Saturn’s Retrograde Wrath: My personal experiences

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I’m sharing the way that Saturn’s 2022 retrograde has personally effected me and my family. The retrograde started in June and ends in October.

I wrote an article about the six retrogrades, but I didn’t mention how each planet’s cycle would affect people individually, because the effects would be different depending on each person. This doesn’t leave me exempt. Even if I may have the foresight to help to get around some of the things that will happen, I’m still going to experience some of the crud that comes with it. It’s all about the lessons in time. Those lessons are often learned through trials.

Indeed people talk about the trials that they face, and Heaven knows how I have had a share in what happens to the people around me who are being taught something.

Saturn’s Effects Alone

Listen to what’s happened lately. This all started right after the retrograde began. It started at the end of June and things are still happening to add to the first issues, and new ones are happening even now.

  1. My air conditioning broke again in June. It was so hot until a blessing came in the form of a another new air conditioner that was given to us as a gift. That saved us from the heat but then…..
  2. The electricity shorted in my home.
  3. My circuit box for the electricity is melted.
  4. No electricity means no more air conditioning…. again. We have only one outlet that works and we can’t use it for air conditioning since it’ll burn that out.
  5. Black mold was found in the air my house leading to nose bleeds and fatigue in my family.
  6. Both of the cars that are the main sources of transportation at my house had issues.
    It’s all happening at the same time.
    Money is really tight, probably not just for myself but for a lot of people. With all of the stuff breaking down in my home it really does add to the presence of Saturn’s wrath.
  7. Business slowed for me until it came to a standstill. (I’m blessed that an Angel makes sure the mortgage is taken care of and that we have food for the kids).
  8. My mom’s checks only equal out to the same amount that the bills come to thanks to heaven but it leaves no room for the repairs.
  9. The sink in the downstairs bathroom broke.
  10. A surgical procedure that I need for my stomach came up for next month, but insurance won’t pay for it.
  11. Taxes happen to be due and so I had to drain my savings to pay for them. .
  12. My son has both school and his birthday coming up.
  13. We ran out of food until September 15.


As a result of seeing a lot of this ahead of time, I spoke to the people in my home to let them know what to be aware of so that they could avoid these issues, but sadly no one took my warnings. I’ve been telling my family from the beginning of this year about many of the events that were going to happen that we’re experiencing now, right before they would happen so that we could do whatever we needed beforehand to fix the issues and save money. But the real lesson for them is that they need to learn to listen and not ignore things that heaven is obviously trying to help them to avoid.. Yes, here I am using all that I have to help them as far as my vision and sight, but yet I got caught in the wrath of the consequences.
I really hope that someday people will learn to take the advice that I provide right away.

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The planet’s energies are truly touching down on Earth

Saturn affects your luck and your financial means. It also plays a role in the magic of manifestation. Saturn adds to the time used in manifesting and how long your luck will run. In this case this planet has gone into its retrograde cycle, it’s going to do all of that but in reverse. Saturn will take away your luck,  getting it to run extremely thin and then make it nonexistent. In a financial situation, Saturn  will have the same effects where there will be struggle and lack of resources to fix the struggles that are faced. 

Since Saturn has a lot to do with luck and money, you’ll find that you may just be one of those people like me who ends up facing a lot of issues that require money to fix. And that’s how it gets you. 

I have said in a previous video before that the heavens are very good to me and I have to say that I am extremely blessed in this lifetime. But what my idea of being blessed is, may not be somebody else’s. I’ve never been wealthy and in fact for a long time in my life we didn’t have much of anything to get by except our necessities. As I got older and started my work in helping other people, I’ve been blessed to have a little more than just my necessities. However, I can’t say that I live a luxurious life. The things that I do for fun are common just like anybody else. I go to free parks, and libraries just so that I can have something to do with the littles ones.

Each day, I only have a limited time to really get out and do anything. As many of you already know I have to isolate after a certain time of day and a little bit before. I can only go out inside of a window of time or I’ll get completely drained. I think a lot of people are experiencing something like that these days though. The energy is super low and if you don’t have the ability to boost yourself up again like I do, then help is definitely needed. Nevertheless, with a lot of the problems in the world today, inflation being one of them…we’re all very limited on what we can do. I try to find fun things to do that are free. I’ll even go for a walk, just to get out of the four walls of my house so to speak. It helps me, my littles ones, Sasha, and Doug to have air.

I consider life to be a blessing just overall. I am extremely blessed in the fact that I could usually afford a little more than I could when I was younger (maybe not so much recently) and I have tried to make sure that everyone is taken care of in my home. But because my father is no longer alive it’s just me and my mom taking care of things now. And it’s quite expensive to take care of everybody and a home.

Since I do try to help my mother to save money on things, I often use my vision to find whether there is an upcoming problem on its way and I’ll tell her about it. But for my mother, she’s never been the type of person that acts in advance. Her lesson is to start listening to heaven in order to illuminate a problem before it occurs. I know that when heaven tells me to do something, I get right on top of it. As for my mom? Not usually. And so a lot of Saturn’s effects from its retrograde are teaching her that having insight come heaven is a blessing because it can help her to prevent having too many things from coming in on top of her all at once. She just needs to recognize that blessing herself.

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Saturn’s effects can really eat you alive

In the meantime, likes others who are close to people who are learning through struggle, I too am affected by it because I live in the home with her and whenever she doesn’t listen and something happens, it affects me and everybody else too. If she didn’t preserve funds like she was advised to, then we can’t fix the problems. As a result we end up with even bigger ones. I can only help as much as God allows because I have only so much to work with myself. In the past, I have predicted a lot of the world events that are happening today and that included Job loss, businesses that failed, and inflation. I also added a little prediction in there for myself.

In that prediction, I had said that due to my work being about spirituality and involved doing psychic spiritual readings for people, that eventually there would come a time when no one would really please spiritually speaking with me as an advisor, as a priority. Believe me I can totally understand. But it definitely means that I’m going to struggle quite a bit. I’m not complaining, believe me I just thought that by sharing my story, other people can see that maybe some of the struggles that they’re going through now, are a result of Saturn’s retrograde as well. That’s why it’s really important to always look into things. This way you don’t end up like my mother. Or to at least know what will happen to other family members ahead of time, so that you don’t end up like me, a person experiencing the results of someone else’s lessons.

It’s true that the planets do play a significant role in the things that are taking place in our lives every day. However, a general look into things isn’t going to give you as much depth. It’s always good to seek out a thorough analysis of what to expect so that you can prevent things or if they’re not preventable, know what to do to cope with them. Everyone is struggling in the world today and it breaks my heart to know that even though I am experiencing these terrible things, there are others out there going through even worse. I suggest we always pray for them, and for one another.

I truly believe that my mother finally sees the lesson. For now, we’ll have to make due with things as they are until the retrograde ends.

I am very faithful though. I know that heaven will come through in providing some kind of solution for us. They always help us when I ask them to. It may not come right away but it always comes nonetheless. I hope that you’ll have the same strong faith as well, no matter what’s going on in your life. 

For now, I know that my house will be filled with smoldering heat, and that it’ll take a lot to get rid of the black mold issue. I know we need electricity for things and I am blessed that we still have that one outlet. But things like that, they cost a fortune to fix. Yet, I know that throughout the difficulties, it’ll teach the people in my life to not take advantage of life‘s little luxuries. They had this same lesson a year before when we lost our central air conditioner. It’s funny how people will recognize the lesson when they are without something. But when the problem is resolved, they return back to the same outlook that they had, missing the value of wisdom and begin taking things for granted again. 

Sometimes even though you think you’ve understood the lesson, the universe will throw it right back into your lap, to make sure you understood it. Or, to make sure you never forget it. And that is 100% real. 

I care so much about my family and my clients that I always try to deeply implant that knowledge into their mind so that they can truly see with eyes that are spiritually opened so that lessons won’t have to come up so much for them anymore after they’ve developed that type of spiritual awareness. Life will be more of a breeze after that. 

But then again, that’s not to say that you won’t go through anything at all. The matrix has its way of trying to affect you somehow or someway. Even if you are “awake”, it’ll still find a way to come at you through the people that you share the experience with.

Again, there are many times that a person thinks that they’ve understood things, but maybe they didn’t understand it enough. 

Being a human on this planet is truly a strange but amazing thing. I look around and see how people take advantage of everything that they have. I watch as people take advantage of one another or that they take for granted that they even have the people that they do in their lives. I watch as people around the world and in my own personal life, ignore the things that they should be spiritually aware of. When I’m looking, it’s also very clear. It makes me wonder how they can’t see it themselves? but stepping outside of that wonder, I try to understand human nature. I’m sharing the experience with them to understand them, and I’m trying to help them to understand it too.

As these trials have come up during the retrograde of Saturn, it really helps me to reflect on the previous year in how the karmic debts of others, the spiritual lessons in their contracts, and the planets themselves have all come back annually to get people to readdress things or to insert new lessons on their paths. Now that we have six retrograde planets though, I’m sure we can expect a lot more than just this list of things that have happened to me and my family. It doesn’t end until October and Mercury’s retrograde, just right around the corner. What else could possibly happen? I’ve made a list of predictions for me and my family. Hopefully, everyone will play their part to make things easier from this point forward.

As for me? I have faith.

How about you?

Have you experienced the effects of any of the retrograde so far?

I want you all to know that even though I’m struggling financially right now, if there’s anything else that I can do for any of you during any time of struggle that you may be having, please don’t hesitate to reach out. I can only offer you some humble insight to help you, but it is valuable. I truly seek to help you all.


Celestial Events of this year: 2022

The heavens hold importance in life. From the tides, to the thriving of agriculture and life. But the celestial bodies also play a significant role in acting as an IV line attached to each of us. Sometimes there’s a healthy does and then there are times that there will be adverse effects. The sky Gods determine a lot.

For the rest of this year, there will be some pretty intense energies coming in because of some pretty charged events that are happening in the sky dome. The effects will differ from person to person, and since a few are rare occupancies, the doses that those events deliver may or may not be ones that you want… but then again they may be.

These events also hold significance in the age that we’re and in, playing a role in world events, Magic, karma, fate, and adding impact to the events to come personally and worldwide.

Rare and/or important celestial events 2022

Mars and Uranus Conjunction
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The Mars and Uranus Conjunction is a less commonly occurring event yet it takes place August 1st! Use binoculars to view! Mars and Uranus will share the same right ascension, with Mars passing 1°22′ to the south of Uranus.

This brings the fight within you to the surface, for your spiritual journey. For those that are on it and see that it’s going well, don’t be alarmed when things start to come from the background of the shadows of life that you were less aware of, as it’s your shadow Self‘s way of trying to work through some of those remaining problems. For those of you that haven’t been doing so well, you’ll get more strength and courage to use more motivation and amp up your spiritual pathway.

I advise also that you don’t make any major decisions in your life during the time of this conjunction. Even though it happens tonight, the energy lasts for a little while afterward, giving you time to benefit off of the heavenly energies that are being provided. If you need help, seek support.

New realizations and spiritual insights will come up, both negative and positive quality during this time. This may take you into a whole new phase of your journey. If it’s in regards to general life, you’ll find that a lot of truths start to get aired to the surface. Use discoveries will help you to start makes sense of a lot of things in your life right now. If you want specific information about anything that may be arising at this time, please contact me and check out my spirit team insight or check out a reading that I have called; “Why”? The reading’s focus is on explaining why situations are happening, and the reasons behind them. If you have a specific situation going on and you can’t understand why it’s there or what it’s leading you toward, that reading would be right for you.

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The moon in all her glory

Moon and Saturn Conjunct

The moon will be highlighted throughout the month with some really beautiful energies. On the 11th, the moon will go in conjunction with Saturn. This Saturnalian energy delivers a good blast of Capricornian passion. With this type of energy, you will be more drawn toward the aesthetic aspect of life. You’ll want to take care of yourself, do something nice to complement your appearance, have a good time and be around others. But this energy also brings with it that capricorne and perfection. It’ll make you a little obsessive over details that maybe perhaps you shouldn’t be focusing on.

