Out of Bounds-Update

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Heavenly greetings to all of you, who have taken the time out to visit my website.

Back about two months ago, I had written an article here, called “Out of Bounds”. This was an astrological piece, written from my level of expertise in astrology. I know astrology just by feeling the changes in the atmosphere, also from channeled messages, and then  having studied earthly astrology, in contrast to my knowledge of Angelic Language Astrology. I had noticed that a lot of people really enjoyed the piece.  Nevertheless, I am writing this update because, it is very often that I write these articles and I do so… to help people to work through some of the trying energies that are abound. It helps to avoid situations and issues that may arise because of the planetary influences. Everyone is free to do as they please, but it’s always nice to be able to avoid conflict or struggle isn’t it? I just care about everybody that’s all.

However, even after the articles are put out there in the main stream, I noticed that as soon as the energies start to cause their effect, the information has long been forgotten. That’s when a lot of things go haywire for many people. So right now, I wanted to provide an update about these planetary influences, in addition to the dark consciousness movement that I was speaking about some time ago. Both of them go with another.

Dark Consciousness and Celestial Tribulation

The dark consciousness movement, was where there was a sweeping movement of vibrational energy, of a lower force. Already, that alone was creating thoughts of suicide, hopelessness, and the slow deterioration of empathy in others. Truly, I dislike being the harbinger of bad news. But I am a teacher who cares a lot about the world, and everybody in it. Therefore, I cannot always just promote all of the positive happy go lucky stuff, I have to also inform others of negative things that they should be aware of. The dark consciousness was definitely one of them. Everybody should have tried to stay optimistic, as much as they could, and they should still do so. It still does not change the fact though, that in addition to the dark energy, we also have a huge planetary retrograde system, that is disturbing a lot of our matrix here on planet earth at this time. In my new course “Heaven and Hell”, we are discussing how all of that works. For now, everyone on earth is naturally linked to this grid or matrix. Therefore, all of the people on earth will experience all types of effects from the plants to guide us under the heavens. With the out of bounds planets, it creates tribulation because, with all of them being in retrograde… it stimulates a negative reaction in your consciousness since you are linked to the earth grid. There were many things that I had mentioned, that should be expected as a result.

The Side Effects:

Because of these energies, people were told that they could expect to feel down, depressed, hopeless, a bit aggressive, very confused in their emotions, and also a lot of miscommunication would also take place causing some division amongst people, who are very close to one another. We could also be expected the old issues would arise from beyond the surface, creating a lot of self-doubt. That’s all dealt with, by being reflected into the many mirrors all around you and your life. Those mirrors basically are through other people that you are close to. They are also found in many situations and events that you face. It’s not easy to cope with all the issues, on top of many other triggered emotional responses from the planetary energies. This would create even more chaos in a person because they would, reflect those situations not just in the other people, but off of the other people around them.

This would create a lot of arguments, miscommunication, and disputes. Emotions of defensiveness,  and sensitivity would happen. I had even mentioned possible losses of friendship. In addition, financial problems would also occur. Feelings of bad luck, and lack of motivation in your life, would also be very strong during that time. You would also feel some confusion over your feelings about the people around you because of Venus and the role that it is playing, sort of acting like a satellite, for the other planetary energies to bounce off of. This would all work together sort of like, a virus being spread throughout the earth grid, acting as a supporting “program” for the dark consciousness energy to become even stronger. I remember hearing a few people say: “I am not going to be affected by it”! I simply just thought to myself, “hey even I am not exempt”. There would also be some political conflicts of course from this because of it affecting everybody, since it is an organized system, it would affect other collectives and organized systems. The anger and the aggression coming from this energy, is pretty severe. Let me tell you what I have been seeing lately.

