Tantra & The Bible: Courses & Intimate Information

Alura Cein, tantra, Illumination, bible decoding, spiritual truth, twin flames,

Good morning, everyone! Happy Saturday (June 28, 2025)!

Yet, another diary entry here at “Spiritually Awkward”!😁👍

I will also post this publicly on my official website too. Originally, I had intended to do a Vlog about this very quickly or to even simply type it in a post, but neither of those options would have given me enough time to say what I really want to say. I’m not sure how many people are truly really paying attention anymore, but this is my safe place online where I speak my heart and thoughts. Those who truly follow, will have read this and know what’s going on.

Regarding my last post, I am doing well. For those of you that may have viewed my Instagram or Facebook, I had a little accident. I fell and had a concussion, carrying a tray in from the kids little toddler, swimming pool, just the other day. I realized how beautiful that moment was (although on the surface it was upsetting and at first, painful), and I thought it was important to share my feelings about it. Especially… after I had gotten insights from the angel Jeremiel who consoled me later on, and spoke to me on how life tends to try to knock people down, but in actuality, it really does strengthen us instead. He’s right, it does, doesn’t it?

As you all know, I can obviously heal myself, and I’m OK. However, I’m not currently accepting messages because I’m busy working. Especially on the courses. There’s a lot of deep, heavy information involved, and I want to give it my full focus.

I also want to share that, over the past week or so, I added a new lesson to the Bible course, and there will be another one coming after this weekend. Many of you know I’ve spoken about this being a lifelong journey, so I hope you don’t mind taking things slowly. The information is very profound, and I want to ensure I’m explaining everything clearly. I don’t research, I don’t pre-plan, I actually channel the information. 

Afterwards, I put a lot of care into editing it with Grammarly to make sure it’s done properly and honorably before sharing it. Most of my courses are dedicated to the Lord because it’s His knowledge I’m sharing. I especially dedicate the “Bible Untold” course to Him because I know He’s the one who has taught me everything I know.

A New Testament 

This Bible course is essentially a new Bible, something inspired by my dear friend Bella, who once told me I should have my own Bible, one written by me. I’m not claiming to be some great God or prophet. I do have prophetic gifts, and I am an Oracle, but I am humble, and I only have ever called myself a mere messenger. Although at times I have referred to myself as a genie. But that’s OK too 🤣. In all, I really am just a humble mouthpiece, here to bring wisdom, miracles, and gifts to those that seek them and believe in them. That’s all. Therefore, I don’t really wanna call it a Bible, but we’ll just use that term for now metaphorically until I can find a better word to call it.

Nevertheless, I created one. The Bible course and another, will both come together to complete it. It’s not for sale or commercial use as of now. In fact, it’s not even done yet! I have another section to add, I’ll explain more in a moment.

The new “Bible” of sorts, will simply be for my people, and any later seekers. My daughter will someday publish it. The goal is for it to be a personal, sacred book, something to hold onto later, long after I’m gone from this earth (when the good Lord has it planned for me), so that when the website classes are no longer managed, everyone can still have a copy. 

Obviously, when I am no longer on this earth, nobody will be able to keep the websites up and running for me. 

In addition, the tantra course complements this work. When I teach about the true meaning behind the Bible and those hidden truths, the tantra course will guide you on how to truly and genuinely connect with God, live in harmony with His will, and discover your most authentic twin flame soulmate. Not only this, but it’ll bring greater understanding of what those things actually mean. These are deep, profound topics, and everything will be compiled into one set. Again, this isn’t for public sale; it’s meant to be kept as a sacred, personal resource, something heaven ordained long ago. 

That said, I will be removing some students. Over the years, I’ve sensed that certain individuals have had bad intentions, or they simply haven’t taken my teachings seriously. There are also those who have abandoned the lessons or lack enough respect to complete even a simple homework assignment that comes with the course. I’ve never asked for homework from any of my courses—except this one.

A Quick Rant

I’m about to go off here, in a loving way.

I want to share here, as I did on Facebook: the Bible course is my heart and soul. I know some people might see me as strange or think I’m mentally unwell because I say I talk to God, but if they just did their research into the predictions I’ve made over the years, they would see that everything I’ve spoken has come true. I’m not here to convince anyone, I’m simply validating that I’ve never tried to lead anyone astray. I’m not a quack.

I’m just a humble messenger, not claiming to be an alien or God. I’m here to deliver insights from above for those who want to explore deeper truths about themselves, about God, and about existence. I didn’t learn all of this from books alone, although I have read the Bible, the Bhagavad Gita, the Vedas, and the Quran. Through my conversations and communication with the Lord throughout my life, He has revealed profound truths to me, about individuals, about the world, and about the deeper meanings of things. My out of body travels, pre-earth knowledge, past life experiences, astral wanderings, and communications with an unnumbered amount of beings from all realms and planes, has educated me also. For this, I’m beyond blessed in this universe. And humbled on this small speck in it, to share it with others here on earth.

My intention was always to humbly share what I’ve received and to support my family financially, nothing more. I’ve never sought fame or wealth. Consider this: look at all the people talking about spirituality, tarot, or preaching Christianity, they often have millions of views because it aligns with certain agendas. I’ve always known my information was far too deep to fit into the mainstream narrative.

There are even people out there discussing aliens and star seeds to get more views, yet they often aren’t speaking genuine truth. They mix some truths with delusions, and the system allows their content because it’s entertaining, even if it’s misleading or false. Some are very convincing, playing along with propaganda, while others are simply irrelevant, bypassed by the system. That’s not a judgment, just an observation.

In all honesty, I’ve seen a lot of content out there, and I recognize that much of it is driven by agendas. I’ve always known I would face suppression. I’ve only ever tried to grow gradually, running a few ads here and there, because it was never about gaining recognition.

It’s hurt me that my teachings haven’t reached as many people as I’d hoped, but I’m truly grateful for those I have reached. I would love to connect with more, humbly, if it’s the Lord’s will. If not, I accept that too.

I may have mentioned this before, but if I had met someone with the knowledge I possess and the ability to foresee the future, watching it all unfold exactly as I predicted, I believe I would have felt a deep sense of loyalty and respect for that person. Not in a cold or distant way, but with genuine honor and admiration. And I don’t say that in a way of being an ego. I just say that out of having confidence and respect for my relationship with God, and what he taught me. Take it, or leave it.

Many of the people who have been part of my courses have shown me a lot of love and respect, and for that, I am truly grateful. Through them, I’ve found true friends. Some know me beyond the internet, they see that I’m a bit quirky and silly, not just a stern spiritual teacher. That playful, lighthearted side is often how heaven channels through me. Otherwise, I’m very childlike and affectionate.

