Spiritual warfare is very real.
As many of you know, I’ve been transparent about my past predictions regarding the challenging times that I foresaw, particularly in that the future would one day bring forth a time when I would be less needed. I foresaw a period when many would struggle to prioritize their spirituality, including readings and services, not only due to financial constraints but also because spiritual warfare would distract and diminish people’s motivation and interest. The world is becoming increasingly dark, and I’ve noticed a decline in belief—not just in the belief that others have in me, but in their faith in God as well.
This shift has indeed manifested.
I’ve found it difficult to generate income recently, which is a bit unsettling. I’m a mother of four humans and four fur babies. Any mother would worry about being able to care for their children. Even with faith in God and knowing that he always helps me, I am not naïve to the times that are up ahead. I understand that many of you have also expressed your own fears, and I can relate to those feelings.
Recently, I released a video on spiritual warfare to help others cope with the challenges we’re facing. In that video, I emphasized that no one is immune to this struggle, including myself. Spiritual entities often target our vulnerabilities, and for me, my children are my greatest weakness. They’re not attachments, I just look at them as gifts that the Lord has given me that I need to be sure to take care of. I love them deeply, and their needs always come first in my life, alongside my relationship with God, which remains my top priority. Then my priority to be there for others whom I am guiding on their journey, makes number three. I
It’s well-known in the spiritual realm that my family, students and working all mean everything to me, so it’s no surprise that adversities like financial difficulties, dwindling faith taking place in my followers, and troubles with my work…would be used to attack me.
Lately, I’ve been going through a particularly tough time. I wanted to share some of my experiences to illustrate how these spiritual mechanisms operate. As I’ve mentioned in a previous blog, my home has faced destruction multiple times, and while I had received some help and things were starting to look up, my business has continued to slow down. It’s been a blessing to have people come together to support me during this challenging period, allowing me to keep my head above water. As many of my students know, working outside the home is difficult for me. I have another article I plan to share that will provide a different perspective on living with these gifts. But for now, let’s return to my story…
The ways that spiritual warfare came to effect me personally…
Social and Financial Attacks
My youngest child’s birthday recently came around, and I was already struggling to organize a party due to our tight financial situation. It was nice though because I had been blessed, enough to buy some gifts and have some cake with her at home. However, I wanted her to have a birthday party because we were trying so hard to make friends for her at school. No matter how generous I’ve been or friendly, the parents looked down on me. It’s uncomfortable as they dissect me, each time I arrive at the school to pick her up. Even the teachers are unkind. I’ve never done anything to anyone but show love and kindness.  i’ve been down this road before while I was growing up as a child. People always seemed to target me for no reason. So I already knew that these were negative forces at work through other people. I thought the party would be a good idea to get a chance to talk with the parents so that they could get to know me and perhaps I could change their judgment..
As I’ve mentioned before, darkness often tries to overshadow the light, but I felt blessed to receive some help that allowed me to finally throw her a party, even if it was a bit late. I felt a sense of relief once that was taken care of, thinking that my main concerns would now be managing bills, food, and clothing for my children and approaching Christmas time. I began to pray and hold onto hope for the future, determined not to let anything discourage me. Maintaining a positive mindset, along with faith and hope, are crucial tools in navigating spiritual warfare, and these are the tools I rely on the most. However, another battle came about.
Poor little Adriel didn’t have anyone show up to her party. There was another little boy who was having his birthday party the day after hers was planned. The mother was wise enough to know that if she wanted us to come to her party, that she would need to come to ours. And so she and her little boy came out of mutual respect and consideration. For that I was thankful. There were only two other children that came, only two others, out of a class of 20 other children. Therefore, she only had three guests from school in total. It was very hurtful toward her and I could definitely feel her hurt and disappointment. However, I was able to speak with the parents of those three children, and it actually went quite well. I was able to change their judgment with light, love, and kindness. I was happy that I was at least able to reach those individuals. 
The next day I kept my silent promise, and repaid the mother in return for her kindness, by attending her child’s birthday party. Lo and behold, the whole entire class went to theirs! It was literally a slap in the face to me and my child. Nobody had to buy or contribute anything for our party. They only had to show up! We even put it on the invitations that no one had to bring a gift, just to entice them more to come and want join in on the fun. Yet nobody showed up to ours.
