Into Thanksgiving- truly giving thanks

Gratitude #1. I’m thankful for this little girl who brings me the innocence and purity that matches my own soul, which I have craved to find and see in this world.

Samhain 2019 is over but it’s still the angelic end of the year. The dead zone according to heaven begins officially December 21st. It’s still harvest time for now, and the festivities from September 21st up until November 1st now come to an end to prepare for one more feast day of the end of the year celebration. In traditions here, Thanksgiving was created to honor the discovery of the new world and their ability to build and sustain a life there. They ate what they grew to say thank you to Earth, the workers and the Indians who taught them how to work a new land. However, angelically we have one last feast of the end of year in November 21st to say thanks not just for our necessities but for many other things too. Showing appreciation is more than saying it! Actions speak louder than words do they not?

It’s a time to give! Even though a portion of my profits go to charity throughout the year, giving never stops from this heart within me here! Life in who and what I am, is all about giving. But giving comes in many forms, and in it… yes there is also a need for thanks. So this time of year is just as special because while I give daily, I have the chance to show gratitude for what I myself have received. As we move towards Thanksgiving tine now, I want to say that firstly I am sorry on behalf of the humans who murdered their allies the Indians for their land. Humankind is like that aren’t they? People that you love and help in your life, are usually the ones to hurt you most no matter the good you have done for them, it’s more true than not. Heaven says to love anyway and even in hurt, each person has touched your life for some reason to be thankful for.

Let’s use Thanksgiving not as tradition has it, but instead change things up a bit! From now until the 21st, activities will be posted in the FB group Truthian Circle… to inspire gratitude. The Dead zone approaches and many will feel its shift, leading into hibernation of sorts and a melancholic undertone. It doesn’t have to feel that way though. We have to find joy if it’s not going to come to us anymore as the worlds condition gets harsher. We started with the Autumn Harvest Celebration days of our end of the year festivities called Grianstad in ancient Ireland, now let’s celebrate the blessings themselves and lift the mood of darkened winter months ahead before they get here.

Check Truthian Circle, or my Facebook profile for more on this upcoming day of gratitude! Life can be fun, magical, and is what we make it! Get ready for for fun and inspiration!


In the land of my ancient ancestors, all of the holidays were different and actually responsible for inspiring many of the holidays that are celebrated today. The 4th of July, as everyone knows marks “Independence Day”. The history of the celebration is that America wanted to be liberated from England who at that time still power and authority over this country. Ever since America became an independent country, Americans have celebrated on July 4th to remember. But July 4th is not Independence Day to me, nor was it to the people of the old way, in Ireland.

It actually marks the day if the Midsummer Festival. They have different dates for that all over the world, but July and August are the hottest times of the year, making it Summer around those months. July 4th through the 27th, Midsummer. It’s a time to celebrate crops that will be abundant at harvest time, marriages, and the Solstice but a bit later. It’s a time where we celebrate magic and the changes of Earth and energy due the shift in the season.

So, if you like the fireworks and want a more whimsical reason to celebrate rather than feasting over warfare then this is the reason to go with, Midsummer. For me, I grill some fish for my meat eating guests and delicious vegetarian recipes for myself and my family. We have a bonfire offering herbs up as gifts to the Gods and during nightfall we still see the fireworks. In light of the war, I pray for the soldiers who fought in it and even for soldiers today who are in a dangerous position too. We make it a summertime Valentine’s Day.

Enjoy the celebration!

Father Time makes a visit

In 11 days at 4:44 we will be paid a visit by old Father Time. That’s right! Saturn will appear brightest and closest to our planet in a line up. This has great spiritual significance.