Sometimes, I think this innocence and love can be confusing for others. My genuine, heartfelt nature might come across the wrong way at times. But above all, my relationship with God is everything to me, and I want others who are truly seeking Him to experience that same connection. I don’t want any of this to become a competition over who knows more or who can gather more followers.

Sadly, some people have tried to make it seem like their divine purpose is to deliver spiritual truths, but I believe everyone has their own purpose. Sharing some of what they’ve learned may very well be a part of that purpose, but it shouldn’t be used to overshadow or misrepresent mine. 

My goal is simply to serve, humbly and sincerely, without trying to claim ownership over divine knowledge or spiritual insight but to ensure it’s not misrepresented or falling into the wrong hands.

Please know I hold no anger or resentment, I love all of you from the bottom of my heart. I have been so passive already. Now, I have to place some firmness in this respect. The truth is, I’m not a joke, and my work isn’t about money. 

My primary purpose is to serve out of love for God and to genuinely help others. I have enough respect for my relationship with Him and my teachings to know when it’s necessary to let certain people go. This doesn’t mean our friendship ends, though they may be upset with me, but I won’t allow my information to be exploited by fake gurus trying to imitate and add falsely to what I’ve shared.

That’s why I’m working on putting these courses into written form. 

Back To The Courses

For the Tantra Course, I’ll  also include an audio to accompany the lessons so that students can read along if they prefer, along with a hard copy. This is a very important project for me, and I need to focus on completing it. 

While I’m still working on other services, my priority is finishing these courses. I’m not intentionally dragging things out; I believe in giving people time, space to catch up, revisit lessons, and compare what they’ve learned with the new Bible course. True students understand that this is a journey that takes time. Studying is deep.

In truth, this isn’t some college curriculum or content factory. It’s a mystery school, and I want to ensure everything is accurate and sacred. 

These days, many claim to speak to God or prophesy, but I know in my heart that, while I may not be the only gifted person, many of those now jumping on the prophetic Christian bandwagon weren’t saying half of what I’ve shared over the years. I’m not trying to be rude, these are just facts. I’m simply protecting myself because I take this work seriously. If it had ever been about fame, I wouldn’t care, yet my focus remains on serving God and the truth. 

With all of that being said, I’d like to include an excerpt from the tantra course and share what will be covered in the next lesson. It’s quite interesting, and I think you’ll find it valuable.

Tantra- Next Lesson

“Tantra is about maintaining awareness that all parts of yourself are interconnected and functioning together. This idea ties into what I discussed in my previous course, Lightology, where I emphasized the importance of balance. Let me refresh your memory, or if you haven’t taken that course, I’ll briefly introduce the concept so everyone can become familiar with it.

First and foremost, balance is the foundation of everything. Without it, chaos inevitably takes over. Any genuine spiritual teacher will teach the importance of balance, and they must live by it themselves. No matter how much chaos may be happening in their external life or around them, their inner self must remain centered and balanced. This inner harmony allows them to work effectively amidst chaos and to stop its influence from taking over.

The reason I often share my struggles with negativity and the challenges I face isn’t for sympathy; it’s to show that I, like anyone else, encounter real situations. However, as a wise person, I’ve learned how to handle them without letting them tear me down or affect my inner peace.

As an Oracle, I am deeply attuned to all vibrations around me. I can sense energy in everything and everyone, if someone is nervous, I feel that nervousness; if they’re hungry, I sense their hunger; if they’re feeling depressed, I experience that depression. Many people who are highly sensitive or empathy often absorb these vibrations as if they are their own, which can be overwhelming.

The difference between them and me, is that I am aware that these feelings are not mine. I can trace with visions and channeling, further into where they’re coming from, and gain an understanding why, what happened in the past or present, and what may unfold in the future. Because of this, I can offer truthful insights to help others, even from afar. I know exactly what’s happening in their lives.

While an empath might simply pick up on the vibrations of those around them, I do more than that, I receive visions and impressions that come from beyond this world. This connection is extraordinary and intense, making it difficult to maintain a sense of balance when so much is happening simultaneously. On top of that, I face physical situations and external chaos.

Achieving total balance in such chaos can sometimes seem impossible, even for me. But if I, with all my sensitivity and abilities, can find inner harmony amid the turmoil, then so can you. That’s why I share my experiences. I believe that if I can manage to maintain inner peace despite absorbing so much imbalance from the world, my environment, and my personal life, there is a deeper reason behind it.

It all comes down to the knowledge and understanding of God, and my true twin flame. I’ll explain my previous experience with relationships and their meaning, and go into intimate details. After finding your truest twin flame, you will be able to connect deeply with God even more. 

That connection allows you to sustain balance and clarity despite the chaos. 

Although, for me… my true soul mate may not be who many think, In the next lesson, I’ll share unknown things about my life and reveal not only secret personal truths, but existential truths that will relate to you also. It may shock you!🤫

The course will go into that and who mine truly is, and explains things in an eye opening way about friendships, relationships, God, sacrifice, purity, humbleness, generosity and virtue. Enlightenment!

You may not understand now, but I assure you that Tantra will help you to make sense of it all. This will bring students the sum of understanding for themselves. I know that for many people, it will make sense of a lot of different things, including me, as well as my teachings, and things that I have said and done. It will also bring clarity for your journey, your ultimate soulmate, and bring conclusion to how to operate in this matrix just a little above it, according to heavenly teachings.

Returning to the idea of balance, in my previous courses, I explained how crucial it is to have all aspects of your life in order. When one area is out of sync, it acts like a magnet, drawing energy and focus away from other areas. This creates what I call a “drain,” because the parts of your life that demand more attention and energy will take away from areas where you have less. Over time, these draining areas lead to chaos and imbalance.

In my Indignation course, I described darkness as being like a vacuum, something that constantly pulls and consumes. Darkness and evil are different; darkness itself is simply a vacuum, a magnet that seeks to fill itself. This is where it can turn into something destructive or evil. People who feel the need to continuously fill themselves with something, anything that temporarily makes them feel good, are often trying to fill a void within.

Life works the same way. 

When you’re empty inside, you become chaotic and try to fill that emptiness with anything available. 

Unfortunately, most of these temporary fixes are not permanent solutions. That’s why many people are so unhappy, they keep jumping from one distraction to another instead of seeking the one thing they truly need: wholeness.

True balance and fulfillment come from God and your twin flame, and when you achieve finding one, you can eventually connect to the other. After that, everything else falls into place”.

