I know others can relate, and I too feel so lost in this world at times, maybe more so than others… being who I am, that I feel a need to be a certain way. It really is a struggle. Although, I don’t ever really talk about it. I am here to help other people to be strong and positive, and to see the truth in balance. However, I do fight with myself a lot because the human world really does affect me. I don’t understand why humans are the way that they are, because they are very hurtful, close minded, judgmental, and their thoughts are unwell. I love them though. It’s an ancient legend that states that if you are able to bond enough with the genie/jinn, Angel, or fae, that you could possibly master them. Maybe not permanently, but you could master them to the extent that you could achieve what you were looking to. With genies/jinn, it’s a little bit more difficult because they will only allow you to master them for as long as the task allows. Afterwards, they have to be set free or they become shaytan. And that is an evil form of their kind. They become aggressive and violent. That’s where a lot of people in ancient times went wrong, in trying to keep them beyond what they were seeking from them… after it had been fulfilled.
With angels, it’s totally different. If you try in anyway to own an angel, they have to always be obedient. We are crafted to serve only one creator and we will only serve that one creator. But if human bonds closely enough with an angel, our passive and giving nature will make us nurture them person to where we give into a lot of things. Not bad things, but any good thing that they should need…that may assist them or help them in someway. Even things that would make them happy. That’s why a lot of us end up getting taken for granted. We are created to love and be loved, with our dominion.
After having watched over earth for such a long time from heaven, and then coming down here for a few experiences myself… I noticed that in this lifetime that I had just really gotten to see the entirety of human nature. The heavens say that in order to ascend, you have to transcend human nature. I can totally see why that’s needed in order to get beyond this plane of existence. So,?” I am here teaching illumination and soul development through the tree of life, I really give so much of myself, into every person that comes into my life. It I can’t be a genie for some, always. I want them to become one for themselves.
In teaching life mastery as an Oracle to those who want to reach ascension, it’s not as easy as just teaching and lecturing. I often have to test them. But this can’t be planned. It includes real situations. I started testing them during regular random conversations. I began doing this method with everyone in transcendental coaching, to see what they say or think to do. How?
For starters, I will tell them about something happening in my life, and to add pressure I’ll act upset and frantic about to see how they come up with higher wisdom on a solution and how go about the solution. What will they say? How will they react? How will they solve the issue? In the beginning of coaching, they come to me to ask what to do. I would advise. But at a specific point, they have to put the wisdom to use. Will they see the messages in the synchrocities the correct way? Will they end an issue or fight through it, which one is right? Will they have faith when needed or doubt? So I use my life to test out the wisdom that they use, what choice they would make and their reaction. For example: A girl in coaching has an abusive boyfriend, but she has no one else. He also supports her financially. She knows it’s not good to continue with him. But she sees signs with his name on it. She also orders a money spell to help since she’s keeping her distance from him due to the advice of her guides. But then he calls offering funds. She thinks that because she ordered the spell and saw his name on the signs of the synchronicity of it was a message from heaven stating that she should reap the benefits of the spell, from his giving her the money. But is that true? Is it a good synchronicity or a bad one?
She has to then work it out because I have already advised many times. So she will ask me should I take the money is it not a gift from heaven from the spell? And I will say “well what do you think you should do”? And she will say that she thinks that she should go. I say “OK if that’s what you think.” So then she goes and he ends up arguing with her and they end up in a predicament to where she has to get out of there fast because of the abuse of restarting. As a result she doesn’t get the money that he promised it was all just a Lord to get her over there so that he could see her. So then she will come back and tell me everything that it happened and asked me what did it all really mean? Obviously it was trying to tell her to stop relying on the same negative source for helping to look for a positive outlet for her spell energy to come through. It’s about breaking old patterns in cycles that are no longer helpful. So then she goes and he ends up arguing with her and they end up in a predicament to where she has to get out of there fast because of the abuse restarting. As a result she doesn’t get the money that he promised it was all just a lure to get her over there so that he could see her. So then she will come back and tell me everything that it happened and asked me what did it all really mean? Obviously, it was trying to tell her to stop relying on the same negative source for helping to look for a positive outlet for her spell energy to come through. It’s about breaking old patterns in cycles that are no longer helpful.
She claims to understand butDoes she really? Or, does she only just understand when it comes to that particular situation alone? She has learned to see it in every perspective in life so that she doesn’t repeat the same mistake just in a different way with different people under different circumstances. Later, I come with an issue that I already know the answer and outcome to but I need to show the emotion, vent, and upset over it to put her into a situation that’s “now” and urgent to see if she handles it.
Well, that particular student is doing well now. But those who are still trying have a lot to learn still. I want to know that I have trained them enough to use their own intuition to determine the outcome or to know that they are in control of the outcome itself. And that’s the point. And even if they weren’t, they can be through the steps that I teach in the tree of life coaching. You have plan A, plan B, and plan C in life that the tee of life can branch out onto depending upon what choice is available due to the many powers. What decision you choose and which power it’s linked to, to lead to the “branch” you hope for. However, many people don’t know that because as you can see for my example of my student, there were times that she thought that bad things disguised as good ones, we’re actually good and it miss lead her to the wrong choice with the wrong I’ll come. And intern she missed out on many good opportunities because shit with your time elsewhere. If she had not visited with this said ex boyfriend, her spell would have come in through some interaction she would’ve had there an opportunity that would’ve presented it Self had she stayed home. Movement creates movement, either away from your desired destination, or toward your desired.
Testing my students helps them learn how to work with this kind of thinking and manifestation. However, having an Angel like a genie must be awesome, to help fix issues when they can’t.
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