Hey there everybody, this post is something that is very important to me, so if you are a follower or even just a friend please read it through.
I have been really busy helping other people for the last how many years of this work. It has been quite the journey. I have met so many wonderful people. I have met followers who only stayed around for the additional motivation. I have had people who just wanted some guidance in the readings. I have had others who wanted to go all of the way in illumination. And, I have had a lot of people who have become not only those things to me, but also very dear friends.
Over the years there have been some very exciting events and topics. I have also had some pretty scary events and topics too! It has brought me even more following overtime, and educated and thousands of people worldwide too. When you have more following, that can increase the number of people who desire to have wisdom and guidance as well. That means that business increases, and then my time is very thinly spread. I realize that there are times that people do not think of that. Over the years, and especially 2016- 2017, I know that some have felt somewhat hurt by the fact I could not respond quickly back to them when they reached out to me, or keep phone calls that I had scheduled due to the chaos of my schedule. When you work with over 100 people a week it’s hard to. Not to mention that there are people in life coaching that I have to walk through life, throughout the week.
Life coaching is advising a person as they make big changes or go to make decisions that they are unsure of. It’s like being a mother to many. I love each and every person that has ever come my way, and I have never deliberately ever avoided trying to reach out to someone. If my time did not allow it, then it did not allow it.
There have also been people that come to test my skills and abilities. Throughout the year of 2017, there were some who came and demanded visions and information of me right then and there. There were others who had purchased services, and wanted them right away. That is why having an online business such as mine, is a little bit difficult at times. It’s like running a queue. Every person that comes by is served in the order that they are received. But if I have several people ahead of them already, then of course it’s going to take some time to get back to the newcomers. I also had to wait for moments of sacred divine intervention for people, to receive their answers. It is very disrespectful of anyone working with spirit, to snap their fingers and expect spirit to suddenly provide the insight. We are in the flesh here and no matter the soul type or rank in heaven, we are still subject to spirit while we are here. Not the other way around. I have always tried to be the most respectful and humble to spirit, and my work. Plus the best answers come, when spirit is ready to reveal a lot of information at the right timing, rather than trying to force it. 2017 was a year of a lot of events having taken place.
We have had a lot of my prophecies take place throughout that year, as well as the year before it. And there has been a lot of opposition as a result. I have had organized gangstalking, hackers, and also catfish clients. It is true!. Catfish clients are people who come to me under a fake profile. I think I’ve discussed this with everyone before, that when you’re online anybody can become anyone that they want to, and it is hard to detect unless you can sense a slight difference in the energetic signature. Well I do know how to detect differences an energetic signatures and so energy, as well as blueprints. So I was never fooled. But hey, I don’t say anything about it. If they want to spend their money in trying to trick me, then so be it. I am not going to play the game that they are, and I will just merely give them the information that they are requesting but based on their soul energy and not the profile instead. It has been a roller coaster for sure!
From 2016 to 2017, we have lost a few of our inner circle followers who perhaps felt a bit miss understood while with us. That’s nobody’s fault, not even their’s. I admit it is hard to communicate over the Internet at times because if you are feeling a certain type of way, then you are going to project that into the other person’s message that they are sending to you. For example if someone is feeling sensitive and insecure, they may read their friends message as if it is being critical or said harshly. That’s why there have been a lot of miscommunications. We have also had a lot of people who infiltrated our group from other sources. There have been others who came from other psychic circles to see the content and use it for their’s. There have been others who came as Internet trolls to create conflict and division between those of us who stood strong together. And there have been some who sat quietly in the background, observing waiting for the right time to react.
There are still some who are doing that even today. That’s what happens when you have the information that I have. Nonetheless, the beauty of it was, that we all had one another. Sticking together and trying to be supportive to one another was a really big necessity on the path towards spiritual development. It was really like a big family that we never had. While there was opposition standing in some of my followers pathways from their own friends and family members, we all have had one another. I was so proud!
Everybody seemed to be getting along and really supporting each other. Our group had been such a beautiful family of souls, so many of who had similar origins and interests, that I even did a video about it on YouTube. In my video I spoke about how wonderful our family collective was. However, coming towards the end of 2017 into this new year of 2018, I started to notice something.
