Minneapolis Shooting: My Heart Dies A Little More Each Day

Divine love & Heavenly Blessings! Wow what a week? it’s bad enough that my psychic visions are going off the radar with so many things happening around us in the world that I pick up one, that I’m also going through a little bit of a scary time in my own life personally. I think many people are. I hope that everyone knows that God is with them and that even if times seem bleak, he will never abandon them. However, on top of everything, the news has been buzzing with a lot of upsetting things. Just heard of a woman being shot in Minneapolis. Then I heard of Venezuela’s leader was seized, and ships also commandeered. There’s so much to talk about that I’ll leave for later. It pains my heart as a deeply spiritual being to here of these things though, because I only know what they will lead to, in the future. I’ll share these things with you soon. I planned on doing so on the eve of New Year’s. But I was going through some difficulties myself. I’m very thankful for all of the people that stood beside me. I’ll get the word out, I promise.

In this post, I want to reflect on Renee Nicole Good, and recent events. my heart dies a little more each day, but yet my spirit is filled with even more hope. As things happen throughout the world, it brings out who is who. Who are the people that really care, who are the people that follow propaganda, who are those that are a part of distorted idea ideologies? Who are the people that are reasonable and awake, fighting for what’s right? Who are those who are maybe not as awake but still trying to put as much truth as they can out there that they know? It’s a beautiful thing to see. Although, in the midst of all of that there is chaos. Eventually, many people will get tired of the chaos. The people that truly have heart will come out to stand strongly in their convictions, while fighting for what’s right. and it is true that there are all of those different types of people. Even if there are some who think that they’re standing up for what’s right, they may be going about it the wrong way or lacking information. I believe that’s occurring on both sides of the political spectrum today. Many people follow what they’re told, not going deeper. Just like with Renee Nicole Good’s, poetry and it’s title- I’m sure many people will not understand it unless they look beneath the surface. honestly, the title caught me off guard too, and some of the wording, but as I read it, I started to understand it more clearly. I’m always a great decoder of what’s beneath the surface of things, and so I eventually understood what she was trying to say a few layers deep.

Renee Nicole Good, ICE Raids, Minneapolis shooting of mother.
Rest In Peace.

With that, I extend my deepest sympathies to Mayor Jacob Frey of Minneapolis. Throughout his career, he has gotten through profoundly difficult moments with remarkable grace and compassion.

Minneapolis Mayor Jacob Frey
Mayor Jacob Frey

Just last August in 2025, a tragic shooting claimed the lives of two Catholic school children attending mass in the city. In that heartbreaking time, the mayor focused on ensuring children could return home safely, and on giving mothers and fathers the peace of mind that their little ones would be protected, a sentiment every parent shares. As a parent myself, I can’t imagine sending my children to school gripped by fear for their lives. Yet, on the flip side, children deserve the assurance that their mothers or fathers will be there for them too.

Tragically, recent actions by ICE have done the exact opposite, resulting in the death of a mother. And there have been more. even in the idea that many of these parents are being stripped away from their children in the immigration process, is quite upsetting. Although, they probably shouldn’t have come illegally, who could blame them for wanting a better and safer life for themselves and their children in a country that promises it? yet, our violent attack attacks or arrests really effective? Or does it just start tugging at the heart strings of humanity?

Again, I have to say that I have the greatest of respect for Mayor Jacob Fry in this situation too. It must be hard having to go to news outlets that are brandished as being illegitimate due to new propaganda, only to find any place to tell your side of the story. Although everybody has to do a little acting when they go before the camera, I could see genuine pain in his eyes. There’s concern. No fear to be himself. Yet, with that brashness, there is empathy. Empathy is something that I feel- a lot of people lack these days.

Many view justice as aligned with one side or the other today in the things happening in the world today, particularly…this incident.

Perhaps she believed she was defending her rights, standing firm for her convictions. If someone stood in front of her car and drew a gun, she might have felt justified in veering away to escape. Conversely, others argue that with an officer present, she should not have moved at all. There are countless perspectives, but only those who witnessed it firsthand can truly speak to what unfolded.