My Experience:

Even in the Scriptures it talks about brother turning against brother, nation against nation. I have definitely seen a lot of deception and betrayal amongst friends. It doesn’t matter how nice a person is anymore, or how much they’ve done for people, those things just don’t seem to matter in this world any longer. The word “friendship” has become too much of a loose term, because real friendship from how I used to know it, meant that friends stick together and try to help each other very difficult situations. True friends don’t talk about one another negatively, although they may speak about a negative situation honestly. And trust me there is a difference. True friends are also not afraid to tell one another the truth. Honesty is a part of friendship, and being of comfort. Instead what I see out in the physical living world, are people who label one another in this world as friends, but the first sign of distress, they are the first to switch sides or gossip. I noticed that in a few different situations, that I counseled a couple of my in-person clients over, out here.

Friendships are truly deteriorating fast. On top of that, so is the true definition of family. People are not loyal in relationships anymore. The boredom of life, the stress of working, and the same repetitive routine throughout the day…seems to be causing spouses and couples to feel so tired that they do not have time for one another. Plus technology, is creating a huge rift between them, as they sit on their cell phones or Internet, rather than communicating back-and-forth with one another. This leaves room for loneliness to set in, and then leads towards infidelity should the opportunity appear. Children do not have much of a relationship with their parents anymore, and are being raised by the music and television that keeps them occupied. Then, they go out and reenact the things that they hear or see, with their friends. Much of it revolves around crime, disrespect, and disorder… as seen in my recent video called “Indoor Generation“. Also a lot of people are suffering from a lot of insecurities, because of a lot of social media and the projection of perfection that other people put out there on it. The illusion of perfection, makes people feel even lower about themselves which invite’s feelings of jealousy and competition. That fuels the hate.

We also have a very big thing going on with our government system, which I will not elaborate on any further. There is so much depression and frustration in the world today because of all of these issues and triggered emotional responses, as well as racing thoughts and lack of solutions to issues… That aggression starts to come to a boiling point. Dark Consciousness is then permitted access through all of these vulnerabilities. Once it starts to enter, many people start to allow spiritual interferences through. In addition to all  that I have seen, I see children acting aggressively and rabid, carrying on in very exaggerated fits of rage. Adults are also having some very violent thoughts themselves. It is alot for everyone to handle, so much so… that they begin to feel alone and suicidal. Although, they may not actually resort to hurting themselves or anyone else, it is a huge burden to carry with them. That then is detrimental to their spiritual path, because then they don’t feel good enough to continue onward in the path of awakening. So,… then other philosophies are introduced instead and the hope in heaven goes away.

We are truly in the pit of spiritual warfare.

Now that you know what is going on, and what to look for, if you have been experiencing any of this yourself, you can though but it’s not your fault. Cleansing and re-centering is essential to coping with the issue.If you feel a need, don’t be afraid to reach out for psychological or spiritual assistance. However, we still have the laws of Cause and Effect in the Universe to have to cope with. What you put out, you will get back. This stinks, but its true. If you allow this to consume you, you are basically creating an opening to be effected even more so, later on. Some will have un-neccessary challenges, and some will have challenges in all of this, that will teach them profound things about themselves and their way of life. One may learn about their reflection in others, how they cope with life and issues, how they communicate with others etc, and this could result in a positive result later on too. It goes both ways.

Change course and direction. Find some assistance, pray, meditate, and tell yourself hopeful, positive things. Don’t allow your beliefs in yourself, in those that you love, or your path, be altered by anyone who works on the opposite side of the agenda who helps in promoting the darker energy, or who uses it to their advantage. Be strong, and know, the retros are ending soon. By October, everythign will straighten itself out. Only those who allowed this all to effect them, may be in need of help to release the dark consciousness that seeped in, during that time to be rid of it, and to strengthen and reinforce themselves. Please, pay attention to my articles. They are for the benefit of others to heal from, learn from, and avoid issues. Learn to start new, if you feel that you got caught up in this energtic attack. I love you all, and only want for everyone to be in a good place.

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An Invitation

Hey there everybody, this post is something that is very important to me, so if you are a follower or even just a friend please read it through.

I have been really busy helping other people for the last how many years of this work. It has been quite the journey. I have met so many wonderful people. I have met followers who only stayed around for the additional motivation. I have had people who just wanted some guidance in the readings. I have had others who wanted to go all of the way in illumination. And, I have had a lot of people who have become not only those things to me, but also very dear friends.

