The Virus

It’s the year 2021…

Many people really anticipated the arrival of this brand new year because of how horrible 2020 was. For many people it was truly horrible. I have said many times in my blogs and courses, that we have been hit with a major curse. I have mentioned the term “Dark Consciousness” in many of my videos and blogs. Going into further discussion of it in my courses, I explained to my students how many are being affected by the so-called illness. I have spoken about many of the things happening today, long before they even took place. Referencing a specific blog entry on my “Spiritual Services” website from 2019, you will find an entry where I spoke of a dark substance that was breathed in and affected everyone’s ability to breathe, causing symptoms of illness.

“Pretty soon people are going to be getting sick and people will suffer in a lot of lung issues, even small children. Small children will have their immune system drop, which the body really cannot fight off illness.”

Alura Cein; (Alura’s World Mar.18, 2019)

I told everyone to install air purifiers in their homes for that reason. I was speaking of this so called COVID-19 virus, or Dark Consciousness. The virus itself is affecting people through the mind, not so much through their physical system. It is a form of consciousness that is being programmed into humanity in order to propose fear and maintain control. It was also used as a smear campaign for the president of the USA at the time. There are many tactics of psychological control in which people will devise platforms such as this one, to distract, ruin, and control, all at the same time. Why not? They’re killing a few birds with one stone, so to speak.

I won’t go into the subject further until I speak more on the vaccine and a few other important things. For now, I want to talk about my own personal experience with it…

Fighting the odds

It’s a battle that’s for sure! Everyday it has been a bit of a struggle for every person. Many of the symptoms of people are mentioning, aren’t just from having a cough or not feeling well physically, but from feeling pretty awful mentally and emotionally too. I know many have a cough yes. But many are also feeling the effects on a psychological level too. Because your psychological and emotional solves our half of who you are as a spiritual being, that means that it’s ultimately going to end up eating into your spiritual energy and your physical body to. That is the completion of four. With that in mind, it is important to make sure that you are fit in all levels of your self. That means making sure that you’re well balanced in all areas that make you who you are. You have to have many different types of activities and regimens in order to maintenance your help in those areas. Nevertheless, it is not an easy thing to continuously keep on top of everything. Life throws things at you, I get it. But if you slip up for one day, you have to get back on track on another. If not you’re leaving your self wide open. Even with protection spiritually around you, if you are letting your guard down, then it’s almost like saying to the dark energies that it’s OK to come in.

The energies themselves try to create arguments, contentions and hatred amongst people. It’s first starts with paranoia and suspicion. I always teach that you can’t really trust anybody. Not 100% anyhow. You might be able to trust certain people with certain things, but not with everything. A person should always have their guard up but not so much that they can’t be open just enough as well. It’s hard to explain but if you were around me and witnessed how I work with others, then you would see what I mean. It’s almost like you’re protecting yourself but you’re also trying to be open minded to the feelings of others at the same time. It’s having a balance in your duality.

The energy it’s self is a very strong force. After having experimented with multiple tools of protection, I have noticed that it is best to only protect one person at a time. You can put a protection grid around your house but it works a lot better to just protect each individual in the home instead. Having both would definitely provide a great deal of sheltering from it though. You have to imagine that if your house has protection and somebody from the outside comes in who doesn’t have protection, they’ll just bring it right in. And that’s because it’s like someone has invited, just through that person‘s entry. So it’s better to protect everyone so that they don’t bring it back when they come and go. Having the protection on the home itself as well will protect it from any energies that are not invited in and then to also put a protection around each person so they don’t mistakenly let it in themselves. I’ve noticed that this is what works best. However another thing that I’ve noticed is that if one person has protection and another doesn’t, the energy itself will just level up by multiplying itself so that it is a bigger force than your protection grid. Protection grades are made to sustain any force of entry from negative and evil energies from the outside. But if you have a very strong force gnawing away little by little at that protection grid, over time it will find a small wait inside. All it needs is to get a little speck of itself inside that grid with you through a hole in it, and then it’ll start to play on your feelings and thoughts. Through those implanted negative feelings and thoughts, it will just start to grow as it absorbs them. That is why it is so important that when a person begins to feel vulnerable or notices even slight changes negatively within themselves, that they regulate their mind and emotions to regain positivity. This way it doesn’t have a way to expand and ultimately in time, affect the person even more. When it gets that level, that’s when you know that you have a lot of the consciousness surrounding you.

At times, I can tell that it enters my home because of the way that it changes the character of each individual here. It will try to jump from person to person. It creates aggravation or continual irritation. I often find myself being the mediator between many people who come and go from my home. It’s almost as if everybody hates everyone and hates life. They don’t know how to stop for a minute and talk to one another. In my life coaching I give tips on what the righteous way of speaking to another person is. But forgive my French, another person that I know has referred to it as “kissing a%!”. However that would be the ultimate human perspective in looking at things wouldn’t it? Those who are of a heavenly mindset know that each person has their own way of hearing things, and their own perspective in interpreting it. In that case, Our heavenly father and his heavenly hosts have all agreed that it is best for humans to stop a minute, and think of what they want to say. Still, many people Donalds. And it has at times calls arguments. Even especially when someone is saying something exactly the way that they want to say it, with the exact effect that they wanted it to have. There are agitators in this world like that. It reminds me of how demons act. A demonic presence loves to stir up trouble. They actually thinks it’s quite funny when they get people angry. They love to play word games and especially love lying on an expert level to see if they can get away with it. The point is, I think everyone has come across somebody like that at some point or the other. In my home we try to act righteously and to always apply the virtues and all of the things that we do. But there are others who are still learning in the process of life and spirit. Even knowing that somethings are wrong, they may still do them just because they don’t really fear of the true consequence. Perhaps it’s that they do not know that there is a consequence at all. I have so many stories to tell you all about a specific situation but I’ll leave that for the future.

Now there came a time when the dark consciousness was really trying to shake things up at my house. I had opened my heart and my doors to a person you really need a lot of counseling and love. Because of that, they thought I was a pushover and that I just was openly loving to anyone and everyone. They would manipulate, and agitate those in my family and it would create chaos. Being a person who understands consciousness and the spirit a great deal, I know a thing or two about mind control and manipulation. I can recognize it instantly even in its most subtle of forms. I have taught my family to also recognize it as well. Especially my children. I am very forgiving and merciful though, and many times while I did openly acknowledge what I was witnessing, I gave the person the benefit of the doubt time and time again. Never have I seen such horrible behavior and a human being before standing in front of me. These are the types of people that you hear about in scary movies. No offense to that individual or anything as I still openly give my love as I do to all. But the energy was really getting intense. The person themselves kept coming to me telling me that they were experiencing and numbness inside of them. They explained that they would sit on their lunch break each day, having crazed thoughts run through their mental process.

For some reason though, the individual didn’t seem to put up much of A fight against these thoughts. Each time that we encountered them, they brought with them and energy that would fill you with such a great anxiety and upset that everybody would be on edge. I would have to clear my house every time that the energy was present from outside. Many times people told me that they have felt my energy and how serene it is. Whenever the dark consciousness would come in from outside through this individual, that serenity from my energy that filled the home, disappeared. It would feel heavy and upsetting. If I focus my attention outside on top of that, I felt the feeling of worldwide grief and stagnation. There was a sense of confusion and hopelessness. I had channel the angels so many times throughout the years, and which they had for warned about this. But I still in my heart had hoped that humanity would open their heart to love. That way it wouldn’t have as much power here on Earth. But Archangel Gabriel had explain time and time again that mankind really didn’t want love anymore. They wanted to be numb so that they wouldn’t have to feel badly for their actions. I started to see that more and more in the visitor at my home.

During last year, my littlest children were seeing things throughout the home. I could tell that little Elora (Adree) was viewing things because she would be looking right at what I would be looking at without me even having to prompt her to do so. There were many times that she had taken Michael’s (Amber’s boyfriend) hand and lead him to the end of the hallway where she would point up into mid air. Of course Michael being normal, didn’t see anything. But because he is more spiritually minded from spending time with me and my daughter Amber, he has started to be a little bit more open minded to the spiritual presence. He had said that he had felt something there but he could not see it.