For example you want to pay attention to your beauty or health, and if there is that one little zit or a few extra pounds, it’ll really start to eat away at you. Use this energy to be motivated and focused on taking care of yourself, but don’t allow it to cause you to obsess over it. This energy will also provide you with a serious desire that comes up within you, although you won’t know what it is. This is coming from your inner self as your higher self is trying to get you to dig deep and find something to fulfill an area of your life that needs a little extra added spark. Could it be love? More success? If you are going through a part of your journey where shadow self issues come up a lot, you may find yourself fighting in areas of love or career instead, and this would be the perfect time for you to dig deeper as to what stands in your way in those areas.

The moon brings up your emotions and reflecting that off of Saturn, it makes it so that a lot of your emotions do you have to do a lot with Self, the material world, and things that you feel are wrong in it. Even though this energy can take you into a path where you start working on those things and improve, it does come with it some moments of feeling badly. Don’t get stuck in those thoughts and feels!

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Aug 15. Moon Conjunct with Jupiter

It was already amazing enough that the moon and Saturn complemented one another, but now on the 15th we will also get a wonderful dose of the moon and Jupiter. 

Now, you will find that you are focusing more on self improvement as well as trying to get somewhere in regards to your financial situation and career. Back when focusing on aesthetics and health with Capricorn and the moon’s energy, that will have brought you to the point where you’re realizing that you need a little bit more in your life in regards to fortune. In order to achieve the dreams you have, money definitely proposes an issue if you don’t have enough of it to build a foundation on building those dreams. This will definitely prompt you to want to change that and improve your situation overall.

You will also find for some, that thinking about this could possibly bring you down. If there really aren’t many opportunities right now, you may experience the reversed side of this energy and feel as though you’re going nowhere. This could leave you feeling stuck and without direction and how to go about changing things. Can always come and seek for career advice around that time. You may even be feeling a little bit of this way now.

Since the moon is all about emotions, inner longings and secrets, Jupiter will start to get you to question whether the things in your life are what you really want in it, after all. Capricorn will bring some of your hidden desires to the surface and it may confuse your emotions to where you feel confused in life generally overall. Jupiter and the moon will give you a little bit of a chaotic mess within yourself, as you start to question whether those desires are that came to the surface, are what you really want after all. You may feel as if you’re stuck at a crossroads at this point.

Overall, Jupiter will heighten your reflection of self, where you are at at this point in your life, and where all of that leaves you in the mist of the world. The moon will add emotions that perhaps may be a little bit hard to cope with. You may start feeling as if you’ve failed in someway or that you’re going nowhere. Don’t believe those emotions. It’s merely just an illusion that is meant to act as a prompt to get you to get up on your feet and start moving. However, those that sink into depression instead of looking at things like that optimistically, may end up self victimizing themselves at that point and start feeling as if it’s hopeless. Don’t allow that to happen. Use whatever thoughts and feelings come up at this time that indicate that you’re not happy with your life or self, not to feel worse but to use it as motivation and inspiration to grow even further.

There will be some with certain celestial bodies in their astrological charts that will find that they gain a lot of blessings around this time. They may end up with a windfall profit or increase in their financial income somehow. For many that are using the positive side of this energy, they may even feel a burst of energy that will complement the motivational aspect of the conjunction. For others, they may feel drained and a sense of self loathing. Remember, don’t fall victim to these energies, rather use them for the best instead.

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Uranus goes retro August 24.

Uranus goes retrograde on August 24. This will send your mentality into a tale spin. Erratic behavior or mood swings might be possible. There is also the potential to experience an emotional awakening, or a sudden turn of events that allows a breakthrough. Life will go through changes and so will you, and during this time the events, thoughts and feelings resulting from them will unfortunately not be pleasant. Many dread the Mercury retrograde cycles but seldom ever pay any mind to Uranus. Uranus is rough.

This will be a time where your mind plays the most tricks on itself. Most of the things that you’ll think that are negative, may actually be just the illusions of your mind. This means that you may end up feeling down on yourself, thinking that you can’t succeed, or even thoughts that seem unusual for you.  I have had people contact me about some very illusionary thoughts they’ve had that we’re out of this world. One of the most nicest people in the world actually had thoughts during a Uranus retrograde that they were a murderer when they hadn’t even entertain any thoughts of killing anybody. This is definitely a weird time. 

Are your thoughts actually your own? Or are they products of the retrograde? If you’ve been struggling with things like this for a while though, could it be something you’re picking up on in the environment as an empath or is it your real shadow self?  It’s time to look deeper, if that’s the case.

This is also the time where life tries to play tricks on you. You may find that strange things happen. Bad luck comes, and in the slightest ways. For instants, something that you think is so small that doesn’t need any focus at the moment, actually ends up being something that you absolutely had to get done because without it lots of things start to fall apart. You may find that the people in your life are acting a little funny around this time too.

For those of you that are blessed and don’t experience bad luck or anything, those who are walking their path to illumination and are already in a place where they transcended a lot of stuff, you’ll find that you benefit from this energy through seeing a lot of good luck and clarity

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Perseid Showers

What a blessing! Will some of those Star fragments actually be new souls who will be born on earth? If you’re 10 weeks pregnant by the 9th of August there’s a good chance then and after that your little one could have come to earth as a starseed riding out the wave. 

Additionally, it’s a beautiful thing to watch. For Star buffs like me, you’ll make this an entertaining event. Grab some outdoor lounge chairs, and a late night picnic snack and lay back to watch. It’ll be happening throughout the 9th to the 15th with the peak being around the 13th. 

The energy is wonderful! From the dates that this shower is going, it does fuel your inspirational spark. The shower is actually going on from the end of July but is usually more visible in August. The best time to watch would be right as the moon is setting, as the conditions would be more favorable since it’s the darkest around that time.

Partial Solar Eclipse Oct. 25

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The partial solar eclipse in October prepares the way for the total lunar eclipse in November. This will really put people into a place where they are balancing out their duality, or at least trying to. Your romance or desire for it will be emphasized, along with your own artistic self-expression. You may find realizations that help to understand why those areas need improvement or extra attention that will guide you to the right ideas to make those departments in your life even better. 

People will gravitate toward greater drama than usual and you might be inclined to strike out on an individual path, rather than one of social bonding.  

Many are feeling disconnected more these days anyway. Social distancing has been negative, as far as isolating others from one another. To reverse feelings of loneliness, and to rebuild associations, get back online. Pretty soon I’ll be doing a very special video about that subject that can help men who have struggled with the troubles on social media. In the meantime, try to get yourself back up and running when it comes to posing, engaging with others online, and even hanging out with friends in person. But don’t jump into it too fast. Still give yourself enough time that you can spend alone, to do the things that you love and like. Right now this energy should be one that empowers you. This could help you to gain confidence and also have a little bit better of a time in speaking. Self-expression will come easily and therefore socializing will be a lot better. Dive into your inner magic and when hanging out with others or engaging with people on the Internet, talk about your passions!

The partial solar eclipse also will bring forth a feeling of they’re being something left unfinished, or some sense of meeting closure to something but perhaps not knowing what that is. This is a remaining fraction of the energy that was brought in during the full lunar eclipse that happened earlier this year. There are a lot of things that people are grieving over and perhaps maybe the partial solar eclipse is trying to prompt you to go back in time at what you really feel is missing

Total Lunar Eclipse Nov. 8

I have a wonderful client that always contacts me when these special events arise. It’s nice to see that someone is interested in knowing what the true meaning behind these events really are. While these things go much deeper, I will only just scratch the surface here. 

As we approach November of this year, 2022, there will be another full lunar eclipse. This is a significant event for many reasons but when we look at it in terms of astrological energies it really does change a lot. You’ll find that a lot of what you’ve been through this year has put you through a Self evaluation that has been probably one of the most difficult ones you’ve been through. The energies are like a roller coaster, 2022 really took everybody up and down throughout it and a lot of realizations and insights that came to the surface from deep deep down, weren’t pleasant ones. As people recognize their goals and dreams, their surface desires and hidden ones, they’ve also had the shadow Self come up… sneaking up behind them. This full lunar eclipse is going to basically seal in anything that you have discovered is actually a part of your real true self. 

I’ll talk about this more regarding the deeper truth to the lunar eclipse in my course; The Bible Untold”.

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Space Crystals

As many of you know the earth is made of silicon which is the same property found in clear quartz crystals. Your body also contains this and so you are part crystalline as well. I’ve also spoken about a race of diamond light beings that exist on the planet 55 Crankry which is made of diamond. There are so many different races and people beyond earth. But regarding earth for now, since minerals and crystals are important in transmitting energy, many people fail to recognize the astroids also bring energy as well too. There’s a great reason is why there are so many approaching this year as this is something I’ll also talk about my course. For the better understanding of this entry though, the energies that these astroids are stitching together as an ethernet net in being in proximity to earth, are going to create something like a gnu grid, from space. It’s doing so naturally in order to try to create a new consciousness on earth but even through that, earth is emitting a lot of negative frequency right now because of the traumatic events that have happened to people throughout the last few years. When that negative energy rises upward and gets trapped in that brand new web that the asteroids are creating (so to speak) , it will then lock all of the energies inside of it together, creating a new collective consciousness in which all will vibrate on and exchange between, with one another and with Earth, on earth. 

These energies can prove to be positive for a lot of people that are on the right track. For others that have not been working on their spiritual journey, they may find that a lot of things change around them and they to change, themselves. Those changes may not be recognized though. However the changes in the world around them, will be. You’ll notice that most of everything that’s happening today, peaks and rises as many things that are going on in the world today are going to get a lot worse. As it does, the web that the asteroids are creating, will like the energy into earth and it’s multiple dimensions within the web, and then it will just channel way back down since it will not be able to exit the web itself. It’ll just be recycled consciousness back-and-forth, in the form of struggle. This isn’t something to fear though. If you continue to try to walk the path that you’re meant to through your higher self and that you’re doing the best that you can, your spiritual guides will be able to guide you to the right place to find help so that you’ll not be affected by these things.

For people that work with me, you can come along and get an angelic infusion in your environment. This will help you with a Protection grid both, to seal in positive energies so that the atmospheric ones don’t bother you. 

You may also want to have a special psychic energetic “seal” constructed so that you do not cycle the energies that are streaming through earth’s collective back-and-forth within yourself. There is help. 

My best advice to everyone right now is to either get help with the recommendations that I made just above, or do your best to try to cut yourself off from things that can pull you into the consciousness such as watching too much television, listening to too much new music of today, or engaging with others that are not of a spiritual lifestyle or mindset. This doesn’t mean to give up on them or casting out of your life, but perhaps maybe seeing less of them and trying to find others who are like-minded more, can definitely help you to not get pulled in. Many of you may find that you’ve already been returning back to previous habits and routines before you started your spiritual journey. If that’s the case then you definitely do need a little bit of help right now. Seek advice from your spiritual guides, get a full spirit body cleansing, and seek to receive a plan from your angels that can help you to get back on track with things, or to stay on track if you’ve been in a good place. 

Asteroid 2022-OJ5:  over 10 ft in size approaching Earth at its closest 250,000 miles.

Asteroid 2022 OW3: 57 ft in size and coming to earth at 1 million miles. 

Asteroid 2020  PP1: about 50 ft in size and about 3 million miles away.

Asteroid 2022 OX3, 90 ft in size and another celestial rock that will be over 1 million miles away.

Any celestial body such as an astroid is considered to be approaching earth and close if it falls into their category of measurement. They say that anything that falls within 30,000,000 miles of earth, it’s still considered to be getting closer. As you can see all of these are within that category if not a little closer than that. It’s also interesting thing to know that all of them are approaching at their closest here in the month of August on the first and second of the month. It comes just before the partial solar eclipse and the full lunar eclipse. These are definitely very important things to keep in mind if you are a truth seeker.

Portal To Open

A portal will be opened before the energies of the year are permanent  This will take place in September around the same time as Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur, occurring between September 18 and the 22, finally closing again on September 28.  What is it for and what is going to happen as a result of it? 

