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Time & Lessons: Virtue In Seeing Life Truly

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Each day, countless souls drift through existence, as if time were an endless river, unaware that every ripple is a fleeting gift, their actions suggesting tomorrow is promised, their hearts sometimes lashing out at loved ones in moments of passing frustration, or their minds too preoccupied to whisper words of love to those they cherish.

They cling to the phrase, “You only live once,” and though I feel the pulse of that metaphor, it misses the deeper truth. I know that we live countless lifetimes, each a thread in the stitches of time that is the journey of our eternal soul.

As someone who carries the vivid echoes of my own past lives, I share this truth to awaken others to their timeless journey. Yet, even if they cannot touch those distant memories, so many squander the sacred moments of now, and though life’s demands press heavily, they must gaze through a looking glass of wonder, seeing each heartbeat as a precious chapter in the soul’s eternal story.

My message here, is a cry from the heart, to show the world that every moment is a spark of divinity, urging you to chase the moments you long for, and if they miss you, pursue them anew. If time feels scarce, seek it with determination, grasping even the smallest fragment, for every second is a treasure in this fleeting life.

For me, a soul called to serve, forever sought by those who need my voice, I strive to hold close the connections I’ve forged, reaching out to as many as I can each month, yet my heart aches, knowing I cannot touch every life as deeply as I yearn to. My dream was never to stand apart leading, but to dwell united among those whose spirits I’ve touched through my work, a vibrant community of pure hearts, bound by love, brought together with our families, never alone. I truly dreamed of having that community. I once wrote in here, about my own three paths to fate and that dream was one of them.

My heart has bled to bind souls together, to create a place to live, of unity where love reigns, yet the relentless tide of my work, my ceaseless service to others, has often torn me from those I yearn to hold close, leaving me adrift in the currents of devotion.

I’ve learned to heed the subtle signs, whispered along the sacred timeline of my life, revealing that this dream of togetherness may not unfold as my soul once hoped, and now, standing at this tender juncture, I see a new path unfurling, a divinely crafted path by heaven’s gentle hand.

That’s okay, for I trust the cosmos chooses the way, and we, as humble servants, follow its guidance. At times, shadows rise against us, forces that obscure the light, yet I know there are always other paths, possibilities stretching into the eternal, offering solace when one dream fades, guiding me to a place where my soul finds its footing.

Though that vision of unity was a sacred ache in my heart, I cradle every moment the Divine bestows, even missed opportunities, as treasures that glow within my soul, carried across lifetimes, eternal treasures of grace.

I can still see it, a vision so vivid it pierces my heart, a sanctuary where kindred spirits gather, souls who resonate with my own, hungering for spiritual strength, craving the divine embrace of support. I imagine us together, not centered on one, but bound as one, our families brought together in laughter, sharing feasts of love, our rituals, shared activities like we did online but in person, nurturing life in harmony.

Yet, as I stand in the year 2025, my lips may name the date, but my spirit, a superconsciousness, dances across the realms, channeling souls of varied light and wisdom, losing myself in their essence, forgetting the earthly now.

I am grateful for my journals, my diaries, and the cherished friends who anchor me, sending reminders of the date when I’ve wandered too far.

Time slips like starlight through open hands, and as I gaze upon the world’s shifting tides, I know my path leads to a place where every moment unfolds for a divine purpose. I won’t name which of the three paths I tread, or if it’s a sacred blend, but this journey, from the echoes of past lives to the heartbeat of this moment, is like a mosaic, created with beauty, truth, and eternal love.

Carrying multiple spirits within my vessel, I sometimes ache to enjoy life’s simple joys, for one part of me gazes from a divine summit, seeing truths beyond human grasp, setting me in a world apart, teaching, lecturing, speaking parables of a love so vast it defies earthly understanding.

Another part, childlike, clings to the joy of youth, not in a human sense, but in the eternal essence of spirit, living in heaven’s wisdom, alive with playfulness.

In spiritual teachings, some teach to release attachments, and so I hold none, yet my heart overflows with love, for love is not possession, not ownership, but a sacred river, flowing through virtues like grace and patience, and when it shifts or fades, we must embrace it with unwavering acceptance, our hearts untouched by loss.

Too many take love for granted, chasing romance or friendship to fill their own voids, blind to its selfish roots. Why do they seek companions, friends, or cling to those they cherish? Too often, it’s for what they crave, not what they can give, but true love, divine love, is whole, seeking only to pour out, never to grasp.