Recently, Elora had been sitting on my lap and her attention kept being diverted toward looking at something behind me. The way that she kept looking side hide behind me, raise red flags that perhaps maybe there had been someone there. She has a very high vibration in which she doesn’t sit down, just like me. All day long we are walking around and doing different things. It’s not until late at night that she actually takes it down and arch. I was telling her bedtime story and her eyes just creepily kept looking over my shoulder to the side. And so I asked her; “What do you see”? I hadn’t looked in that direction yet and so I told her to just take me on over there to the location where she had been looking. When I got up to my shocking surprise I had seen a shadow figure outside the window. But I didn’t freak out yet. I just waited for her to take the initiative to indicate to me what she was looking at so as not to influence her at all. And sure enough she pointed out the window. The hairs on the back of my neck had set up because I had hoped that she wouldn’t have to encounter such things like I had when I was little. Knowing that she was an Oracle just like me I had expected that she would at some point though. Already she’s had very lucid dreams, and astral projections that have terrified her. But recently, she started seeing things. I take videos for just about almost everything that my two newest little ones do. We didn’t have that luxury when I was a kid even though the technology has gotten better over the years. I’ve had some videos of my son Noah when he was younger but because I had lost the phones over time, I lost the videos too. I don’t want to miss the moment of our memories together ever again. So during the one video that I have been taking, Elora was trying on her new little bear footed slippers and when she went to bend down to put them on she stopped suddenly and stirred up quickly and almost frozen position. I watched her eyes as she followed her presents that seem to swoop down near her feet and then back up toward the other window downstairs in my living space. Luckily I had caught it on film and I had showed my daughter Amber. These things are almost always attracted toward my home because of who I am and the work that I do. But it just seemed to be very coincidental that lately darker things started showing up. Each time we immediately begin to pray and then we like prayer candles in hopes that we will have the upmost of heavenly protection. I have constructed protection grids over all of my children and myself and so far so good. I know for a fact that my son Noah, my two youngest, and I have not had any major problems or attacks. I do empathically feel others feel throughout all of this, but it doesn’t affect me directly. My daughter Amber though, she works outside of the home around the public in her new job. There are many times that she comes home telling me about her thoughts and feelings for the day. They almost always sound very similar to the thoughts and feelings of clients are fans that email in about what they’re going through. However, once Amber has her three days off for the week, spending time with me makes her feel a lot better. Right now though, she seems to have a little bit of a cold.

Alexander is a different story. He seems to be unaffected by most things. He’s a very humble, jolly little boy who is so very loving and excepting. He just looks for acceptance from others and for their approval. He is so adorable and innocent and I’m truly blessed to have added him as a part of my life. I think him every day for agreeing there is higher self to be here. Since he doesn’t get affected much, there was one time that remained significant in my mind. The only reason that it is, is because I actually have a photograph of it happening. I was holding him and playing with him for a little bitthat evening. My vision is not like anyone else’s. I see in waves and colors as well as very specific codes if I zoom in so to speak, into the atmosphere. Which is generally everything is multi dimensional and wavy. I don’t know how else to explain it. I also don’t see color is the way that most people do either. So if something is in a persons aura, I will notice it right away. As I held him I was looking at him tenderly and just in Meyering how cute he was when I saw a black speck in his aura on the right hand side near his shoulder. What was odd is that it seem to just kind of hover over his shoulder and when I looked a little further into it, going behind him it seemed like it were long like a snake hanging down the back of his arm. So I sent light energy there and removed a lot of it but the rest of it just stuck there. It didn’t matter how much I attacked with a fourth of lights. The only other way to get out of it would be to reserve it within myself and then transmute it into a higher frequency. And so I breathe in through my nose. As I did, I had just happened to snap a picture at that moment. I really got lucky because there are so many times that I do this kind of work and try to take a photo of it and nothing will appear. You can see it below.

Absorbing dark energy…. 2020

Forgive forgive me for the quality of the photo because I had only just looked at the camera and snapped the picture without really trying to get a good angle or clarity. My main objective was just to try to capture what was happening as quickly as I could before it was too late. I do not advise whatsoever for a person to ever try this kind of energy work himself. As an angelic I can tell you that this is one of the most risky forms of energy work that there is. If you don’t know what you’re doing you could end up with an entity inside of you that you can’t get out later.with that, I only went to this extreme because it was a little kid. I don’t like to see little children attacked and as you can see the energy in the photograph going up my nose is quite dark. Later on I raise the vibration of it within myself to a higher octave and then released it. I was quite drained after that though. The topic of this entire article was made especially to center upon that photograph though. I want you all to see what you have in your aura every day. You may not see it yourself because it is of another dimensional quality. If you’re not psychic, then you won’t be able to see it. But it does not mean that it is not there. Nobody else had mentioned seeing anything at Alexander’s or even up to five minutes before I took that photo and my daughter Amber and my son Noah both had been in the room just prior. When a child is being targeted like that, I will most definitely do whatever it takes even at the extent of myself, to help them. Alexander being as little as he was in that photograph is helpless to fight against energies or even to help himself physically. And so without it budging from his aura with just basic energy work, I had to do what I had to do to get rid of it. This is the type of energy that sits upon the aura and provokes thoughts within a persons mind either from the depths of their very own subconscious or by grabbing other thoughts from the atmosphere from othersWhen a child is being targeted like that, I will most definitely do whatever it takes even at the extent of myself, to help them. Alexander being as little as he was in that photograph is helpless to fight against energies or even to help himself physically. And so without it budging from his aura with just basic energy work, I had to do what I had to do…to get rid of it.

This is the type of energy that sits upon the aura and provokes thoughts within a persons mind either from the depths of their very own subconscious or by grabbing other thoughts from the atmosphere from others. It will act as a magnet for other forms of negativity and then attract it toward an individual who will then absorb it through their auric layers into their chakras and then into their physical body. It will then be absorbed through the mind. It is a terrifying thing to think about. That form of spirit is called, a parasitic leech. They start out long and skinny and then as they absorb more and more dark consciousness from a person that they have latched onto or from the atmosphere that they will implants into the person they have attached to, they will grow in size. Had I not removed it from Alexander, the energy more than likely would have felt very heavy to anyone else holding him. They would’ve wanted to put him down every couple of minutes because something about him would have just made them not want to hold him anymore. He would have felt that rejection and that would have led him to feel sadInside. Ultimately, that leech would have fed off of his emotions and expanded itself. In time it would have been almost the size of an entire entity. And once they gain that kind of power, they will try to multiply themselves by creating alarmingly aggressive situations.

There are parents out there that are actually harming their own children. Crime has increased so much so, that it reminds me of something I was told when I was a little girl. I remember that Metatron and I had been walking through the meadow near my home. Not he himself actually, but his essence. He was telling me of a time in the future where crime would be right out front of a persons own front door. I never did fully understand that because I thought that he was speaking literally. I always imagine that I’d open my front door and see people running down the street from some gunman. But he had meant it figuratively speaking. He was saying that even in the safest of towns, crime would increase. I can tell you that there is something happening out my own neighborhood almost several times a day. It is terrifying. And that’s why it’s so important to never allow this energy in. There have always been parasitic leeches, entities, attachments, generational spirits etc. But when the dark consciousness is opening up small doorways for others to have access into this world, it makes the fight a little bit more overwhelming to goBut he had meant it figuratively speaking. He was saying that even in the safest of towns, crime would increase. I can tell you that there is something happening out my own neighborhood almost several times a day. It is terrifying. And that’s why it’s so important to never allow this energy in. There have always been parasitic leeches, entities, attachments, generational spirits etc. But when the dark consciousness is opening up small doorways for others to have access into this world, it makes the fight a little bit more overwhelming to go up against. There are a lot of things that I want to teach to people in regards to truth. But even then I would be very careful in doing so. Not only do I have to worry about organizations robbing me of my information, but I also have to worry about people misinterpreting it. I remember speaking about Reptilians a lot in the past and people started getting extremely paranoid about giant lizards trying to take over their bodies LOL. I mean it’s not funny, but it does make me chuckle just a little bit at the idea of seeing a giant lizard. I do hope that people understand what I meant now. In regards to all of the stark consciousness though, what I’m saying is as real as it gets. Go back over former articles and read about it more. Find out the symptoms and try to protect yourself as best you can. Keep your mind positive and stay as physically active as you can. This will help in combating these energies. But most of all if you need anything you know where to find me. Just like I helped Alexander, I will always be here to help any of you.