In today’s world, trust online is eroding rapidly, videos can be edited to favor any narrative. But this isn’t merely about one mother’s story or legal rights; it’s a sign that our society is hurtling toward an irreversible brink, as I’ve predicted in my www.alurasangels.com blog. I also expressed this recently in my video “Left Versus Right”.

The trauma and tragedy people are enduring today, will create a deep-seated distrust that may never fully heal. Still, I hold firm to the belief that good people exist, those willing to confront evil head-on for the sake of others.

I am profoundly grateful for the Mayor of Minneapolis, even from afar in New Jersey. I can only imagine the chaos if such events spread here, and sadly, I am sure that they will. This unrest is predicted to ripple from city to city, particularly in Democratic strongholds or areas with longstanding tensions involving the president. To be candid, I am not opposed to Donald Trump personally. I don’t oppose or hold hatred in anyone. I find him a fascinating figure in many ways. But there’s a vital distinction between offering genuine compliments where deserved and acknowledging the negatives too. We can’t be ignorant as people of God, and see only one side of anyone. Nor, any one side to life. I admire Trump’s boldness at moments in only that he has risen because of how witty he is, but his direct use of words without being too scholarly appeals to everyday normal people. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a political figure in this world like him. But that doesn’t mean that I support him. Nor would I ever support anything that condones hurting others. Of course, in the art of war, there will always be casualties. However, a great leader knows that there is always a better way. He creates division on purpose, holds power to himself, puppeteers those world around him. In one of my angel readings at Alura’s Angels, Metatron called him “the jester that wanted to be a king”. But when called a jester, it was only a metaphor for the persona that we knew Trump was putting on at the time. Like how he was in his 2016 run.

I knew far below the mask he was wearing, but this was someone much more. And here, we have “No Kings” protests. Would you look at that?

You have to see duality, to see the truth.

Much could be said on these fronts, but the true focus should be on how these events could spark a great awakening for humanity. I believe eventually for some, they’ll get tired of the negative changes being made. Something somewhere, will touch someone and that sparks change. Yet, many will become lost amid the turmoil too. We can admire certain qualities in people while piercing through to the real truths beneath the surface. Life may resemble a chess game, but it should never be waged at the cost of innocents simply trying to live their lives. Whether someone chose to observe or not, they did not engage in the protest itself, no one needed to be shot or killed.

This was a human being, a mother, a child now faces a future without her presence or support. It is utterly heartbreaking. Some, from a place of detachment, might claim it was her own fault, but who can say that without truly stepping into her shoes, even if they would never find themselves in that situation?

The tragic death of the woman in Minneapolis is a wake up call that she was not a pawn in a political game. She was a human being, with a life full of dreams, loved ones, and inherent dignity. Her loss transcends political party lines; it’s a wound to our shared humanity that should unsettle us all, whether Republican, Democrat, or anything in between. This isn’t about picking sides anymore; it’s about the raw essence of human nature, where division thrives only when we forget our goals as a people looking to live, just live. Yet, amid the chaos, an awakening is stirring. People are opening their eyes to the truth that unity isn’t optional; it’s our survival.

We must each play our role: spreading the message that this goes beyond politics into the realm of spirit, where we refuse to let anyone be painted in false colors. Tell the truth, even when it challenges your own side; expose the hypocrisies that fuel the fire on both ends. Together, we can create a better world, but let’s be clear. This is orchestrated political theater, driven by hidden agendas and powerful puppeteers who profit from our fractures. Rising against it may seem daunting, but the real power lies in restraint: don’t descend to their level with violence or venom. Let their ugliness expose itself while we stand firm in love, peace, and righteousness.

No force can withstand the unyielding light of proof, truth, and details when they’re laid bare. Both sides are complicit in tearing at the fabric of our democracy, stoking flames that threaten us all. It’s time to wake up: there is no “them” versus “us.” There is only “we the people,” bound by our humanity, capable of healing if we choose truth over trends.

My heart goes out to the many lives affected and lost on both sides of the civil war. There’s more to this tgat I’ll talk about on my show Beyond The Veil at my Channel Metamystics sometime this week.