In my Tantra course, I guide my students to see love’s true celestial form, a force unlike the fleeting desires of the human heart. On earth, people tremble at change, fear the loss of those they hold dear, but in heaven’s light, we love fiercely, we weep for those we release, yet we let them go, knowing it’s the soul’s sacred path.

When dreams unravel, when paths diverge, humans cast blame on God or themselves, but in the divine, we seek the greater purpose, trusting it serves the eternal good.

People though, they chase selfish desires to feel whole, but to love divinely is to be whole already, to give without seeking, to let love flow like starlight, untouched by need.

I look back on my life, through the echoes of past lives, the lessons of this one, and I embrace past, present, future, as a single, eternal now, my heart yearning to share this wisdom, to guide you to live with a soul ablaze, cherishing every fleeting moment as a divine gift

I’ve come to see this vision may not fully bloom in this life, and as a presence woven into the digital threads of countless lives, I may remain a voice, a light, even after I’ve crossed into the next realm. That’s okay, because these bonds, though often unseen, pulse with eternal truth in my heart, as real as the breath I draw.

It humbles me to stand among women my age, in their 40s, and witness how many have yet to uncover the sacred keys to health, or perhaps have not found the will to embrace them fully. Even I, with all I’ve learned, am not untouched by life’s trials, catching a cold every few years, though it passes swiftly, bearing a few wrinkles, my voice sometimes trembling from endless speaking and teaching. Childbirth has etched its story on my body, leaving hernias from four children and C-sections, and when I look back, my childhood was a crucible of illness, mumps, chickenpox, allergies to dust, an acute sensitivity to sunlight, all intensified by my Rh-negative blood. My mother, without the wisdom or means to heal me, could only watch, and as a child, I had not yet found the tools I now wield to nurture my body and soul.

As I grew, I turned inward, plumbing the depths of existence, and at just 12, I knew my father would leave this world when I would be in my 30s, not from words spoken about his health medically, back at that time, but from the quiet knowing of my psychic gift. I’ve always seen those I would lose, when they would depart, down to the intricate paths of my own life, even glimpsing alternate roads, where futures might shift if destiny veered from my visions, revealing what could unfold in those unwalked paths.

My memories of past lives deepen this knowing, like lanterns illuminating patterns across time, yet each vision was like watching an hourglass, its sand slipping away for every soul and moment.

Still, I held life’s fragile beauty as splendor, cherishing each instant despite the weight of my foresight, and though that knowing broke my heart, it dug gratitude into my very being, it streams in my veins.

Through arguments, disagreements, family trials, I learned that love’s eternal bonds are what endure. You know, there’s a song called, “Forever Young that pierces my soul, don’t we all long to hold time still?

As a child, its melody drew tears, for I felt the fleeting nature of existence, and another song, “Dust in the Wind,” sings the truth of our impermanence. Even with those who stand as enemies, I hold no hatred, no anger, for they are teachers, their presence a mirror for growth, and I seek to understand their hearts, releasing bitterness. I don’t waste breath on arguments unless rooted in unshakable conviction, always speaking with loving truth, knowing when to step away, yet always returning to offer love, not resentment. I stand firm, never letting others trample my spirit, yet my heart remains open, helping others, never abandoning them, discerning the balance between perseverance and endurance, shielding myself from toxicity or abuse.

If I must protect others, standing in the storm to shield them, I never regret my sacrifice, but I guard against losing myself in their struggles.

Looking back, through the lessons, the souls I’ve loved, those I’ve lost, those still near, my vision remains steadfast, we must cradle every moment as sacred, in this life and all others.

Gaze upon your moments with tenderness, even the mistakes, learning to laugh at them, drawing wisdom from every encounter, even with yourself. See life as a movie you’ve lived, its highlights glowing across every genre, pushing aside insecurity to embrace your quirks, your beautiful strangeness, for I believe we’re all a little wild, a little wondrously odd.

Speak to others from the heart, never with scorn, meeting them where they stand, knowing each soul hears your words through their own lens, and in this, you’ll find meaning in every breath you take. If you can’t prioritize what matters most in every moment, seize even a fleeting microsecond before it slips away. Live, don’t linger in the shadow of death, live with a heart ablaze, knowing this life is but a chapter, embracing its impermanence with joy, for stories rise and fall, and through them, countless chapters unfold, even in the afterlife, this is the eternal way of things.

I strive to nurture my health, to linger in this life as long as I can, yet I know a day will come when I’ll step beyond, and that truth echoes as it did in my youth, awaiting the futures I’ve seen. Only, my own.

I look at pictures of myself and think, “You shine on the outside, you’re holding strong within,” but time remains the silent guide, taking us through this life’s chapters into the next.