Arrow of Truth- End of 2020 Holiday Reading

Greetings, this is the December 2020 tarot reading for the holidays. For my VIP clients, there will be more personal insight included in their newsletter.

Humans walk this Earth with an urge to understand. But what is it that they have a great need to understand? Is it the meaning of life? Is it the meaning of their own life or for all of life? Either way, everyone seeks their purpose. They seek to understand whether they are on the correct path toward it. But how many can truly accept it once they know what it is? The idea is that, everyone is seeking a meaning but is it they themselves who define it? Or is there a power higher than themselves that has already pre-destined it?

It’s a little bit of both.

Even when their purpose is finally discovered and accepted within their heart and soul, how many things within this world around them will come to distract them from continuing toward it? Is it really they themselves only, who reap the consequences of living without purpose? No. The answer is, everyone around them and everybody expanded out in this collective of humankind, experience is it. What one person does affects another. What one person does not do, but that’s another. For an example, what if two people were destined to meet in one location but one of those people decide to randomly go somewhere else that day instead? What if that meeting was destined

Our reading for the month of December leaves us at the end of the year. Just one year ago the “Angelic Herald” predicted all of the events that are taking place here today. How many people within that one singular year fell apart? How many of those individuals vowed in the beginning of their spiritual journey to always remain true to it?

Yet, it is through the path of illumination that one is tested. Their true spiritual nature gets exposed before themself in the mirrors of the Oracle, or in the reflections of life. Life is a much bigger Oracle itself. But even life itself cannot help a person understand why they tend to fail themselves or why they fail the people that they love… or even God. The answer to the question “why” is one that can only be revealed by someone who can see from the eyes of Hathor. 

Hathor’s eyes are situated so far beyond regular third dimensional life. Still, not even upon receiving an explanation, who can understand her celestial language?

The Cards

For the special event of Saturnalia which I always celebrate because of Capricorn and the fact that my birthday is on the 28th, I used a special deck. The significant card for the end of this year’s reading asks each and every reader to really reevaluate the year. that has just passed so quickly by them. How many have fallen? This reminds me of the Bible verse in which it said: “How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations”!

Things are about to change for a lot of people. There is a lot of news that I have surrounding this subject, including about the Saturn and Jupiter conjunction. You also have very specific details according to your very own. You may want to check into having a specialized report done in one of my holiday novelty readings. It will be on the front page of my website. This can help you understand how all of this is going to affect you personally.

Our card means that there are a lot of people that may think that they’re doing the right thing, but maybe they’re just not doing the right thing in the right way. Our card also represents that there are a lot of people that have ventured off into the wrong direction completely. It’s time to get back on track. Dark consciousness made all of what’s happening possible. Most people don’t realize how dark consciousness works. Yes, it has a lot to do with that. So how does it work then?

Dark consciousness and its role…

With dark consciousness, you could be yourself one minute, and suddenly your thoughts and actions are different the next. Afterwards, you are suddenly back to yourself again not really realizing what you had just done or said. You just completely oblivious to it, or unfeeling toward it because your inner self is blocking it out.

A good example of this includes a lot of the parents that are committing crimes against their children these days. Most of them just shifted suddenly. It’s much like the Los Angeles man who was convicted of decapitating his two children. I know it sounds awful and I hate to even mention it here, but it just goes to show how this type of consciousness works. He was a Zumba teacher and somebody that really have loved his family. How did he just suddenly go from being a health fanatic that loved his family, to a man who starved and murdered his children? Especially, in that gruesome manner? It was because of his consciousness being affected by the dark energies. Even though he was aware of what he was doing, it seemed almost as if he wasn’t mentally or spiritually in control of it. While a lot of people will not have such severe changes, a lot of people are experiencing them nonetheless. There has been extreme depression especially, without those who started suffering from it ever even knowing why. Many even suddenly give up on everything that they have worked hard for without understanding? There have been people whose attitudes and emotions changed towards their relationships in their lives. There are a lot of women especially that are starting to feel like they need to go back into getting sexualized attention or getting involved in vanity and fashion because of the spiritual energies that work within this type of consciousness, which influences them. It’s all about getting everybody on board with the new agenda.

Like I’ve said, I have more information about this but you should probably heed what the card is trying to say. Once the mind starts to conform to a certain way, it will eventually become permanent. It’s similar in how the spiritual shift happened back in 2012. It was like a light switch just turning everybody on to mystical and esoteric studies. That’s what happens within an agenda. It affects the masses. I said this in my teachings before, that in ancient times when media didn’t exist one person could come up with an idea on one side of the world, but yet another person on the other side of the world would be thinking the same thing. King Solomon tried to tell everybody when he said; “There is nothing new under the sun”! As a collective consciousness we are all connected in a web like energy structure. Imagine a spider web. If a vibration is triggered in one area of that web, it will vibrate on the entire web eventually. It’s the same with life here in this “web of consciousness”. Once a vibration or signal is triggered on even one line of our energy web, it will produce a wave that sends the same signal out to everyone caught in the web.

This means that every person who is linked together here, which is pretty much everybody (except fully transcended souls) will get the same signal at the same time. Who is sending it? Good question! Consciousness is a powerful thing and probably more powerful than any technology you’ll ever find on this earth because it is something that was created beyond this earth. It takes someone from beyond here, to understand it more. Not enough science could even explain it. Don’t allow yourself to be affected by that signal though. And believe me many people are affected, sad to say.

The arrow of truth is upside down it pointing in the forwards direction. This means that while many move ahead, they do so without guidance or in looking where they are actually going. Have you ever watched an arrow being shot off? It may have been aimed, but still missed the target. That’s how many will end up… either missing the target or, ending up directionless.

Or others they may find that they are just exploring some things from the past so that they can have a good time in finding where they need to go when the arrow it’s self is launched by an archer who has great aim so to speak. In other words, a person finally has the right tools and understanding in their life and can make the best choices that they can. That will start to take place as time goes by throughout the year.

We end this month with a great questioning. What will next year have in store for us? What will time be like? I have often said many times publicly that I have great difficulty leaving the house before 2 o’clock. I mentioned some time later that it wasn’t able to leave until after three or four in the afternoon because the energies were so intense outside. For my students who listen to the Indignation course, you will know why. But for now, just know that the energies are very overbearing and the sun is very dense it has a bit of a negative affect on me. Horrible symptoms arise and I have to go out when it seems subtle or tamed. There are times that I don’t even get to leave until 5 o’clock or six. Time goes by far too quickly as well and so with these energies making things as they are, it seems like no one is able to get anything done. Could this have a role in why humankind is headed into the wrong direction in life? Could it be that maybe naturally everyone is being guided that way by powers unseen? I mean if no one has any Millatti to get done the things that they need to do any stick to the same old daily routine, and the only things that they will have time to do will be the things in that routine and nothing extra. And that will mean everyone will stay exactly the same. Could it be that perhaps maybe this arrow also reflects a bit of a purgatorial like life for everyone?

Did you know that they just made it legal for people to commit theft in Seattle? Not totally, but all the consequences for stealing will not be as severe because they cannot control the crime while defunding the police there. So they subtly condone it. Just like Gabriel stated in The Angelic Herald’s “In the Dark” (a prophetic online newsletter). All of it was right!

Stay strong. The energies will effect everyone differently but just be sure to be steadfast in trying to hang on in all of your virtues. Don’t give anyone, or anything your own power. this means that if there are toxic people around you don’t allow them to get under your skin or upset you. Just totally overlook it. No idea for people starting arguments and being very negative towards someone is because that person themselves is unhappy inside. Therefore, misery loves company. Don’t join in their company. Additionally, this is the year that you will have to really focus on squeezing a lot of things in. It’s really important that you achieve the goals you have for yourself. But with time having sped up in the “quickening” you may find it harder and harder to have time. If you were feeling as if you can’t get up in the morning and get started that it’s likely that your kundalini energy has slowed down significantly and this could lead to very weak chakras. Make sure you have the best energetic essence keep up with your spiritual care. Try to be positive minded. Tell yourself things even if you don’t fully believe them right away. Eventually your mind will process the more positive idea.