To be continued…

Conclusion

This week has been a wild one, but everything fell into place with the angelic message I received after hitting my head and experiencing a concussion. It all comes back to balance. 

When I shared about what happened, and over the years, many other challenges I have faced, I know that some people misunderstood the deeper message behind those posts. I’m not trying to portray my life as perfect. My intention is to teach a profound truth that goes beyond the challenges I face. This understanding is crucial for awakening, if  anyone is truly committed to that journey.

It’s important to remember that struggles and experiences serve a higher purpose, they’re part of the process of awakening and growth. That’s why I share them with everyone online, not for sympathy, but to reveal the deeper lessons that lie beneath the surface.and being calm, is another huge part of it. 

I’m looking forward to the new lessons up ahead. I can’t wait to teach people how to find their true twin flame, to reveal who my truest divine connection is, and show people how to connect with God. Plus, some things in between like nirvana, and prana. It’s all about ascension!

The wisdom is unparalleled.

For now, I just wanted to give everybody these updates and to let everyone know that I am OK. I’m just going to be a little busy working, and I’m always here for all of you if not through communications, through constant prayer and channeling that I do to check in with many of you, even in spirit. 

If you are expecting any soul development or life coaching, I will have you set up at the end of this month as promised in my Facebook post. I truly appreciate you all. With all of my heart I love each and every one of you. If you do you happen to be one of the people ejected from my course, please hopefully forgive me with this true guidance and insight. And please know that I’ll still be posting things throughout the week, but otherwise I will not have a phone on me or any other devices around too much, so that I can focus on getting the lessons completed, that I need for the courses, being how important they truly are in more ways than one. 

The next course for Tantra will be sometime over the weekend. And again, in the Bible course will come sometime after the weekend.

That’s all! Get your lives ready to forge forward with knowledge and truth. Your twin flame and lifting your sights beyond the matrix await you Tantra students! Bible students, the Bible Untold will lead you there! I truly hope that Bible students will join the Tantra course. If not, that’s OK too. I feel as though, that for anyone that joins, that it was meant for them. Even if I’m only left with one or two people. With that, at least I know that the Lord has chosen and selected those that he feels are going to use the information for the right things in a genuine and sincere way. And therefore, I’ve done my job in the world of helping many people, but also going further as to have even enlightened just a few. Namaste!

Let’s study truth!

The Gift of Extending My Soul Contract

I had intended to include this in a private message to someone that I felt needed to hear it. However, upon writing it, the Lord advised that I should make it a public letter because there are actually many people in need of hearing these very same words. Therefore, here we are.

As you know, I tend to write on this blog, almost as if it’s my public journal. Many of you know many deep and intimate things about me in my life as I’ve been extremely open and transparent to everyone. However, I don’t think that I’ve touched base on my soul contract change much, other than just mentioning that I had changed it. So, I would like to talk about that for a minute. I would have done a video, but I’m working on another topic right now and thought sometimes I’m a little better at expressing things when I write my words out anyhow.

Learning In Life

First, I want to share that I’ll be creating some videos soon where I’ll talk openly about some of the struggles I’ve faced in my life. I feel it’s the right time to do so because I know many of you might have gone through similar experiences. It’s important to embrace all parts of ourselves, especially as we work toward Awakening and preparing ourselves for heaven. Through experience, we gain wisdom—especially if we’ve learned from those experiences. If we don’t learn from our mistakes or lessons, then that’s truly folly.

In some cases, people simply lack guidance and don’t get it the first few times around. And that’s okay, too. Sometimes, individuals take the path of severity on the tree of life, but ultimately, it all depends on where you’re at in your journey. The Lord Himself says that when you’re working on things in your final lifetime—your last opportunity to evolve and ascend—you must work through your karma and fulfill your purpose. Otherwise, the whole journey might seem meaningless.

Yet, even in those moments, it’s still your story—your experience of living, loving, laughing, crying, and even losing. Whether negative or positive, it’s still beautiful and meaningful. But, when it comes to ascending to heaven, we must truly work toward perfecting ourselves. All saints in heaven are perfect—there’s no doubt about that. Anyone claiming otherwise is not being truthful. These beings are high vibrational, filled with divine wisdom because they’ve transcended imperfections and grown through their journey. Their wisdom now guides others throughout the universe.

It’s true that there are many realities and lessons to explore, and while I don’t see Earth as my enemy, I must say it’s probably one of the harshest places. As I mentioned in a previous video, Earth is like a planet that contains all the deadly sins—making it incredibly difficult for souls to transcend lessons here. Many go through lifetime after lifetime, stuck in repetitive patterns, repeating the same mistakes without truly learning. Even when they do learn, selfishness often still rules, and people continue to make the same errors because they want to.

There are those who say they didn’t really want to continue in this way, but if someone knows better and still chooses to act otherwise, then they’re doing what they want—plain and simple. The Lord isn’t judging to condemn; He’s judging to see who’s worthy of ascending. Will the person stay trapped in the 3D world, or will they choose to move upward into higher realms of learning and growth?

As I’ve often taught before, it’s like progressing through school. You start in kindergarten; nobody skips straight to third grade. You need to master each level before moving on. Sure, some people can jump grades, but only if they put in the effort and truly learn what’s necessary at each stage. How can anyone put in that effort on Earth when they’re born without memories of their past lessons? It’s a very tough place to be, and believe me, the rulers of Earth make it that way. That’s why messengers and teachers have always come to light the way for those meant to leave this place.

That doesn’t make anyone better than others—it simply means they’ve transcended the lessons of this particular space. And that’s truly wonderful, because who would want to stay here, right? Which brings me to my next point: staying here.

My Way Out?

Back when I was quite active in my line of work, I shared a deeply personal piece of information with many of my followers—about my eventual departure from Earth. I had spoken openly about the possibility of leaving around the age of 33. I know it’s hard for some to believe, but I don’t need a major accident or catastrophe to leave this Earth when the time comes. The Lord will prepare the way, and that will be it. How He chooses to do so—whether through illness, a car accident, or otherwise—is entirely up to Him. Who can truly decide their own moment of death? I think most would prefer to transition peacefully in their sleep, and I could ask for that blessing, but I also recognize that it might be selfish to do so.

There are so many people who face horrific ways of dying, and I’ve always been mindful of that. Just as I’ve shared with many of you about the trials I face, I’ve also been blessed with countless miracles in my life. But honestly, I’m no different from anyone else. Just because I’m a messenger of the Lord doesn’t mean I’m treated differently or that I don’t face challenges. I have to go through struggles just like everyone else—otherwise, it would be unfair, a sign of favoritism.