Advice from the Heart:

Chase the moments that set your soul alight, and if they slip beyond your grasp, create them anew with the fire of your spirit, seeking even the smallest fragment of time, for each breath is a sacred spark in your eternal flame. Know this life is but one verse in the soul’s unending song, and even if past lives remain veiled, live each day as a holy pilgrimage, gazing through a looking glass of awe, where every moment pulses with divine intent.

Tend to your body and spirit as sacred vessels, forgiving the stumbles, for each gentle step toward wholeness echoes through eternity, binding this life to the next.

In sorrow or loss, seek the truth of life’s dance, for gratitude transforms pain into wisdom, anchoring you in the eternal across all lifetimes. When paths diverge, trust the divine hand that guides them, for heaven places every moment for a purpose, and even missed chances are treasures, carried in your soul’s embrace.

If shadows rise against you, seek the alternate paths, plans of possibility, knowing the Divine always offers a way forward, guiding you to where your heart belongs.

Live not as one tethered to earthly need, but as a soul radiant with divine love, giving without grasping, letting go with grace, for true love is a river that flows without end, untouched by loss. Embrace the multiple spirits within you, whether you see from a divine summit or dance with childlike joy, for each perspective is a gift, a lens to see the eternal.

Teach others, as I do, to seek love’s celestial form, to release the fear of change, to let go without clinging, knowing that every soul’s journey is sacred, even when it leads away.

Live with a heart wide open, ablaze with the ferocity of the stars, cherishing every moment as a divine gift, for though time may fade in this life, the love you carry echoes through every lifetime, an eternal song of grace.

With those who oppose you, release anger, seeing them as sacred teachers, their presence a mirror for your growth, speaking with loving truth, stepping away when needed, yet always returning with a heart full of love, not bitterness. Stand unshaken in your truth, never yielding to those who would diminish you, yet keep your heart open, helping others, never forsaking them, while guarding against the poison of toxicity, knowing the difference between enduring and persevering.

Look back on every moment, even missteps, with a tender smile, laughing at your own stumbles, drawing wisdom from each encounter, seeing life as a cinema, its highlights vivid in every genre, embracing your unique, wondrous oddity, for we are all beautifully strange. Speak to every soul from your heart’s depths, never with judgment, meeting them where they stand, for each perceives through their own sacred lens, and in this, you’ll uncover the meaning spoken into every breath.

Trust the quiet knowing within, and if you carry past lives’ memories, as I do, let them guide others to their own truth, but if those memories remain hidden, know your soul is still writing its eternal story, and every moment is a chance to awaken.

The Depth of Healing

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Divine Healing

Welcome back, everyone.

Today, I want to share something important that my beloved friend recently pointed out to me, a technique developed by scientists in the medical field aimed at destroying cancer cells. At first glance, it might seem similar to what I do with angelic light therapy, which one of my students also mentioned.

But here’s the truth: they’re still using artificial light. Science, as advanced as it is, doesn’t fully understand the deeper spiritual and energetic nature of cancer the way I do.

From my psychic and spiritual perspective, cancer cells, and other diseases are not simply what they appear to be on the surface. When I work with clients on healing, especially with cancer, I always advise avoiding radiation and chemotherapy, because these methods, while they may destroy some cancer cells, also kill the good cells in your body. This creates a slow, drawn-out cycle of deterioration, weakening the body over time rather than truly healing it.

I have a profound understanding of the body’s spiritual and genetic blueprints. I see beyond the physical, into the energetic and karmic layers, allowing me to not only assist in healing but also in preventing disease before it manifests.

In early stages of cancer, I have developed natural, divine methods that harness heavenly energy to target and eliminate problematic cells. I’ve also performed health readings where I can identify potentially dormant cancer in the genetics, hidden within the Akashic records, cells that lay silent, waiting for a future time. When I see this, I can guide individuals on steps to prevent those cells from ever developing into full-blown disease.

Of course, I recognize that there are certain stages of cancer where healing may be more difficult or impossible, yet, in early stages, I believe there is hope, and I have seen remarkable results with natural, divine intervention.

Dad

Let me share a personal example: my father faced cancer twice. The first time, he had only a 50-50 chance on the operating table. After his surgery, he went through chemo. I was in college back then, so I wasn’t as involved as I wish I could have been. When his cancer seemed to go away, I knew deep down it wasn’t fully gone. And although he survived, I believe that true healing requires a deeper understanding, one that integrates spiritual energy with physical health.