Do you things for others too. You will feel better inside as well as connecting your energetic tie to somebody else through good deeds. As a result, the energy will stream back-and-forth between you and the other person. It’s a good feeling to know that you inspired good will even if for a few minutes here and there. Usually me and my children will go and volunteer somewhere in order to help. Now that we are experiencing so many limitations because of the COVID-19 virus, we can’t really do much except for our very own versions of charity. We have our very own plans for what will be doing with this. I have a huge story to tell in regards to my year this past year. I’ll save that for the next entry though and continue coaching you through what you’ll need for this upcoming year.

 Continuing on, be sure to make time for things you need to do. Cancel something that you do everyday in order to fit in goals. It’ll help to get you ahead. Follow the advice of the angels over there at the Angels website. The link is in this article somewhere when I was referencing Archangel Gabriel’s prophecies. Scroll back up tab to find it. Just to remind you here though, be sure to save up your money. You will need it. Don’t spend stupidly. This year was a very difficult financial year for everybody. I have had the most difficult struggles in terms of finances myself. Unemployment rates are horrific. It’ll be I am very fortunate thing for you to do the best that you can in verging and putting some fun, even just a little to the side for reserve. And less of a don’t give up. Energy out there is making people feel very suicidal and depressed these days. It’s not your own thinking. It’s influence and so the best way to fight against it, is to leave the environment that you’re in line it’s happening. Step outside. And then just taking some deep breath’s and try to think about something in your life that has always motivated you or something that has had a lot of meaning to you that you would not want to leave behind. Everybody has something or someone. That tip will help you to re-set your mind to think negative me. You should never harm yourself. It’s not a way to start over. It’s truly leading you toward having to repeat. Who knows if it will be worse? Just fight through life and get through it. Before you know what time is gone by so fast that life has flash before your eyes anyway. Things will get better for each individual depending upon what they do to make it better for themselves. Having help, support, reaffirming to yourself, being around positive people, and staying busy in pursuit of your goals. His path will be different but they will surely feel the effects of the conjunction and hopefully there will be many who get through their New Year’s resolutions. Reevaluate what you did this year and do it a little differently in the upcoming year. That will stick your arrow in the right direction.

Cyber safety

Just a quick post because I know more than anyone how important it is to be secure while online. I have had my share issues. I’ve had hacking, mobile phone mirroring, redirect looping, IP address circle redirecting, and shadow banning, not to mention an entire company that was hired to track my business website’s traffic to compete. Just recently my fifth cellphone was hacked and then my mothers, my daughters, and then my daughter’s boyfriend. It wasn’t a surprise to find out that couple of my clients also had a similar issue, those would actually spoken with me on the phone that is. I posted about this in another blog. So this morning I get a notification that yet again, we have another cyber issue.

Be safe

I was informed by my browser and my pc protection both, that 36 websites that I had logged into with my password and information, had been breach and that someone had to change my personal password even to my PayPal account. Can you imagine the horror? I just wanted to remind everybody to pick a password that’s actually secure. I’ve been choosing passwords that are more easier to remember than secure, because since I don’t really go by the time, it’s hard for me to really remember a lot of things. Before I share how to pick a safe password, let me give you some tips on safe internet use.

1.) Look for the little green lock up at the left-hand corner next to the search bar on your browser. If it’s not there, then don’t proceed to that website.

2.) Don’t click on short links or links that have a strange sounding word at the end instead of .com, .org, etc.

3.) Don’t click on sweepstakes or trash ads. Trash ads are the rows of ads at the bottom of a page that have crazy sounding news and miracle solutions in them.

4.) Don’t add unknown people to your Facebook. Look for their first post. If the profile’s first post is dated 2016 and nothing before, it’s probably a spammer of phisher. The profile shouldn’t be too new. If there’s less than 5 posts on an account than it’s fake. If they have less than that amount as pictures or a picture of a plant, cartoon…anything not them.. it’s fake. Don’t open messages in messenger from unknown people either. Ignore chain letters too.

5.) Don’t let your pc or cell track your location except when using map but give it permission just once. Also, don’t keep credit card or bank info in your phone or pc. If using a cell, have a spam iCloud account so that your private account isn’t at risk.

6.) Use a VPN.

The Internet is a lot like consciousness and so it’s easy for me to maneuver through it. I could’ve probably been a hacker myself. I should have picked a secure password myself and I intend to now. Here’s my method.

A secure password..

Choose a password that is a mix of caps and lowers with numbers mixed in there somewhere. I started using special characters too. Another pointer is, never let the site generate a password. Be sure to save your password on a piece of paper, not by allowing the browser to remember the password for you.

That’s it! Protect your Identity and your privacy!

Goes A’long way Soup

I love being a mother, a friend, a provider. To nurture others, involves many things. One of the things that I respect out of a number of things, is a good mother. A lot of people have troubles these days in trying to keep up with motherhood but I think simplicity really makes it a lot easier. Here is a recipe for a soup for the fall, that’s very quick and easy to make, definitely feeds a whole lot of people with very little ingredients, and is very cheap. It’s packed with vitamins as well for your little ones and for the health of your overall family. If you’re a singular individual making your way through this spiritual journey in the world, as soup can also be beneficial to you. Making one pot, you can have leftovers for about a week and even add to it as you go.

1 Sweet Onion or 2 small

2 Rutabagas

2 Carrots

4 Small Potatos

4 chopped celery sticks

2 Parsnips

Fresh Basil

Fresh Oregano

Fresh Dill

Fresh Majoram

If you want, you can add other things, but that’s the basic foundation of the soup.

Directions:

It’s simple! Throw it all in a pot with about 7 cups of water., let it simmer of low for 2-3 hours or use a crock pot. You sure to use a lid to capture all of those savory flavors. 

The great thing about this is, like a lot of the other dishes that I make, it’s full of all kinds of vitamins. It’s great for lowering cholesterol, maintaining your weight, and it has magnesium, niacin, Vitamin E, Potassium, copper and dietary fiber. For a small family, it lasts throughout the week with leftovers. You could make some really wonderful bread with it. I made a small loaf of gluten free wheat.

I got a little extra fancy with it by cutting out one of my squash and hollowing it out to make it a bowl. I soften the sides of the slush though so that people who were eating it for dinner, could finish the soup and then scoop it out also the tasty squash. That with a side of bread sounds mighty good. Good luck with your soup if you decide to try it. And God bless you all

His work: A glimpse at how heaven works in your life.

We are blessed to have the good grace of the Creator all around us in every day life. But lately, as things have been shifting off into a whole new collective mass consciousness, many people do not feel, nor do they recognize the presence of divinity in their lives. Can you blame them? After all, life is full of such challenging situations and suffering that sometimes it makes it hard for people to see the good. The inability to see the hand of God at work in everyday life comes from the way that people are taught to perceive things as well.

I work with thousands of people every year. On top of that, I am also an otherworldly soul who is living on earth and witnessing these times as an outsider looking in. I can see how people get the wrong idea about a lot of things. As a teacher of Illumination, I often have to put my students under the test in order to determine whether their mentality is changing to match their growth in the right or wrong way in what they are learning. I will often try to catch them with parables or even situations, where they have to utilize the same wisdom and spiritual analysis I have taught them to see if they come up with the right answers. I learned this through Metatron. And he learned it from the “Most High”. Likewise, God will create temporary scenarios where it will test the way that a person will react. He longs to see if the person understands to the fullest extremity, by thinking outside of oneself, and instead think more like the divine.

I am astounded at the wisdom that the heavens have given out to people throughout the years that I’ve been doing my work. In blogs, conversations, lessons, and personal readings, truly the heavens have given us so much to treasure. I honor that they took the timeto provide the advice and insight to me, so that I could go onto the teacher to other people. The world is not such a good place though. People seek divine intervention all of the time. But not many people feel as though they have received it when they needed it, or after they had asked for it.