Trust me, the Lord blesses me abundantly. When I’m struggling, He finds ways to help. When something goes wrong, He steps in to fix it. And when I can’t do something for myself, others come to my aid. I plan to share many of these miracles in the upcoming videos about my life. But for now, just know that I could have chosen a different path—one that might have been easier or more comfortable—but I didn’t want to be treated any differently. I wanted to walk this earth like anyone else, without selfishness, understanding that many people suffer every day. Why would I want to be made special above others?

The same philosophy applies to my death. Whatever way the Lord wishes for me to leave this life, I will accept it. I won’t make selfish requests about how it happens—I only ask that He be with me afterward. That’s what faith in the Lord is about: carrying your cross, just as Jesus did. Many don’t realize that carrying the cross didn’t just mean accepting death; it also symbolized bearing the burdens of life itself. The cross represents the four directions of this world—north, south, east, and west—and life’s challenges come from all angles. Whether you walk north or south, east or west, you’re here to face those burdens.

If Yeshua/Jesus had to carry his cross and face tribulations, so must we. I’ve worked hard to clear my karmic debts, to learn all the lessons I came to Earth to master, and to fulfill my Earthly and Akashic purposes. These purposes are crucial because they demonstrate that I’ve accomplished what I set out to do here. For me, I didn’t have a choice—because I was sent here as a messenger. I could have run away, hidden, or ignored my calling, but I didn’t. That’s what brings me to my next point.

Fulfilling My Purposes

I am here to make life easier for others. My purpose has always been to provide insights, to prepare everyone for the future, and to ensure that those the Lord intended received knowledge—encouraging them to do their best to improve themselves, find some measure of happiness in this lifetime, and view life with eyes wide open. I believe I’ve done a good job in fulfilling that mission. So, when I was told I would leave around the age of 33, I didn’t mind so much.

However, having faced many hardships in my life, I never truly had the chance to experience the simple joy of being a mother. I’ve had two children before, but my parents lived with me, and as you know, even as a messenger and someone wise, parents are parents. For me, it was a little different with mine because they always treated me as a little innocent angel that they were extremely overprotective with. They help me with my sensitivities, even when it came to school, and I always guided me and my gifts. But because they were always protecting me and sheltering me because of my abilities, I guess that made them feel like they had a right to dominate my life at times. I appreciate their help. I do. But I longed for the opportunity to raise children whom I could teach entirely on my own terms—by my own rules and influence. I wanted to walk a different spiritual path with them, one that I could shape based on my own understanding and experience.

I taught my older children well, but I’ve learned that each person learns differently. Through my own journey, I’ve discovered better ways to awaken and nurture a child early on—methods I couldn’t fully implement when I was younger, with my first two children. So, I wished for a chance to fully embrace motherhood, to raise two more souls who would be awakened, virtuous, and saintly—a legacy of my love and teachings that they could leave behind in this world. And at the time, I was doing pretty well with my work that I thought finally after all of the challenges that I face in life, this was the most perfect time in my life that I could expand my family, and that I’d have the financial resources to do it. Lord had mentioned struggle in the future, but by that time I had hoped to get a lot done in my life to where I’d be situated. Instead, I placed so much focus on helping other people that I hadn’t put so much time into helping myself. Luckily I’ve had good people around me though. 

Nonetheless, I went to the Lord about this, he told me that I had truly suffered a great deal in my life, and that in my earlier experiences or lifetime on earth, previously, I hadn’t really gotten a chance to experience what I truly desired to experience on earth, which was finding true love. It didn’t matter to me how I found it. Maybe just motherhood itself was enough to understand what true love was really about. And believe me, I can truly say today, that it is. There’s nothing more beautiful on earth or anywhere really, than love that is shared between a mother and her children who really do love one another. I always looked to find that kind of love in other people. It’s the kind of love that heaven has for each other, it’s the kind of love that heaven feels for all humanity. Coming to earth, it was my greatest longing to find that type of love here.

But experience after experience, I discovered that it really didn’t exist here. You can imagine love and romance all you want, you can imagine falling in love with your twin flame or some soulmate that enters your life like some fairy tale. And perhaps for some, that can be a reality. But for me, I found true love through being a mother. And I just hadn’t felt that I had experienced enough of that. Yet, the Lord had taught me that motherhood isn’t just about bringing children into the world. It’s about who you leave an impact on as well. Just like soul parents up in heaven play a significant role in guiding your journey, any spiritual guide that has taken responsibility for you and walked you through your life is sort of like a parent.

Therefore, he made it a valid point that true love did exist. It existed through me and the love that I felt for every single person that I had helped. Everybody I cared for, guided in their life, and helped them to make better choices through my insights. But they were all abroad and far away. Even though doing the readings and healings often made them feel like they were right here with me, I just wanted to feel that love and nurturing again—if not with a partner, than by being able to raise new children. That was the only thing I really wanted for myself out of this entire planetary experience, was to find true love in humanity here. That, and being able to help people find God and love themselves.

Expanding My Soul Contract

And so I asked the Lord if I could have a little more time. I asked him if I could be a parent and enjoy my time on earth—nurturing and caring for others, not just new children that I would go on to create, but also through the people they had come to bond with through my work and love. He told me that he didn’t mind if I extended my spiritual contract for more time, but that everything is an even exchange. Being a messenger, I would have to offer him something in return.

I wasn’t even able to have children, to be honest with you, and I didn’t really have anybody to have the children with, even though they came through very upsetting circumstances that I have yet to even talk about or reveal. Perhaps someday.

Still, all things happen the way that they do, good or bad, for a reason. And the kids have been greatest joy aside of the cruelties that I’ve faced.

In that, he told me I could say that I could continue my journey in searching for true love through motherhood, and the love experienced through the lives I’ve touched, if I would in return provide detailed prophetic messages to the world—messages to prepare people for the world changes that we’re about to experience.

At the time, I didn’t think it was that big of a deal, so I agreed. I had already had many visions as a girl, and the future. I already had an idea of what the future was going to end up like.

Seeing now how heavy the messages are, the visions I have to live with, the emotions and impact they make, I see just how much it costs. But that’s okay. I’m super humbled and thankful that the Lord allowed me the opportunity to provide His messages to his people. In exchange for that, I’ve been granted a little more time on earth, a few new loved ones to add to my family, and a continued connection with those I have come to love, meeting them in this spiritual journey.