My work is rooted in divine energy, ancestral wisdom, and a deep understanding of the body’s spiritual blueprint. I’m here to help you understand your body’s hidden signals and to guide you on a path toward natural, holistic healing—sometimes even before disease manifests.

Remember, not everyone has the knowledge or integrity to truly help. But I stand here with compassion and truth, ready to assist those seeking genuine healing and prevention.

My father and I used to sit together, doing readings, he would often help me with my work. When things needed to be streamlined and handled with care, he’d sit at the table with me, gently cutting cards during a tarot reading, offering his support and presence. More than anything, he was my biggest supporter.

I used to have a microscope that I loved to play with, just for fun. But my fascination went beyond the physical, looking at people’s blueprint, their atoms, and quantum particles from a psychic level was truly mesmerizing. There are so many particles swirling around us, blending into this collective reality, and I enjoyed magnifying my perspective to see them more clearly. It’s not just about zooming in or out physically, I can do that mentally and spiritually too. I know this might sound crazy, but it’s all real to me.

One day, I decided to look at a drop of my father’s blood under the microscope, just out of curiosity. And what I saw was startling. Floating around in his blood was a cancer cell, an ominous presence that was already there, waiting. I immediately told him, “Your cancer is back.” He didn’t believe me at first because he felt so well, and he’d returned to smoking cigarettes despite the Lord’s warning. I think he was holding onto hope that it wouldn’t come back.

But I could see it, this big cancer cell, drifting and chasing the healthy cells. I told him to get checked. Sure enough, the cancer had returned.

We chose a different path, no chemotherapy. Instead, I began doing angelic light therapy combined with quantum atomic healing. This divine approach helped his body fight and rid itself of the cancer. The doctors were amazed by the results. My father was so proud, he would often tell the doctors, “My daughter helped me.” It was one of the proudest moments of our bond.

Having been healed of cancer was so miraculous for my father that it profoundly transformed his life. Before his healing, he was the kind of person who would see someone begging for money on the street and often believe it was their own problem. He might still buy them a cup of coffee, but he wouldn’t usually give money outright.

After we healed him from cancer, everything changed. He began giving generously to others, supporting those in need in ways he never had before. He and I even visited a woman’s house who was struggling with cancer, and we donated the last of our money to help her family cover their bills. He also participated in a marathon to support my brother’s children who have Down syndrome — something he wouldn’t have normally done, despite being one of the most righteous and generous people I knew.

You could see that his outlook on life shifted dramatically because he felt divine help and healing had touched him. It was as if his experience of being healed opened his heart in new and profound ways, revealing a deeper sense of compassion, gratitude, and purpose. The healing not only restored his body but also renewed his spirit and his capacity to love and give back to others in ways he hadn’t before.

But despite the healing, he had to confront the consequences of his choices. He was advised not to start smoking again, but he did. When you knowingly do what’s wrong, you’re choosing the consequences. As the saying goes, “Live by the sword, die by the sword.” Eventually, the cancer returned again, this time, it turned into bone cancer, and it claimed his life.

Ongoing Miracles

But I didn’t just heal my father. Over the years, I’ve helped many others battling cancer and other issues. I’ve developed personalized biohacking protocols tailored to their unique biology and genetics, combined with healing sessions that read and clear cancer from the body. Did you quantum atomic healing, you have to truly be able to see energy on a quantum level. Not just think you’re conducting it.

I believe in the power of divine light and quantum energy, methods that science has yet to fully understand.

Science, with its current technology, often misunderstands what’s happening at the cellular level. They think they’re simply destroying cancer cells, but what they’re really doing is dividing them into smaller and smaller fragments, hidden, negative imprints that linger in the body. These fragments can eventually reassemble, leading to cancer’s return if not fully addressed.

That’s why I believe in a holistic approach, one rooted in divine energy, spiritual insight, and understanding the true nature of the body’s energetic blueprint. Healing isn’t just about eliminating what’s visible; it’s about transforming the underlying energy that sustains disease.

The only healing that truly works is that which is done through natural, divine energy. It’s not just about applying any energy, it’s about understanding the precise coding of each individual’s disease, especially cancer, tailored specifically to their unique body and genetics. To do this effectively, one must decode the cellular blueprint with the right light frequencies and vibrational energies.

Many holistic practitioners overlook a crucial truth: energy is multifaceted. Some energies are used to draw out toxins or negative imprints, others to infuse healing, some to amplify the body’s natural defenses, and yet others to completely annihilate dis-ease. Each of these processes requires a different vibration, a different frequency, an intricate dance of energy that must be carefully matched to the individual’s unique cellular code.