Over the years there have been some very exciting events and topics. I have also had some pretty scary events and topics too! It has brought me even more following overtime, and educated and thousands of people worldwide too. When you have more following, that can increase the number of people who desire to have wisdom and guidance as well. That means that business increases, and then my time is very thinly spread. I realize that there are times that people do not think of that. Over the years, and especially 2016- 2017, I know that some have felt somewhat hurt by the fact I could not respond quickly back to them when they reached out to me, or keep phone calls that I had scheduled due to the chaos of my schedule. When you work with over 100 people a week it’s hard to. Not to mention that there are people in life coaching that I have to walk through life, throughout the week.

Life coaching is advising a person as they make big changes or go to make decisions that they are unsure of. It’s like being a mother to many. I love each and every person that has ever come my way, and I have never deliberately ever avoided trying to reach out to someone. If my time did not allow it, then it did not allow it.

There have also been people that come to test my skills and abilities. Throughout the year of 2017, there were some who came and demanded visions and information of me right then and there. There were others who had purchased services, and wanted them right away. That is why having an online business such as mine, is a little bit difficult at times. It’s like running a queue. Every person that comes by is served in the order that they are received. But if I have several people ahead of them already, then of course it’s going to take some time to get back to the newcomers. I also had to wait for moments of sacred divine intervention for people, to receive their answers. It is very disrespectful of anyone working with spirit, to snap their fingers and expect spirit to suddenly provide the insight. We are in the flesh here and no matter the soul type or rank in heaven, we are still subject to spirit while we are here. Not the other way around. I have always tried to be the most respectful and humble to spirit, and my work. Plus the best answers come, when spirit is ready to reveal a lot of information at the right timing, rather than trying to force it. 2017 was a year of a lot of events having taken place.

We have had a lot of my prophecies take place throughout that year, as well as the year before it. And there has been a lot of opposition as a result. I have had organized gangstalking, hackers, and also catfish clients. It is true!. Catfish clients are people who come to me under a fake profile. I think I’ve discussed this with everyone before, that when you’re online anybody can become anyone that they want to, and it is hard to detect unless you can sense a slight difference in the energetic signature. Well I do know how to detect differences an energetic signatures and so energy, as well as blueprints. So I was never fooled. But hey, I don’t say anything about it. If they want to spend their money in trying to trick me, then so be it. I am not going to play the game that they are, and I will just merely give them the information that they are requesting but based on their soul energy and not the profile instead. It has been a roller coaster for sure!

From 2016 to 2017, we have lost a few of our inner circle followers who perhaps felt a bit miss understood while with us. That’s nobody’s fault, not even their’s. I admit it is hard to communicate over the Internet at times because if you are feeling a certain type of way, then you are going to project that into the other person’s message that they are sending to you. For example if someone is feeling sensitive and insecure, they may read their friends message as if it is being critical or said harshly. That’s why there have been a lot of miscommunications. We have also had a lot of people who infiltrated our group from other sources. There have been others who came from other psychic circles to see the content and use it for their’s. There have been others who came as Internet trolls to create conflict and division between those of us who stood strong together. And there have been some who sat quietly in the background, observing waiting for the right time to react.

There are still some who are doing that even today. That’s what happens when you have the information that I have. Nonetheless, the beauty of it was, that we all had one another. Sticking together and trying to be supportive to one another was a really big necessity on the path towards spiritual development. It was really like a big family that we never had. While there was opposition standing in some of my followers pathways from their own friends and family members, we all have had one another. I was so proud!

Everybody seemed to be getting along and really supporting each other. Our group had been such a beautiful family of souls, so many of who had similar origins and interests, that I even did a video about it on YouTube. In my video I spoke about how wonderful our family collective was. However, coming towards the end of 2017 into this new year of 2018, I started to notice something.