Humans, Not such a master builder…..

The higher ups know what’s best for everybody. Humans sometimes lack discernment that they don’t always know what is best for themselves. They are full of judgments and at times want only what they want, even if it isn’t what’s best for them. It is not a secret that the ego is what rules over each and every person’s character. One of the reasons as to why people never transcend the ego is because they have the completely wrong outlook on what it is and how to work on it. And that intern keeps them from being able to look at things in life or in other people the right way as well. I am teaching all kinds of people how to finally transcend the ego. When they do, they will find something so wonderful there. Even beyond what they could have possibly imagined when starting out on the journey with me.

But it’s true, the ego is what stands in their way for many things. Even being able to see that sometimes they have to let go of trying to be in control of their own destiny. How can anyone create their own reality if they don’t have the information that they need as to what they’re even supposed to create? Humans also change their minds and their interests so much, that imagine how much of a mess it would truly be if they were left to become builders of their own, doing whatever they want it?

It would be much like a person trying to build a bungalow at first, and then all of a sudden the trend is that a two-story colonial home is what’s popular. So they try to change a bungalow into a two-story colonial. But then suddenly that’s not even what’s hot anymore. It seems that even that trend has changed as trends always do… And suddenly everybody starts going for a Greek revival style. Now the person is trying to turn their part bungalow, part colonial…into a Greek revival. Just being left to do whatever they want, without the skills or tools, and with a mind that’s forever following the crowd,

So as you can see, if a human can’t even build a house without changing their mind so many times, making it an incomplete project, how can they even really know what they want for themselves and if major decisions pertaining to that, are going to permanently benefit them later on? The truth is, God knows what’s best for all of us. Humans lack such perception and because of that, many times only can see from their very own eyes and position in life. God works through all things and that is why it is said that he works in mysterious ways. I’ll give you a perfect example in the story of my client whose name is Claudia. Claudia actually went to the same high school that I did. We weren’t friends and we had only just spoken a few times here and there through a cousin of hers who was in one of my classes.

He works in mysterious ways…

Along time ago, Claudia had been dating a guy named Bruce back in high school. They truly believed that they would be together forever. The connection was so strong, and even though they were still young, they couldn’t imagine themselves with anyone else, not even in the future. As soon as high school ended, Bruce propose to her. They were truly love and believed that getting married would be the right thing to do. And so as it was always her dream to have a winter wedding, they planned to get married later that year in December.

A lot of people tried to advise them to wait. It was only right after their senior year in high school, and a lot of older people in their families told them that what they thought that they wanted at that moment, they may not feel the same way in the future. A lot of their relatives suggested to them that they try to live together first, if they really wanted to be together. But as far as getting married was concerned, their relatives told them to maybe put the wedding off for at least another year or two. But they wouldn’t listen. They loved each other, and there was just some thing that made them feel as if it was meant to be. 

It was already fall by the time Claudia’s cousin had suggested her to me become and talk to me a bit. She had known about my natural gifts as I didn’t hide them anymore by at the time I was in high school. In fact, I was pretty open about them all of my life really. I started to keep it to myself a little more after I had gotten bullied so badly in elementary school. I ended up getting homeschooled for quite some time. But I was extremely excited to be back in school. My father told me I would probably enjoy high school a lot better and that with everybody having grown up a bit, perhaps maybe the bullying wouldn’t be so bad anymore as it had been. I never hid who I was and so I wasn’t about to start at that point in time either. I talked to anybody that I thought would listen. I would share my spiritual knowledge or insight, when I came across those that were interested. Claudia’s cousin happy to be one of them. She had mentioned to Claudia that since everybody in the family had their doubts about she and Bruce getting married, that maybe she ought to talk to somebody that could look into the future and see. Claudia was a little bit of a skeptic by that point in her life but she was willing to give it a try. I can’t recall the exact date, nor can she, of when she finally decided to come and talk with me. But I do know that it was quite close to around the time that they had planned her wedding. I first had to confirm with her that I was real and I did so by pretty much telling her everything along the lines of what she was thinking and feeling. And I even went into some other things that were on a much deeper level for her, that she hadn’t shared with anybody. It was then that she was more open minded and comfortable with the idea of having me look into her future with Bruce. I told her that the two of them had a great connection but that they would experience hardships and give up some point in the future because of their inability to persevere or find the true meaning of unconditional love. I told her that if they could understand the meaning of it, then they would have a beautiful life ahead of them. Well I suppose I said some thing that she didn’t want to hear because telling her that they would have hardships and probably walk out on each other, made her get up and walk out on me LOL…

Bruce and Claudia ended up getting married just a few weeks later. I can tell you that their first year of marriage went beautifully. Her cousin definitely kept me up-to-date. However the second year of marriage, they ended up moving and lost touch with everybody on Claudia’s side of the family. Bruce had kept in touch with his though. Nevertheless, they struggle to make ends meet and Bruce and Claudia both had to end up getting jobs that neither one of them were proud of. It just wasn’t enough to support entire household, to work minimum-wage. Bruce had gotten involved in some illegal activities for extra cash, and through the stress and paranoia that he carried every day because of that, ended up getting himself addicted to drugs as well. They had been married a total of four years, and so far there was financial struggle, drug addiction, arguments, and some infidelity. To add, the entire four years they had been trying for a baby which they had both wanted so much despite the difficulty that they were facing. They still loved each other and thought maybe bringing a child into the world together would bring them closer and somehow maybe even make things better. But there was no child. They both lived always afraid that Bruce would get caught and the arguments turned from bad to worse.

 it was halfway into the fifth year of their marriage that Claudia decided to leave him. Everything just kind of fell apart all together at the same time because before she got the chance to tell him, he was caught selling drugs and ended up getting arrested. he had been sentenced to three years in prison. After his hearing, Claudia booked a visit at the corrections facility, and she broke the bad news to Bruce that she was leaving him. She had even brought divorce papers with her for him to sign. He signed them. Of course he got upset and told her that he felt like she was abandoning him in a time of his life where he needed her the most. But he knew that he had not always treated her right and he hadn’t always been faithful either. As she walked away, she knew in her heart that she had loved him truly, but it just didn’t seem as if they were going to have that happy life together as they had hoped for after all. And so Claudia made her way onto a new pathway in life, in hopes of finding that happiness elsewhere.

Finally Claudia gets a good paying job after taking some college courses at night. She says of her money and gets herself her small place to rent, from a landlord who had several properties available. As she is working, she ends up meeting Antoine whom she ends up feeling very much attracted to. They end up spending a lot of time together. That resulted with Antoine living with her.  but Antoine never has a job of his own and Claudia gets stuck paying for all of the bills and necessities for them both. She also ends up getting pregnant. Even knowing that they have a little girl on the way, Antoine still does nothing to better himself financially in life. He lazily hangs around the house all day while she’s working. Even toward the end of her pregnancy, she could have had a leave of absence and rested up a bit. But Antoine never wanted to work. He even left her with having to buy all of the babies furniture and new clothing. he had always made the excuse that he couldn’t find a job or that new places were really hiring. One day she decided to test him and even went in and filled out an application for him down at a gas station. Sure enough they called back but of course he comes up with an excuse as to why working at the gas station is not going to be a good situation for him. She got fed up. Finally kicked him out, realizing she was pretty much doing everything on her own anyway. So why add more burden to her own life by allowing some guy to take it vantage of her by making her support the three of them? Had he ever really loved her he would’ve done what he could. But he did nothing.

Overtime, Bruce finally got released from prison. While he was in there, he took the prison up on some of their offers for continuing education. He had learned a trade and was excited to start his life working in it. Eventually, he ends up saving up a lot of money. He wants to open up his own business using his skills. But he fears that maybe his criminal record might ruin that for him. So he asked his brother if he could put his business in his name instead. The brother would do anything to help him, it being that he wanted his brother to do better in life. And so Bruce ended up doing great work and received many references and soon through that and many ads, he ended up doing quite well for himself financially.