Back when I was first told that my time here would at the age of 33, going on 34, I didn’t feel I had much left anyhow. I was told my father would pass October 4, 2019, and my older children were growing up quickly, nearing adulthood. My parents were aging, and I knew Dad would pass away soon after I was supposed to leave anyhow. I also hadn’t found love through a partner. Although, I did find companionship in a few friends. In my mind, I accepted not continuing the journey into old age.

Perhaps the Lord was right in His judgment—taking me at 33. That way, my older children would be old enough to stand on their own, I wouldn’t have to witness the loss of my father, and I would have fulfilled my role in guiding those whom the Lord had brought into my life, leaving behind teachings that many could benefit from.

But I decided to change my soul’s contract to live longer anyway. Before, I felt leaving my teachings behind and departing before the chaos in the world intensified was a purpose well accomplished. However, the Lord had made a deal with me: and I could stay longer if I chose, which I did, to have another chance to be a mother and raise some beautiful Saintly souls.

In return, I agreed to carry the weight of relaying the herald’s predictions starting in 2019. You might remember I’ve shared some predictions before, but none on the scale as the angelic messages that began in 2019, before the pandemic and the upheaval we see today.

This extra time I chose, came with a heavy responsibility. I promised the Lord that I would deliver His messages through the Saints to help people be more prepared and insightful about what’s happening around them, and I’m doing it. Believe me, it’s a profound burden to bear.

Why Share Now?

I haven’t shared this with anyone else until now, but I felt it was important to do so.

Why? Because there is a deeper purpose to it all. It’s not just about me. It’s also about you. All of you.

I don’t believe most people realize how important they truly are until someone takes the time to tell them. So, I want to tell you something reader: you have helped me in accomplishing my goals of discovering love on this planet, and helping people find God. The truth is, I haven’t known many truly good people in my journey. Over the years, I’ve encountered con artists, those who have been abusive or manipulative, liers, bullies, and individuals who have taken me for granted. I see evil people a lot in the world in general. Many people I’ve met have prioritized their own needs over others, out of self-interest or selfishness.

When I first stepped into this line of work many years ago, I was afraid. I feared I would face ridicule, or worse, treatment far harsher than what I experienced in my daily life—though not online, but in the physical world. Despite my fears, I courageously opened my heart accepting the purpose I was sent here to do, sharing my beliefs and the lessons I’ve received from the Lord personally. I expected backlash, but surprisingly, I haven’t faced many trials from others. Instead, the Lord has brought wonderful people into my life—people like you—who have touched my heart in ways words can’t fully express.

Even though we don’t speak every day, I think of you often. The healing work I do for you is deeply personal—an act of love and light—and I find myself emotionally and spiritually connected to you, as if you were a cherished family member living right beside me. Because of your presence in my journey, I look forward to each time you come by. I can feel you.

Knowing that you are kind-hearted and striving to be a better person in a world that can often feel cold and harsh has truly lit up my life like a bright beacon.

Even though I may have an awakened viewpoint, doesn’t mean that I don’t sometimes see the negative in life too. Like I said, I’ve seen a lot of ugly things and crossed paths with a lot of mean people. I truly do understand the reason for it everything that happens and the ways of life, but sometimes it’s so hard to take in. You’ve shown me that not everyone is lost to evil, that goodness still exists. Meeting people like you reaffirms my belief that the Lord has a purpose for holding onto this Earth. If people like you exist, He has every reason to keep fighting, to keep awakening others—regardless of who they are, what they believe, or what they do—because the purity of their heart matters most.

I just want you to know how much you mean to me. How much you’ve brightened my journey simply by being who you are. I hope you can see your worth when you look in the mirror, even on days when it’s hard to remember. I know it’s not always easy, and you may not hear words like these every day. But this comes straight from my heart, and I wanted to make sure you knew just how special you are to me.

So, the point I’m trying to make is that even though sometimes I look back and wonder about my choice knowing that my new children will have to grow up in a chaotic world, that I’ll probably be gone by the time they’re adults—knowing that this world is indeed a difficult place, how hard life can be even for me, and knowing that many of the insights I’ve shared have been questioned, or for believers, have caused anxiety—I still know that staying was the right decision. I’ve helped a lot of people, and I’ve had the privilege of meeting beautiful souls that the Lord continues to fight for on this planet.

I understand that life can be very hard sometimes, and there are moments when you may not want to keep going. Many people out there long to leave this world. Yet, even I, who was ready to go, went asking for more time, have extended my stay—knowing that the road ahead could become even darker and more difficult. Because, I knew that there was a way to experience true love in this world, and to actually achieve my purpose of finding it, as well as helping others find the Lord.

And I did so, through being able to meet and work with many of you. The children I have are a miraculous gift. But what’s additionally just as miraculous, it’s getting a chance to see all of you grow in faith. But the truth is, no matter how you feel about life, you are here for a reason. I say it all the time—together, as a collective. Just by being here right now, amidst the darkness, we are allowing the Lord’s light to live on. Despite everything trying to extinguish it, we continue to keep that light alive.

Therefore, I’m really thankful that I got to extend my spiritual contract and stay longer. I get to go through this time with all of you and prepare everybody with knowledge and wisdom. I am the messenger of this time, and you make that great responsibility worth it. I’m thankful for that, even though the days may be hard. I hope this changes your perspective in wanting to live out the fullness of your life, and to be thankful even among the challenges, to be here right now.

You are the light of the world. And you are especially a light in mine. Just as much purpose as I’ve given to you, you’ve given to me, and that’s a beautiful story just in itself. I have more messages and wisdom to share, more people to save, more souls to meet and love. And I have two kids to bring me joy along the way too. Looking at those gifts, makes life worth the choice. You have to find the joys in your own too, and stay strong. Even if it just being a light here for God, you are meaningful. Never give up! You never know what the future holds and asI would’ve been long gone by now, here I am with the greatest gifts God could give in life. You too, could end up with an unimaginable future. And if not, you still served a purpose just by being here.

Thank you for being a part of my records.

Use Your Contract For Greater Change

While some people come to me seeking contract changes all the time. There have even been a few requests to shorten their lives. However, that’s something I haven’t been given the power to do. The Lord grants me the ability to extend time for others, but ultimately, when a person goes to Him, it’s His decision. Even if I had that ability, I don’t think I would want to participate in it. I love people enough to see their value, their potential even if they don’t see it. I read the soul after all, and I know there’s a better way for them.

Honestly, I believe everyone is valuable and worth fighting for. Sometimes, I fight for people harder than they fight for themselves, through the guidance that I seek for them, and the prayers that I speak, as well as the behind-the-scenes things that I do to try to help their path without telling them. Each person should see the value in themselves to want to fight for themselves too.