Many of us have been together as friends on the Internet as early as 2012. Some came in 2014, some in 2015, 2016 and so on. Regardless of when an individual arrived, they were embraced equally into our group and loved just as much as any of the others. It’s strange that after all of those years that we had all stood strong together, as soon as I had done the video about us being a very strong spiritual family, the group started to drift away from one another. Do you think that that is a coincidence? Or, something had to have caused it? Time and time again throughout the years, I had warned everyone to watch out for people who gossiped, or spoke negatively about me or anyone in the group, behind their back. People such as those, do not have good intentions. If you can speak about someone behind their back or even publicly indirectly instead of speaking to that person as a friend directly themselves, then that is a pretty good sign that the person is up to no good. Even if they don’t have an agenda, what type of spiritual person would ever speak negatively about anyone? A true spiritual person would go to that person directly in loving kindness and tell them how they were feeling and thinking.

However, I noticed that we had a few of those people around and even after warning some of my followers about a couple of them, I saw that they still kept them as friends online. It’s OK to keep them on as a friend, but when you allow the person’s influence to affect how you feel towards your spiritual group or even to cause you to fall off your own spiritual path, then this is something that is serious and needs to be addressed.

I’m not blaming anybody specifically here but I am just putting it out there because I do know that gossip has taken place. When you are working your path towards illumination, maliciousness and spitefulness shouldn’t exist as it has no place in the illuminated mind. People who are of the light, only have good intentions and a righteous way of coping with problems or issues that arise. Whether with another person or in their own lives. Many people have known me overtime to be generous, loving and humble, giving, as well as honest. I have given such thorough, in-depth explanations in peoples readings and the variables that could change results, and any changes that they could expect as a result of them. I am known for my virtue of being honest. I have also gone well beyond myself in answering extra questions and even discounting services or doing free ones, for people that couldn’t afford it or needed the additional explanation.

Therefore, if anyone has ever heard anyone speak negatively about me, then they are hearing it from someone who does not know me. I would be totally surprised, should anyone who does know me, should come to believe it. However people are influential that way and I forgive them. But the point is here, that the group has broken up quite a bit. That hurts because when we couldn’t find anyone in our own friends and family to accept us for what we were working towards, or the love that we had for the creator and wisdom, we still had each other. When the day was repetitive and routine, and there was nothing to look forward to, we had each other’s posts to take delight in, as well as my own for everyone’s motivation. It was a wonderful group. It still is.

Besides gossip being a huge reason as to why some in our group have gone their own way, I also understand that many of you have your own lives. We had one of our wonderful girls get married. Others got into relationships and wanted to maybe start a self discovery path of their own. And, we have had some who were focusing on their life purpose or career. There’s nothing at all wrong with that either. In fact, those things are wonderful milestones in life. However, what about unity still? What about the times when things go wrong in those areas of life? You will always have me for as long as I am here. But what about having one another, to rely on and go to in times of need, when I am too busy? Or when no one in your family or circle of personal friends seem to understand? It is important to stick together and keep up with your brother and sister hood. We even have a lovely social gathering site, in order to do so. It takes you away from the influences of everything going on out there, to just being together in the group full of those who share so many things similarly.

In 2017, I also met my own love in life and we built a wonderful life together. However, my schedule, my own “worship”, and family life leaves with less time in my schedule for networking. I hope to change this and have a new management team who will make it so that things are organized and that will give me more time to engage and hopefully get our spiritual family back together. But the point that I am trying to make is that, no matter how life is going, no matter how busy it can be, we all have to support each other and stick together.

Also, the other thing I am trying to say is, I work with up to 15 to 20 people a day. Sometimes those individuals alone each order up to 1 to 4 or five services at a time. If you times 20×4 or five, that’s a lot of readings LOL and certainly I cannot do them all right away. Spirit cannot be abused. Neither can my abilities. I want everyone to get in and out of my spiritual services in a timely manner, but it is so much better when I am not drained and the information is fresh, divinely inspired, and your spirit guides come to me to let me know when it is the perfect timing to address an issue. I’m going to do another blog article about this soon. But yes, answering Fanmail on three different social platforms, having to post on four different social platforms, writing blogs on five different blog platforms, doing healings, readings, teachings, life coaching, and then on top of it having to also do huge Akasha records readings which take hours sometimes, it is a lot for just one person. So please be patient with me in having your services delivered to you. The Mormor people that come, the more and more time it’s going to take. I’m sure those were deeply spiritual understand. I also will not be able to really chat chat until I’m finished all of that work. I love talking with my friends and value each one. But honestly I have to help the people that are reaching out for help first, so there isn’t a riot in my email box LOL.