It’s not long after that, that he ended up meeting a woman that he got pretty serious with. After some time living together, she wanted to have a baby. Since Bruce had always wanted to be a father, he didn’t see any reason as to why they shouldn’t give it a try? He’s a hopeless romantic who followed his heart, rather than his head. But the girlfriend had trouble getting pregnant. She even tried going to a clinic for IVF treatments with Bruce, but it still didn’t work. It was determined finally by the doctors that Bruce cannot have children of his own. The girlfriend decided to leave Bruce because, she wanted children. Obviously, it would be a lot harder than expected to build a family with him, if she stayed with him.

After his girlfriend had left, he thought about Claudia quite a bit. In fact, he had never stopped. He missed her a lot but many years had gone by. However, he wasn’t alone in feeling that he missed her because Claudia had always missed him too. She just tried to do the best that she could, to move on with her life. Back then, it didn’t appear to her that Bruce had direction in his life at the time, and she certainly felt as though she deserved a lot better. In fact, it appeared as if he had a path in life that led to a dead end due to his mistakes. By the time, each of them were living life according to where faith had driven them.

One day a bad storm came and Claudia’s rental home ends up getting flooded. All of the bottom cabinets in her kitchen are waterlogged. The landlord tells that he will call a company to come and replace the cabinets. He only asks her that when he makes the appointment for the company to arrive at her home to take a look at the damage, that she be there waiting for them so that she can show them the damages herself. Perhaps she could even explain what kind of cabinets she would like to have put in. The landlord figured they needed an update anyhow. And so he booked, the appointment.

Claudia stayed home with her little girl, and to wait for the workers of the company to arrive. She stared down at her little girl. She was half Caucasian and half African American, and Claudia adored her. Lost in the tender motherly moment of admiration, an hour had passed by and the workers were already almost there.

It wasn’t long before the workers arrived and to both of their surprises , it was Bruce! Because of his great reputation and fair prices, the landlord had gotten in contact with him and his company to book the appointment in hopes of getting a good job done, but while also being able to save money. The smile on their faces at meeting with one another again, really was a picture that was imprinted upon time and priceless. After all of those years of having been apart, they had never stop thinking of each other. Every single thing that happened, has led them back to that moment. They were so excited to see each other that they had forgotten that he was actually there for a job! They sat down and talked for a while. It seemed that they’re very deep spiritual connection with one another had still been there after all.

And ran through both of their minds, about giving it another try. But the one thing that kept on his mind was, that Claudia had a daughter. After all of those years that they had been together and tried to have a child of their own but couldn’t, he had felt badly that he himself could not become a father. He had even tried with another partner after his time in prison. Still though, he had not gotten his chance at fatherhood.

It sure seemed that after Claudia had moved on, she had lots of luck in becoming a parent. “If only the child had not been half African-American, maybe she could have passed off as mine… ours”, he thought. She too, had been thinking that there could be a chance for them to be a family! Bruce was very confused though. It didn’t seem that he was able to cope with the fact that the woman he loved, had had a child with someone else let alone, that the child was not one of the same culture. But how could he get back together with Claudia with her having a child that was obvious darker color in skin, that she was of another an ethnicity? He thought about what his family would say… he also thought about what people would say. So he just got up and told her that he had to begin his job and started estimating the cabinets. And then coldly said goodbye and walked out.

His work…

It is apparent what the entire situation was about from the beginning until that moment. Gods work in our allies is for ever a presence. But how many people can actually see it? They look at all of the negatives or at all of the things that are not going the way that they truly want them to, and they fail to recognize what’s at the heart of everything. In this particular situation, Bruce and Claudia had trouble having children together but wanted them. Bruce was a mess and couldn’t get his life together. And neither one of them had a career or financial foundation. There was also a need in learning how to treat one another and themselves with respect, as well as learning the definition of unconditional love. there is a lot of confusion in looking for the hand of God action or negative spiritual influences in a persons life. The path of life could be going in either one of those directions, handled by either one of those forces. Or a battle between both. In some instances this situation could have kept leading Claudia and Bruce back together so I was to continue the cycle of hurting each other for lack of acceptance in one another’s flaws or mistakes. This would create a lot of negativity, karma and a broken heart. But in this sense the negative is actually a positive. Together they could finally have a child if Bruce could look past the color of Claudia’s little girl’s skin. And finally maybe work together in building a happy family life. But could he get past his prejudice? Could he see how everything in his life had led him to this moment?

It may be true that certain pathways in life are being forced by one side of duality or the next but it doesn’t mean that even in a bad situation in life that perhaps leads towards a terrible fate, couldn’t be redeemed somehow with the health of God. But even then it is hard for some to recognize when God finally does step in. How can people learn to turn off their way of perceiving things in a worldly way? A selfish way? Or even in just being blind? It’s very clear that when you are born into this world and growing up they do not teach you these types of things. They don’t teach you the right way to look into situations on either side of the fence. But that’s why there are others like myself out here to help you. If not, you can pray on it, meditate on it and search within your own heart see on a deeper level how you really feel about certain things and whether it has a chance of being a happy healthy situation for you. If you don’t see anything but toxicity in the future then maybe it’s best to walk away as they did. But not knowing that God inspired that to happen to get them both better, they had never imagined they would cross paths again.

So in this particular story it was definitely heavenly father’s work that had intervened in the lives of these two people. Like I had told them they were definitely meant to be but with some obstacles. Even though he didn’t want to hear me back then, they can certainly see how that was correct now. They finally did get back together and Bruce is raising Claudia’s daughter happily and without judging the color of the girls skin tone. He has learned to put his prejudiced ways behind him and even inspired his family to also except those of color. The little girl continues to be an inspiration for them both coming to strive to continue doing well. And so it was all for the sake of that blessing, that all things to places they did. It was a blessing in disguise through all of the heartache and pain. The people grew and learn from their imperfections and their mistakes. Coming back to me, we analyzed all of this and they now are working towards not just trying to perfect themselves for each other, but now to do so for heaven. However, this is for the people that don’t have that kind of guidance right from the beginning, which many people don’t. But from this point forward, they will. All they have to do is ask and seek through different situations that come up for them, just as you can. That can help you to avoid any future pain and it shows that you are putting your faith in the plan and advice that heaven provides for you through the answers that you obtain in seeking for them.

What elements in your life seem to be negative that could be controlled by either side of the forces? Do you need help in understanding how they can come together for the good, or if they’re there to ultimately bring you down in the end? Nevertheless, always try to see where God is trying to help you. He may even lead you to small things hidden in the background of the chaos of life, that you may miss out on. True deep inner reflection work, can help you find the Lord right by your side and a clear way to destiny through the good and bad in life until it all becomes good.

Many blessings!

For insight, assessment and advisement of heavenly wisdom come by Alura’s.

By the day: Reading, it’s not an old school thing…

Books are so valuable, I don’t think people even really realize it. There was a time where certain books weren’t even allowed. A long time ago, the church as well as the government used to determine what the people were allowed to have, in terms of education and resources of information. There was even a time that you weren’t allowed to own a Bible yourself!

As the world around us took shape throughout the centuries, different books and topics went through so many challenges. People had to abide by what the law said. Unfortunately, in a lot of ways it is still like this. There is the notion that we have more freedom now than we used to. I suppose it is true to some degree… But censorship is still a tremendous problem in terms of education, spirituality, and what people are allowed to know in terms of truth.

I have always valued books even in my past life times. As a little girl growing up in this day and age, we had a library right around the corner from us. It was actually only just one block away next to the playground, located inside the police station. I was always so alone and you know what?… If I had the opportunity to go back and do it all over again and I was forced to choose between having friends or those books… I would have chosen the books.

Books, even if fictional provide the mind with a great deal of exercise. But today, people have so much technology that they don’t read from books. They read from tablets, kindles, laptops, and cellular devices. And while it is a privilege to be able to access information at your fingertips, it is dangerous to rely on only technological devices for reading. It’s been proven that reading on a screen can hurt your eyes great deal, and the radiation coming from the devices as well, has been known to linked to cancer. I never felt the same amount of magic in reading from a device, as I did reading from the old pages of a book. As a small child, I breezed through 500 paged books. I learned how to read at age two with simple books. I was able to read a basic book by four or five. Afterwards, it didn’t matter what type of book it was, I was devouring it. I used to absolutely love the smell of an old book.

