling of doubt? That’s why it’s so important for the sun to shine it’s bright rays of light into some of the deepest places within you this week. It’s so that you can figure out the answers to these questions. The answers that you find, will help you to know what you need to do next in order to start manifesting all of the right things.

That brings us to the next card.

Sometimes it is the hardest thing in a persons life to do, to release things that are toxic, unhealthy or holding them back. this could be a number of different things such as habits, routine, people, thoughts, feelings or even an entire way of life in general. Perhaps maybe it’s time to have some realizations in regards to what needs to be really changed. A lot of people think they know, then make some small changes thinking that that’s going to be it, but it really isn’t. There’s so much more needed. Maybe just a total reinvention of yourself and your life? A new start that leads to such a positive place, that all of your dreams start to come true. Or it could be as simple as just having to confront a few things like eliminating a bad habit or fear. Or on a major level, maybe it is time to endure the crushing heartache of having to walk away from someone that brings a lot of negativity into your life. A lot of people stay with individuals that bring them negativity or abuse. But the idea of it is, is that first do you want to do is to try to work through things with counseling or talking it out in regards to how you feel the right way. It can actually really help things along. But you have to know how to communicate. Most people don’t communicate the right way and that’s why things turned into arguments, jumping to conclusions, making assumptions, and then that can lead to even worse arguments in the long run. But if you do talk about things correctly, and things still don’t change? Perhaps maybe it is time to start planning an exit.

Altogether though, this card is talking about your own manifestations. And they can be deep. There are so many things about a person that they do not realize about themselves, but many other people can see. Even when being told, they may go into denial or get defensive. That’s why it’s hard for people to change. I think the subject has come up before, but since it has again… it’s the universes’ way of trying to tell you that maybe you didn’t get it right the first time. Maybe…not even on the second.

That’s OK. Life is about experience and change. And while you may have changed in a lot of ways, there are more than likely some that you haven’t changed in yet. Those may be the exact things that you still need to change, in order to grow and perhaps you just have not realized it yet..

The conclusion: The Moon acts as a surface for The Sun to bounce off of. Yes! The Moon is a dense solid surface just as it may be with some of the negative things in your life. But even without realizing some things at first, once the sun reflects off of that darker surface, you’ll start to find a great treasure. And what that is, is that some of the things that create problems in your life will start to become more apparent. That gives you the perfect opportunity to change your direction and to remodel yourself, your course, or your entire life if needed. That can bring such wonderful changes that could potentially make dreams come true, lead you towards new healthy relationships, a new found love and confidence in yourself, and even a great connection with heaven. Yes, rainbows are born from Sunny rays bouncing off of denser surfaces into reflections! And rainbows lead to not only treasure but brand new beginnings. 

This week, there will be a lot of thinking, and revelations that come easily to you in needed areas of life where you have been held back the most. Also, this week we are looking at promise. There may be some opportunities that pop up that you really have to use your awareness greatly in order to recognize, that may actually bring you some new business, expanding one that you have already, or opportunity for promotion at your work. Not right away though. Those things will appear but the results may be at a distance still.

For those that don’t have jobs but want one, finding one won’t be too difficult. There will come a job that you apply to, that you will at first think that you did not get, because you will not hear anything from the place right away. Also some of the opportunities that you reach for may not produce any results exactly during this week. But the opportunities will come up this week, themselves. Yes it is promising. We have to keep that outlook. Even though things don’t manifest entirely for you when things pop up, you have to have a great hope in your heart that they will. 

We have a lot of retrogrades coming up, as well as ones that are happening already. This may be messing with your mind a bit. You may be fluctuating back-and-forth between your moods, and negative and positive thinking. You may even read into other people to negatively, where as you should be looking at things more positively in order to form better relationships. Remember that when the rainbow appears at the end of it all, that people can only see it from a certain angle. Imagine walking down the street, looking up in the sky. Later, you check social media and there were people posting pictures of some rainbow in the same town. But you didn’t get a glimpse?!

How so, if you live in the same town? Because of the angle! That’s right! Its all about perspective. Coming from the wrong angle or perspective, you’re not gonna get any of this. You have to keep your mind open, your heart willing, and your dreams always in front of you with faith in tact. Things are gonna work out.