Many of us have been together as friends on the Internet as early as 2012. Some came in 2014, some in 2015, 2016 and so on. Regardless of when an individual arrived, they were embraced equally into our group and loved just as much as any of the others. It’s strange that after all of those years that we had all stood strong together, as soon as I had done the video about us being a very strong spiritual family, the group started to drift away from one another. Do you think that that is a coincidence? Or, something had to have caused it? Time and time again throughout the years, I had warned everyone to watch out for people who gossiped, or spoke negatively about me or anyone in the group, behind their back. People such as those, do not have good intentions. If you can speak about someone behind their back or even publicly indirectly instead of speaking to that person as a friend directly themselves, then that is a pretty good sign that the person is up to no good. Even if they don’t have an agenda, what type of spiritual person would ever speak negatively about anyone? A true spiritual person would go to that person directly in loving kindness and tell them how they were feeling and thinking.
However, I noticed that we had a few of those people around and even after warning some of my followers about a couple of them, I saw that they still kept them as friends online. It’s OK to keep them on as a friend, but when you allow the person’s influence to affect how you feel towards your spiritual group or even to cause you to fall off your own spiritual path, then this is something that is serious and needs to be addressed.
I’m not blaming anybody specifically here but I am just putting it out there because I do know that gossip has taken place. When you are working your path towards illumination, maliciousness and spitefulness shouldn’t exist as it has no place in the illuminated mind. People who are of the light, only have good intentions and a righteous way of coping with problems or issues that arise. Whether with another person or in their own lives. Many people have known me overtime to be generous, loving and humble, giving, as well as honest. I have given such thorough, in-depth explanations in peoples readings and the variables that could change results, and any changes that they could expect as a result of them. I am known for my virtue of being honest. I have also gone well beyond myself in answering extra questions and even discounting services or doing free ones, for people that couldn’t afford it or needed the additional explanation.
Therefore, if anyone has ever heard anyone speak negatively about me, then they are hearing it from someone who does not know me. I would be totally surprised, should anyone who does know me, should come to believe it. However people are influential that way and I forgive them. But the point is here, that the group has broken up quite a bit. That hurts because when we couldn’t find anyone in our own friends and family to accept us for what we were working towards, or the love that we had for the creator and wisdom, we still had each other. When the day was repetitive and routine, and there was nothing to look forward to, we had each other’s posts to take delight in, as well as my own for everyone’s motivation. It was a wonderful group. It still is.
Besides gossip being a huge reason as to why some in our group have gone their own way, I also understand that many of you have your own lives. We had one of our wonderful girls get married. Others got into relationships and wanted to maybe start a self discovery path of their own. And, we have had some who were focusing on their life purpose or career. There’s nothing at all wrong with that either. In fact, those things are wonderful milestones in life. However, what about unity still? What about the times when things go wrong in those areas of life? You will always have me for as long as I am here. But what about having one another, to rely on and go to in times of need, when I am too busy? Or when no one in your family or circle of personal friends seem to understand? It is important to stick together and keep up with your brother and sister hood. We even have a lovely social gathering site, in order to do so. It takes you away from the influences of everything going on out there, to just being together in the group full of those who share so many things similarly.
In 2017, I also met my own love in life and we built a wonderful life together. However, my schedule, my own “worship”, and family life leaves with less time in my schedule for networking. I hope to change this and have a new management team who will make it so that things are organized and that will give me more time to engage and hopefully get our spiritual family back together. But the point that I am trying to make is that, no matter how life is going, no matter how busy it can be, we all have to support each other and stick together.
Also, the other thing I am trying to say is, I work with up to 15 to 20 people a day. Sometimes those individuals alone each order up to 1 to 4 or five services at a time. If you times 20×4 or five, that’s a lot of readings LOL and certainly I cannot do them all right away. Spirit cannot be abused. Neither can my abilities. I want everyone to get in and out of my spiritual services in a timely manner, but it is so much better when I am not drained and the information is fresh, divinely inspired, and your spirit guides come to me to let me know when it is the perfect timing to address an issue. I’m going to do another blog article about this soon. But yes, answering Fanmail on three different social platforms, having to post on four different social platforms, writing blogs on five different blog platforms, doing healings, readings, teachings, life coaching, and then on top of it having to also do huge Akasha records readings which take hours sometimes, it is a lot for just one person. So please be patient with me in having your services delivered to you. The Mormor people that come, the more and more time it’s going to take. I’m sure those were deeply spiritual understand. I also will not be able to really chat chat until I’m finished all of that work. I love talking with my friends and value each one. But honestly I have to help the people that are reaching out for help first, so there isn’t a riot in my email box LOL.