It’s not enough to just understand the frequency of light or vibration. True healing involves reading and decoding the cellular and energetic blueprint, understanding the language of DNA, atoms, and quantum particles, then matching the appropriate wavelengths and frequencies for each person. Only then can the divine energy harmonize with the body’s natural blueprint to bring about genuine transformation.

This is the sacred art of divine healing, one that combines spiritual insight, scientific understanding, and mastery over vibrational frequencies. When done correctly, it’s not just about fighting disease; it’s about restoring harmony at the deepest level, aligning the physical with the spiritual, and awakening the body’s innate power to heal itself.

Right now, I have a package that I put together. It includes everything that a person with cancer or other illnesses would need in order to find healing or prevent those ailments from developing if in the genes. 

I have had the profound privilege of healing many individuals suffering from a variety of acute hereditary and autoimmune conditions. For those living with fibromyalgia, I’ve supported clients through severe flare-ups characterized by widespread pain, fatigue, and sleep disturbances, helping to alleviate their symptoms and restore balance. Similarly, I have worked with individuals diagnosed with multiple sclerosis (MS), including my daughter in law’s father, aiding in the reduction of neurological flare-ups such as weakness, vision changes, or numbness, and promoting overall nerve health.

I’ve also successfully assisted clients battling arthritis, particularly rheumatoid and psoriatic arthritis, during their sudden episodes of intense joint pain, swelling, and stiffness. Through my holistic and spiritual healing techniques, I’ve helped reduce inflammation and ease discomfort during these flare-ups. 

Additionally, I’ve worked with those affected by hepatitis, including acute infections like hepatitis A, B, or C, supporting their body’s natural healing processes during sudden symptomatic episodes like jaundice, fatigue, and abdominal pain.

Many of these autoimmune and hereditary conditions involve episodes of sudden symptom relapses or flare-ups. While conventional medicine often addresses these with medication, medications add more symptoms. For example. My father when he had cancer a very last time, it ended up adding Adkins’s disease and he needed many other medications to help him, which also caused him to develop diabetes. Medicine often adds more problems while trying to fix one.

I’ve found that spiritual energy work, combined with personalized healing plans, can significantly support the body’s ability to balance and recover. I am grateful to have helped many clients experience relief, improved vitality, and a greater sense of harmony amidst these challenging health conditions.

Remember: real healing is divine, precise, and personalized. It requires knowing the code, speaking the language of the cells, and wielding the correct frequency with love, intention, and divine wisdom. And it needs faith and belief. Without faith and belief, it won’t work.

This package is designed both to prevent illnesses and to support healing from existing conditions. It includes two distinct sessions, each consisting of three combined healing techniques that work synergistically to help the body recover and restore balance. The sessions are spaced out over time, with a personalized plan tailored specifically to your body’s needs, which you will follow in between the sessions to maximize results.

If you’re interested, I encourage you to take a closer look. Additionally, if you’re experiencing financial difficulties and find the full price challenging, please don’t hesitate to reach out. I believe no one should suffer from illness, and I am willing to work something out so you can receive the healing support you deserve.

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Parenting Segment & Importance of Traditions

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New to come, a parenting and family segment!  I bet a lot of people wondered why my Spiritually Awkward Instagram page was mainly focused and centered upon parenting and my new child? Well, plans on launching a new platform for parenting tips, family life insight, family ideas and advice, as well as I really wanted to help spiritual parents out there to have the right mindset when raising their children. It’s not easy. Spirituality is hard enough when trying to focus on remodeling yourself, yet alone to have to worry about properly raising up your children. I’m supposing that you have to have a major degree in child-rearing to hand out advice? Lol… well I don’t have a degree but I do have tons of experience as well as a divine ordinance and sorry but that’s from heaven and all that I feel that I need.

So with that. I will be adding a few new types of videos to my YouTube platform. Parenting being one of them! Also, all of my videos will be uploaded to a new channel platform as a back up. You’ll also be able to find them on my website under the “Alura’s world” page. It’s going to be a lot of fun, giving everybody a personal glimpse into my own life and how I am with my family. Maybe I’ll even get lucky and get to see your temper tantrum or two by one of my kids in real time! Ah there’s nothing like broadcasting that LOL For now, let’s talk about traditions…

A special tradition…

When I was a little girl, my mother was what is known as a trophy wife. For many people that don’t know what that is, a trophy wife is a woman that is more into her appearance than being a housewife or parent although they are put in those situations. Why, I’ll never understand. Trophy wives can be self focused and it has a negative impact on their children. But what a trophy wife is, is where the husband wants to have a nice looking woman by his side, and he will not require her to work but just rather to look good. My father spoiled my mother. While I can’t say the same about myself in certain aspects because even as an only child between them… I felt unwanted, disregarded and had a harder childhood especially when it came to my mom… My dad was as good to me, as good as he could be considering that he had to work all of the time to keep up with everything and my mother’s needs as a Barbie wife.