Actually it’s called the opposition. When Saturn is almost directly opposite the Sun in the sky it looks like its closest but it’s an illusion. Since the Sun reaches the furthest below the horizon at midnight, the opposite point will be the highest in the sky, at the same exact time. That’s when Saturn passes by that, making it also appear to be brightest in the sky. It also comes a bit closer to our planet. This happens because when Saturn lies opposite like that… the Sun in the sky, and our solar system are lined up so that the three seem single file. That’s right, Saturn, the Earth and the Sun too, all form a perfect line with the Earth in the middle. This happens on the same side of the Sun as Saturn. This is spiritually important because Time will be sped up even more than usual! It also appears as “wormwood” a sign of the times. You will want to see my new article on for the information on that, because it gets deep. I’m always following the signs of the times. For those under the zodiac of Capricorn which Saturn rules, get ready for good luck, opportunity, and needing to balance with all of the energy from this portal! The time of the event starts at 21:27 ending at 4:44! 21+27=48, 4+8= 12. Not only that, 4+4+4=12 as well! 12+12=24, and 4+2=6. 6 is the number of points on the star tetrahedron which symbolizes Saturn! What’s more is that it rises 9 degrees above the southeastern horizon and when we add 6+6+6, which is the number of the perfect triangle in the center representing the all seeing eye… it equals 18 in which 8+1=9. Imagine that! It shows that we have significance surrounding 6 and 9! 9 means unity of the both sides. With duality being momentarily held still, it opens a true portal. Remember the nine gates? This is it. Something will come through as a huge vibration that is actually a consciousness, a soul. But bigger than you can imagine. Recall my predictions on dark consciousness? Well this is bigger! And it’ll add to the changes in the world and society. The material world will find much infiltration. I said we may be in Aquarius but the consciousness for the Age of Capricorn is also slowly being introduced. If you don’t understand refer to my courses at

So prepare as time changes yet again, and not just time literally but time as in the ways of the world that we are in too. Saturn is the great architect of the world and a new world is what we is being built! Keep your eyes on the 2020 elections too! We may have a strange candidate who has a ton of support who may contribute to major changes in sexuality in the world later as well. Lots of hidden stuff going on there! Get your magic going! Saturns line up is the best time ever!

Summer Updates June 2019

For those of you who follow me closely, it is very important to post these new updates so that everybody can know what is going on.

Restricted Courses?

Personally, many of you enrolled in the new courses, “Absolution” and “Awareness” courses. “Awareness” is a course for keeping up with your spiritual awakening and using what you know in the world around you. “Absolution” is a course going to the next level with forbidden knowledge. However, it has been a while since I have posted a new lesson in either one of those courses because the online classroom was not allowing me to upload anything at all. Every single time that I had tried, the website booted me off with an error message. It was strange because users enrolled in the courses were able to still access the website in order to log on. I could not understand why that could had been happening. I did my research to resolve the issue. I called teachable who had informed me that a former user had reported my link, several times! How malicious! I was told that my school was reported as “abusive” content. Reviewing my content while still on the phone with me, the operator had said that there were no restrictions as to what kind of content that I had been uploading, and that my courses would be allowed to remain on their platform. My classroom has been reinstated to me, and now I am able to continue with the courses as was scheduled. I apologize for the delay, and I am more than grateful to all of you who were patient with me throughout the last month and a half. Sheesh.

What the heck is “fringe”?

Now let’s talk about YouTube. It’s amazing to me that any of these social media platform have the right to take away the freedom of speech. I can understand should anybody post anything obscene, racist, terrorizing, pornographic, violent or hateful. But to restrict content because it is simply “different”, well that is violating my constitutional rights. YouTube has developed an algorithm rhythm that for many different religions, political, and spiritual channels, an alternative algorithm makes it to where their content is not visible to the mainstream. I had been aware of my channel’s censorship issue for a very long time, but I just did not know how, or why. Doing some research on this subject as well, I was relieved to have found answers. Now, I just have to work on a solution. I had heard of channel ghosting but I really did not understand the meaning of that. Recently, I had been watching another channel that was researching the lives of children with disabilities or birth defects. I am a huge advocate for helping children and animals myself. I often donate and promote St. Jude’s Children Hospital for Cancer Research. I want to help all that I can, and was looking for others who are trying to make a difference too. I came across “Special Books, By Special Kids”. The guy on that channel is a kind and loving man who is just trying to spread the awareness of disability, and that those people deserve acceptance and love in society too. His mission is to destroy the stereotypes and judgement towards those who are born different. I think it’s fantastic. People can be cruel. Kids who for example are blind, handicapped, challenged, or born with a cleft lip are made fun of, ridiculed and outcast by their peers. His channel touched my heart. What is wrong with his content? Are we not trying to make the world a better place? Or is that a lie? Nevertheless, he explained that his channel was losing views and discovered that he had been put on an alternative algorithm. I had never heard of the term “alternative” algorithm before. I did my own research on my own channel, and I found that something similar had happened to my channel. Actually, it was explained a little bit differently as to what had happened with my videos. I was told that my channel was placed on an algorithm classified as “far right” content… or fringe content. What the heck is that?