To start, it’s a lot deeper than I can discuss here. To enlighten you a bit for now, the portal is called “Capta Sursum”. Its purpose is to bring many souls who are alive and deceased both, to a better place in heaven. 

This will also uplift the souls of those who are staying, and help them to feel positive, act virtuously and speak kindly to represent heaven while still on Earth. People may feel limitations, and a strong desire to break free or start new. There’s more about this that I’ll put into my courses as well too.

Most importantly, stay positive and fight through the hardships, and use the positive results to invite even more. Spiritual beings will also be coming through the portal

Time to stop?

 Hello dear reader, if you are here it’s because you know my teachings to some degree and follow them in certain places. I thank you for your friendship and loyalty and doing so. 

Over the years many of you have heard about my censorship issues. Sadly it’s been very difficult in trying to push forward with them. I have been extremely humble and patient throughout the process and I’ve tried to be very strong. However, I just posted on my Facebook today about what’s been on my mind, but I’d like to finish my thoughts here, so that perhaps others who are not following me on Facebook can also read it, if they follow here instead.

I’d like to start by saying that I know that all of my pages are rigged. I’ve been doing my own research and digging and I’ve come to discover a lot of bizarre stuff. For example, on my Facebook I have had a lot of friends over the years in the friends list. I spent a couple of months going through each and every single profile in my friends list. What’s more is that I have been following a certain circle of profiles whether a “friend” of mine, or a mutual friend, for even longer than that.

 I came to discover that a lot of them were linked together and sometimes it would just  circle me back around again and again. With that, and regarding a lot of the other profiles, I came to discover that many of them were fake. I don’t know how this came to be or why, but many of the profiles seemed to have stopped posting after a certain year.  It was really surprising to see so many accounts that really hadn’t posted anything since 2017, or the latest 2020. That’s a whole two years ago.

Because of that I went ahead and began deleting a lot of those accounts as well as anyone who seemed to be linked into circles of friendships with them. As soon as I did that, 200 additional profiles that I had in my friends list, suddenly all became deactivated accounts. It literally happened within the same week. I’m not certain as to what day because I wasn’t watching it every single second, but they all just went blank.

 I knew that they were deactivated because when I had started to unfriend them upon seeing that they didn’t have a profile picture anymore, Facebook would tell me that they were deactivated. That’s super weird isn’t it? How did deleting a few people on my end  lead to a bunch of other accounts just suddenly becoming deactivated? My only other conclusion is that perhaps they were bot accounts.

This was a surprising discovery for me, because as many of you know in the past, I’ve always said that growing my audience organically was the way that I wanted to go because it was done honestly. I’ve never purchased any views on any single one of my websites ever. If anybody else bought them for me, I was never aware of it.  I wouldn’t understand why they would do it knowing how I felt. If the counts were paid for, the new question is who paid them? And why? 

The only thing I can think of is, that it was done so that I wouldn’t have a good number of real accounts on there for my posts to get visibility. That is made a lot of sense when I thought back to some of the accounts that seemed active and actually shared my work, but the posts never got beyond their accounts. If they weren’t paid for, then the only other conclusion would be that maybe somebody used a computer program to generate the bot accounts instead? Either way, it definitely made sense as to why I haven’t been getting any visibility on Facebook. 

Instagram? Well that’s the same story. Some time ago, Facebook wouldn’t allow me to even advertise until I finally got in touch with somebody who could fix the problem. But then just today, I wanted to post my ad about our recent sale and yet they would not allow the boost button to boost the ad, to appear. They said it was poor image quality. So, I went ahead and tried two more ads that I had for the same sale. Neither one of those were acceptable. However, when I just posted the background image without the words of my ad on it, it was then able to be boosted. It seemed to me,  that the platform just wasn’t allowing me to post anything that advertised something for me specifically. Any of my other posts were able to be boosted.

It’s also a strange thing, that there seems to be a person taking a great deal of effort and time out of their life to replicate my Instagram accounts. Already, I have found about six or seven of them in the last year. The strange thing about them is, is that it seems that they do this all in one night. When I scroll down in the posts, it’s all on the same day. What’s furthermore is that they’ve replicated the accounts identically to my own. This means that they would’ve had to screenshot every single one of my pictures to a certain point, crop them, and then repost them in perfect order. They even did this for the highlights on one of those accounts too. 

It’s really overstepping the boundaries to replicate someone else’s original content not to mention that they’ve stolen pictures of my children which really creeps me out. It’s not right! A friend of mine went incognito to try to see if the person was scamming people for readings, and they were! It seems that this “friend” of mine was given a strange Venmo account to pay for the readings. I really don’t see what the person would expect to gain from having these imposter accounts except to mislead other people into making them think that it’s me, and then to give them a faulty reading which might lead others to believe that it’s actually me making a bunch of other accounts for myself. I would hope that everyone has seen my post on my Instagram about it. I’ve screenshot of these profiles and posted them as a regular post each time, right there on my own original Instagram. 

Since I’m mentioning it again here, I have to say to everyone out there that I do not take any money from any other method except PayPal. Either you make the purchase through my WIX spiritual services site, or you can send the money to me via PayPal by using my email address. For any other method, I do not take people’s credit card numbers, I don’t take payment through Venmo and I certainly don’t do cashapp (although I did take one client through Cash app recently due to an emergency with their PayPal account). If you are not dealing with me directly through my spiritual services website under my own domain of, or through my business email where you have all emailed me through many many times before, then it’s definitely not me. I only have the accounts that you all know about, and that’s the only form of payments that I take. I am really sorry if you get duped by anyone, but if that happens to be the case I cannot refund you money that you gave to some other fraud trying to pass off as me. I literally had someone that bought a reading from the fake imposter and lost $100 to them and then came back to me demanding that I pay them back since they thought it was me. I have to say that for many of you that have worked with me for quite so long, you should already know how things work and know a lot better than to fall for something like that. I can’t stop people from trying to pose as me on the Internet, and I am not responsible for anything that that individual does.

In the past, I did accept Western Union payments for one person, but I had done that as a special favor for her because she had requested it due to some issues that she had had back then, with PayPal as well. Since then, I have not used Western Union, I never use cashapp for anybody and I do not own any other Payments account. All of my work is done specifically through my spiritual services site, or through consultation in my email.

It really just breaks my heart that I even have to make a post like this, saying any of this. It shouldn’t be happening and I definitely don’t want anybody getting caught in the middle of it. I’m so grateful that I have had people in my circle that I’ve had all these years that have remained loyally by my side. I am really thankful for their true friendships and support. However, how will anybody else ever reach me if there are all of these blockages going on?

When I think about it, none of it really makes any sense. On my YouTube channel page alone throughout the channel and all of the views added together it’s over 1 million and something. Some of my videos have gotten over 30,000 to 100,000 views on them. I get anywhere from 15K, to 20K views on Pinterest monthly, and my Angels blog has half a million views there. It doesn’t seem to add up at the end of the day, that nobody seems to share, like, or post my work for me out of all of those numbers. If they didn’t want to follow the actual blog, the very least that most people do is, that they will look up the person’s Instagram and follow them there. But yet even on Instagram I have dropped in a significant amount of numbers for likes and support.

I used to have 100 or more people that liked my stuff regularly on my Instagram page. Yet I’ve noticed that it’s gotten down to 27 people. The most “likes” that I get will reach 50. That definitely says to me that there are a lot of missing people. When I think about things throughout time I realize that there are a lot of people that used to be very good friends, that suddenly just disappeared. When I think about it, I noticed that they all started to disappear around the same time. When I thought about it even more deeply, I noticed that they all started coming to me pretty much around the same time as one another to begin with. This made me even more curious that I had to go back to some of those accounts and find out where some of them went. I was genuinely concerned because they just quietly stopped supporting me. Hey it’s not anyone’s obligation to follow or “like” my stuff, that’s for sure. But I had genuinely shared my wisdom and my love with them, and I hadn’t had any falling out with anyone, not out of this great group of people, and so it was a little worrisome. With everything that happened with COVID-19 and everything, I just wanted to see if they were all OK. When I went to those accounts, they hadn’t used them in quite some time either! That means that they just abandoned their profiles. But why? These are very good questions aren’t they?

I remember throughout my work I’ve always tried to provide a lot of love and support to anyone that had come to me. I know that working through the Internet there can be many misunderstandings. I’ve always tried to make those understandings clear, and apologize for any hurt feelings or anyone felt, even though it was always unintentional on my end. I haven’t really made any enemies that I know of. Over the years I had a couple of people that left my circle over great misunderstandings that could have probably been straightened out rather easily, but I didn’t hold it against them. I just understood that maybe they were perceiving things in a certain way, and I didn’t want to pressure them by overly explaining myself. Even in blogs that I had posted after they had left, I have always mentioned how I terribly miss each of them and so I don’t presume that they hate my guts or anything and so I can’t understand where all of this is coming from. Then you have to imagine that even if I had made any enemies, why would they keep it going on for so very long?

The idea of this blog isn’t to complain, it’s just to voice out what I’ve discovered and to share with everyone reading it, where I’m at presently. I’ve honestly started to assume that I am deliberately being pushed into the background here. From censorship issues, a bunch of fake profile accounts to divert people from me, spam accounts that follow me so that no one else can see my stuff, and a bunch of bought accounts to block me from getting visibility, this speaks loads of there being someone behind the scenes who is pulling the strings for all of this. I’ve already known who it was for quite some time and others that were linked to the situation as well. I can’t say that I’m not hurt, because I am. I’ve always told my students to watch out for the wolves in sheep‘s clothing as there will always be some out there in the world. But I have to say that working in the field of spirituality, this is one place that you would hope not to expect to come across many of them. Spirituality is supposed to be the one place that you can come as a refuge, whether as a teacher or a student. It’s supposed to have truth and good intentions. For all of the people out there that say that they want to see a better change in the world, or that they want to see earth ascend, a lot of people in Spiritual communities these days are only working for themselves. They’ve never been about helping anybody else out, and to deliberately make it so that someone’s entire purpose of living is crushed like a tiny bug, it’s truly evil. We all have the right to the freedom of speech and self expression. We all have the right to join with others who feel the same or are like-minded. Nobody has the right to stop anyone from that. In the world of mysticism and spirituality, it’s supposed to be about unity and togetherness.

For everyone that says that they wish that all of the bad in the world would go away, they surely do add to it don’t they? And so, I’ve been thinking, if the world itself is evil, then it’s certainly not a world that I want to be a part of. I’ve isolated myself from it because of that. But if the world of spirituality is no different, then that’s certainly not a world that I want to be a part of either. Maybe backing off is giving them what they want, yes.. but to be honest with you it would give me a lot of peace. I have fought through a lot of this for many years and the problem still persists on, never getting any better, only ever getting worse. Definitely not about algorithms or anything like that because I have tried to do everything right, even paying money that I didn’t have a time to try to boost me.

 I am considering shutting down my job.

I really wanted to be able to continue working with others, but how can I do that if only a certain number of people find me? Numbers in this world,… are everything. They won’t take any of my work seriously if they head on over to my Instagram and I have 27 likes. They want to see some kind of legitimacy in my work through the support.

The very ironic thing about all of this is, that I actually have an expert computer technician and coder that has been helping me for many years. He has helped me get organized through a platform that he created for my work. I’ve offered to pay him but he’s always been very kind and told me that I could pay him through any services that he may need on my end, and in exchange for his. Yet he seldom ever asked me for any. I have gone to him with my concerns over the years about these very same problems, but he tells me that there’s not much I can do about it. I have mentioned the fake profiles, the censorship, and so much more… But he doesn’t have any answers and for the answers that he has provided, they haven’t been able to stop these problems. I figured that he’s busy enough and I’m just very humble for the help that he has given me making me the new platform and so I don’t want to bother him too much. I decided that I would go to someone else for these separate issues and talk to them about it instead.

Speaking to them first on the phone, the person went and looked at all of my social media platforms and definitely confirms what I’m saying. The accounts just didn’t seem right and the numbers just simply didn’t add up. Much visibility, but no support? “That’s not usually how it works”, he told me. He also went through a few other things with me and advised me on a lot of stuff. I really felt as though he took the extra time out to really listen to what I was telling him instead of just dismissing me as most people do.