I felt so sorry for Adree. She had even told me that I wasn’t the only one being singled out by the school. She was too! A little kid! Apparently, her teacher deliberately ignores calling on her, acting as if she doesn’t exist, and none of the kids seem to want to play with her at recess. Adding to this, she had even been hit and kicked several times on the playground outside. I’ll be dealing with that when I see her teacher at the parent/teacher conference on the 23rd. 
I was happy that I at least did my duties as a good mother, and tried. Our party still went well as my own older children came with their significant others, and one of my oldest daughter’s friends came with their child. Therefore, it wasn’t a complete failure. But it definitely revealed to us that we were being outcasted by the school on purpose.
After the party, my bank account was low, I had $20 left to my name. I did a spell and prayed to God for help. The next day, an unexpected large payment came in. I was thankful for the assistance I had received, believing that the Lord had blessed me with this opportunity. I knew that the person involved would receive significant help as well, through the service. The next day, I had to go grocery shopping as we were low on food. Filled with gratitude and joyful over the blessing of the booked service that I had received the day before, I planned to go grocery shopping later that day, but when I checked my account I discovered that all of my funds had vanished!
The shock was overwhelming!
It turned out that the person had requested a refund, despite the fact that I had completed the services. I had never encountered any issues with this client before, except for the fact that they had shown up at my house during the summer without discussing it with me first. It was a little shocking to see them at my front door when I had never shared my address with them in the first place, nor had they ever ordered anything to retrieve my address from a return label. I hadn’t spoken to her for over six months, and she hadn’t told me anything about her plans on coming here. But I know that when people need support, that sometimes they do things without going through the proper steps, and I was happy to see her. Aside from that, regarding any services that I had conducted in the past, there was never any displeasure. I was surprised that they hadn’t reached out to discuss their concerns with me first. I would never intentionally take advantage of anyone, and had they expressed dissatisfaction, I would have gladly refunded their money. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the case.
We were down to nothing again. Reaching out to my client, there was no response or any communication. Nevertheless, I tried to remain hopeful, as I know that hope can fight against any evil, even if the evil is working behind the scenes or through others that may not be aware that they’re being used as a tool.
Even though my finances were at rock bottom, I held onto hope knowing that I was increasingly able to share my message through my YouTube channel.
Technical Issues
It had been a long time since I last posted videos, and I initially felt discouraged due to the number of people who had been stealing my content, prompting me to take a break. However, recently, I was told by the Lord to return to sharing my message, and I listened.
While the views on my first few videos were low, they began to grow steadily with each upload. I was overjoyed, believing that this could help spread my message even further. Yet, I started to notice some strange occurrences on my YouTube channel that made me question whether I was facing spiritual attacks in response to this renewed hope in my endeavors.
For starters, it appeared that someone was logging into my YouTube account and using it to watch videos. This could easily be attributed to someone in my household forgetting that they had watched something. However, all the videos were in Indonesian and Indian languages. While I don’t mind exploring foreign content occasionally, I’ve never delved into Indonesian media and don’t speak the language at all. Yet, when I checked my watch history, I found numerous videos from Indonesia. I initially brushed it off, but this strange occurrence continued.
I asked everyone in my home if they had accidentally clicked on a video or something similar, but they all denied it. The unusual activity was puzzling. To make matters more confusing, I noticed significant drops in the view counts on some of my videos. I didn’t think that was even possible! Once a video receives views, they usually remain intact. I had never heard of YouTube compressing watch time into an average number. A view counts as long as someone watches the video for over 30 seconds. Yet, I found that I had lost 2,000 views on my Archangel Michael prophecy video and 400 views on my new spiritual warfare video. This left me perplexed, and I couldn’t help but wonder if it was connected to whoever was accessing my account to watch those Indonesian videos.
All of this seemed to be a part of some kind of an attack, that’s for sure.
Bad luck?