Well, it is content that is looked at as being radical or extreme because it provokes different ideas than mainstream society. Wasn’t the New Age prompted by mainstream at one time anyway? Yes! Some of it still is, of what they want out there anyhow. This just goes to show that I was right the entire time when I told everyone that the new age was for an agenda to introduce some new ideas, but to promote those things so much that it became a trend that later dies away. If people tire of something, it fades and new trends enter mainstream. There is more going on beneath the surface to promote an indoor, emotionless, self focused society. Good deeds, spiritual enlightenment, and love awareness is not an “it” thing anymore these days. Now, people are shut down and closed off while violence, disasters, and depression are taking over. They are shutting down people who publicly chose to a make a difference instead. I know that I’m teaching a different path of spirituality but to place me to the far right map of YouTube making it impossible for anyone to find me, is wrong. If my content did well in views on mainstream, then why not leave my channel alone? Because they must not had wanted me to make it to mainstream. It’s still violating my rights, and I have to do something.

Many people are exploring the Universe, Awakening, and the spiritual world. I want my voice to reach them. I’ll be contacting YouTube and making adjustments to my channel but I’ll be making a new channel too! All videos will be uploaded on my old and new channels as well as on my website too. My website has a platform for videos to broadcast. If you make videos on Spiritual content and are tired of being restricted, contact me. I would love to post your videos for others to find.

Social Media

Google+ has gone away. I used to like how a video from Youtube would automatically post on G+ for others to find. But it slowly decreased in its use. Facebook became the next platform, but let’s be honest here… we all have always felt that there was something wrong with FB. Then, it got boring and also restricted. My groups had idle members in it, only a few members post in groups created by others, and it seemed to make it easy for stalkers to reach you as well as social catfish. Now we have Instagram that is at the top for being most popular. I still have my Facebook. It’ll always be active, and I will post there too. But when it comes to activities, events, and my personal/ professional life… my own website and IG will be the main platforms that I use. Facebook seems judgey and limiting. I just don’t like the outcasting that goes on, in the FB communities.

If you, I also have a membership on my website too. We have some adjustments to make but it’ll be a great platform for interacting soon. There’s even an app.

New content

What would like to see? Anything! Magic, life experience, love, prophecy… you tell me! I’ll be sure to post about it. I’ll also be expanding on older subjects that we never went deeper into. No more conspiracy theories though ok? Not for awhile… write to us at

Health Benefits of Colon Cleansing

I know that this may sound just a tad bit disgusting, but I wanted to post this article because I don’t think a lot of people are educated as greatly as they could be, on the topic of colon cleansing and the benefits. Let me start with the story.

At 27 years old, I worked at an addictions clinic where they distributed a medication for addiction maintenance, called methadone. During that time, because New Jersey has a drug epidemic many of the people that I had grown up with,Ended up on drugs. Nevertheless there had been a girl that I had gone to school with. I had seen her there quite a few times but have not spoken to her as of yet. Eventually I went to go have lunch on my break and she had approached me. She was completely intoxicated and under the influence to where I can barely understand anything that she was saying. But I know you said her stomach was a really bloated. I surely thought that she was pregnant. But that was far from the truth. I didn’t wanna be rude and ask her just in case, but I did hint around a little bit and say that I was curious as to how her first son was doing and if she was planning any more children. She had revealed to me that she had had her tubes tied. Then she looked down and kind of put two into together when she noticed that I had been glancing down at her protruding stomach. She told me that she was not expecting in that it was actually caused by an issue in her colon.