A lot of people seem to just overlook the fact that I’m telling them that I am censored and that I believe I have a hacker watching my every move. But this guy was really nice and really went out of his way for free, to take a look. He called me into his office and asked me to bring all devices that I use for my work. After the appointment, I was broken hearted. He informed me that a lot of my suspicions about things were correct. He referred me to someone that could help, but after that person took a look at things too… They decided to not want to help me after all. I thought to myself, “it’s that bad”? He revealed the truth. I knew it all along, but sadly there was really no where to turn. It would be a hassle just trying to get restarted.

Yes! It is that bad. It seems that it’s just one ongoing issue after the other. Even after all of this, my spiritual services website was just hit with a spam attack. I’m very thankful that WIX comes complete with security because otherwise I would have had a lot of problems. I stopped using my emails because somebody had signed me up for so many spam sites, that all that I get in my inbox are spam emails now. There are thousands of them, littered over top of important emails from my students and my clients. It’s a shame because I can’t even see some of them sometimes as the spam emails push the important ones off of the front page. Decided that I would work from something else in order to keep in touch with others.

As soon as I publicly indicated that I’ll be working on another platform more, all of the spam accounts start moving on over there. I can’t mention how many fake profiles are even in my client portal too. I have worked with thousands and thousands of people throughout the world over the years, and I recognize a whole bunch of names throughout the long list of clientele I have there. But, there are hundreds of others that I’ve never even heard of or worked with at all. Now that I’ve indicated I’ll be working through my app, it seems that the spam accounts started automatically signing up to that platform right away.

The spam sign ups were always there, but the bulk sign ups had started in May 2022. That’s why I had asked a lot of my regulars and VIP members to add pictures and date of birth, to verify that their account was in fact active. some of my clients even have 2 to 3 other accounts. I never understood the need for them. One account to sign up with is just fine. Why three?

Back to the spam, It’s a known fact that if you end up sending a bulk email with your newsletter or any other advertisements by email and it reaches a number of fake emails that are registered into your contacts, that the emails will automatically mark them as spam. If the browser or host of that email has gotten enough of mine through those fake accounts and has marked them as spam there, then for real clients…my newsletters will go directly to their spam box instead, as it’ll be technically computed into the system that mine was a spam email. People were doing this also to posts of mine. The computer guy told me that to get any visibility on social media, your stuff has to be shared. But then again that sends me right back to the same problem that I’ve had of being blocked in.

I’m just really venting and so please forgive me. I had to get some of this off my chest here because it’s been a really difficult road trying to fight against all of this. If it’s not having to deal with all of these problems, then I will have problems with my cell phones getting spam calls, or the computer system won’t register the uploads for my readings, to make it difficult for my readings to reach my clientele. It just seems to never end. Knowing that eventually the numbers are going to dwindle downward even more in the future, it makes me think about what I said before in the past. I’ve been saying over time that eventually the world would go into a very specific direction and because of that, most people would not be sincerely interested in anything I had to offer or say anymore. It seems that people don’t want righteousness anymore. That’s just one part of the story though. I don’t want to be a part of some fake ring of profile accounts, and keep working so hard, only to either be left in the dust or hidden.

These times we live in are hard. People just simply want to fulfill their own imagination to feel better about the reality that we’re all living in. But if no one is interested later on, then there’s not going to be any need for me. I definitely have a lot of work that I have to work through for people, and as I continue with that and the Bible course… I’m going to have to keep it in my mind to consider perhaps shutting down my business and to stop doing this kind of work. I don’t want to continue putting out all of these attempts of trying to reach new people and help them, if it’s just going to get me nowhere. I’m sure many of you understand where I’m coming from. Can you imagine just giving your heart to help many people and then finding out that they were never real about supporting you to begin with?

I know who my true followers are, as many of them are still with me, never give me a problem, never disrespect me or show me any quality of rudeness and they still stand by me as a friend in my group even when I can’t be there myself. There are still some that try to share my message even if it doesn’t get them anywhere, as they won’t give up on me. I’m not giving up right now either. I’m just merely stating that maybe it’s time to do something else. Of course I know a lot of you will still need me for many things and for you, I’ll still be there. I’ll have to put a lot of thought into what my decision will be, but if I don’t see improvement or it does get worse, then I’m pretty sure that I’ll just probably step back. I have submitted my blog writings from all of my websites for copyright and I protected them legally under trademark. I’ll take them with me, or perhaps release books of them. I have to take my work with me though, if I go. I certainly don’t want to leave anything behind for anyone to steal or take from me, as I worked very hard on everything that I have. If I’m not going to be the one that presents the information, then I’m not going to let anyone else present it. I rightfully have the connection with heaven, everything that I have shared has been a part of my true story, and my true wisdom. It just wouldn’t feel right if anyone else did it in my place.

Like I said, I’ll be pondering this over for sometime but I had to let everyone know what I’ve been thinking and why. I really love all of you so very much and it’s always my intention to try to do what I can for everyone. But I do have feelings too, and when I see something that is wrong, I definitely want to separate myself from it. Don’t worry, for those of you that do love and support me, I’ll never leave you forsaken. I will let everyone know what my final decision is, sometime later in the year. I hope things get better by then.

To end my thoughts here, the computer guy really did help me to narrow down where a lot of the issues were coming from. it really broke my heart and as I think about it more and more, I can’t believe how people can truly pretend to be a caring and spiritual person while behind the surface, they are calculating and cruel. I’ll be finishing up whatever I have left for many of you, and I will continue with the course and any other planned projects. But after any of that, I’ll come to my decision as to what I want to do. I thank everyone who was real and true, for standing beside me. I truly hope that you keep your fingers crossed for me, that this will all end and I can truly continue this work and reach many other people.


I have had a lot of spirits come through with a lot of requests. And I’ve had a lot of experiences with them from quite eerie to down right humorous. But recently I had an experience with spirit and a balloon that reminded me of another that I had some time ago. I wanted to share these two true stories with my readers.

Dad is that you?

On September 26, 2017 I had made a post in my Facebook angels group about how I had had a prophetic dream about having a baby. It was September 26 of 2018 the following year, that she was born. I describe the dream as having had a baby girl that at the hospital two people had gifted to me rose quartz hearts. Here are the screen shots below.

My little baby girl was born September 26, 2018. And so the following year after her birth, my father had begun his transition of passing on. We celebrated a small birthday party for her in my dining room as my father laid in his hospital bed in my parents bedroom down the hall. I had purchased a large Princess Poppy from the movie “Trolls” balloon for the baby and had had it blown up at Party City not far from my house. Since my father couldn’t come out and celebrate with us, I had brought the baby into say hello to him that day and I remember wanting to urge him to come out of his bedroom because I knew that he still had a little bit of energy to him. I felt that he could have lived a little bit longer if we would have tried to keep him a little bit more mobilized and off of the meds. They were trying to give him morphine and sedatives but the heavens had said that it was only making things worse for him. I couldn’t get my parents to agree to let him out of the room though. And so, I had brought her to him. He was still quite coherent at the time and I know that since he had always made such a great effort with my kids, that he regretted not being able to sing happy birthday with her.

You see, I was very isolated while growing up because of who and what I am. I also threw a lot of prophecies that I had had throughout my childhood and teenage years had known that there were gonna be some pretty hard times in the world in the future that I really felt the need to always protect my parents. I knew my father was going to have lung cancer at some point also too. I never did leave home. When I had my children, I remained with my parents. My partner and I always knew that it was not going to work out and that our roads would go in very different directions. Even though I was loved greatly and that person always tried, it just wasn’t destiny. I was there to help him through some hard times and provide a love that he probably never would have experience otherwise, and he was there to be a best friend to me. My children were the center of that fate and that pathway. But to remain in a relationship? That was something that was always difficult for me. It’s very hard for anyone to really truly understand me as an Oracle. I’m not like these psychics on the Internet that do some divination and maybe have a quick vision or two. I am a true messenger and for that, I read many facets of the soul and many levels. I see the past, the present, and the future as well as many alternate pathways. Because of this, I’m always a reflection of others in a great divine and wise way to help them. And so my personality often reflect different people at different moments as well as different emotions that are felt in the atmosphere. Don’t worry, I’m not unstable LOL. It’s just that that is really hard for anyone to really see me. For those that do get to know me, they almost never let go. And so to remain on the safe side because my love is so unconditional and pure that any tiny bit of hurt is very traumatic for me, I’ve always secluded myself with my parents. I have found that being only around those that are pure and innocent have been very good for me because they reflect who I am for a change. And so being with my children is always brought me joy while remaining by my parents side to provide that heavenly protection for them as they provided for me and other ways.

And so my father and mother were always there. My dad was always my number one best friend. When people were having some pretty outrageous and fun New Year’s Eve parties, we were just here with the kids having our own little get together with some pizza and party hats. I know, it sounds lame. But to us it was the world. It was the same when it came to our holidays and birthdays. I recall that when my father first held the baby, he looked down at her and cried a little. He had told me that he was sad because he knew that the child would grow up never getting to know father was a very loving person that loves children and animals too. Not knowing one of his grandchildren really hurt his heart as he knew he was dying. Not being able to sing happy birthday to her really hurt him because he knew that it was probably the last birthday he was going to witness. Being just that one extra person at the party for me as he always had been, was so very important to me and so I know that deep down he had some regrets of not being able to attend but knowing that he was right down the hall was enough for me.

Some of those helium balloons last forever. My father passed away October 5 not long after the babies birthday. Princess Poppy bobbed up and down between the ceiling and floor in my living room downstairs as the rest of us sat morning upstairs. It seem that the balloon represented a small remnant of our last happy moment at that moment in time. The balloon itself was located in my living room downstairs in our bilevel home. That means that between the upstairs and downstairs there are two very small sets of stairs, one going down, and one immediately next to it going up. It’s just a very tiny little area. With natural science, one would calculate that if the balloon were to move anywhere, it would go into an area where there would be the most space. If the living room door downstairs had been opened, then it would’ve been more likely to have had a chance to move in the direction of either going straightahead, or to the left end up the stairs. But the thing was, the balloon didn’t have much room to move at all because the door was barely even opened a crack. Somehow the door had opened, but it’s still only opened may be about 4 inches. The balloon itself stood about 2 1/2 feet tall, and about and about 6 inches wide. Yet as me and my kids sat on the upstairs living room couch, we saw the Princess Poppy balloon moving its way up the stairs.

Now since the foyer area near the door is right there between the two small sets of stairs, it would only make sense that the balloon now somewhat deflated but not entirely, would probably in its weakened state just hover right there being caught in that little square it off area of the foyer. When I saw it, I just knew that there was more to the balloon than met the eye. I told my family out loud that they should watch the balloon because it was going to do something pretty extraordinary. I explain to them that the balloon was going to make it self up the stairs as if someone were walking it up, and that it would instead of reaching us in the living room… Make it self all the way down the hallway to my mothers room, enter her room, and rest right directly beside her on her bed. Since everybody usually believes what I say, they weren’t doubting me or anything but there was this “no way” surprised factor kind of hovering in the air from their reactions. It was almost as if to say that they needed to see it happen themselves.

The balloon did exactly what I had said but even a little bit more. As the balloon made its way up the second flight of steps without delay and with great ease, it’s turned right and made its way down the dark hallway toward my mothers bedroom as I had suspected it would. But I took it a step further and spoke to the energy surrounding the balloon and had said; “Dad if that’s you, walk the balloon back toward us”. The balloon in fact made a complete turn around and came all the way back down the hallway toward me and the kids as we stood there watching. However, when the balloon got close enough to me I had realized that it wasn’t my father.