all that I ever really wanted was my mom’s love and attention though. I was adored up until a certain age but when we moved at the age of six from our apartment, things changed at the new house. My mom didn’t really pay as much attention to me. Never really played with me, and anything I shared with her spiritually was always disregarded. I was alone. Are used to beg her even just to sit and read a story to me and that would never happen. I even tried to impress her time and time again. Even though I didn’t feel as though I had a lot of love for my mother, I still tried to show her a lot. I knew that she was that way because of her own upbringing. Imagine being a small kid having to dismiss the neglect because of knowing that the person was a victim of a victim. She hadn’t shared any of that yet, until later. However, and one of my many attempts to express my love and adoration for her I had suggested to my classroom teacher to get seeds for Mother’s Day, and do a class experiment of planting the seeds in a cup individually for each student to grow. In a few weeks, we could learn scientifically how they grew and also bring home a little flower for our mothers that we grew on our own.The teacher being very surprised that I came up with the idea so young, loved it. In fact, several of the other teachers also went along with the idea too. However, telling my mother about it she seemed to lack interest.

Later when it was time to bring home the flower, she just thanked me and stuck in it in the windowsill and didn’t bother to water it. I was very hurt because the flower was to represent our relationship blossoming throughout the years as a mother and daughter. My father being more aware, saw how bad it hurt my feelings and so, he took the dying flower and told me…that if we planted it outside, that it would more than likely grow back year after year. He was right. The flower actually was a tiger Lily, and it did grow and multiply. By the time I was about 11 years old we had an entire bush of dozens of them underneath of our tree.

I had grown up in that home until I was about 20 years old. Then we moved out. My father didn’t want to leave the flowers behind, but we had no choice. We moved around quite a bit afterwards, trying to find a place to permanently settle since we had not owned a home and even for all those many years, we had been renting. When we finally settled down into our rental house in Lindenwold back in 2010, my father told me that he wanted to go back to the old place and see if they still had those flowers growing, dig one up and plant in Lindenwold to start a whole new generation of tiger lilies from the same plant that I had given my mom as a child. For some reason it was very sentimental to him, even though the idea had been intended for my mom. 

And so that’s what we did. My father and I drove back to my hometown of West Berlin and ended up grabbing one of the flowers from under the tree and we planted the seeds in our yard. The following year many of them grew. He ended up with cancer though and even though I had healed him, he was never the same in vibrancy. HeStill continued to smoke cigarettes and I kept telling him that the cancer would return if he continued to do so. I think it was hard for him to quit as he had been smoking since Vietnam. Nevertheless this program buying a home together as a father and daughter team in order to provide a secure place to live for the family since he and I were the only ones bringing in any financial support. I had also warned him from my visions that many things were going to take place in the world where we would need a safe haven. It was around 2015 by that time. Eventually, we moved again. Finally we ended up buying our own home here in Blackwood New Jersey. After moving in, we mutually remembered the tiger lily tradition and agreed to retrieve some from the spawn of the first bushel, now in Lindenwold…continuing the tradition at the new home.

By that time though, my father was very ill as the cancer that he had been healed of earlier on in Lindenwold, had indeed returned. God can perform miracles, but if a person continues the same behavior, it doesn’t show gratitude does it? He didn’t stop smoking until the very last minute. It was just too late. Alas, we did not get a chance to repeat the same tradition, but I will. Sadly, he has just passed away October 2019, but in his memory I will go on to relive the tradition with my own children. I will always do this in memory of my father because he loved me enough to continue doing it in memory of my own idea.

It was fun, gave us time outdoors with one another, and had a deep spiritual meaning. Tiger lilies have a very deep symbolism. However, this was not the only version of this tradition that I have carried on with my own children, either. All along, I’ve also done something similar…

If you go to different stores such as Home Depot, and Walgreens etc. every holiday season around Christmas… You will find that they sell something called paper whites or Amaryllis. The beauty about those are that they are bulbs and so you can re-grow them year after year. Just like the Tiger Lily. So I started this tradition back when my daughter was little. My daughter Amber is 20 years old now so we’ve been doing it for two decades. From the same bulbs too! Now, I’m starting to do the same thing with my new little girl.