It really looked as if she had been six months to seven months pregnant. And issue in the colon? That really concerned me. So I put my hand on her stomach and channeled a little bit. I told her that she needed to go to the hospital soon, because I thought that she would collapse. She did not listen and sure enough, the next day she fainted on the side of the road. It was a huge commotion due it having happened in front of a few dozen people. When she returned a few weeks later, she had told me that she had been impacted within and that she had to have her waste surgically taken care of. That made me start thinking about Colon health.

The human colon is the large intestine and is a part of the final stages of digestion. It is a large tube that escorts waste from the body. The function of the large intestine is to get rid of food left over after the nutrients are removed from it, bacteria and other waste. There are many diseases that are associated with the colon. Colon cancer is one of the most common causes of cancer-associated deaths. overall health and wellness, and may even reduce your risks for colon cancer. As the colon is cleansed, it pushes waste through your system, clearing the way for good nutrient absorption. A clean colon from a colon detox allows waste to pass easily. Constipation, especially when it’s chronic causes a sluggish digestive response, which in turn leaves waste in the system longer. This increases the likelihood of certain conditions and irritations, such as hemorrhoids and varicose veins.

Releasing the toxins from your body is rejuvenating because it refocuses the energy usually used for forcing waste through your intestines to other parts of your body. People who have undergone colon detoxification say they have better blood circulation, more restful sleep, and a boost in energy. A colon that’s been cleansed allows only water, vitamins and nutrients to be absorbed into the bloodstream, creating an unobstructed path for essential nutrients to filter into your body. Poor diet and ineffective vitamin absorption can cause you to become distracted and lose your concentration. The buildup of mucous and toxins in your colon can keep your body from getting what it needs to function, even if you eat a consistently healthy diet. Cleansing the colon with a detox diet can be the difference between feeling alert and not being able to focus. This has far-reaching ramifications for work, your relationships, and your overall health.

Foods lacking in fiber move through the digestive tract at one-quarter the pace of high-fiber choices. This slow-moving food produces excess mucous that literally sticks to the intestinal walls, weighing the intestinal tract down with pounds of decaying fecal matter. Colon cleansing has the potential to aid weight loss; some people claim to have lost up to 20 pounds over the course of a month. The average human colon weighs about four pounds empty and can hold up to eight meals’ worth of food before digestion finally occurs. A colon cleansing can result in significant weight loss and kick-start your metabolism, as well as refocus your attention on better food choices and whole-body wellness.

All the toxins that you eat, drink, breathe, and absorb through your skin end up processed by your gastrointestinal system, kidneys, and liver. If they’re not forced from your organs as quickly as possible, they can wreak havoc on your body’s systems. By releasing stagnant body waste, you reduce the causes and the risk of polyps, cysts and cancerous growths in your colon and gastrointestinal tract. Colon cleansing, as well as increased fiber intake and healthy food choices, improves regularity and helps keep your weight under control. Fat is estrogen-based, and if too much is present, becoming pregnant becomes more difficult. A colon that is weighed down by years of buildup can also press on the uterus and surrounding reproductive organs in women, causing strain. Colon cleansing rids the body of many chemicals and toxins that affect the egg and sperm. Many naturopaths recommend that both partners undergo colon cleansing before attempting pregnancy.

Foods that cause colon blockages are acid-forming particularly high-protein diets without enough fiber. This leads to general malaise in the body. The colon’s tissue eventually becomes inflamed, reducing its ability to do its job, which is to allow only water, minerals and vitamins to pass into the bloodstream. If yeasts, molds, fungus, bacteria, parasites or fecal material enter the bloodstream and connected tissue, the body’s pH will be thrown out of balance. Ridding the colon of waste and toxins by releasing layers of colon buildup can lead to feelings of lightness, increased energy, and overall good health.

So you see? Colon cleansing is necessary and helpful. I complete 7 day water fasts which clear the colon naturally. It’s helps you to have energy and remain youthful as a heavy full colon will add sluggishness and fatigue. End it will add more health issues later on as it did to me the girl that I had grown up with. After she had had her colon cleanse out by the doctor surgically, she literally lost almost 25 pounds and was a whole different person, vibrant with energy and off. Ever since then I have stayed consistent with keeping my colon healthy and clear as you should as well.