I looked deeply into the energy to inspect a little bit more deeply and see if I could make out who was behind the traveling balloon. I was horrified! I saw a very terrifying face smiling in a grimacing way back at me as it are used its hands and energy to guide the balloon. I hadn’t said anything because I didn’t want to scare the children at the time and the balloon just turned and made its way back down the hallway again, going through my mothersdoorway and into her room just as I had said in the beginning. It seemed that the small detour making its way back toward us, had installed it as plans at all. The balloon rested right next to her as she laid in bed. Now anyone who couldn’t see spirit, would have probably saw that that was my father. Here was this very sentimental balloon related to a sentimental event that he had missed, and the balloon made its way to the same bedroom that he had been dying in the day on the birthday. Not only that but it rested right next to my mom. It sure would have fooled anyone. But spirits that are of a malicious Energy, often use very emotional situations and beloved people in our lives to try to trick us further or calls us paying. I had explained to my kids what it was because if they would’ve continued thinking that it was my dad, then they would’ve thought that his spirit was in the house and maybe tried to communicate with him. If that were the case, they would not have been reaching my father but instead that malevolent entity that was trying to pass itself off as him as it hid behind the balloon. This is why people have to be really careful when they tamper with the world of spirit. Spirits can mimic and mock anyone that you’ve known, that has passed away. And they most certainly will do so if the opportunity presents itself. They try to find any way to reach out to the world of the living so that they can make that contact and attach to your energy. I was able to handle the situation, and the entity was banished from my home. When I do readings with spirit were those that are deceased, I always read their blueprints. Even though a lot of spirits can try to imitate a spirits blueprint to appear as if they are them, there are differences that can be spotted that will definitely reveal who they really are at the end of it. They can’t actually replicate another blueprint entirely because it is against the law of spirit. They can only take so much of it and use it. And that’s why I look for other things more deeply so that I can always be sure rather than just judge the presentation of that spirit itself. I wish others that worked in the world of the occult would have the same ability to do so, but alas they do not. And this is why there are so many problems when it comes to others who have spiritual interferences, attachments, and many other issues and problems.

No Helium

Like I said, I have had so many spiritual occurrences because of who I am and my spiritual gifts and abilities that I could probably write several books. However a situation that recently occurred involving another balloon had reminded me of the story involving the Princess Poppy balloon situation.

That brings me to the most recent situation that I experienced. I’m all about encouraging my little ones to do well. I have several rewards programs set up for them for good behavior, tours, and other things that I encourage them to do that are virtuous. for one particular day, I had obtained a few balloons that were nearly just made out of latex and that I had to blow up myself with the air in my own lungs. This was a special treat for them because all kids just love balloons. You can punch them up in the air, you can kick them around, there are quite a few games that you can play with someone involving a balloon. That is, if you’re creative enough. I had four of them in total and because the children had been so good that day, I figured that I would reward them by blowing up two of the balloons for each of them to play with. My son Noah and his new girlfriend were in the upstairs living room where I had originally given the balloons to my little toddlers. I told the little ones to wish Noah and his girlfriend a good night, and then directed them downstairs. No one else had been home except for my mother who was in her bedroom asleep.

Now you have to understand that these balloons were blown up with only just my own oxygen. After blowing them up to a certain size, I tied them up and handed them to the kids to go play with at their own will. They were just so delighted having those balloons! They were bopping them up in the air, and throwing them up to watch them fall back down gently. I really enjoyed seeing the joy in them as they did so. Just the sweet innocence of two happy little kids with something as simple as a balloon, had really made my day. We were back downstairs in my living room/office. It used to be where I did a majority of my spiritual services for people but when I had the two little ones, I had to convert it into a living space for us all, and then take my work into the living space upstairs instead. I had given them the balloons as they are daily reward just before bedtime. It’s around that time that I teach them to say their prayers as well too. While teaching them, I also do my own prayers with prayer candles for some of the prayer requests that come in on my website. Alexander had been playing with his balloon just right behind me as I had lit up a few candles on behalf of a few people. But yet there was some kind of weird energy behind me that didn’t feel like Alexander’s aura. And so, I had postponed lighting the next prayer candle to turn around and see what was going on and to also just take a moment to watch him with his balloon a little more before it was time for him to lay down and go to sleep. It was at that moment that I saw him throw the balloon up into the air and it looked as if the balloon had gotten caught on something mid air. Yet there wasn’t anything physically there. Just some energy between Alexander and the ceiling where the balloon was being thrown up into. But it had seem to pause for a second in mid air. It was really odd but not as odd as what had happened next.

Once the balloon had released from that very small pause, it finally reached the ceiling but instead of hitting the ceiling and coming back down like it had done 100 times already before as Alexander had been playing with it for about an hour by that time… It didn’t come back down at all! The balloon stayed at the ceiling.

Again, this balloon had no helium in it whatsoever and was merely just a latex balloon with oxygen inside. I would have never given a balloon with helium to kids anyway not to play with anyhow. Helium can be extremely dangerous if it’s inhaled especially by younger kids, and they certainly would not have been able to play with it because it would have kept floating away from them. I also don’t own a helium tank. It was just a quick gamethat I had created for them out of a couple of dollar store balloons that I had gotten earlier that day to reward them with. But here the balloon was stuck to the ceiling. My ceiling isn’t sticky. No one physical was there making it to be so. And the energy to be honest with you, was just straight up creepy. Alexander and little Elora know me well enough by now that if I tell them some thing and give them a certain look, they know I mean business. And so seeing that the balloon was just hovering above us, I told them to get upstairs and shot them a look of intensity. Both of them hurried out of the room and up the stairs as I followed behind them. I wanted a witness. I found my son Noah and his girlfriend and ask them to come downstairs with me. I told them that they had to see something that was pretty crazy. Both of them hurried down to go and see what I was talking about. At first they didn’t notice anything because they were just looking straightahead. I told both of them to look up at the ceiling and tell me what they saw. As they looked up, they looked really confused. My son asked me why there was a balloon stuck to the ceiling. I told him to go ahead and just poke it with his finger a little bit. When he touched it it moved a little to show him that there was nothing sticky or adhesive that was holding it there. It just moved with great ease a tad bit and then rolled back into position looking looking as if it were there in a very stiff way. Both of the teenagers looked at each other in an expression so as to show that they were puzzled and looking to one another for some kind of a clue as to what was going on. But neither of them could explain it and so they looked back to me for answers. I told them that I was grateful that they witnessed the event and that they could head back upstairs and I would explain later and then I had taken a few pictures of it.

Looking at the energy I could obviously see what it was right away at the time, but I didn’t want to alarm the little ones or the teenagers or make them afraid. There was obviously someone standing there holding the balloon up to the ceiling like that spiritually. I’m pretty certain nobody could see it except for myself but I did take a few pictures and I will add them here in this blog as proof. If there’s anyone who is gifted with any spiritual site, perhaps maybe they can see some of the spirit that I am talking about.

Some ask me why the spirit chose to take the balloon and stand there holding it up to the ceiling like that. It was obvious that it wanted its presence be known. But who was it? And why did they want us to be aware of them? that’s a very good question and I will answer that now.

I had just finished doing a generational spirit removal service for a family service that a client of mine had recently purchased. There are all different types of methods that I’ll use to get rid of the spirits and dispose of them permanently but sometimes I have to do multiple sessions and I can’t do them all back to back or at the same time. I had only just begun removing the spirit and then banishing it from that family, earlier that morning. I hadn’t yet found out what to do with the spirit from that point forward. I was going to need to go back into spirit realm again once the kids went to bed that same night. But since there had been all of that time in between from the time that I had finished the service and when I had planned on going back in to get rid of the spirit permanently, the spirit had been lingering in my home. Taking my little ones balloon and holding it up to the ceiling was its way of trying to taunt me into thinking that it was going to target my little one as a threat because I had been interfering with a long line of its terrible interference as it had been causing for the person I had removed it from and their loved ones. It may sound ridiculous to some that it chose to take a balloon and hold it up as a way of making its presence known but it’s really frightening if you think more deeply about it. It was using the balloon as a way to signify who is the next target was going to be. That of an innocent child. Of course that’s terrifying for an angelic but as a mother… even more so. What mother would want their child to be targeted by a malicious entity? No one I would hope. But still it’s not a sense of being scared of the spirit as in I fear that I can’t handle it. It’s just the bad energy it brings and its ugly intentions that it harbors with it. There is no way to really ever describe what that feels like.

I finally finished the service later on that night. Granted, it was a little uncomfortable putting the kids to sleep before doing the rest of the service knowing that the spirit was still lurking around somewhere in the home. I had to keep a good eye out on the kids while also making sure that I got that service finished and completed. The spirit was finally done away with as it deserved and the children are perfectly safe of course.

Seeing a spirit mass with a balloon again had reminded me of the balloon situation that I had experience some years before. I shared the story with the rest of my family as they came home from work later that night after the service had been completed. My daughter and her boyfriend work very late serving at the restaurant. When my daughter arrived having been driven home by her boyfriend, I quickly approached them as he was walking her in the door to say good night. I told them all about the balloonand even showed them pictures. Of course my daughters boyfriend being the logical person that he is, had to go on the Internet and try to research whether a balloon that is blown up by the mouth with the oxygen can flow of word and stay there or not. Obviously, there is no such thing LOL. Scientifically it isn’t possible. That definitely puts some chills of our spines that night.

And so those are my two tales of my two experiences with spirits and their use of balloons. I have included some pictures down below for everyone to see. Anyone who thinks they may have the gift of sight can certainly try to take a look and see what they say but I already well know what is there. I just thought to share as it’s pretty interesting nonetheless.

This was the original angle that I had seen the balloon at first. If you look at the energy in the air underneath of the balloon, you may actually be able to see the outline of an apparition.
Here I am taking a picture of the balloon from another angle. You can see me in the reflection of the mirror there. You might be able to see some things in the energy as it was very thick.
Little Alexander is down there reaching for the balloon at the bottom.

For the record, I have done a lot of work with spiritual beings of all different types as my work requires it and being an angelic soul, I was given that authority to communicate. Throughout my Time here on earth, part of helping others is to get rid of spiritual problems that they have including entities. I have battled with my fair share of them throughout time. Lately I have been trying to promote my family generational Spirit Removal service because as I work with more and more people from all over the world in the years of my experience, I see more and more things. That experience helps me to add together information that I can then figure out ways through trial and error, to then find a solution for. Once I find a solution I added to my website. One problem that I’ve seen so many people face time and time again, is that of nasty Generational and Spirits. These things are so awful and calls a variety of different problems, that people have had a great difficulty in trying to grow spiritually or even in different areas of their life because of them. I used to try to remove them from one person but found that they would somehow always come back. I needed to figure out a way to get rid of them permanently. The reason why I became so adamant about it was because I really love people. I get tired of seeing them suffer. There are so many things that they suffer from to.

Karma causes suffering. The restrictions placed upon them by the matrix and life also cause a lot of trials. Their own mistakes often create burdens. And then of course Spiritual interferences, curses and entities. The one thing that I found much of that all to have in common, was that through everything I just listed, spirits can become spiritual attachments. When they do so they almost always find something to latch on to within a person that they can then pass on to someone in their family line. But the catch is, that the spirit also follows two. There are new generational spirits being created every day, as well as ones that have been following family lines since ancient times. With that in mind I have found that the only way to really do anything about it, is the clear all of that away. Afterwards, getting rid of the spirit and it’s attachment to the family can help it from ever becoming attached to anyone in the family again or returning to anyone as well. I really try to spread the wisdom that I come to know, so that I can bring more awareness to others and somehow help them if they need it. Any nasty spirit can become an ongoing problem not just for the person experiencing it at the time, but even for their cherished loved ones, And any loved ones that they will come to have in the future. I ask that anyone needing education on this will head on over to my website where they can read more.

The generational spirits of Aunt Mary

I am definitely not at a loss for words when it comes to the topic of generational spirits. In fact, I talk about the subject quite a bit. I am extremely passionate about it because I have truly seen the way that these terrible parasitic creatures wreck havoc in the lives of those that are infested with them. And while I have added extensive information about them on the Church I.M website, this article isn’t about educating anybody on the subject although I think it could. I want to share some personal information in regards to something that a relative of mine experienced. I do hope that you’ll get around to reading the article on the other website though. It may open your eyes.