Take advantage of the opportunities and the reflections both, that come up this week. Opportunities can also come disguised as new ideas that you come up with. Please make sure that they are of your own creation? There are so many people out there trying to replicate others and doing the same things. Maybe that’s another reason why things aren’t working out for many people. Like I said in one of my courses, if you put 10 mechanics in a room with three people, the one person that has the most experience and is liked more so than everybody else, is going to get selected for the job first. And then, the odds are that the other two people are going to follow the person that did the selecting first while choosing the same mechanic. It’s all expertise. It’s also about influence and popular opinion.

What’s going to happen to the other nine mechanics? Well, they’re going to be without business. So the idea of it is, is to be unique and original always. That’s what people look for. Without it, people are not going to show much interest. Come up with your own path or get a reading to find out your path or purpose if you don’t know it already. Or maybe you are unsure still if it’s right? If you find that you’re not content with your purpose, compromise with your higher self a bit. There are always creative ways to work around it. The idea is not to give up.

But in the meantime, as you are working on yourself, make sure that you don’t have anything getting in your way that could be detrimental to your growth. Again, many people fail to even recognize what those things may be, on an ego level or even on their own shadow level too. Besides karma, these blockages can totally keep you in a repetitive cycle going around and around. You may experience small changes but for every two steps forward, you may take another three steps back. Getting guidance can help.

Try Pathwork Step One, or The Book of Life from my site, for deep insight as to what to see, change and then do. The Earth Angel Oracle reading is incredible too! I also recommend the “Path to The Fates” reading if you want to know how things are going to end up for you, going in one direction or the other. Others are the “Shadow Self” or the “Subconscious Dig” sessions. please be sure that you are ready though. Being told things that sit very deep within yourself that may not be the most positive, can sometimes trigger people. If I find that the reading isn’t going to work for you I will probably just refund you kindly. I have so many options for people to really grow from. Growth that leads to joy, is my main goal and desire for you. I do like to recommend that you try to bond with me a little bit after the readings though. It’s good to have a support system to back you up as well as having insight.

Take advantage of the clarity this week.

Lastly, we have to keep in mind that a pot of gold only becomes full, when it’s added to. You may want riches, recognition, true love, and good looks. Or maybe you are like me and are very humble, finding contentment in just having Gods presence, a happy average family, a small little home, and maybe a few adventures here or there. Whatever the case may be, there’s nothing in the universe thats just going to drop your dreams right into your lap. The sun will shine its light on different ways that you can obtain yours, but the moon will always get you to question why you want the things that you do. The devil, will always reveal some part of yourself that’s responsible for wanting them for the wrong reasons too. That pot of gold has to be filled with real gold , not fool’s gold. So don’t go fooling yourself. You have no idea how many people say that they want something for all of the right reasons, but have some hidden agenda underneath of the surface. One that they won’t even admit to they themselves. Keep it real. Try to work on what causes you to want things for the wrong reasons in the first place. And don’t forget to give back to the universe with real intentions, coming from a pure place within. Heaven always rewards those that are pure at heart. 

Also, give back with charity and time. That can be greatly beneficial for manifestation. Many people expect so many things, but they don’t realize that in order to receive, they have to also give. Ask yourself also, could the devil card represent some level of hanging onto things too much in your life, that you’re not giving back out of fear that you could lose out. Therefore, it makes you hang on to what you have already, too tightly? This is the wrong mindset. Nothing is forever anyhow. If you give and give, the universe will too.

Thank you so much for taking the time out to read the weekly reading. I hope that you enjoy the wisdom and proverbial sayings. If you want to know more about yourself, your life purpose or pathway, or any of the things discussed within this weekly wisdom, please head on over to the website and book a session. I’m positive you won’t be disappointed. Good luck, and may the universe smile down upon with you great abundance.

When Rx isn’t a prescription: Retrogrades of 2020

Mercury getting ready to turn retrograde upcoming on the 16th of February this month. Communications are going to be off and you are going to feel quite sensitive to things that many people say. Much doubt and uncertainty will rise to the surface since life experience makes you question others now. with that in mind, you may even begin feeling the effects of this as early on as the 10th. Mercury is really hyped up in regards to its retrograde cycle every year. But it is not the only planet that plays a significant role in what people are feeling like or how they interact with others. Try to stay positive. If you’re having sensitivity or reading into things the wrong way, thinking that others are coming off negatively or deceptively, maybe just give yourself a little time to step back away from them so as not to allow this energy to ruin friendships through negative communications. this will last until March 9 so you have a few weeks of feeling really uneasy with others while communicating with them, especially if your Astrological sign is associated with Aquarius or Pisces which Mercury goes retrograde while so closely around those two zodiacs. it will return in June after this so you have plenty of time before Mercury’s friendship ruining properties come back.