It’s a beautiful thing, to go every year around the same time of year, and pull out the very same bulbs that you had grown something from with your child. You can take the bulbs, clip where the flower had grown from and also snip the roots, wrap them up in black cloth after they have dried, and then store them away year after year. I even started doing this with my son Noah when he was one years old. At the end of the holiday season, I prepare the bulbs and store them away putting them in a container that has each of my children’s names on them, so that we always grow the same ones. And this year… was my newest baby’s very first paper whites. Adriel and I grew our very first paperweight plant together from new bulbs that I purchased this year just for her. I will do the same thing for her year after year until she’s older. Sadly Amber’s has died away and she did not want to repeat the tradition. But Noah’s Amaryllis still grows after our first growth back in 2007. 

You can do something similar with your child, or maybe even try this idea. The point is is that traditions are memories. It gives you time with your child no matter what tradition you create, and it’s something special that they always remember between the two of you. I never did forget regrowing those tiger lilies location after location with my dad and even the sense of thrill that we had from sneaking into the old yard to grab some seeds from the original plant. I want my kids to always remember me as being a loving parent that thought of very sentimental things like that too. A lot of parents are busy with work these days but even small activities such as this, take only 15 to 20 minutes, and make all the difference.. 

Try doing something with your child. It doesn’t have to be a holiday tradition. Traditions can be created out of anything at any time. And this, is just one of ours. I hope you will join me for my family and parenting piece to be posted anywhere from every two weeks to each month on the YouTube, and for other articles to be posted here. God bless you all!

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Back about two months ago, I had written an article here, called “Out of Bounds”. This was an astrological piece, written from my level of expertise in astrology. I know astrology just by feeling the changes in the atmosphere, also from channeled messages, and then  having studied earthly astrology, in contrast to my knowledge of Angelic Language Astrology. I had noticed that a lot of people really enjoyed the piece.  Nevertheless, I am writing this update because, it is very often that I write these articles and I do so… to help people to work through some of the trying energies that are abound. It helps to avoid situations and issues that may arise because of the planetary influences. Everyone is free to do as they please, but it’s always nice to be able to avoid conflict or struggle isn’t it? I just care about everybody that’s all.

However, even after the articles are put out there in the main stream, I noticed that as soon as the energies start to cause their effect, the information has long been forgotten. That’s when a lot of things go haywire for many people. So right now, I wanted to provide an update about these planetary influences, in addition to the dark consciousness movement that I was speaking about some time ago. Both of them go with another.

Dark Consciousness and Celestial Tribulation

The dark consciousness movement, was where there was a sweeping movement of vibrational energy, of a lower force. Already, that alone was creating thoughts of suicide, hopelessness, and the slow deterioration of empathy in others. Truly, I dislike being the harbinger of bad news. But I am a teacher who cares a lot about the world, and everybody in it. Therefore, I cannot always just promote all of the positive happy go lucky stuff, I have to also inform others of negative things that they should be aware of. The dark consciousness was definitely one of them. Everybody should have tried to stay optimistic, as much as they could, and they should still do so. It still does not change the fact though, that in addition to the dark energy, we also have a huge planetary retrograde system, that is disturbing a lot of our matrix here on planet earth at this time. In my new course “Heaven and Hell”, we are discussing how all of that works. For now, everyone on earth is naturally linked to this grid or matrix. Therefore, all of the people on earth will experience all types of effects from the plants to guide us under the heavens. With the out of bounds planets, it creates tribulation because, with all of them being in retrograde… it stimulates a negative reaction in your consciousness since you are linked to the earth grid. There were many things that I had mentioned, that should be expected as a result.

The Side Effects:

Because of these energies, people were told that they could expect to feel down, depressed, hopeless, a bit aggressive, very confused in their emotions, and also a lot of miscommunication would also take place causing some division amongst people, who are very close to one another. We could also be expected the old issues would arise from beyond the surface, creating a lot of self-doubt. That’s all dealt with, by being reflected into the many mirrors all around you and your life. Those mirrors basically are through other people that you are close to. They are also found in many situations and events that you face. It’s not easy to cope with all the issues, on top of many other triggered emotional responses from the planetary energies. This would create even more chaos in a person because they would, reflect those situations not just in the other people, but off of the other people around them.