The people in this article will be renamed for confidentiality purposes. This subject is coming up in this article because I have been contacted by a lot of people throughout the years it especially recently about generational spirits. The truth is, many people are getting fed up with having to deal with the plague of these nasty spiritual beings. I’ve been working on a lot of the removal services for these types of spirits and while it’s an extreme type of spiritual work, it’s all worth it to me in the end if it helps the person in their family to liberate themselves from their family curse.

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The Cleanest & Worst Social Media Apps for 2022

I’m considered among the veterans of social media, because I’ve been using it for as long as it’s been out there…just like many other people. The only difference is, is that while a lot of people use it for keeping up with society I’ve used it for a number of different reasons.

Needs for social media

In my time, I have used every single one of the social media platforms out there for marketing my brand, influencing people positively, keeping up with what’s going on in the world, sharing my own personal life, and trying to at least stay up-to-date with trends that people love. I’m not a trendy person, but I like to know what others are into, in order to have something to relate to them about. Yes, throughout my time using social media for those things, I’ve come to know all of the apps pretty well.

For many people, social media is like a home away from home, on their phone. It takes them away from the problems in their lives. It helps a lot of people to daydream and go into their imaginative worlds in which they wish their real life was like. It helps a lot of people to connect with others that in their every day life, they wouldn’t even dream of connecting with. In fact there are a lot of people that don’t even have a lot of friends face-to-face, but have many of them on the Internet. Indeed, social media has changed the face of society forever. It’s created a lot of opportunities for people too. It made it possible for a lot of people to market their small businesses and companies, or even themselves.

Collective Thought…

“ Energy is consciousness. Consciousness is made of intelligence. Both energy and intelligence together, equal spirit”.

Alura Cein 2016- The Church of I.M ( In my courses at ) ( “Faded: The Circle of Life to the Soul- My Quote Mentioned By Author Trish Avery)

As a spiritualist, the one thing that I think most people are unaware of about social media is that, there is an energetic tone to it. Like I said, it’s a home away from home for many. This means that there are a lot of energies swarming around in a collective reality, just not all in the same location. It’s a quantum thing LOL. Let me explain.

“Energy is consciousness. Consciousness is made of intelligence. Both energy and intelligence together, equal spirit”. Since energy is behind all things, including thought… Then when a bunch of people are using their consciousness to believe in something, or come together under one united thought all the same, it becomes a collective consciousness. It’s much of what this world is made of.

That’s right. Planet earth is nothing more than a reality created by a collective consciousness. And since that is possible, think of all of the other things that people create on a daily basis? This is why it is said: “ where two or more are gathered in my name, the presence of God is near”.- Matthew 18:20. Names are a vibration. It is a spoken word that carries it’s own frequency. But then again, all words are. All together, everyone gathered in the same “name” putting out the same vibration, enhances the energy and the intention of the thought. And that’s where the presence of “God” comes in, because they are creating some thing. It may not be visible in this world, but it exists on the mental and spiritual plane. It’s also a known fact scientifically that distance doesn’t exist. When it comes to social media, everything I said above applies. This is because without distance and with everyone gathered in the same thoughts or ideas, they are basically uniting on the mental/spiritual plane while they are on the same social media apps, looking at the same things or gathered together for cyber events etc. and this is why people have started to take their social media lives, so seriously over time.

For many, they can’t step away from it even for a minute. It’s become so real to them. Even their own physical lives in this reality don’t seem to be as real anymore, as what they have created for themselves on social media. It’s really important to the majority of people in society now. And so, all of the thoughts and energies that are being pumped into the apps through the users who on them at the exact same time, are actually creating a whole other reality just in the mental zone and spirit.

The Social “app-set“

I’ve tried to keep my time short, when it comes to being on social media. I’ve noticed a lot of things in regards to social media, on a spiritual level and the things that I’ve noticed, may be things that others wouldn’t even think about or consider. But for those that follow me, I’m sure what I’m saying makes a lot of sense. I’m sure there are a lot of people that will come to read this article, that will also agree.

Let me ask you this…

Aside from having social media withdrawal, have you ever felt a sense of nervousness before going on the Internet? Do you get anxiety before opening your social media app? But then again, it’s hard for you to stay away? I’m sure a lot of readers will answer “yes” for all of those questions. And that’s why I referred to the bundle of emotions experienced as the social app-set instead of “upset”. Because that feeling of being upset is being triggered by the app.

The reality of, virtual reality

When you go into the spiritual world there are many layers to each spiritual plane. The Internet is very similar. You have the regular Internet, which most people go onto. Then you have the deep net. And then there is the dark net. It’s amazing that you could be looking at just one regular website about kittens, but yet underneath of it there is a whole world of things going on beneath the surface. A webpage about kittens, could be the face front for a hidden forum that has people seeking an assassin or something like that. A website that hosts biblical knowledge, could have a drug ring hidden underneath of it. There are so many layers to things when it comes to the Internet. Indeed it is a very scary world if you think about it. Just like most people believe in heaven, the human world, and hell, the Internet has it’s layers as well. The surface Internet being very similar to the physical world of every day life which is visible. The deep net being very similar to the world of spirit that most people don’t see but with some gift, can access… And then there is the dark Net which is much like hell because it houses all of the things that need to be hidden because of how grotesque they can be. I don’t know if any of you have ever had experience with the dark Net, but I have. It’s a very terrifying place. Looking at it, makes you wonder what kind of physical world you are really living in. All the while, everybody goes on social media day by day, focusing on fashion, appearances, moneymaking, information, news, politics, celebrities, tips, hacks and all kinds of other things that seem innocent enough when in comparison to a lot of other ugly things happening in the world that you don’t hear about every day.

The point that I’m trying to make here is that energetically, there are so many layers to reality, just as it is with virtual reality. Going on to social media, you are not just logging onto a page with millions of viewers, but you are connecting with them energetically as well too. You are sharing that moment of a world with them as you are all taking interest together. Not only that, but there are also very dark things going underneath of the surface that even though you don’t see it, you’re connected and clicked in with that as well. And that’s because all of the layers to reality, and virtual reality work the same. Just like the world of spirit is going on all around you right underneath of you every day as you walk through it, in the air… When you connect into social media and its energies… You are also experiencing the shadows along with it. Those shadows are going on all around you there, just like spirit does here. Only you’re not aware of it.

My rating system

It’s true that every single social media app is going to have a lot of the same content. It’s inescapable. However I’ve noticed, there are some social media apps that are a little cleaner. What I mean by that is, the energy is a little bit better. The content is a little calmer, and it isn’t as intense of an energetic atmosphere to log onto it. I have noticed that a lot of people that I have spoken with throughout time that are regular social media users, have all experienced a feeling of heaviness or anxiety when they go to log into their social media. I noticed that a lot of them were using the same apps.

I did an experiment to see if I experienced the same things. I did. And so I was inspired to try out all of them and to give myself enough time on each, that I could really get a feeling of them all. And that led me to writing this blog. I want to share with everyone the social media platforms that seem to be the very best overall, based on a few things that I was rating them in regards to. Here are the things that I was taking note of when observing these apps, in order to get a good feeling of them to fairly rate them properly later on.

I looked for which apps created more anxiety when going on to them. I also looked at which apps seemed to have a more relaxed and easy-going vibe when surfing on them. When on them, I also looked at the contents. I wanted to see what appeared more so, on certain apps than others. Then I looked at which apps had more access to communicating with other people. I wanted to see which apps gave people the ability to comment or talk, versus which apps only allowed a person to share or like without communication. I also wanted to look into whether the apps that I felt were more energetically clean, had any association with the amount of communication on them, or lack of. I also experimented with what type of atmosphere the apps themselves gave off.

As I said, social media is a home away from home for many people. OK then, what kind of home? I wanted to psychically tap into which apps gave off which types of energetic essence. For an example, which apps gave off a feeling of nostalgia in comparison to other apps that may have given of a vibe of being more hype. There are all different types of energetic signatures, and I was definitely looking into all of them.

I also wanted to see how open these social media platforms were to people of different beliefs systems and political opinions. I noticed that as of 2017, a lot of apps of social media had really started to become prejudiced against others who held certain political or religious views. I wanted to know which ones specifically and compare it to others that felt more open to everybody. Lastly, I channeled into the energy underneath of the social media platforms. Did I feel any dark web activity there? Were there any ulterior motive or agendas for the social media platform? What about the creators? Were they involved in anything they shouldn’t be? What I mean by that is, were they a part of promoting some form of negative agenda? Or were they responsible for spying on users, selling their information… Basic dishonesty?

I mentioned earlier, that I don’t like to spend much time on social media. For me, I like to just post, and leave. If I see anyone that I am close to in my feed, then I’ll certainly hit the like button on their post before I go. My Internet usage involves that, and my blogging. I check my emails as well to on occasion when I can. With all of that bundled up together in a day, I probably spend no more than 30 minutes a day on the Internet. However, in order to really feel out the different social media platforms, I had to extend that time a little bit this year. Of course I’ve already had some psychic information come up when using the social media platforms throughout the last how many years, but I really wanted to be sure before putting out my public opinion. And so I extended my Internet usage to about one hour a day. It wasn’t all in the same 60 minutes, but instead I broke it up. I used 30 minutes earlier in the day to check emails and post, and then the other 30 minutes I took in three 10 minute intervals throughout the rest of the day and night. For an example, I would sit on one social media platform for 10 minutes around dinner time, and another… for another 10 minutes around 9 PM. The last 10 minutes of Internet usage was around 11 PM. That means that I would jump back and forth between the social media platforms that I chose for the day, for 10 minutes each in the evening and nighttime hours. That broke them up pretty significantly. For a couple of weeks I went on Pinterest, Instagram, and WhatsApp. And then for another couple of weeks I went to Facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr. I would switch back-and-forth as time went by. I want to share with you my final results after a year of really channeling and observing deeply. Some of my review is going to include what I have observed on a surface level as well. I’m attributing my review to the year 2022 because of how times have changed in the last few years of my using social media at all compared to the one year of observation that I did on them intensely, in 2021 to 2022. These are the best and the worst out of them all, and why… I’m going to save the best for last.

The cleanest and worst social media platforms
My first video debuted on YouTube in 2013.

My first video debuted on YouTube in the year 2013, but I had used YouTube before that. Over the years I’ve noticed a lot of things about YouTube. When I first started using it, it was going by the motto, “Express yourself” and that’s exactly what the platform what is all about. There was such a variety found on YouTube back then with amateur bloggers just wanting to post their experiences, cool little homemade amateur skits and movies, news, and music. It was a lot of fun when I started doing my vlogging. My intention was to share what I knew spiritually and if other people found my videos because they held a similar spiritual belief, then I could connect with other people that wanted to learn a little further than what they already had been taught in their lives. I wanted to connect with people of all different religious backgrounds that just knew deep in their heart that there was something more to everything.

There were a lot of very genuine and authentic creators on YouTube back then. Throughout the years I’ve seen a lot of copycat behavior. People get inspired by one influencer, only to steal their basic idea and replicate it themselves for their own fame. YouTube became a platform of the same old content being replicated, and almost every single field of society. This involves funny videos, funny animal videos, spiritual teachers, Conspiracy theorist‘s, at home news anchoring, travel blogging etc. So many people were doing so much of the same thing, that it became so competitive.

After time, the algorithms became so strict, that if one person was getting more views than another, then it just pushed the other creator far into the background of YouTube. YouTube started to classify people and put them into either “main stream” or “far right”. This meant that if you were liked by the audience based on algorithms and you were talking about something that people wanted to hear, then you went directly into main stream. However, if you were talking about things that were a tad bit controversial, then you were sent on over into the far right of YouTube. The channels that were considered to be on the far right side, became subscriber-based only. Their videos didn’t show up in the search feed anymore even if they had more views then the videos considered to be main stream. This seemed to be extremely unfair. For an example, my YouTube channel has over 4 million views all together if you count back as far as when I started. However YouTube has only tracked data for views on a channel’s homepage, from 2018. Why they decided to eliminate any data before the year 2018, I don’t know why. Yet even with half of those views being counted for my channel, I should be considered main stream. Yet because of the subjects that I talk about in my videos, my channel is considered to be “far right” that YouTube censors me in a way.