Capricorn OBE

It has been a very long time since I have actually slept. I usually settle down around 4 o’clock in the morning. I will ask for all of the “needs” from the prayer list of incoming requests for my website. Afterwards, since I do most trance work for others most of the day, I use the later hours to do a meditation for myself. I do like to touch base with the heavens for myself too. I want to make sure that I am doing everything the right way.

I traveled to many places in my spiritual journey. I have seen many worlds and spiritual realms. I have tried to document the ones that I have seen both, when I was in heaven and in my human life on Earth. Every journey has been profound. They each stand out to me very clearly. It is just as real to me on the other side of the spiritual veil, as it is here on the human side.

When I was a little girl there was a spirit at my house growing up. I know that it is still stuck there. I ponder sometimes too, if maybe a little part of myself had left some residual remnant floating around on the property. There were some pretty traumatic things that happened to me while growing up. It would definitely make sense that there would be a little part of me left over in that area.

When I go out of body, spirit looks so much like here. I will have to find doorways to get to other places beyond. I usually start in the space right inside of my own home. But there have been times that I had been taken back to my childhood home. I know that when my spirit body is pulled back there, that there is something very important that needs to be paid attention to.

One particular night, I went out of body. But something had happened, that I thought was another interesting. I don’t often share every single out of body experience that I have personally. However, I have to share information that I obtain while out of body for clients and their sessions. For this personal experience, I wanted to share. Because it stood out, I know that it had a a lot of meaning.

It’s really coincidental, because just the other night I was talking to my best friend on the telephone about the different #astrologicalages. I had mentioned how propaganda is always released. Little by little. even in the age just prior to the next one. The conversation included some information about Capricorn, and why we have so much symbolism surrounding horns, goats and Saturn. Last night, I had stepped outside of my body, floating around in the space just beyond this one. It looked so much like here. Only, it was not physical. Suddenly, with one with swift movement I had traveled 12 miles away. I was at my old home.

The everything in the environment started to morph into a scene. I was well aware. I went along with it. I knew that I was in the middle of a “moving message”. It is always like jumping into a movie. You know that you don’t belong there, but you just go along with it anyway. I was on the porch. There was a storm coming in the sky. I felt funny in my arms, and the hairs on my arms were standing up. I could tell that lightening was getting ready to come crashing down. I looked to the house. I could see that my two children were inside, looking out of the screen door of the porch. The ghostly clones of my two children were watching me. I told them to hurry and get to safety, because I was going to struck by lightning. I went back up onto the porch for safety myself. I stood on the rubber doormat to protect myself from the lightening’s attack, but I still felt the oncoming strike. Then, a cell phone rang. I saw that it was “my phone” for this vision. I went to answer it. It had been my newest child’s father. He had called to tell me that he did not want to ever speak to me again. Considering him in real time, that would never happen. Nonetheless, I still felt very sad by this new declaration. I asked him “why”? I had told him that I was very devastated to hear that. We then hung up, hitting the “end call” button as the storm outside seemed to make time stand still. I called him back moments later to tell him that I couldn’t bear for him to walk away. I pleaded with him; “please don’t do this”?! In this reality here in the world of humans, that scenario would take place. We barely see one another anyhow.

Shortly after, I ended up on the back steps to the back door of my old house. The first part of the scene had happened out front of the house, facing Northwest. The storm came from Northwest heading North. By the latter part of the OBE, I was in the back of the home facing the south. The storm had seemed to clear up. All throughout the experience, it had just been my daughter Amber and myself . At the end, we were on the back steps sitting down, and talking. I do not remember much of the discussion. I began floating up into the air, coming back down to the steps every now and then to speak with Amber. All of a sudden, my baby’s father appeared sitting with Amber. I stood between the two of them, one step higher. They seemed to be having some friendly discussion. I saw that she was showing him something on social media, on her phone. I kept looking at the two of them and suddenly just felt like I needed to let go of life.