This would create a lot of arguments, miscommunication, and disputes. Emotions of defensiveness,  and sensitivity would happen. I had even mentioned possible losses of friendship. In addition, financial problems would also occur. Feelings of bad luck, and lack of motivation in your life, would also be very strong during that time. You would also feel some confusion over your feelings about the people around you because of Venus and the role that it is playing, sort of acting like a satellite, for the other planetary energies to bounce off of. This would all work together sort of like, a virus being spread throughout the earth grid, acting as a supporting “program” for the dark consciousness energy to become even stronger. I remember hearing a few people say: “I am not going to be affected by it”! I simply just thought to myself, “hey even I am not exempt”. There would also be some political conflicts of course from this because of it affecting everybody, since it is an organized system, it would affect other collectives and organized systems. The anger and the aggression coming from this energy, is pretty severe. Let me tell you what I have been seeing lately.

My Experience:

Even in the Scriptures it talks about brother turning against brother, nation against nation. I have definitely seen a lot of deception and betrayal amongst friends. It doesn’t matter how nice a person is anymore, or how much they’ve done for people, those things just don’t seem to matter in this world any longer. The word “friendship” has become too much of a loose term, because real friendship from how I used to know it, meant that friends stick together and try to help each other very difficult situations. True friends don’t talk about one another negatively, although they may speak about a negative situation honestly. And trust me there is a difference. True friends are also not afraid to tell one another the truth. Honesty is a part of friendship, and being of comfort. Instead what I see out in the physical living world, are people who label one another in this world as friends, but the first sign of distress, they are the first to switch sides or gossip. I noticed that in a few different situations, that I counseled a couple of my in-person clients over, out here.

Friendships are truly deteriorating fast. On top of that, so is the true definition of family. People are not loyal in relationships anymore. The boredom of life, the stress of working, and the same repetitive routine throughout the day…seems to be causing spouses and couples to feel so tired that they do not have time for one another. Plus technology, is creating a huge rift between them, as they sit on their cell phones or Internet, rather than communicating back-and-forth with one another. This leaves room for loneliness to set in, and then leads towards infidelity should the opportunity appear. Children do not have much of a relationship with their parents anymore, and are being raised by the music and television that keeps them occupied. Then, they go out and reenact the things that they hear or see, with their friends. Much of it revolves around crime, disrespect, and disorder… as seen in my recent video called “Indoor Generation“. Also a lot of people are suffering from a lot of insecurities, because of a lot of social media and the projection of perfection that other people put out there on it. The illusion of perfection, makes people feel even lower about themselves which invite’s feelings of jealousy and competition. That fuels the hate.

We also have a very big thing going on with our government system, which I will not elaborate on any further. There is so much depression and frustration in the world today because of all of these issues and triggered emotional responses, as well as racing thoughts and lack of solutions to issues… That aggression starts to come to a boiling point. Dark Consciousness is then permitted access through all of these vulnerabilities. Once it starts to enter, many people start to allow spiritual interferences through. In addition to all  that I have seen, I see children acting aggressively and rabid, carrying on in very exaggerated fits of rage. Adults are also having some very violent thoughts themselves. It is alot for everyone to handle, so much so… that they begin to feel alone and suicidal. Although, they may not actually resort to hurting themselves or anyone else, it is a huge burden to carry with them. That then is detrimental to their spiritual path, because then they don’t feel good enough to continue onward in the path of awakening. So,… then other philosophies are introduced instead and the hope in heaven goes away.

We are truly in the pit of spiritual warfare.

Now that you know what is going on, and what to look for, if you have been experiencing any of this yourself, you can though but it’s not your fault. Cleansing and re-centering is essential to coping with the issue.If you feel a need, don’t be afraid to reach out for psychological or spiritual assistance. However, we still have the laws of Cause and Effect in the Universe to have to cope with. What you put out, you will get back. This stinks, but its true. If you allow this to consume you, you are basically creating an opening to be effected even more so, later on. Some will have un-neccessary challenges, and some will have challenges in all of this, that will teach them profound things about themselves and their way of life. One may learn about their reflection in others, how they cope with life and issues, how they communicate with others etc, and this could result in a positive result later on too. It goes both ways.

Change course and direction. Find some assistance, pray, meditate, and tell yourself hopeful, positive things. Don’t allow your beliefs in yourself, in those that you love, or your path, be altered by anyone who works on the opposite side of the agenda who helps in promoting the darker energy, or who uses it to their advantage. Be strong, and know, the retros are ending soon. By October, everythign will straighten itself out. Only those who allowed this all to effect them, may be in need of help to release the dark consciousness that seeped in, during that time to be rid of it, and to strengthen and reinforce themselves. Please, pay attention to my articles. They are for the benefit of others to heal from, learn from, and avoid issues. Learn to start new, if you feel that you got caught up in this energtic attack. I love you all, and only want for everyone to be in a good place.

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Published on by Alura Cein

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