What’s even worse, is that to ensure that a channel like mine doesn’t get much visibility whatsoever so that the algorithms don’t push me up there, they also have made it so that my subscribers don’t even see my videos show up in their subscription feed anymore. And I am not the only person that they’ve done this to. In fact there are so many original creators out there, that go through this all of the time. Looking at YouTube now, they have really become so main stream and trendy, that they only featured videos that are hosting content based upon what is more popular in society. It’s not about views anymore. Views in fact only just make a channel look more relevant. YouTube is basing relevancy upon what is socially accepted and search for. But spirituality is definitely a term that people are searching these days. It’s become quite popular in society that there are so many people out there more open minded now, that you can even find spiritual goods in a regular department store. Yet, they keep this type of content out of the way because it’s not considered to be main stream in their community guidelines so to speak.

My review on YouTube

When going onto YouTube I find that it’s a lot better when you know what you’re going to search for, and you just simply search for it. It’s good for learning a lot of things and it has a lot of great information on it. However, I do feel that they have really censored a lot of people from creating any original content based on stereotype and prejudiced. It’s restricting people from their freedom of speech, to keep them from getting views on their platform, just merely because of what they believe in and talk about. I understand that there should be some restrictions on certain content like pornography, violence and things of that nature… But if a person is just merely expressing their spiritual belief, or their opinion about some other topic… it should be allowed. Yet for some reason, they’ve done a lot of hard work in making sure that videos like that are pushed to the background of things while music videos and other popular subjects are up at the surface. I don’t get any anxiety when going onto YouTube like a lot of other people have mentioned that they get. I do feel some really bad energy when I go to research spiritual subjects that are in my own field though. This is because I know that a lot of other videos out there are just other competitors against each other and wanting credibility for their spiritual teachings. A lot of them have stolen from one another’s content and I don’t feel as though a lot of it is genuine. However, if you are going onto YouTube for any other reason such as to watch a funny video, research how to do something, or catch up with some thing you’ve missed on TV… It’s a great platform. I also love the variety of music that YouTube hosts as well. I still think they should fix the restrictions that they place on my channel though. It definitely makes me feel as though my freedom of speech has been taken away from me.

For a lot of apps created for texting, many of them are associated with a social media platform and its feed. I’ll go into some of those when I talk about their associated social media platform itself, a little later on. For now, I have to say that WhatsApp is definitely a good app for communication because you don’t have to worry about running into anything negative in the feed or any type of argument between people in the comments zone of a post, like some of the other texting apps associated with social media platforms. It gives you a little more reassurance to know that you can just go on there and text a friend without having to bump into some political argument etc.

Ethereal Consciousness and Alura Cein are both of my pages on this app.

When it comes to Tumblr, I used to really like Tumblr. It had a really fun vibe to it, and a lot of creativity. You could share your thoughts through an animated picture, or a quote. It was nice as well, that you could add your thoughts and tags underneath of it. People could find you through your tags, and just follow. You didn’t really have to have a whole lot of communication with anyone. People could “heart” your post and keep it moving. Yet, there was some thing that I noticed that was really fishy about Tumblr. I’ve never followed any accounts that were inappropriate myself, but yet as I was building my following a lot of porn related accounts would follow me. In fact, I had over 3000 accounts with porn related content on them, follow me on my Tumblr pages. I am above 16,000 followers now, and I can probably say that there’s a few thousand adult accounts that follow me still. I don’t follow them back, but yet I’ll still see adult related contact in the feed for some reason. It really baffled me. Every single time I went on Tumblr to post, something inappropriate would come up. Accounts with women who were naked and having sex with someone would appear in the feed. I hadn’t associated myself with any such thing and so it made me question what was really going on with Tumblr? I had to look into it a little more deeply.

When researching, I found that there had been a follow train in which someone was trying to lead more accounts toward mine, to help me gain more followers. I hadn’t asked them to do that, and I’m still uncertain as to who they really are. Yet what really confused me was, what was the reason behind making sure that these were all pornographic accounts that came to follow me? Were they trying to make my account look immoral, whereas I try to represent virtue? Was this like a silent smudge campaign?

This made me question Tumblr and it’s managers overall. According to the website they say: “The Percentage of U.S. internet users who use Tumblr, as of 3rd quarter 2020, by age group are in the ages of 15-25 years old”. If a majority of tumblers users are younger people why would they have so much porn related content on a social media platform where they know in their research that a majority of its users are of a younger audience? This really surprised me at the irresponsibility on their end. It’s said on a lot of websites that document things such as website views and statistics, that Tumblr is a social media platform with a younger age bracket. A lot of parents would see something like that on the Internet when doing their research, and just think it was safe for their child to use as a result. With that, their kid could be subjected to some pretty hard-core mature material. Tumblr has a beautiful aesthetic look to it, but it seems that there is something darker going on under the surface there.

I have only use Twitter a few times in the last how many years. In fact, I’ve gone on there maybe a few dozen times and I definitely didn’t try as hard to grow my following or post my content there, as I did with other platforms. I noticed some thing about Twitter right away, that made me feel standoffish toward it from the beginning. What was it? That it seemed that a lot of the users there were mainly those that had some kind of greater status in society. While celebrities use a lot of the social media platforms, it seemed that they were more predominantly featured on Twitter. A lot of them had grown their circles and would add their tweets, and grow significantly. The little people though, didn’t get very far. There definitely was a lot of social divide there. What’s furthermore, is that they definitely seem to have something against people having their own beliefs and opinions. A lot of what Twitter is about was exposed during the presidential campaign of Donald Trump. Everyone knows that I don’t support a political party or candidate. I feel that a lot of them have their own agendas and while I have nothing negative to say about anyone individually, I definitely don’t hold a political association. My beliefs are really out there when it comes to how I feel society and government should be led. I often keep my mouth closed in regards to that, in order to avoid any type of conflict. People may not agree with me. Not only this, but there are a lot of people who don’t agree with my spiritual teachings alone, yet to add fuel to the fire by stating how I feel about government and politics. I have mentioned some things throughout time, but I try to be pretty discreet in regards to that.

Still, it’s a fact that many people had observed how Twitter treated the president himself. He was the president, just like many other men before him. He may not have been liked by a lot of people, but he certainly should have been shown the same mutual respect as a lot of other leaders, if he had won that position fairly in the elections. Yet I seen him discredited, and he had a lot of defamation of character going on on Twitter. They even censored some of his tweets too, if it didn’t go along with a Democratic viewpoint. With that, I’m not really into any form of prejudice or racism. I don’t believe that people should be treated disrespectfully for any reason. I also feel that everyone has the right to express themselves as long as it’s done in a polite way with consideration to others so as not to deliberately try to offend anyone. Everyone has a freedom of speech though, although I believe it should be kind. It’s very clear that Twitter has some prejudiced and racism going on there when it comes to its users. If you are not on the same political side of things as they are, or if you’re not of a certain social status… Then you’ll probably not get very far using Twitter yourself. The only thing the social media platform would be good for, would be just to look at other peoples tweets, if interested.

Energetically, I felt that Twitter was really bland and it just seemed very office like. I didn’t feel as if I could really relax and sit on the social media platform for very long. It felt kind of wired like.


When it comes to Instagram, I think I would have to say that it has a pretty similar energy to that of its sister, Facebook. Instagram had a good vibe to it when it first came out, as it seemed to be a little bit easier to use. You could flip back-and-forth between its app, just decide what you were going to look at. A lot of the feed would have your followers in it, as well as the Discover page. Yet it became very deceptive over time. I noticed that a lot of the accounts on Instagram had purchased a majority of their following. There were a lot of accounts that featured people that were incredibly over a photo shopped, and seemed to be again following that copycat pathway, similar to that of YouTube. I would go on and see maybe 10 of the same type of accounts, and a month or so later, I would see hundreds of them. what’s more, is that all of those accounts would then become very competitive with one another. All of the same type of accounts we go on to follow each other and more accounts like themselves. This really botched the idea of any of them ever growing because if they were all just following similar accounts, then they would never find anybody outside who could possibly be interested. All of the people on those accounts interested in the subject matter, we’re just float back-and-forth between all of them. Eventually only certain ones would climb to the top while others would fade away. This seemed like another form of indirect censorship if you ask me. I explained this tactic in one of my courses.

What I explained in that lesson, was if there are three mechanics in a room looking for work with 20 people who are looking for a mechanic to hire, which mechanic that would be selected, wouldn’t be based upon his experience, but rather his appearance. Where in example let’s say that one mechanic had 60 years of experience and was known to be a master in his field. He was old in appearance, and looked unclean as a sign of long hours of working on cars. The other mechanic, had only been in the field for about 10 years, was semi-decent looking and still fairly young. The third mechanic just recently got his certification, was young and inexperienced but rather good looking. Out of those three mechanics, A few people would head toward the younger and better looking mechanic even though he lacked experience. Why? Because, he would be physically attractive. Just because those few people got up and chose him, a majority of the rest of the crowd would also choose him to. This would be based upon popular opinion, just from who they had seen the others choose before them.

Now let’s say that a whole bunch of those people went home and told all of their friends and family about this good looking young mechanic that they found. Just hearing the positive conversation and all of the hype about it, it may inspire some of the younger gentleman in those circles of families and friends, to go out and become a mechanic too. In the area, it explodes like a trend. From one part of the neighborhood to the next, everyone’s becoming inspired to become an auto mechanic because everyone in the neighborhood is talking about this one good looking guy. And so now the entire town is filled with new auto mechanics. What do you think is going to happen next? None of them are going to get any business. And that’s because the young auto mechanic who was chosen to begin with from the start, already had all of the popularity to begin with. Any of the others are only going to get business when he can’t conduct business due to being overbooked. It’ll help bring in the financial income, but most of the popularity is going to stay with the first guy. What’s worse is that the poor man with 60 years of experience who was a master in his field in that town, goes out of business. All just because of this one guy who is chosen not based on his experience but upon his look.

Eventually becoming an auto mechanic will fade away in that town as an idea for a career because something new will come up through some other word of mouth trend that circles around. The outcome of that, is that it’s going to be a town or neighborhood full of a bunch of very similar businesses competing with one another, whereas some do well and others fail. That is Instagram for you.

In order to burn out a subject as a fad or a trend, you have to get people to do it to death. When it comes to my field, that’s exactly what’s going on on Instagram and in many other fields. Look at business marketing, travel, modeling, food, music, holistic health, and fitness asan example. I was just talking to my son about music the other day. There are so many young people trying to rise up and becoming a rap artist or lyricist these days, that there are just too many of them for anyone else to really get noticed unless they meet the right people. It just looks like a huge population of people who are dressing alike, look very similar with hairstyles and fashion, making a lot of the same sounding type of music. I don’t understand it myself, as to why people would want to be like everyone else to that degree. There’s really nothing original in this world anymore. Everything is getting done to death and nothing new is coming up because people are so traumatized from having had their ideas stolen so much that they don’t want to put anything new out there anymore.

Instagram definitely doesn’t give you a good feeling of being at ease when you’re on it. Even though you get to choose who you follow, there’s always this feeling that something in going to pop up in the feed somehow, that’s going get you upset in someway. Even though, that’s not the case. It’s a very strange feeling that Instagram gives off. It’s just that the energy is not as weird as it is on Facebook. But in being able to tap into energy deeply, I have found that there is a very specific frequency to both Instagram and Facebook together. It seems as though there is a very strong and authoritative but deceptive type of tone to Facebook and Instagram. It definitely plays along with some of the social prejudice that’s going on out there in the world, and it especially sensors people. Let me tell you what happened to me with Facebook and Instagram specifically.