By the time we moved to West Berlin, the library was just right there around the corner and I would go there every single day. I would read reference books, dictionaries, encyclopedias, and any kind of fiction or nonfiction. I just wanted to learn. There was one time though, that I had committed a terrible crime. I’ll tell you about it, but I’m not proud of it at all.

Have you ever smelled the air and it just brought you back to a time in your life? The scent just somehow brought to life a flashback of a vivid memory? Well that’s what happened to me today. Smelling the chilly Autumn air outside reminded me of a day in the Fall when I was eight years old. I wanted so badly to read a new book, but I had devoured a lot of the ones that the librarian had already had. It was only a small public library afterall, most books had been donated by the community or by residents. New books were purchased through the local book fair. The librarian was responsible for ordering all of the new books that were popular and award-winning. She wasn’t always on time though. There were many times that I went in there and requested one of the books that I had seen advertised at school, but she had always said that she hadn’t gotten it yet. I would wait patiently, sometimes as long as a few months. My father worked very hard but was not a man with money. Sometimes he couldn’t even afford just to give me five dollars for a new book through the Scholastic book fair at school. I would sit at my desk while all the children’s orders came in. Honestly, I would say he let you read into a lot of those kids and saw that they would look through it once or twice and then it would get lost somewhere in their room. I wondered why me, out of all of the people in the classroom that actually honored books and wisdom, had to be the only child left out. I was happy for them though. What a gift right? They never even realized the precious treasures that they held right there in their hands. Not to mention that they could have been a little more grateful considering their parents spent the money on it. One time one of the classmates name is Neil, had his book on his desk and just started taking a look at it and afterwards chucked it across the room at his friend. He had knocked the kid in the back of his head with it. Suddenly, a game of hot potato began. I just shook my head. What was the use of saying anything after all? But then again, sometimes hearing a few words of wisdom from someone, could help out a great deal. So I told Neil: “You know my father can never afford to even buy me one of these books, and every single time we have a book fair your parents are so generous so as to buy you a few. But yet you throw them around as if they’re meaningless. it’s not out of respect for the book, at least don’t throw it to respect your parents in their hard earned money. Plus, somebody else might like that book if you don’t.”

At first, Neil sat there looking at me in disbelief. All of the other kids have been laughing, playing along, or cheering in the background. And here comes Alura, acting so old in her years chastising them. But you know what? He stopped playing that game very quickly and passed the book on over to me, and asked if I wanted to borrow it. I took it, and I thanked him. But of course his friend turned around and snickered to him: “She’s weird”. Nevertheless, book fair after book fair, there were notebooks in the order box for me. I had to resort to the library which I was absolutely much more thankful for any help. It got me out of the house, and the librarian while an old woman, became my friend. 

The following school year had begun. They always had a new book fair a few weeks after school has started. For me, I knew already not to expect much of anything. I had already had my routine each week, riding my bike or taking a short walk around the corner, to the library for a good read. Even though the library and was a bit late with the new were books, I was still able to find great reads in the meantime. I remember hopping on my cute little beach bike with the yellow banana seat that my dad had gotten me at the swap meet, and throwing my small book bag over my shoulders. I had already been home from school about two hours, having spent about an hour of that time jumping through the leaves in the streets. All of the neighbors had pushed their leaves together for the kids to have an enormous pile. I had always waited for all of the other kids to go inside before I went out to go jump in them. are usually rode my bike after homework and an hour of outdoor time. Then I would stop at the library on Thursdays. It just so happened to be Thursday, and I had it in my mind to want to read a book especially about algebra. don’t ask me why I choose algebra. We had already learned a bit about it in school and it wasn’t a subject I was fond of. I guess I wanted to excel in it little better because I wanted more than anything to continue receiving honor roll another year. I didn’t want to disappoint my parents. I think the only thing my father ever expected of me was to get good grades and to maintain keeping my room clean…. Which lucky for him, I was a kid that loved both learning and cleaning LOL.

Riding on over to the library, the air was crisp and clean. Back then it was already chilly and the leaves were changing color by September. It was so very much unlike today where September sometime still carries a bit of warmth and the leaves are slow in transitioning. I enjoyed the rich blend of aromas coming from each and every tree. I was admiring also the colors and all of the berries of the dogwood trees that were common in my neighborhood. I was proud also to be riding that bike that my father bought me too. I had even gotten a burst of bravery and ran up on the curb to jump off of it like some of the kids in the neighborhood did with their BMX bikes LOL. I don’t know what got into me LOL. I guess it was just a pure excitement of the end of summer in the beginning of the Autumn which brought the end of the angelic year. Although many people had no knowledge of that back then, I often celebrated it alone and here I was just very much excited overall of the start of it. I didn’t even need a bunch of festivities or activities to do, because I was even content with just the energy of it. When I finally got to the library, I parked my bike in the bike rack outside and walked up the steep set of brick stairs out front. When I got inside, I could smell the scent of the police department which was not at all pleasant whatsoever, because it smelled a little too overly sanitized. Nevertheless, making my way to the basement where the library was located, when I walked through the door I noticed that the librarian was not at her desk like she usually was. Instead she was digging around in the back. I said hello, But she didn’t hear me because I was not really very low spoken. So I just went about my business of looking around in the algebra section until I would have another chance to say hi to her, when she was done. Finally she had come around from behind all of the sacks of books that she had been sorting. “Well hello there Ally, I hadn’t known that you were here. You always come in so quietly dear”. I told her that I had said hello but after realizing she couldn’t hear me, I didn’t want to yell in the library. So I told her I was just waiting for her to get finished before repeating my greeting. She said it would have been all right had a been a little loud after all there were no other people there. After expressing how happy she was to see me, she went on to tell me how lonely other day it was. She said that there hadn’t been a lot of people throughout the week. I thought she must be truly lonely in that type of job, having to work there in the basement at the police station without many visitors. I think I related a lot to her through the loneliness that we both experienced in life. She was a heavyset woman, with short hair and glasses, probably in her 40s. Her husband had passed away seven years before, she had never told me how he died, but I could see psychically that it had been through cirrhosis of the liver. I truly felt sorry for her because they had never had any children either. All that she had were a couple of pets that she treated like kids. I knew that she wanted children, and her selection and her job definitely showed that she was a woman that likes children a lot. So, I told her I would hang out for a little bit and we sat down at one of the little tables and talked about newer books that were getting ready to be released, of all different kinds. She had introduced me to a new author and then the telephone rang. As she took the car, eyebrows around for a few more minutes waiting for her as I intended on heading home after that but not without saying goodbye properly. That’s when I had come across this really strange book that I hadn’t seen at the library before then. It was a book about history one of the versions of the Bible but it was listed in the library as a reference book. That meant that it was only allowed to use there at the library as a back up resource while doing research or book reports and such. I held the book up to her as she knew I just loved anything on religious topics. I raised my eyebrows up in surprised delight almost as if to silently say: “Hey what about this book?”…

She knew exactly what that look on my face meant. She covered one end of the phone with her hand to be polite to the Kohler and whispered to me that I could not take that book and that it had to remain there in the library. I thought perhaps I could convince her and so I waited a little while until she got off the phone. I was flipping through the pages and just couldn’t believe the amount of knowledge and information in it. It even had references to scriptures from books that I hadn’t even heard of yet. When she hung up the phone I went over to her and pleaded for her to please let me take the book just freeze than one day so I could read it overnight and I promise I will bring it back the very next day. She apologize but told me that he just couldn’t allow it. It was the rules of the library. I swear I was so disappointed I think a tear trickled down my cheek.

I gathered my things together including the books that I did decide to take with me, that I was allowed to. One of them had been a book on algebra, another had been a Science book about ants. Lastly, I had added a book on the history of our own town. after stamping the book with the little timestamp, she say goodbye to me with a warm smile and shot a quick glance over to the book that I had begged her to let me take. I believe that she intuitively knew what was going to happen next. After all, she had not put that book back in its proper location and instead left it on the shelf near the door.