You are also going to want to keep in mind that mercury isn’t just about communication. It has a lot to do with your spiritual pathway because Mercury links with any and all “messaging”. It also includes any flashes of insight that come in as messages within yourself. Because it’s retrograde, these messages may be full of doubts or questioning, even mistrust. Don’t give into it. You may feel very “as a matter of fact”, and frustrated very easily when others are explaining things to you, really wanting people to just get to the simple points. Show that you have more strength and Mercury’s direct course rather than allowing it to have power over you negatively and it’s retrograde. The reason why is because it goes back to the saying of not allowing others to have power over you or rent too much space in your mind. This is great practice here in trying to ward off that same thing happening, but only on a larger scale because because of this planet.  because Mercury is very strong energy but associated with gas elements, you may be feeling a little hotheaded lately. Be easy on yourself and others.

I have only a couple of people that I consider to be a “best friend”. I have to say that my one best friend can sure be a little stubborn. I truly love her! But if she had not been the stubborn person that she was at times, she probably would not be the fierce personality that she is today. I actually admire it, because she always sticks to her guns. But it does not change the fact that Mercury really upgrades that stubbornness, and she can be a force to contend with during that time. Super sensitive people Will take the Mercury retrograde phase, very differently. Some may get very irritable and just really not do well with communicating with others, in terms of getting snappy or impatient with them. Then there are others who feel very hurt very easily. Those who are hurt very easily, are the ones that basically take everything that everybody says personally during this phase. Especially, when it comes to texting. Anybody can take anything in anyway when you are texting, commenting, or posting. And those who are affected by the Mercury rx sensitively in this way, will probably have more feelings hurt online… then when actually speaking to somebody. then there are also some who read into things people say or communicate, to feel paranoid or threatened. I mean there are so many different ways of this energy can be interpreted by people and that’s why I always recommend getting a personal report. It really helps you understand yourself since this phase comes at times more than once a year.

Unfortunately we have it happening three times this year, right now into March, again in June, and then lastly in October. Very sensitive times, and in the zodiacs in which mercury will be RX in, it affects all different areas of oneself. Right now our mercury is going RX in Pisces which really brings all of her sensitivity, feeling hurt very easily, feeling paranoid over communications in relationships with people, insecurities within one’s self and ability. It is very hard to work through such a sensitive sign like Pisces let alone have mercury hype it up.

In June you are looking at it being in the sign of cancer which again is another sensitivity Cein. But this is more relatable to home. It’ll be a really great summer as was predicted in my yearly forecast but there are going to be a lot of things happening in the world which may cause people who are sensitive to these things already, to feel even more deeply about it. Relationships with family will also be evaluated and you may feel at times like you just have to get away from home but when you leave, something just pulls you right back.

Mercury goes into our acts in October in Scorpio and libra which is just probably one of the most confusing cycles by itself. This is going to hype up the ego a lot. People will be acting as if they have all the answers and all the power. Old situations from the past will arise that everyone will have to confront and then things will start to feel greatly unbalanced. It’ll feel like your schedule is out of whack and you can’t get anything done. Then you’ll start to feel insecure about the fact that you are again having delays and setbacks in your goals. People don’t realize how important it is to map out your life path, with a few things in mind. 

True spiritual heart will want to know everything that they need to to make that life path work out the best that it can. That means working again suppositions and forces such as Celestial energies and matrix energies. I have a reading called The Strongest Point, on my website. I always just working with your spirit team and then an astrological report specifically highlighting points throughout the year that will be good and negative for you to work through. This way you’re not only have the best adviser luck coming from your spiritual team, but you also know what forces to avoid that could prevent you from growth. But yes the retrograde cycle coming in October is going to leave you all over the place, running back-and-forth to get things done… but things will never seem to really be complete. You may even run into some old enemies that you have to squash some old beef with.

Some of the longer retrograde cycles that we have coming up or from Pluto and Saturn. Pluto will be RX all the way from April up until  October. Poor October! I was wondering why October seems so gloomy when I did the yearly forecast LOL. Nevertheless with Pluto going RX throughout that very long time., You are going to do a lot of inner questioning it it’s going to make you wonder whether you spent the last year pursuing the right things or not. And rightly so because a lot of people did fall off of their spiritual pathway last year.  I have a lot of people that say that they support me and that they’re on the same path as far as wanting righteousness and goodness in the world. But then I see them post things that are counter active to what I represent. I catch on very quickly. But those will be the same people that question whether they represented themselves in the right perspective or not, or if they actually proved a lot of people right in their original thoughts of them.