I looked up at the sky and as I floated, I saw a constellation above me. I did not look back. High and bright above me, was the consolation of Capricorn. My own zodiac. It was larger than any other constellation. It was positioned southeast, facing northwest. Strangely, the constellation was upside down. The constellation was not positioned in the sky as it usually is. I just remember saying to myself, “This is where we need to be”.

Then it was over. The OBE ended. I had been sitting up the entire time, eyes rolled to the back of my head, still holding my water bottle. It always happens this way. Quick, in the middle of something that I am doing. I was quite cold and trying to reconnect my energy to the natural electrical source of my body within. My daughter Amber had been sitting on the floor while it was happening. She is used to these occupancies. I began to tell her the details of the experience, even before I was fully all there LOL.

It was pretty significant in my eyes. I could still feel the after affects of the OBE, even as I sat there an hour later thinking about it. It was the first time that I had ever seen Capricorn in the sky, in an OBE. Usually, I’m looking at all different types of scenery and landscaping that aligns with each realm. The stars match the reality of each place that I go to. For Capricorn to make its appearance, holds great significance. I know what it all means.

I just had thought to share!

Would you like to try to interpret? To test your knowledge? Email me, with your thoughts!

Attraction, in this industry

I have been struggling with something for quite a long while. However, I did not think to mention it for popular opinion, until I had seen one of my gorgeous friends speaking about it on her Instagram page. She is really beautiful, so it only makes sense that it was happening to her too. What am I talking about? Attraction, in this industry. And not that kind of attraction as in the “law of attraction and manifestation”. This is in regards to advances sexually and romantically.

So while my friend “E” (didn’t know if I could mention her here) is extremely pretty, girls like her and myself are trying to succeed and do something great with our lives. For single women it’s fine if they end up meeting somebody through their work. However, they should keep it strictly Professional. I have usually never stepped outside of my professional guidelines except when I had met a soulmate of mine back in 2017. It happens. You meet someone, and you connect with who you connect with. But there are male individuals out there that send the untimely penis picture, and some who don’t even regard your profession, treating you like some kind of spiritual “call girl”. I know that when a person is provided with love and nurturing, time and attention, as well as a personal friendship, it can grow and lead into many things. I have had clients that found me attractive, and I am not shy to say that some of them were very nice looking and great company. But there are boundaries in this particular line of work. I always made it a rule to not date your clients unless it had some spiritual divine exception. Other girls may do as they please. I do not object to whatever they choose to do with their life.

But how many girls are using the spiritual platform to promote themselves for this type of attention underneath of the surface? And how much is that misleading others, to think that we are all that way? Like I said, there’s nothing wrong with meeting someone. And for beautiful women there’s nothing wrong with a little attention as well. But I still think they should be kept respectful.

If you are interested in your spiritual guru, don’t send them a picture of “Bird Big” or “Mr. Snuffleupagus” please. I don’t know why men think that ladies like that anyway. Women aren’t going to be turned on by a picture of it. Women like to be seduced, treated like a queen. Especially, spiritual women. We have a gift and a power that we should be respected for. If you have underlying feelings or an attraction for your spiritual leader, then you should sit down and talk to them about it to find out how they feel in return, and how to balance the situation. But remember, respect is always 100% needed.

This all brings me to my next topic of concern. Some of those spiritual leaders may have a significant other already. Obviously, many of us are going to have to talk to people of both genders. That includes life coaching with males and females at times. How do you feel about a female spiritual teacher spending time on the phone with a male client? Do you feel that this should be allowed as long as it is kept on a professional level? Or should that client be excluded from gaining help simply because or their gender or because they may have some kind of underlying attraction to their teacher?