May you all feel Gods love and cherish every moment with your loved ones.🙏🏻 Stand up for what you believe is right but go beyond the veil. I see so many people who are trying.

The Lord always told me, live the way that you want to be remembered. I’m sure that many will paint her in a darker light. But let’s remember her for her inner world, which displays the spirit. Here’s a clip of her poetry.

“that the bible and qur’an and bhagavad gita are sliding long hairs behind my ear like mom used to & exhaling from their mouths “make room for wonder” “— Renee Nicole Good

While her poetry is very deep (she won awards), and some may not understand, I truly got that she was expressing in it that she felt that she had learned so much more than just from one book that it changed the way that she went about Monday life and conforming to it. I just wanted to share that because there is so much more to life than what’s in the books. I hope that she’s remembered for being someone that was just on their path to trying to awaken spiritually, and a beloved mother and daughter. regardless of her beliefs, she was somebody’s loved one. Let’s send out our prayers?

Not only for her, but for the world too.

Tantra & The Bible: Courses & Intimate Information

Alura Cein, tantra, Illumination, bible decoding, spiritual truth, twin flames,

Good morning, everyone! Happy Saturday (June 28, 2025)!

Yet, another diary entry here at “Spiritually Awkward”!😁👍

I will also post this publicly on my official website too. Originally, I had intended to do a Vlog about this very quickly or to even simply type it in a post, but neither of those options would have given me enough time to say what I really want to say. I’m not sure how many people are truly really paying attention anymore, but this is my safe place online where I speak my heart and thoughts. Those who truly follow, will have read this and know what’s going on.

Regarding my last post, I am doing well. For those of you that may have viewed my Instagram or Facebook, I had a little accident. I fell and had a concussion, carrying a tray in from the kids little toddler, swimming pool, just the other day. I realized how beautiful that moment was (although on the surface it was upsetting and at first, painful), and I thought it was important to share my feelings about it. Especially… after I had gotten insights from the angel Jeremiel who consoled me later on, and spoke to me on how life tends to try to knock people down, but in actuality, it really does strengthen us instead. He’s right, it does, doesn’t it?

As you all know, I can obviously heal myself, and I’m OK. However, I’m not currently accepting messages because I’m busy working. Especially on the courses. There’s a lot of deep, heavy information involved, and I want to give it my full focus.

I also want to share that, over the past week or so, I added a new lesson to the Bible course, and there will be another one coming after this weekend. Many of you know I’ve spoken about this being a lifelong journey, so I hope you don’t mind taking things slowly. The information is very profound, and I want to ensure I’m explaining everything clearly. I don’t research, I don’t pre-plan, I actually channel the information. 

Afterwards, I put a lot of care into editing it with Grammarly to make sure it’s done properly and honorably before sharing it. Most of my courses are dedicated to the Lord because it’s His knowledge I’m sharing. I especially dedicate the “Bible Untold” course to Him because I know He’s the one who has taught me everything I know.

A New Testament 

This Bible course is essentially a new Bible, something inspired by my dear friend Bella, who once told me I should have my own Bible, one written by me. I’m not claiming to be some great God or prophet. I do have prophetic gifts, and I am an Oracle, but I am humble, and I only have ever called myself a mere messenger. Although at times I have referred to myself as a genie. But that’s OK too 🤣. In all, I really am just a humble mouthpiece, here to bring wisdom, miracles, and gifts to those that seek them and believe in them. That’s all. Therefore, I don’t really wanna call it a Bible, but we’ll just use that term for now metaphorically until I can find a better word to call it.

Nevertheless, I created one. The Bible course and another, will both come together to complete it. It’s not for sale or commercial use as of now. In fact, it’s not even done yet! I have another section to add, I’ll explain more in a moment.

The new “Bible” of sorts, will simply be for my people, and any later seekers. My daughter will someday publish it. The goal is for it to be a personal, sacred book, something to hold onto later, long after I’m gone from this earth (when the good Lord has it planned for me), so that when the website classes are no longer managed, everyone can still have a copy. 

Obviously, when I am no longer on this earth, nobody will be able to keep the websites up and running for me. 