The librarian returned back to the pile of books that she had been sorting before I had arrived that day, and I walked out the door but I couldn’t bring myself to continue on toward the exit. I stood there only just a foot outside of it. I fought myself while thinking in my own mind:

“Should I do it?

“No…. Don’t do it Ally, it’s not right”.

“But I have to read that book”.

“No don’t do it you’re gonna feel bad about it for sure”.

“But I’ll never get to fully read it if I don’t”.

End it was true that I would probably never get a chance to read the book from cover to end because my mother was very strict with me. In the summertime I could spend an hour or two at the library or park but only during the summer and that was probably the only time that I got to go outside or do anything beyond my own yard. In the fall, I was allowed to take an hour for the library but just once a week as I was pretty much confined for the rest of the week to the house. I am not upset about it and I don’t hold anything against my mother. I’m quite overprotective with my children although that not that extremely. I understand that she want anything to happen to me and she often sat inside watching soap operas and so she wasn’t really outdoors look after me in case something did happen. The only way to prevent anything would be to limit where I went or how long I would go there. Still though, how would I have been able to read that book? I have to read for 40 minutes every Thursday? For how long? It would take months! And I wanted to read it now, and read for however long I need to, usually when I could go on anymore. I would read from right after dinner until night time, until my eyes would get tired. But yet it wasn’t going to be possible with this particular book. I had always respected the librarian and her rules. I had always respected all people, and all rules! But this time I just couldn’t.

And so I took a few steps back, peeking my head back into the doorway. The librarian was still with the pile of books that she needed to sort out. She wasn’t even close to being done. Her back was turned toward me and I silently reached for the book where she had placed it, on the shelf near the door. Sliding it quietly off, I slipped it into my backpack while I walked off very quickly down the hallway, up the stairs, and out through the exit. I kept looking behind me to see if she followed me out or not. I have never done such a thing before my life! I was so paranoid that I had even kept looking behind me while I was riding my bike home.

After I got home, I ran up the stairs to my bedroom without saying anything to my parents. I took the book out of my book bag, and slid it under the bed to hide it. I didn’t say anything to anyone about the book. In fact it took me a whole week to read it, needing to even bring back the other books that I had checked out legitimately, before I was even finished reading the book that I had stolen. When I took the other books back, the vibe was so weird. I swear she knew that I had taken that book. I mean she had to! Who else would’ve been so interested in a book like that, that they would steal it? And she was pretty on point about being organized, that woman like that would not misplace something easily. I thought awful. I couldn’t even look her in the eyes. She never said a word about it though. But it did appear that our friendship was a little changed. After reading the book I did take it back. Again… I waited for another opportune moment to where she was busy with some thing and I slid it behind the same bookshelf that I had taken it from by the door. To make it look as if it had fallen there, I left it hanging out a little bit at the corner, so if she were to look down, she would see it. I did that first, and then went about my business looking for the other books that I wanted for that week in particular.

Later on, when I return back to the library I had seen that she had put the book back on the reference rack. Our friendship return back to its normal state as I think maybe she thought I was never going to return the book at all and I had stolen it for good. I could say that I just borrowed the book, but I know that What I had done was considered stealing. It didn’t matter whether I had only just taken the book for a week or so. I had taken it without her permission and I had done so being very sneaky. I didn’t even know I had that ability to behave in such a manner. I was burdened with guilt for such a very long time. Years later before I moved out of that neighborhood and before the library itself closed down, I did go over to her and apologize. She didn’t say whether she knew if I had taken it or not, but she did give me a hug and told me that she would never forget me as I had been her only company for a very long time, while I had been growing up throughout the years.

The library had officially closed down by the time that I was 18 years old. I had my first child and was quite disappointed that I would not be able to maintain the same childhood routine of taking her to the library. I had wanted to take her just as I had gone although my mother herself had never really taken an active role in going to the library with me. It was something that I wanted to do special with my own children. But that’s life. I still apologize every single day in my prayers even to this day, for having stolen that book. It was the one and only thing that I had ever stolen anything, and I promise you…, I felt so awful about it that it’s not something I would ever do again.

The beauty of reading

Back to the main idea of this article, reading is a beautiful thing. There are many people in this world that can’t read it all. We need to fix that. If you have any spare time and can offer to mentor anyone whether adult or a child who is illiterate, please do it. Give them the gift of learning. Reading from a book is magical thing. It was a real special event being able to go to the library. I even had my very own little special outfit that I wore on library day too. Yes, I know I’m extra! But I loved sitting there looking through all the different selections and just going for whatever I was in the mood for. I actually know a young woman who is intending on becoming an author. I read her blog often. Her name is Ena Whiteraven. I encourage her in her pursuits of becoming an author because I know that with having taught her so much myself, and her also having learned a lot on her own, that she will bless many people with her literary skills. Please check her blog out sometime.

The gift of reading from a book is special. Think about all of the trees that got cut down for those pages? There are words that imprint upon the mind and the subconscious mind, that will last you an entire lifetime. It makes you more of an eloquent speaker, and provides you with a great deal of imagination, as well as legitimate knowledge in things. If you read especially close to bedtime, whatever you take in, will be stored into the subconscious mind Morceau especially at the time, that you will be able to just some hell bring up the information randomly at times. It’s a wonderful thing to be able to have great conversation with others and suddenly have knowledge I got a topic that you thought you had forgotten about. Plus, your eyes can stay in good condition! But that’s not just the idea of it. How many people are confined to this brand new way called the indoor generation. I talked about this in my predictions as well as in my video on YouTube, but back then, no one really wanted to listen. But now they see that I wasn’t lying about anything. Hopefully, now people will listen to many more things that I provide in terms of predictions and insight. But the human race is quite stubborn. The main idea of it is, that was the indoor generation, getting to travel on over to the library for a weekly or monthly outing, helps you to get out of the house and to keep a fresh clear mind. Being cooped up in the house too, much can keep you on a repetitive cycle and make life much like purgatory.

For parents, it’s actually a very nice outing to schedule some time in during the week, to go for some tea, hot chocolate or a latte at the library. You can sit with your children at the children section, and read a book. A lot of them actually have puppets that you can act out the scenes of the story. What’s even cooler is that other children there may join in and the social interaction of it could create new contacts or friends for you both. The mothers of those children could end up establishing a before with you to where you can call and schedule play dates. Of course you want to stay 6 feet apart for social distancing at the library, but it still opens of doorways to new possibilities to make life a little bit more enjoyable. The vivid illustrations on the books also are very good for children because color Color activates different parts of the brain that enhance intelligence, and motor skills. Plus introduces them to art. Not only does it do this for your children but for you as well as an adult. Going to the library and looking up different subjects really helps you to expand your consciousness. Life itself is the spiritual journey. It’s not just about yoga, crystals and such. It’s a life experience in the lessons that you learn from it.

So you see, books and reading aren’t such an old school activity. It’s still just as fun and the filling as it was years ago. Try to get out and head to the library once in a while. If you’re a parent come and take your children. You’ll see how much they love spending time with you. Even if you have to drag them out and willingly at first!

Even though I once stole a book and committed like a major serious crime here, I have to say that I learned a wonderful lesson. The lesson that I learned was that, number one, borrowing without someone’s knowledge definitely doesn’t equal out to borrowing. It’s definitely more in the category of swiping some thing. I also learned that just because you want something bad enough, doesn’t mean that it’s right to do it, if it steps over someone else’s boundaries. I’m really glad the librarian forgave me. Had it not been due to the friendship and occasional tutoring of my friendly librarian, I probably would’ve been sitting at that library alone. Don’t forget that you too, can make friends with those that work at public places. Don’t allow the world just shut down. Having a kind and friendly conversation can open anyone up during these very difficult times. And if they don’t want to, then phooey on them! Some people just want to be left alone. If they’re rude about it, don’t let it eat away at you. Just needed something nice. Or tried to at least. and that’s enough to stay with you all day long.

God bless you all! Parents get out there and get your children reading! And for everyone else, inspire anyone that you can, and keep on reading yourself.