One other thing that I wanted to mention here since it’s sort of like my venting session, is that I have been in the spiritual community for so long now, as one of the first new age teachers. I don’t really want to call myself a new age because I’m too religious to fit into the new age category, and I’m not religious enough to fit into religion. But when the spiritual movements started, my mission had started right before it. I am the one who led the angelic awakening. Many have learned from me, and many have discovered them selves with me. However, it has been such a roller coaster ride and trying to obtain support. I see others who “Me,” my blogs, but I don’t see my name tags anywhere. That’s copyright theft for sure. Any one of my teachings that are found on either my blog or my learning platform, are all protected under copyright. I also have found people out there who purchase my readings to copy their format and design. My readings are also copy written under my business name and trademark. Next to all of that, I have also seen people who have promoted themselves with my teachings but have never even tried to mention where they themselves had learned it from. I’m glad that people try to spread the message, but I need just as much help as they desire to have, in my mission and work too. It’s wrong to promote yourself off of the foundation of someone else’s teachings, without attributing those teachings to their author. I just can’t understand it and I have often wondered to myself why am I fans and students don’t support me? I know that we have had censorship issues throughout time believe me. There are so many numbers missing off of my social platforms and I know because I have used other ways of logging in and I have seen different numbers every time. I know that some of our posts are on a redirect loop too. I can be very difficult when people are sharing it, to get any attention on those posts. A lot of people just simply gave up. But that’s not what you want to do. You want to keep fighting on with me. You have to do the same in your own personal life and spiritual path too. Like I said earlier on, you can’t allow the things in life, or other people to influence you away from what you believe in or what once was a huge part of your life and your heart. Keep going strong and if you’re not going to fight for me, at least fight for yourself.
So in conclusion, I just wanted to say that things are going to be really manage and maybe a little more organized now that things will get done a little quicker and I should be able to engage a lot better. I would appreciate if people could simply tag my name or “my name next to my own teachings from now on. Requote and repost for me? Let other people find the opportunity and chance to grow and learn as you did. And since you are still learning and don’t have all the answers, leading them in my direction can help them to find the rest of those answers to, just like you are seeking. People in spiritual communities need to stick together. Especially, those who are in ours. We are a family and we always will be, even if one of us slips up and goes astray, or if they’re too busy in their lives to participate for now. Don’t listen to gossip, or gossip yourself. Our heavenly parents do not condone of such behaviors. Also do not judge, for judgment is only for the creator. Use discernment of course, but never judge as you wouldn’t want anyone to do that to you.
Last but not least, this year of 2018 is going to be a difficult one. I already prophesied last year about the dark energy heading our way. There are some other prophecies that the angels will give in the next couple months. You are going to need your spiritual community members to give you the friendship and support during that time, as well as your family. Also, you are going to want to continue walking forward on the path that is straight and narrow. It’s hard to, but it’s the one that leads to a heavenly life. And we all know that in the condition that the world is in today, that everybody is being tested in judged at this time. Don’t allow yourself to be put back to sleep and lose your chance. That’s all for now except one thing on the closing note….
Every person I have come to me I have come to love as my own family. People will say all kinds of things about each other in this world for a multitude of different intentions or reasons. Keep your head strong. Follow my example and guidance and you will be OK. Even though I have felt heartbroken over things that I have come to observe, it’s only because I love each and every person that I have come to teach or guide and I only want the best for everybody and for us all to continue as a family unit together for the higher good of each individual in the world. Everybody deserves a chance to better themselves and continue doing so rather than having the world influence them to head off in a direction that is unhealthy. I want us to all feel that love and motivation that we once did again. So I invite everyone to return together once again as a family and support each other, not only me. I think right now everybody needs each other during these changes in the world and in their own lives. Let’s have the fun that we once shared online. I’m going to try to post things that we can all engage in again and hopefully I will see more activity together..