One other thing that I wanted to mention here since it’s sort of like my venting session, is that I have been in the spiritual community for so long now, as one of the first new age teachers. I don’t really want to call myself a new age because I’m too religious to fit into the new age category, and I’m not religious enough to fit into religion. But when the spiritual movements started, my mission had started right before it. I am the one who led the angelic awakening. Many have learned from me, and many have discovered them selves with me. However, it has been such a roller coaster ride and trying to obtain support. I see others who “Me,” my blogs, but I don’t see my name tags anywhere. That’s copyright theft for sure. Any one of my teachings that are found on either my blog or my learning platform, are all protected under copyright. I also have found people out there who purchase my readings to copy their format and design. My readings are also copy written under my business name and trademark. Next to all of that, I have also seen people who have promoted themselves with my teachings but have never even tried to mention where they themselves had learned it from. I’m glad that people try to spread the message, but I need just as much help as they desire to have, in my mission and work too. It’s wrong to promote yourself off of the foundation of someone else’s teachings, without attributing those teachings to their author. I just can’t understand it and I have often wondered to myself why am I fans and students don’t support me? I know that we have had censorship issues throughout time believe me. There are so many numbers missing off of my social platforms and I know because I have used other ways of logging in and I have seen different numbers every time. I know that some of our posts are on a redirect loop too. I can be very difficult when people are sharing it, to get any attention on those posts. A lot of people just simply gave up. But that’s not what you want to do. You want to keep fighting on with me. You have to do the same in your own personal life and spiritual path too. Like I said earlier on, you can’t allow the things in life, or other people to influence you away from what you believe in or what once was a huge part of your life and your heart. Keep going strong and if you’re not going to fight for me, at least fight for yourself.

So in conclusion, I just wanted to say that things are going to be really manage and maybe a little more organized now that things will get done a little quicker and I should be able to engage a lot better. I would appreciate if people could simply tag my name or “my name next to my own teachings from now on. Requote and repost for me? Let other people find the opportunity and chance to grow and learn as you did. And since you are still learning and don’t have all the answers, leading them in my direction can help them to find the rest of those answers to, just like you are seeking. People in spiritual communities need to stick together. Especially, those who are in ours. We are a family and we always will be, even if one of us slips up and goes astray, or if they’re too busy in their lives to participate for now. Don’t listen to gossip, or gossip yourself. Our heavenly parents do not condone of such behaviors. Also do not judge, for judgment is only for the creator. Use discernment of course, but never judge as you wouldn’t want anyone to do that to you.

Last but not least, this year of 2018 is going to be a difficult one. I already prophesied last year about the dark energy heading our way. There are some other prophecies that the angels will give in the next couple months. You are going to need your spiritual community members to give you the friendship and support during that time, as well as your family. Also, you are going to want to continue walking forward on the path that is straight and narrow. It’s hard to, but it’s the one that leads to a heavenly life. And we all know that in the condition that the world is in today, that everybody is being tested in judged at this time. Don’t allow yourself to be put back to sleep and lose your chance. That’s all for now except one thing on the closing note….

Every person I have come to me I have come to love as my own family. People will say all kinds of things about each other in this world for a multitude of different intentions or reasons. Keep your head strong. Follow my example and guidance and you will be OK. Even though I have felt heartbroken over things that I have come to observe, it’s only because I love each and every person that I have come to teach or guide and I only want the best for everybody and for us all to continue as a family unit together for the higher good of each individual in the world. Everybody deserves a chance to better themselves and continue doing so rather than having the world influence them to head off in a direction that is unhealthy. I want us to all feel that love and motivation that we once did again. So I invite everyone to return together once again as a family and support each other, not only me. I think right now everybody needs each other during these changes in the world and in their own lives. Let’s have the fun that we once shared online. I’m going to try to post things that we can all engage in again and hopefully I will see more activity together..

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