To make matters worse, while we were already struggling with some financial problems, several issues that ended up being costly, happened all within the same week. My refrigerator broke and started squirting water all over the place, flooding out the kitchen floor, and the downstairs closet that was directly underneath. The repair man charged $300 to help fix it. Then we lost the keys to the car. That had to be replaced as well, or poor Adriel wouldn’t be able to go to school at all. On top of that, my cell phone ended up getting water damage and had to be replaced or otherwise I wouldn’t be able to work.
I couldn’t believe the synchronicity of it all because, like I had said, I had just posted a video about spiritual warfare!
You are not alone
Everybody goes through it. Especially those that are chosen ones of the Lord. Evil forces will always try to bring good people down, to try to lessen their hope, break their faith, and lead them into a dark time within. Even though all of this has happened, I wanted to post this article to show everyone that you’re not alone in any of the trials that you face. I get them too. I actually get a lot of them. While I don’t have any spiritual warfare symptoms within mentally or emotionally as I’m transcended, evil forces try to attack me through the things around me to bring me down.
How to Cope…
The purpose of this article is to remind everyone that it doesn’t matter who you are or how virtuous you may be; darkness can always lurk in the shadows, ready to create trouble. This is how evil spirits attempt to break you down. However, you must remain strong in the face of adversity. Keep hope alive, knowing that God is there to support you, no matter the circumstances. His assistance may not come in the way you expect, but He will provide help in the manner He deems best.
Keep faith.
Don’t let the challenges in your life bring you down. Remember that God is with you and is capable of helping you through anything, in His perfect timing. It’s also essential to recognize when you’re experiencing a spiritual attack or facing spiritual warfare. Being more aware of these challenges will empower you to defend yourself better, both through personal prayer and by joining your loved ones in prayer. Prayer truly has a profound impact.
Sometimes, God may feel that people only love Him for what He can provide. While the Lord is not a magical genie, He is our Father and friend. During difficult times, resist the urge to question why these challenges are happening to you or to become angry with God because things aren’t going as planned. Instead, use those moments to draw closer to Him through prayer and meditation, trusting that He will assist you when the time is right.
Stay alert and be prepared.
Stay alert and look for the ways He does come through for you! Recognizing His support will help you maintain your faith and belief in Him. Even though evil forces may attempt to weaken you through spiritual attacks, the Lord observes to see how these trials will test your faith. Don’t allow those trials to take your faith away. Remember, God will always be there for those who remain true to Him.
As time progresses, things are going to get a little more difficult in the world for everyone. Remember that we’re going to be entering into the tribulation. This will be a time where a lot of people have their faith tested. Just remember that it’s not God who’s doing it to you, it’s the leaders of the world and evil forces that work in the background. Stay strong, and go back to my prophecies that I’ve written in my articles in the past, so that you can always be more prepared. Being more prepared can definitely help you later on, and even now… if hard times approach.
Pray and Seek Support.
Also, remember, I am here for you too. If you need anybody to talk to, or if you want me to pray for you. I am here. You can submit a prayer through my website. It’s totally free. In the Bible, it states that were two or more or gathered, God is in the mist. Having someone else pray for you through your difficult times, I can help you through them Even more so. It’s all through love, and intention.
Practice Gratitude.
As you can see, you’re not alone in your struggles. Many people around the world are facing similar challenges, or even more difficult situations. Just think about those who are unemployed or experiencing homelessness. Even during tough times, try to adopt my perspective: focus on what God has done for you and the blessings you still have in your life. Practicing gratitude can truly highlight just how good God has been to you.
Be charitable.
The Golden rule that Christ taught us is ; “Do unto others, as you would hope they would do unto you”. This means that you’ll want to help others the way that you would hope people would help you, when you are in times of need or trouble. If you ever find yourself in a position to help others, please do so. Just as God has provided for you, consider giving back. You could be a vessel of God’s love by donating to charity or assisting those affected by natural disasters or other hardships in the world. Your kindness can make a meaningful difference in someone else’s life. Even when I am low in funds, I always try to find a way to give, even if it’s just a little bit. Or help by donating time. Time can go along way through volunteering and such.
Thank you for reading and I hope that this article has provided you with insight. Stay strong through the battles of spiritual warfare. Wear your suit of armor and be a strong warrior yourself. 
May you be eternally blessed.
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