Being on Facebook, it always gave me a feeling of being watched. It felt like there was someone looking at my pages as I was scrolling on them as well. I felt like there was someone always reading my posts, but that they were like some invisible or ghost follower. It was a very heavy personality type, that didn’t seem to come with a very good intention. I thought a lot of hatred there. I’m not the only person who hasdescribed such a feeling when using Facebook either. In fact, there are a lot of people that have said the same thing. When it comes to my own personal experience, Facebook definitely gives me a feeling of being caged into one area and as if my own profile page is a prison. I have not been allowed to branch out too far into Facebook communities, nor have my contact shared there. I haven’t broken any of the community guidelines either. My posts were respectful and I didn’t mention anything controversial in the posts themselves. My links lead to blogs of my own, that came from from my own beliefs system and opinions. There wasn’t any contact in regards to violence or hate speech, and I didn’t really speak in regards to politics except to put up some predictions here and there. But in a lot of ways, my contact could be considered entertainment we’re just religious. If that’s the case, there are lots of religions out there saying a lot of different things, but they’re not getting shadow band the way that I am. It just seemed a little too targeted, if you ask me.from my own beliefs system and opinions. There wasn’t any contact in regards to violence or hate speech, and I didn’t really speak in regards to politics except to put up some predictions here and there. But in a lot of ways, my contact could be considered entertainment we’re just religious. If that’s the case, there are lots of religions out there saying a lot of different things, but they’re not getting shadow band the way that I am. It just seemed a little too targeted, if you ask me.

I also had some very strange experiences with my Facebook communities. When building them, I have a lot of people join in the beginning where I had several hundred members to my group. However, none of them were ever active except a few dozen. They didn’t comment, they didn’t communicate, they didn’t post. When I try to delete all of the profiles in those groups in order to eliminate the community all together, I couldn’t do it. The reason, was that some of those members somehow wouldn’t allow me to delete them. It was some kind of technical problem on Facebook end. Yet they didn’thave any answers or a solution. I got stuck with two groups with ghost followers in them, that I couldn’t see or delete but yeah it mentioned that I still had a significant amount of members even though the profiles seemed nonexistent.

Facebook also censored my links on every single one of my projects. They banned the link to my business website, each of my blogs, and it was odd to have so many links band all at once for just one person. A lot of times the link will get banned because they find something wrong with it or it’s been reported. But for a person to have every single individual blog or website band, that definitely says loads in regards to censorship. I write a lot of different blogs that the contact all varies. Even one of my software blogs had gotten banned on Facebook. Since Facebook is associated with Instagram, they were also banned on Instagram as well too.

Throughout several years of using Facebook and Instagram both, I never do grow beyond a certain number of followers. I’ll lose some and re-gain the same number that I lost, keeping me at the same exact figure, all of the time. I also get a lot of spam friend requests. Another thing that was discovered on Facebook and Instagram was that there were a few profiles that had stolen my identity on there as well too. None of the tags for my name ever appear, even though they’ve been used several thousand times.

I wonder who I may have angered over there at Facebook or Instagram LOL? Overall, Facebook and Instagram both give me very bad vibes because of my own personal experience. I don’t think it’s right to break a person’s first amendment right in their freedom of speech especially if it doesn’t have anything to do with any false misleading claims. My work could be categorized as an opinion or entertainment like I said, and so it shouldn’t have fallen into the misinformation category. How many other psychics out there predicted a number of events and are still up and visible? Think about it.

I haven’t really given TikTok much of a chance except to surf through it. I did post a couple of videos for my toddlers and I didn’t really get too far with them in regards to invisibility either. I wasn’t really posting to get invisibility in the first place anyhow. I really just wanted to share with a small audience of people that I felt close to rather than putting it up there on the Instagram platform. I do have a page for my toddlers there as well too. However, there is just this very heavy and dark energy to Instagram and Facebook, that I wanted to explore something that may have had a little bit of a lighter feel to it. In the beginning when they were first launching TikTok, I already knew that it wasn’t going to be a A healthy social media platform. I had for seen that there would be a lot of adult content and material that would be very influential to younger audiences of a negative nature. I was definitely right, when comparing it to what I see on the social media platform today. There are all sorts of videos that I really feel should be categorized under parental controls but aren’t. There seems to be this high school type of feeling to the app, in regards to popularity and trends. I feel as though it’s just as competitive as other social media platforms, and it doesn’t make me feel good after I’ve used it.

For all of the social media platforms that I’ve listed above especially, Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, and TikTok… I definitely have to say that those four had a dark feeling to them that made me feel quite a bit of anxiety and nervousness. I felt as though it was a very controlled environment while it allowed a lot of inappropriate material at the same time. I felt that there were a lot of bad energies floating around there, of people hating on each other and trying to rip each other off for their creative ideas. It felt heavy and discouraging.

The Best

Like I said, I would save the very best for last. I’d have to say that the cleanest social media platform is Pinterest. I get a pretty good feeling when I go on there. It feels kind of homey and there is a great variety of different things that you can look up based on what you’re interested in for that day. You can build boards that you can go back to as well. There really isn’t anything called a feed, but there is a homepage that pops up. Most of it just contains a lot of different ideas, and merchandise that people might be interested in. There are all different types of posts that contain picturesof the subject, rather than someone else. In other words, you don’t get a bunch of people trying to promote themselves in the pictures. You see a lot of really cool creative things. There are all different types of profiles from ones that follow spirituality, angels, controversial subjects, animals, celebrities, history, art… You get the idea. I truly enjoy surfing Pinterest as well too, because it’s completely controlled by me.

But if people think that they’re in control on Instagram and Facebook but they’re really not. A lot of the time stuff will pop up into your feed, that you didn’t even subscribe to or follow. and that’s because people can purchase time there through ads. On Pinterest it is a little bit different because, the ads just pop up in little boxes very sparingly, along the page, and most of the page really just contains the subject that you’re researching instead. I like that it doesn’t overwhelm you with a lot of different things that you don’t want to see in terms of ads as well too. For example if you’re researching beauty, you’ll get a few beauty ads, and maybe something else along the lines of content that you like but nothing out of your interest zone.

Pinterest doesn’t have a lot of communication either which is nice for people that are just trying to get some quiet time surfing the Internet. People can choose the comment or not and for the most part they don’t. Pinterest is about sharing ideas rather than voicing more of your opinion about them. It makes it a nice calm place for most people that are using the platform. I really like it because you can choose to look up stuff without bumping into something that might be offensive if you’re trying to live your life free of immorality, or what you consider to be in moral for your own belief system. For an example, I use Pinterest to look at different stuff from my childhood, home ideas, and different types of fashion for toddlers. I don’t have to bump into any of that heavy energy that comes up on feed like that on Instagram or Facebook. Instagram and Facebook or more of like a self-expression type of platform, except they control who expresses themselves and help. I don’t understand why.

And interest lets you express yourself through the pictures that are circulated through the platform. I can make a board about angels and then look up angels. Every picture that I like about angels that I fine, I can see if the board. Other people that are researching about angels will find my board as well as others, and then save them so that they can come back to those photographs later on. Some of the photos have links that lead to other websites, and it’s all within your own control. There is no heavy energy of commenting, or scrutiny if somebody doesn’t like something. At Pinterest, if you don’t like it, then you don’t save it and you simply move along. At Facebook and Instagram, if you don’t like something and comment about it, it becomes a huge confrontation.

Facebook and Instagram both, are also infamous for people being belittled. I see a lot of bashing going on in comments, especially on celebrity accounts. I think it’s really sad. Why do people have to make each other feel so badly? 

When it comes to the social media platforms that I dislike the most, I just like them because a lot of them did have open forms of communication. A lot of people can take comments the wrong way and end up getting easily upset over something that someone else has said which leads to a lot of confrontation. The social media platforms that I disliked also had a very heavy energetic tone of control, authority, and prejudice going on underneath of the surface. They had been called out publicly many times for censoringcertain types of contents yearly because they didn’t agree with what it said. I felt as though they really robbed people of their freedom of speech where they had promised that they would have the ability to express that amendment on their social media platform when they first launched them. You can definitely tell that there is some a government influence and presence when it comes to Facebook and Instagram both, and I do know that they have been responsible for selling their users private information to third-party companies. I’ve had so many spam calls coming from people that I have some distant connection to on the platforms. I think it’s highly deceptive and intrusive. We should be able to trust companies with our information as well as with our beliefs systems and our political views without there being any kind of racist repercussion.

For the social media platform that I liked, it was really open, not so controlled, and there wasn’t too much communications there to where anybody would have to worry about there being any kind of argument. Everyone freely expresses themselves except it’s done through photos rather than words. For the social media platform that I liked, it was really open, not so controlled, and there wasn’t too much communications there to where anybody would have to worry about there being any kind of argument. Everyone freely expresses themselves except it’s done through photos rather than words. There wasn’t a heavy feeling of anxiety laying underneath of the surface of the app. It doesn’t even have any type of watchful feeling to it either, like the other social media platforms that I mentioned above. And so the very best social media platform for 2022 in my opinion would be paying interest because of its nice laid-back vibe and that it’s ultra private and open but open to self expression at the same time.

Obviously the best app to use would be one that didn’t push your views to the background or make it so that you had to look at Contin that you disapproved of yourself either. I like that you can choose to communicate on Pinterest rather than you’re forced to. Even though Instagram and Facebook both offer the option to turn off commenting, there’s still a heavy feeling to those two platforms just the same. When I log onto any of them, I always feel like there’s just this negative phantom underneath of it that makes me feel discouraged from even wanting to continue with my post. It also makes me feel a little bit nervous when thinking about looking at the feed. Perhaps maybe a lot of it has to do with the large amount of people that follow me or that I follow as well? Still it doesn’t change the energetics tone of the platform itself based on its creators and what it’s mainly being used for. Facebook and Instagram both in my opinion, are working hard to push an agenda instead of just really appealing to their users or even keeping their users information private. They don’t seem to respect their users at all, even banning projects or pose that a person puts up just because they don’t agree with it personally. It doesn’t even matter if it applies to their community guidelines or not. I feel the same way about certain browsers that I use as well such as Google. But that’s another story.

If you want to have a wholesome vibe around you and look at great things that you’re really interested in on a social media platform, then I definitely recommend using Pinterest above any of the others. I’d also like to mention hear that we now have our very own social media platform, for people to use freely and express themselves on it as openly as they would like to. We only ask that people be kind and respectful and the way they word themselves, for the sake of other people. Other than that, you don’t have to feel the heaviness where the control that Facebook gives off, with our platform. We love that people have different opinions and thoughts, and we love to hear people share them. We also like to connect with a lot of like-minded people as well too. The idea is, we want to attract all different types of people who are open to sharing their thoughts and opinions about things without fear. If you’re interested in joining such as social media network, please click here to explore it further. We’re still in the beginning stages of building it up, but everyone is welcome and it’s totally free to join..

In conclusion, I’d like to say that YouTube is pretty neutral depending on what you’re going to use it for. The energy can be heavy in certain places but not in all. When it comes to Twitter, I would definitely recommend that you skip over it. Some people like it and that’s fine, but I personally felt a very tire some vibration to it and I didn’t feel as though it fit my needs in surfing the Internet or in connecting with others. I don’t agree with Facebook or Instagram whatsoever, even though I do use the apps to keep up with people who also use them that I am in association with.In conclusion, I’d like to say that YouTube is pretty neutral depending on what you’re going to use it for. The energy can be heavy in certain places but not in all. When it comes to Twitter, I would definitely recommend that you skip over it. Some people like it and that’s fine, but I personally felt a very tire some vibration to it and I didn’t feel as though it fit my needs in surfing the Internet or in connecting with others. I don’t agree with Facebook or Instagram whatsoever, even though I do use the apps to keep up with people who also use them that I am in association with. I think Tumblr is definitely beautiful and it’s aesthetic presentation but it’s not really all that great for the age group that it says that it tries to reach. There are too many adult accounts on there with pornographic material, that you would definitely want to be careful in allowing your teenager to use it. I highly recommend fin interest because it’s a lot more wholesome and gentle and it’s energetic feeling to it. Those are all of the social media abs that I have observed throughout time and the ones that I really feel are good and who aren’t. I hope that this article helps you to understand some of the vibrations going on on some of the social media apps, and that it helps you to find one that fits you a little better energetically. I thank you so much for reading this and I truly wish you a beautiful happy new year ahead.