In addition, the tantra course complements this work. When I teach about the true meaning behind the Bible and those hidden truths, the tantra course will guide you on how to truly and genuinely connect with God, live in harmony with His will, and discover your most authentic twin flame soulmate. Not only this, but it’ll bring greater understanding of what those things actually mean. These are deep, profound topics, and everything will be compiled into one set. Again, this isn’t for public sale; it’s meant to be kept as a sacred, personal resource, something heaven ordained long ago. 

That said, I will be removing some students. Over the years, I’ve sensed that certain individuals have had bad intentions, or they simply haven’t taken my teachings seriously. There are also those who have abandoned the lessons or lack enough respect to complete even a simple homework assignment that comes with the course. I’ve never asked for homework from any of my courses—except this one.

A Quick Rant

I’m about to go off here, in a loving way.

I want to share here, as I did on Facebook: the Bible course is my heart and soul. I know some people might see me as strange or think I’m mentally unwell because I say I talk to God, but if they just did their research into the predictions I’ve made over the years, they would see that everything I’ve spoken has come true. I’m not here to convince anyone, I’m simply validating that I’ve never tried to lead anyone astray. I’m not a quack.

I’m just a humble messenger, not claiming to be an alien or God. I’m here to deliver insights from above for those who want to explore deeper truths about themselves, about God, and about existence. I didn’t learn all of this from books alone, although I have read the Bible, the Bhagavad Gita, the Vedas, and the Quran. Through my conversations and communication with the Lord throughout my life, He has revealed profound truths to me, about individuals, about the world, and about the deeper meanings of things. My out of body travels, pre-earth knowledge, past life experiences, astral wanderings, and communications with an unnumbered amount of beings from all realms and planes, has educated me also. For this, I’m beyond blessed in this universe. And humbled on this small speck in it, to share it with others here on earth.

My intention was always to humbly share what I’ve received and to support my family financially, nothing more. I’ve never sought fame or wealth. Consider this: look at all the people talking about spirituality, tarot, or preaching Christianity, they often have millions of views because it aligns with certain agendas. I’ve always known my information was far too deep to fit into the mainstream narrative.

There are even people out there discussing aliens and star seeds to get more views, yet they often aren’t speaking genuine truth. They mix some truths with delusions, and the system allows their content because it’s entertaining, even if it’s misleading or false. Some are very convincing, playing along with propaganda, while others are simply irrelevant, bypassed by the system. That’s not a judgment, just an observation.

In all honesty, I’ve seen a lot of content out there, and I recognize that much of it is driven by agendas. I’ve always known I would face suppression. I’ve only ever tried to grow gradually, running a few ads here and there, because it was never about gaining recognition.

It’s hurt me that my teachings haven’t reached as many people as I’d hoped, but I’m truly grateful for those I have reached. I would love to connect with more, humbly, if it’s the Lord’s will. If not, I accept that too.

I may have mentioned this before, but if I had met someone with the knowledge I possess and the ability to foresee the future, watching it all unfold exactly as I predicted, I believe I would have felt a deep sense of loyalty and respect for that person. Not in a cold or distant way, but with genuine honor and admiration. And I don’t say that in a way of being an ego. I just say that out of having confidence and respect for my relationship with God, and what he taught me. Take it, or leave it.

Many of the people who have been part of my courses have shown me a lot of love and respect, and for that, I am truly grateful. Through them, I’ve found true friends. Some know me beyond the internet, they see that I’m a bit quirky and silly, not just a stern spiritual teacher. That playful, lighthearted side is often how heaven channels through me. Otherwise, I’m very childlike and affectionate.

Sometimes, I think this innocence and love can be confusing for others. My genuine, heartfelt nature might come across the wrong way at times. But above all, my relationship with God is everything to me, and I want others who are truly seeking Him to experience that same connection. I don’t want any of this to become a competition over who knows more or who can gather more followers.

Sadly, some people have tried to make it seem like their divine purpose is to deliver spiritual truths, but I believe everyone has their own purpose. Sharing some of what they’ve learned may very well be a part of that purpose, but it shouldn’t be used to overshadow or misrepresent mine. 