I believe it’s more meaningful to give yourself more time to pursue and accomplish your dreams. If you’ve ever had thoughts like that, I sincerely hope you’ll reconsider. Use your soul’s contract to reshape your circumstances and make life worth living instead!

Gentle Disclaimer

This will be featured on each of my sites.

While embarking on a personal journey of spiritual exploration online is a beautiful and intimate experience, but it is equally essential to acknowledge the shared responsibility that both individuals and their loved ones hold in being mindful of the content they engage with. This awareness creates a supportive and nurturing environment for growth and discovery. And ensures the well-being of the seeker.

Each person has the inner wisdom to discern whether what they are viewing supports their well-being. Just as some choose to watch videos about religion, the paranormal, philosophy, pranks, wellness, new skills, or other forms of knowledge, it’s ultimately up to each individual to decide what resonates and what is safe for them at any given time. The same applies to life coaching, advice, or spiritual teachings: it’s truly important to listen to your intuition and honor your unique path. Athough, I do have to admit that I’m pretty good at what I do in terms of helping others. I’m trustworthy and honorable in my work and following the advice would truly be beneficial.

With that said, I don’t deny that my content is deep and at times heavy. That’s why I have always included clear disclaimers throughout my work, on my predictions, blogs, and all my content, especially where I discuss sensitive topics. These disclaimers are just to remind viewers that certain material may not be suitable for everyone, particularly those who are emotionally or mentally vulnerable.

My intention was and is always to inform and protect, understanding how deep mystical and spiritual studies can affect someone’s mental and emotional state. But again, if a person chooses to explore what I offer, ultimately that is up to them.

Over the years, I’ve shared my beliefs with the sincere hope that others will see they are not alone in their experiences. i’m not here to enforce my beliefs, but to share them. If others felt that they agreed, then we formed a community of like-minded people. My goal is always to gently guide those interested in deepening their spiritual understanding, while cautioning about the potential risks involved in exploring the unseen realm. I have always advocated for a careful approach, never encouraging practicing magic, spirit work, or mediumship without proper guidance, because I am fully aware of the dangers that can arise.

My hope is to illuminate the truth and help prevent unnecessary trouble in the process.

At the heart of everything I teach is the love and light of our Heavenly Father and Mother above. Living a life of righteousness and virtue is central to my message. However, I understand that my teachings can sometimes be misunderstood or may trigger difficult emotions in some individuals.

Please know that if my content affects you negatively, discretion is key, and each person is responsible for choosing what they expose themselves to.

Like if the predictions cause anxiety, then why read them? If a person chooses to explore them anyway, that’s their choice and I can’t be held responsible for the anxiety felt. And if the person knows that they feel a certain way while reading them, it was their own choice because they continued reading them after all. Just like I have the right to freedom of speech in sharing my knowledge and experience, viewers have the right to close the page or not read it all if the content bothers them.

But even still, I’ve always been considerate on how the material could affect people which is why I always added a disclaimer when it comes to working with me on my website, and even on blogs as well as some videos that have had some sensitive images.

Yet, it pains me deeply if anything I’ve shared has caused hurt or exacerbated existing struggles. While I cannot control how others interpret or respond to my teachings, I am always mindful of the impact I might have. I’ve been cautious in my approach, sometimes consulting with family members or stepping back if I sensed someone was becoming overwhelmed, because my intention is to protect and support, not to harm.

Most of my students are adults, in line with my “terms and conditions”, at my site which specify that participants should be 18 or older, or have parental consent if younger.

For minors, I’ve always taken extra care, engaging asking about their guardians or pausing altogether if necessary, to ensure their safety and well-being. If I feel the information is not being taken positively, I’ll gently say; “Maybe I’m not the teacher for you”. And I will back away. But I have asked the small handful of students I have had under 18, if they’re relatives were aware that they came to me, and they would even order services for their family members leading me to the assumption that their relatives were aware.

I trust that when someone tells me that their family is aware or supportive, they are speaking with honesty, but I recognize that anyone can say anything online. Yet people should come with honesty, as I provide honesty myself, because spiritual work is serious, and not everyone is ready for esoteric teachings. Ultimately, each person must decide what they are ready to explore or accept in their spiritual journey. It’s also the responsibility of parents and guardians to be aware of what their loved ones are engaging with. If someone informs me that their family supports their involvement, I trust that and proceed accordingly.

Regarding my predictions, understand that I do not have control over external circumstances or the broader world. I don’t manifest the things that I foresee. If I had that power, I would focus on alleviating suffering everywhere. I’m not God. I only share, what heaven shares with me as a humble messenger.

I do regularly review my content, understanding that some teachings, like predictions or mystical insight may evoke anxiety. Believe me, having visions of the events myself even gives me anxiety at first, I get it. It’s ultimately up to each person to decide whether they can handle the information with discernment and care and to come honestly from the beginning.

My deepest concern is for everyone who has been affected by what I share. I want you to know that I care sincerely and hold compassion in my heart. I share this openly because I understand how things might appear from an outsider’s perspective, and I always seek to approach with humility and empathy, seeing from all angles, above and below, and through each person’s perspective too. Please don’t judge a book by its cover. I have always been honest with everything, if I hadn’t intended on being honest, then why would I speak about so many deep and personal things in my life, my wisdom etc to begin with? I didn’t have to share anything with anyone. Yet I did, because the trust that people place in me, is deserving of explanation in order to continue honoring that trust. 

Because the spiritual path involves deep, often heavy, truths, I have not worked extensively with too many younger students. If these teachings were meant for everyone after all, they would have been accessible to all people throughout history. Usually, if there are adults who aren’t even ready for these profound insights, then a younger person likely isn’t either. That’s why I emphasize the importance of mental and emotional preparedness before delving into spiritual work. In my time, I have only taught a few kids that were nearing the age of 17, but I was told that their family was at least aware of the fact that they were working with me. For now on, a video recording will be required with the person seeking, and their parental guardian, speaking visually in the video, letting me know that they are condoning that they seek with me as a teacher or reader 

Side from this, I do care and that’s why disclaimers are a key part of my practice especially regarding sensitive topics. For instance, I include warnings about predictions involving angels on the disclaimer page of the site , advising those who are emotionally sensitive to approach such insights with caution.

My teachings on public websites and videos are meant to be accessible to everyone regardless of age, background, or walk of life. I do not control how individuals interpret or utilize what they find here. If anyone seeks clarification, I am always happy to guide them. But I do want to sincerely apologize if any of my prophecies or teachings have caused confusion or anxiety. A weight is something I personally carry, as I understand the heavy significance of what I sometimes reveal, becauseits heavy even for me as the oracle.