In my professional opinion, anyone should be allowed to seek help. Regardless of the gender of the teacher or student. If there is an attraction to one or the other, it should not be a factor used to discriminate. What matters is that there is honesty and everyone go about things in a respectful way. Well hey, if that spiritual teacher is a swinger, that’s their choice. I personally don’t engage in interactions like that. And if two people find love through their work, kudos for them too. Either males or females shouldn’t give negative attention. Just as much, people looking for fun have to understand that this is not the porn industry. Spouses have to understand that it’s co-ed and seekers need to know the laws of sexual harassment.🙏🏻😊😉

Miracles Happen

Two of the best things that happened to me going into this year! #prayers do get answered and #miracles occur! Did anyone know that I really could not have children? As an angel I never had the same monthly cycle as other women. The only time that I ever had it, was around the times that I knew I was meant to have my children, at each of those times in my life., But that happened the last time, almost 12 1/2 years ago.

In addition to that, being our age negative, I have extreme anemia and weak bones. Out of all of the bones in your body, teeth are probably the most due to their structure. I have healed myself many times of my autoimmune problem. But before I was able to completely do so, I had been carrying a box downstairs for a charity. I had foreseen the vision that I might fall, being caused by my cat who would run up the stairs on the left-hand side. However, even after moving to avoid the situation… my cat came up on the other side instead.Resulting in my having tripped anyway. Upon landing, I broke a couple of my teeth hitting my face on the stairs. Is not uncommon that when some of your teeth break, it leads to having problems with your other teeth. It was not a pleasant thing to live with. People are very judgmental and cruel. I didn’t really care what anybody thought about me anyway but to be honest with you, I wanted to feel better about myself, for myself. I missed being able to see myself smile. At times I just didn’t recognize the person in the mirror. When I was younger people made fun of me for my smile because I had a very big smile. I learned to hide it very easily as a child. I would cover my mouth with my hands when I would laugh or smile. Or I would try not to smile or laugh a lot at all. After my teeth broke though, I had a really wished that I had appreciated my smile instead of allowing other people to put me down because of their ignorance. I prayed and prayed for the heavens to help me. I was always so kind and humble that I would never make fun of another living human being for any reason, not even extreme. Being here sometimes, I still cannot understand why human beings are so cruel to one another. But I did pray. And I prayed a lot. Over the course of 2016 and into 2017, I asked the heavens please grant that wish for me. I had done so many things for other people. I had given so much of my spiritual energy, for my own soul… To heal others. I just need a little help for myself this time.

Going back to the pregnancies, I really wanted another child for a very long time. I tried to adopt but got turned down. The adoption agency did not like the fact that I was a single lady trying to adopt a child without a husband and already having two children of my own. Are used to visit the boy that I wanted to adopt every day. He was a little Spanish boy about eight years old and living in a wheelchair. I thought how much fun he would have with me. I am very goofy and very silly. A lot of people love my personality. Even though I’m very intelligent and very strict in my teaching spiritually, I am really just like a big innocent kid. I thought he would live the rest of his life in that wheelchair and nobody would want to take him, due to the financial responsibility. I first saw him growing up in the orphanage, and then being put in a home for disability, at the age of 18. What a sad and lonely life. I begged the adoption agency to please allow it, pleading my heart out for those reasons for him, not myself. But they still would not budge. I had really wanted to have my own baby, but I would do anything for anybody else to have a better home.

Plus, how would I have a baby without a spouse anyway? I was now void of my feminine monthly course permanently, not having had one for over a decade by that time that I tried to adopt. And that was in 2016. But I prayed to God that I could have my own baby since they had turned me down so many times for adoption. I asked the Lord to send me my spiritual daughter, that I could spend my life with and train her in order for her to become an Oracle in my place once I am gone from this earth. I prayed and prayed for that too. Well heavenly father heard me. And for both things too.

In the year 2018 into this year, all of my prayers were answered. I finally got a chance to be a mother again. It was truly a miracle because the doctors had told me that the baby probably would not make it. I just ate weeks he had told me that the baby was still only four weeks in size and that most women missed carried by that time. They told me that I would not be able to produce enough ornaments for the baby to actually grow and make it. But yet here he is. Towards the end of the year, I had a wonderful friend come through who had given me enough money to go with money I had already had from two other friends who had helped me how much you are so sick my dental issues. I finally De program that code out of my body so I don’t have to break any more bones. But yes I thought of both of my prayers having been answered, really brings me to tears. There’s nothing like being a man and raising a child up in this world to be a better person. And to also be able to smile now as I watch her grow. Those are truly beautiful things. I hope that this article inspired me to believe that prayers can get answered and miracles can happen.