My goal is simply to serve, humbly and sincerely, without trying to claim ownership over divine knowledge or spiritual insight but to ensure it’s not misrepresented or falling into the wrong hands.

Please know I hold no anger or resentment, I love all of you from the bottom of my heart. I have been so passive already. Now, I have to place some firmness in this respect. The truth is, I’m not a joke, and my work isn’t about money. 

My primary purpose is to serve out of love for God and to genuinely help others. I have enough respect for my relationship with Him and my teachings to know when it’s necessary to let certain people go. This doesn’t mean our friendship ends, though they may be upset with me, but I won’t allow my information to be exploited by fake gurus trying to imitate and add falsely to what I’ve shared.

That’s why I’m working on putting these courses into written form. 

Back To The Courses

For the Tantra Course, I’ll  also include an audio to accompany the lessons so that students can read along if they prefer, along with a hard copy. This is a very important project for me, and I need to focus on completing it. 

While I’m still working on other services, my priority is finishing these courses. I’m not intentionally dragging things out; I believe in giving people time, space to catch up, revisit lessons, and compare what they’ve learned with the new Bible course. True students understand that this is a journey that takes time. Studying is deep.

In truth, this isn’t some college curriculum or content factory. It’s a mystery school, and I want to ensure everything is accurate and sacred. 

These days, many claim to speak to God or prophesy, but I know in my heart that, while I may not be the only gifted person, many of those now jumping on the prophetic Christian bandwagon weren’t saying half of what I’ve shared over the years. I’m not trying to be rude, these are just facts. I’m simply protecting myself because I take this work seriously. If it had ever been about fame, I wouldn’t care, yet my focus remains on serving God and the truth. 

With all of that being said, I’d like to include an excerpt from the tantra course and share what will be covered in the next lesson. It’s quite interesting, and I think you’ll find it valuable.

Tantra- Next Lesson

“Tantra is about maintaining awareness that all parts of yourself are interconnected and functioning together. This idea ties into what I discussed in my previous course, Lightology, where I emphasized the importance of balance. Let me refresh your memory, or if you haven’t taken that course, I’ll briefly introduce the concept so everyone can become familiar with it.

First and foremost, balance is the foundation of everything. Without it, chaos inevitably takes over. Any genuine spiritual teacher will teach the importance of balance, and they must live by it themselves. No matter how much chaos may be happening in their external life or around them, their inner self must remain centered and balanced. This inner harmony allows them to work effectively amidst chaos and to stop its influence from taking over.

The reason I often share my struggles with negativity and the challenges I face isn’t for sympathy; it’s to show that I, like anyone else, encounter real situations. However, as a wise person, I’ve learned how to handle them without letting them tear me down or affect my inner peace.

As an Oracle, I am deeply attuned to all vibrations around me. I can sense energy in everything and everyone, if someone is nervous, I feel that nervousness; if they’re hungry, I sense their hunger; if they’re feeling depressed, I experience that depression. Many people who are highly sensitive or empathy often absorb these vibrations as if they are their own, which can be overwhelming.

The difference between them and me, is that I am aware that these feelings are not mine. I can trace with visions and channeling, further into where they’re coming from, and gain an understanding why, what happened in the past or present, and what may unfold in the future. Because of this, I can offer truthful insights to help others, even from afar. I know exactly what’s happening in their lives.

While an empath might simply pick up on the vibrations of those around them, I do more than that, I receive visions and impressions that come from beyond this world. This connection is extraordinary and intense, making it difficult to maintain a sense of balance when so much is happening simultaneously. On top of that, I face physical situations and external chaos.

Achieving total balance in such chaos can sometimes seem impossible, even for me. But if I, with all my sensitivity and abilities, can find inner harmony amid the turmoil, then so can you. That’s why I share my experiences. I believe that if I can manage to maintain inner peace despite absorbing so much imbalance from the world, my environment, and my personal life, there is a deeper reason behind it.

It all comes down to the knowledge and understanding of God, and my true twin flame. I’ll explain my previous experience with relationships and their meaning, and go into intimate details. After finding your truest twin flame, you will be able to connect deeply with God even more. 

That connection allows you to sustain balance and clarity despite the chaos. 