Next, we have Saturns RX cycle from May up until September. This will end on September 28th which luckily is a few days after my baby girl’s birthday. And I say that, because I know she’s a little force to reckon with herself and her rising sign is in Capricorn, Saturn’s representative. She has her birth father’s Sun Sign but her rising sign is mine, Capricorn. A bit of both! It’s rough when Capricorn’s butt heads. Even with a baby! This energy is going make you feel a little less motivated and hopeless in your endeavors. It is an illusion. Don’t fall into it. Once you start feeling like that, pick yourself right up by telling yourself positive affirmations.  that is the deception of retrograde sadder and as you also have some of Pluto is a fax as well. It’s making you think that you’ll never get anywhere. And that you’re simply not good enough. But we know that that’s not true. Yes these energies can certainly hold people back from growth by limiting them. The matrix is a very strong reality complex. Because of that these limitations are all around us energetically. Anything can be influenced to challenge us deliberately. But the power lives within you. How can something affect you if you don’t believe it? It can’t entirely. The only reason why you can’t affect you even a little bit still, is because you do live here and you are programmed by DNA, to be affected and to view the world around you both, just like everybody else. If you haven’t transcended or “unplugged” for a better term, then you will definitely experience the downside of the retrogrades. I offer courses and spiritual mentoring to help people “unplug” so to speak. Until then just do the best that you can try to see the positive in yourself, even in times when it doesn’t seem to be there. It is. It just may be cloaked in the illusions of the matrix energies.

From May to June, you will experience Venus and it’s RX cycle. This is going to get you to question your self-esteem, insecurities that you have in relationships, and the relationships themselves. You may feel a little vulnerable and even journey a little bit outside of your relationship to try to find yourself. Be careful not to hurt anyone. It’ll definitely be a time when you may want to try the astrological makeover reading that I have, because it could really boost your spirits and your confidence during a time when it may be at its lowest.

Continuing onword from May and September yet, we also have a Jupiters RX cycle to. This may be a point in time when your finances are a little tough. School and continuing education will be a priority for sure as you will want to get further.

Neptune also throws a small blow from June until November. Naturally, I detected this as being a time where people would feel a little depressed and unmotivated as that will be a reoccurring theme throughout this year just because of the way things are in the world and in the matrix. It’s just the tribulation and everyone’s going through global depression. Whether that affects you or not it’s up to you. You have the power inside of yourself to get out of it. But with Neptunes fears energy, it is pretty hi in chances that you may start feeling like you need some way to cope and escape from everything. The worst thing you can do is withdrawal and isolate. You want to be around other people, but you have to know how to interact with other people and to not allow them to bother you so much. In this world it’s like one large family. Different personalities are going to be a part of that family. People come off the way that they like. We can’t control how people are even is in our heart we know that there is a better way to be. The best thing is acceptance. Say around other people so that you can feel supported. We have two groups on Facebook that I mentioned a lot but yet not a lot of people join them. I think it’s because it used to be very focused and centered upon my teachings. Now I’m just opening it up to anyone who just wants to be a part of it all. Nobody has to help in promotions for me. It’s nice to get re-shared and likes yes, but I am open to hearing your thoughts. One is called Exploring Angels. It would be nice if you would join there. It’s an open group. There’s no one leader. And everybody’s free to post as they wish. as long as it’s not promotional. That will help. It’s better than turning to drugs or alcohol or ours an hours of television and slipping away from everything you’ve worked hard to build in your life. Yes the world has changed and so have all of us. But with these retrograde cycles, we can show the inner power that we have at last, but rising above it. Let’s create a whole new grid and collective, through positivity and strength!

The planet Uranus goes RX from August all the way up until January. This is a very strong energy as well because it gets you to kind of check your own drive and ambition behind the things that you do, and say. Is it ego-based? Could you finally be a part of the new age in the way that it was meant to? This new age was supposed to be about philosophy, philanthropy, Open mindedness and love. The sharing of ideas through magic and intrigue. But it is run by the great magician, Uriel. Manny see him as being a design angel of purity and perfection. But that is only in Christianity. As he is known in the spiritual world, he is a no or of all things especially, the manipulation of energies and the calling upon forces. You have to be sure that you’re not using your ego when you’re calling upon those forces. Are you working hard at something to compete with somebody else? Do the things that you say counter act another person or reflect them? Is the goal that you are working towards truly because deep down inside it is your greatest dream? Or is it because you just feel entitled to it? They’re all things to think about when it comes to Uranus in retro.