Also, I was told that I couldn’t have my dental work done right away. In fact, after extractions they tell you that you have to wait from six months up to year in order to get implants. I was very disappointed. I asked the women, if they could extract me on Monday, and it were healed by Friday, would they do it? She laughed at me and told me that it would be impossible. But she did say, that if I were in fact healed in a week… which she doubt it, then yes she would do the procedure. You have no idea LOL

I spent my entire week healing myself in order to get that done. And sure enough it worked. I walked into the office Monday for extractions, and had the implant procedure done on Friday. All of the women in the office including the dentist, were amazed. They all kept talking about it and even came in to actually check my mouth quite a few times just to make sure that what they were seeing was true. So I had that procedure fulfilled because of a miracle. The miracle of healing.

The heavens award the good! Now I only wish for everyone to be happy, for a new place to live for me and my kids to live, support on sharing my content, true love, and for that spiritual place to get built.

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Beauty Masks- Self or Mommy & Me

Natural Avocado Face Mask Ft Amber

I am really happy to be a mother again. I know some people would say that I am older and that I probably should have been done having children. But hey, what can I say? I have a lot of love to give and out there in the world the way that it is? It’s hard to find people that will really love you. So I always say, make your own family. Let that family consist of people that you love, people that you connect with on a deep level, and friends of all kinds that are loyal and constant. Family doesn’t just have to be blood relation. And since, most of the families these days don’t get along anyway, it’s kind of hard to make this kind of deep connections with your blood relations anymore anyway. Having my new daughter in my life has been a true joy. I get to share with her my teachings and help her to grow up to be the type of person that she should be, outside of social conditioning, stereotypes and archetypes.

Heard of being a spiritual teacher and also a parent, setting a good example for others. My daughter Amber had just recently started a 30 day no make up challenge. There are only a few of us partaking in the challenge. But it is still something really good for others who do come across it, to participate in. Or, to at least make themselves feel better in knowing that they don’t always have to put on a costume every day. It helps others to know, that they can love themselves just the way they are.

It also helps in spiritual parenting because it teaches your child that they can feel good about themselves naturally, as well as with cosmetics too. I am always trying to set a good example in diet and hygiene well. Even though my baby is small, she still likes to feel included. This gives me a wonderful opportunity to introduce good health and beauty processes. Right now we are learning yoga baby style, in addition to also taking care of our skin. It really makes her feel special. If you include your children and your activities to, they will also grow up feeling good about themselves. Since we have busy schedules as parents, even just a few minutes of including them in something, can mean all the world.

Beauty night! Adree kept making my mask slide over lol. It was a good laugh considering I look more like I had come out of a horror movie LOL

Here we are with our masks on. The other night Adree had the 14 karat gold facial mask while I used a hydrogel mask. We spend 1 hour each night with our beauty regime. We have a tight schedule with my having to work from 5:00 pm until 1:00 am 5 days a week. You also have to micromanage and squeeze other tasks for my job and, throughout my day with the baby including time for trance work and meditation. It is not easy but I get it done. With 6 hours (adding trance in between) of solely mommy and me time, I can certainly do a lot of things with her. Education, exercise, exploring and adventure, as well as our beauty routines. Here are a few snapshots of me and Adriel with our masks. I’ve also included snapshots of the masks them selves. We also do an eye mask twice a week, the one I’m using was a gift from my friend Bella. (Thank you, we love you!)

This eye mask was great. After working overnight it added moisture to my eyes making me feel refreshed.

Try them. They’re pretty cheap, and fun as an activity for you alone or you and “the girls” in your life. Doing this also helps promote feelings of confidence and self-esteem. There’s nothing like having a facial mask and really feeling important.

The gold tones, tightens and adds a vibrant glow to your skin. I have used it myself.
Hydrogel masks are scary looking and they are very itchy. My skin often feels a lot better after an hour of use rather than right after taking it off.