Although, for me… my true soul mate may not be who many think, In the next lesson, I’ll share unknown things about my life and reveal not only secret personal truths, but existential truths that will relate to you also. It may shock you!🤫

The course will go into that and who mine truly is, and explains things in an eye opening way about friendships, relationships, God, sacrifice, purity, humbleness, generosity and virtue. Enlightenment!

You may not understand now, but I assure you that Tantra will help you to make sense of it all. This will bring students the sum of understanding for themselves. I know that for many people, it will make sense of a lot of different things, including me, as well as my teachings, and things that I have said and done. It will also bring clarity for your journey, your ultimate soulmate, and bring conclusion to how to operate in this matrix just a little above it, according to heavenly teachings.

Returning to the idea of balance, in my previous courses, I explained how crucial it is to have all aspects of your life in order. When one area is out of sync, it acts like a magnet, drawing energy and focus away from other areas. This creates what I call a “drain,” because the parts of your life that demand more attention and energy will take away from areas where you have less. Over time, these draining areas lead to chaos and imbalance.

In my Indignation course, I described darkness as being like a vacuum, something that constantly pulls and consumes. Darkness and evil are different; darkness itself is simply a vacuum, a magnet that seeks to fill itself. This is where it can turn into something destructive or evil. People who feel the need to continuously fill themselves with something, anything that temporarily makes them feel good, are often trying to fill a void within.

Life works the same way. 

When you’re empty inside, you become chaotic and try to fill that emptiness with anything available. 

Unfortunately, most of these temporary fixes are not permanent solutions. That’s why many people are so unhappy, they keep jumping from one distraction to another instead of seeking the one thing they truly need: wholeness.

True balance and fulfillment come from God and your twin flame, and when you achieve finding one, you can eventually connect to the other. After that, everything else falls into place”.

To be continued…

Conclusion

This week has been a wild one, but everything fell into place with the angelic message I received after hitting my head and experiencing a concussion. It all comes back to balance. 

When I shared about what happened, and over the years, many other challenges I have faced, I know that some people misunderstood the deeper message behind those posts. I’m not trying to portray my life as perfect. My intention is to teach a profound truth that goes beyond the challenges I face. This understanding is crucial for awakening, if  anyone is truly committed to that journey.

It’s important to remember that struggles and experiences serve a higher purpose, they’re part of the process of awakening and growth. That’s why I share them with everyone online, not for sympathy, but to reveal the deeper lessons that lie beneath the surface.and being calm, is another huge part of it. 

I’m looking forward to the new lessons up ahead. I can’t wait to teach people how to find their true twin flame, to reveal who my truest divine connection is, and show people how to connect with God. Plus, some things in between like nirvana, and prana. It’s all about ascension!

The wisdom is unparalleled.

For now, I just wanted to give everybody these updates and to let everyone know that I am OK. I’m just going to be a little busy working, and I’m always here for all of you if not through communications, through constant prayer and channeling that I do to check in with many of you, even in spirit. 

If you are expecting any soul development or life coaching, I will have you set up at the end of this month as promised in my Facebook post. I truly appreciate you all. With all of my heart I love each and every one of you. If you do you happen to be one of the people ejected from my course, please hopefully forgive me with this true guidance and insight. And please know that I’ll still be posting things throughout the week, but otherwise I will not have a phone on me or any other devices around too much, so that I can focus on getting the lessons completed, that I need for the courses, being how important they truly are in more ways than one. 

The next course for Tantra will be sometime over the weekend. And again, in the Bible course will come sometime after the weekend.

That’s all! Get your lives ready to forge forward with knowledge and truth. Your twin flame and lifting your sights beyond the matrix await you Tantra students! Bible students, the Bible Untold will lead you there! I truly hope that Bible students will join the Tantra course. If not, that’s OK too. I feel as though, that for anyone that joins, that it was meant for them. Even if I’m only left with one or two people. With that, at least I know that the Lord has chosen and selected those that he feels are going to use the information for the right things in a genuine and sincere way. And therefore, I’ve done my job in the world of helping many people, but also going further as to have even enlightened just a few. Namaste!

Let’s study truth!