That’s why I encourage everyone to consider their own readiness before engaging with sensitive material. It’s for their mental, emotional, and spiritual health. But ultimately, if someone chooses to continue on and work with me, I respect their decision.

My teachings focus on guiding people toward unconditional love, living virtuously, and deepening their connection with God. Shadow work addressing the parts of themselves that challenge them, is a vital part of this process, aimed at growth and self-awareness.

When someone purchases a service from my website, be it coaching or readings, it states on the order that by purchasing, that they automatically agree to the terms, and that they agree to the terms outlined in my policies. I can only assume that they’ve read those terms, and trust they’ll be honest in providing true identity and not come to me under false pretenses.

I always try to see things from multiple perspectives and hold compassion for anyone who might have misunderstood or been affected negatively by my work.

Knowing that people grow and achieve their goals is my greatest joy. It hurts me deeply if anyone has ever felt hurt or confused by what I’ve shared. Please understand that I am aware of the heaviness some content may carry, but I also teach about balance and the divine light that shines brighter than darkness.

No one is required to agree with my teachings, and I do not seek to impose my beliefs on anyone. Many of my relationships with students have blossomed into genuine friendships. I share my work freely because people are drawn to it, they come to me because they seek understanding, not because I push or market aggressively.

Those who choose to follow, participate, or engage with my teachings do so freely. I cannot control the weight of predictions or insights I share, but I share my insights out of a sincere desire to help others on their spiritual path, toward humility, love, and a genuine relationship with God and themselves, and a truthful awareness of the world.

Its true, everyone has the right to believe in what resonates with them, whether it’s religion, spirituality, or their personal truth. And each person has the right to express their beliefs lovingly and freely. My intention has always been to guide others toward love and light, never to cause harm.

If any of my content feels too heavy or challenging for you, please remember that you are free to step back. Your well-being and peace come first. I hold deep compassion for all on their spiritual journey, understanding that it can sometimes be confusing or overwhelming, especially when guidance is not pursued through consistent mentorship or even misunderstood.

Again, I am not responsible for external events or outcomes. My predictions are insights, not manifestations or powers to control reality. If I had that kind of power, I’d be working to end suffering everywhere, feeding the hungry, healing the sick, and fostering peace. I am simply a humble messenger, sharing visions in hope of helping others elevate their understanding, prepare for challenges, and find their inner truth.

My greatest hope is to see others grow, evolve, and awaken to their divine potential, walking their path with love, humility, and hope.

I do feel sorry for anyone who consequently couldn’t handle the wisdom or if if added to existing internal struggles. My heart goes to you.

For now on, please proceed with my content with care, ensuring that you are ready for the information that you are about to watch or read when it comes to my YouTube channel or blogs. Always take care of your own mental and emotional well-being as a priority first. Your mental and emotional selves are a greater part of the spiritual body, and all have to be in the greatest health, for the greatest growth. 

With love, Alura

Highlighting My Journey: My Friend Toby

Welcome back to my online diary.

Thank you for taking the time to read it. In this entry, I wanted to explain something I started doing just a month ago. I began highlighting students who have significantly grown. However, I’m not only going to focus on the growth of students but also on the beauty of friendships that I’ve made throughout this journey.

Why, I’m Documenting This…

The Lord says that when you love, you love without conditions. That means that you don’t nitpick. You don’t look for wrong. There is no jealousy. There is no reason, that you love a person. He says that it doesn’t matter what a person does you, or what they do for you or don’t, you just love people. That’s how he is. And so that’s how he taught me to be. And it’s funny because I’ve received some nasty comments on YouTube putting me down for my visions saying it’s ungodly, but yet here is a person that is belittling another person in the name of God? It makes utterly no sense. People that think they’re so self-righteous because they follow a religion, that they can belittle or hurt other people, have no idea what the love of God is about. God’s love is endless, and it’s without the conditions that mankind places upon it.

And for every person that I have come to work with, I have always had that kind of unconditional love work, even if they didn’t show it back in return to me. Humans have trouble, knowing how to truly love unconditionally. But throughout my journey, I have had the honor of meeting a few people That I wanted to highlight here, because this will serve as a testimony someday, maybe perhaps my kids can look back on and have hope and humanity. And even for my friends, they can come back and read it and remember how much they were loved. That’s not to say that I am implying anything is going to happen to me right now, lol. But I am getting older so I would like to leave meaningful things in place.

As a little girl, I had no one. I only had my parents, who protected me because of my gifts and sensitivities. The Lord told me when I was young that I would not have many friends because of Him and because of the way that I am. As an Oracle, it’s very hard to get close to others—not only because I can read into them so deeply that it’s very difficult to bond over the things I see lying beneath the surface, but it’s also difficult for the other individual.

Imagine being friends with someone who is always shifting back and forth between different states of consciousness. I’m not talking about consciousness in terms of being sleepy, wide awake, or super hyper; I’m talking about being a whole other entity. Or imagine sleeping over at someone’s house, and all they do is talk about invisible people that you can’t see or something God has said? Or how about having a fun time playing board games and laughing over jokes, only to suddenly see that person burst into tears because they just witnessed something tragic in a vision? Or even worse, imagine that person freaking out and screaming because the vision of something horrible happening somewhere in the world seems so real that they can’t differentiate between reality and the vision… for that moment- causing them to scream in horror and become inconsolable?

Most people would think that the person was a nut job, right?

I understood the Lord when He told me why I wouldn’t have friends. But I also didn’t have much family either. Therefore, He always told me that family isn’t just about who you’re blood-related to, but that connections go much deeper than that.

As an Oracle, when I read someone, I know basically everything about them—from their past lives to what they did in this life, what they’re about now, what they’re thinking, and even the deep, dark things they hide. In just a few moments, I feel like I’ve known that person for an entire lifetime, even more deeply than their closest friends and family know them. Most people who meet me feel the love and know that they’re accepted. They can sense a familiarity because they feel that I know them. Many people in their first reading with me say things like, “Nobody knows me better than you; you just told me my whole life in one reading!”

For others, it’s very easy to connect with me and feel the love, but they don’t get to know me as deeply as I know them, since they don’t have the ability to read as I do. Therefore, they can’t really see deep into me, like I do for them and my great love, can be so overwhelming. They don’t understand why I love them so much so fast. Because of that, their bond to me, may not be as strong as my bond to them.

The Lord was right about me not having friends—at least, not many in person. I feel that He kept me secluded solely for His work. It was a lonely life, but He always told me that when I got older and began my mission to help others, He would lead wonderful people into my path. Not just so that I could teach them, but because I finally had a chance to love others and make friends with people who were genuinely like-minded, or who would become like-minded.