Last but not least, Mars! From September through November which is just a short period of time, you can expect to get extremely defensive. This is a Warriors energy and it is retro in Aries. Therefore, you’re gonna have a lot of extreme sensitivity. This is another time that people may want to withdraw from too much communication. You don’t wanna isolate totally from it, but maybe just pull back a little so as not to take a chance at being hurt or jumping on top of somebody else through conclusions or assumptions that you make in conversation. Honestly, I actually lost a long-term student and friend during this particular type of cycle. People don’t realize that they may read a persons words with attitude or personality, that isn’t real. It may just be a projection inside of them self or if they’ve never met the person physically or spoken to them on the phone, they may not know them well enough to even come to some conclusion as to that person’s moods, emotions or the way that they project themselves. Therefore, a person who is reading something that someone has messaged, may take it in anyway that they’re actually feeling a viewing that person deep down inside. And it may be that they want to see the person in that light, or maybe they’re just having a bad phase energetically to where they misinterpret a lot of things. Usually it’s karmic. Anyone who missed somebody the wrong way and it is usually working out some karma inside of them selves as a result of perhaps maybe not rising above the ego in past life times and bringing some of that into their spiritual journey now. It could also be that maybe they’re not being open minded enough to perceive another person from that person’s actual real personality or perspective. People that are sometimes so isolated within themselves project themselves and to everything. Nevertheless this created a fiery energy between me and the individual. My fire was out of love, and passionate concern for the individual. Their fire was that they had a little bit of an underlying competitive streak and that they did not transcend their ego just yet as they were still working on it. Therefore, being told anything in teaching them to see from a different perspective, offended them instead. only an ego can still look at things as in to say, “how dare you tell me”. And if there is some underlying issue that they have with the person deep down inside personally already, that trigger is enough to send them into a spiral of ongoing hatred and content. And that’s exactly what happened. It turned a small little conversation that was misunderstood into making two people that wants had a great deal of love for one another, into enemies. Well maybe on their end. I don’t see myself having enemies because even those that have wronged me I still love and would openly embrace if they could talk things out with me. But still the Mars retrograde cycle is dangerous enough by itself in any sign. But when it goes into it’s in sign is Aries that it represents, and then it’s downright touchy and it can get ugly if it’s not managed the right way.

Many people make a huge deal out of mercury’s RX cycle. I did write an article not long ago explaining how all of the planetary energies are just as equally important as our their phases. But mercury’s popularity came from the fact that it is greatly associatedWith hermeticism which is a huge philosophy you’re in the new age of Aquarius. Although I have other things that I could teach you about this age, I won’t. It’s gotten me in enough trouble LOL. But for now let’s just say that while we’re in this so-called age of Aquarius, Mercury represents the hermetic system that is so greatly popularize and trending today. Saturn is a natural ruler of Aquarius as is Uranus. And that is why we have seen a lot of references this day in age to archangel Uriel (Uriel, Magician), Raphael aka Hermès (Magic in Hermeticism), and Metatron (Affiliated with Saturn’s poles in the symbol of the Star tetrahedron which is magical). So as you can see a lot of it is just promotional for this day and age which is why a lot of it is popularized. I love the Angels, the heavens, and magic yes. And I have referenced all of the angels, not really representing any one of them specifically although I have given glory to the one and only remaining reigning son Michael, and Metatron both, because they have so much utterly to do with everything! But you do have to realize, that you can be your own person too. Actually being different is really beautiful and it separates you and makes you stand out from everybody else. Why just be another white pawn or black pawn on the chessboard when you can actually be a whole other color that enters the game?

Anyhow just be aware of these energies and protect yourself. Be as positive as he Canby. If you feel lost, there’s always opportunity for motivation if you seek it. I am always here for anyone and I do have a lot of readings to help you to transcend and grow. But in the meantime, I wish you the very best of luck as you make your way throughout the year! My goodness though! And I thought Rx was a prescription to make something that was ill better? I suppose in this case it’s the opposite!