I don’t think people truly realize how important they are to me. I waited my entire life to meet others who could understand the true concept of unconditional love and acceptance, as well as those who genuinely wish to contribute to the greater good they want to see in the world. I longed to meet others who would come to love God as much as I do, or at least try. they didn’t have to even believe in the same exact thing.

In this work, I’ve read thousands of people around the globe and have conducted countless readings. According to my beloved friend Rishi, whom I highlighted on this website, I had over 2,700 files in the client portal alone, and that was after I had already deleted some. The portal was created in 2016. Yes, I started my work as a child, helping people personally, but when I transitioned online, I began in 2013. I have far more files than just 2,700! I’ve uploaded countless readings to OneDrive, Dropbox, emails, and Google Drive. I can’t believe how many readings I’ve actually done! Not only have all those personal readings come true, but my predictions about the world have been so eerily accurate that I sometimes scare myself.

This Mission

I often ask the Lord why He chose me. In essence, I know why, but I will never fully feel worthy enough to be good enough for someone of such great love and power to bring truth to me. I may be angelic but I’m also just some small town girl from New Jersey. Yes, I have strived, even through adversity, to purify myself and be the most perfect person I can be—not on the outside, but on the inside. and that’s because of my great love for God and for other people. If I’m the best that I can be, then I’m the best I can be for all of them. and I also know that most of everything here on earth is playing out bogus. The way that people look at things, the way that they treat each other, the emotions that come up, sometimes, judgment, lack of foresight, greed, and all the other sins… That’s truly shown me that being my better self and saying, innocent, is more valuable to me than anything earth could ever offer. I never want to be like other people. it’s not worth losing yourself, to all of the drama and chaos that the world and other people bring. Instead, there is a greater love that most people can come to know, that can heal, and change your life forever.

I wanted to show others that they could do that too. I wanted them to learn the truth that God offers, to see what happens in the world around them, and to truly become believers. Moreover, I wanted them to recognize the goodness within themselves. everybody’s been hurt and traumatized in someway, great or small. Howcan anyone really know who they are aside from everything? I can see deep down the great potential inside of people, that they have. It’s not that I want to change them because I see that, it’s because I know that it would make them truly happy. My love for them wants them to have that happiness. I want them to see that they could change the things that brought them difficulties or inner pain and suffering. If I could show them where they were hurting or flawed, insecure, or uncertain, we could take those shadows and transform them into brighter light. After all, shadows always bring trials and tribulations. People don’t deserve to live with depression; they don’t deserve to struggle or feel unfulfilled or alone.

Full Of Gratitude

Even though I had no friends, I’ve always had God and the angels, and for that, I’ve had a fulfilling life. But that didn’t mean I didn’t want human interaction.

Even though everyone who has come to know me has loved me and stood by my side—accepting who I am, what I do, and the things I know and see—it can be very difficult for them. If you lived with me for a month, you would see for yourself. Yet, so many people have shown me their love, and for that, I am incredibly thankful. I still remain secluded, distant, and alone, but I’m okay with that. I understand that this is how things have to be. I know that one day I will have a huge beautiful spiritual family to reconnect with, perhaps in the next world, maybe even including some of you. And I do have my kids, my dog, and a few great friends. That’s what I wanted to share with you all about.

One of them.

As a result of everything I’ve shared, I want people to know that I understand what it truly means to value others. This understanding deepened even more after the loss of my entire family in 2019. When I say my entire family, I mean my entire family: my pop-pop, my dad, my dad’s younger brother, his older brother, and his nephew. My mother’s brother died, her other brother passed away just a few years before that, and her nephew also died. As for my other relatives, we were never really close enough to keep in touch. However, due to the losses and the lonely life I lived growing up, every single person I’ve encountered on this journey has been meaningful to me, even if I’ve only read them once.

For those I’ve really connected with—those I’ve spent years guiding, teaching, and being friends with—I don’t think they’ll ever fully know how much I treasure each and every one of them.

That’s why I wanted to make it a point to start highlighting some of those people, including my students who have come far on the illumination pathway. Many times, people come here just to praise me, but I want everyone to know that I’m not looking for praise. I post to foster meaningful discussions and to hear everyone’s thoughts. Sure, it’s nice to receive a compliment or two, but that’s not what’s most important. I’m here to inspire, motivate, and discuss. I don’t want it to always appear that it’s all about me. Sure, it’s my work and my vision, and I’ll defend those visions until the day I die, but I’m here for all of you. Love goes both ways, and while I value the support and I need it, I’m not just here to gain your support like some other influencers. Some of them don’t even engage with their following. I can’t imagine how they can earn respect or loyalty from so many followers if they don’t even pay them any mind. Yet here I invest my time and love into my community, even if it’s just a few people. I know it’s because the Lord led me to those I was meant to connect with.

Most of the time, everyone comes here to show me support and praise, but there are so many of you who deserve to be truly seen and heard. So many of you are talented and have come so far on your journey that you’re now much wiser. Some have even blossomed into their own special gifts, while others I have helped expand their existing abilities. I can’t believe how lucky I have been that the Lord has sent me to so many beautiful people through this work. I never expected to be famous. In fact, there was a client of mine who used to be in the circle and once told me she was only around because she thought I was going to get somewhere. When I didn’t, she ditched me.

I was never looking for fame, and even though we’re all trying to survive, I’m not looking for fortune either. I just want to share my message and meet amazing people. From day one, it has been about spreading wisdom and truth and finding people who care about what truly matters. Over the years, I’ve watched so many people decline into superficiality and lose their sense of interconnectedness. I was the one who predicted that would happen with the indoor generation video on YouTube and in many other blogs. People don’t realize they’re being used as weapons and tools to strip empathy and emotion from mankind. Knowing this would happen since childhood, I have always sought to meet people who aspire to be good—not just perfect—but who genuinely care about others, about harmony, and about God. I never cared about what religion they followed or what they called their God; I just wanted to find people who shared a love for the same ideals, even if expressed in different names and ways. I wanted to help expand that knowledge and not just provide the manufactured information found in books. I truly wanted to share real truths and help guide others through life with authenticity. I have had that opportunity throughout this wonderful journey.

In one of my blogs, I mentioned Rishi and how important he has been to my path. In another post on Facebook, I mentioned my student Avrina. Many, many times… I’ve mentioned Bella. There are still more people I would like to highlight, but in this post, I would like to talk about my beloved friend Toby.

My Gift In Knowing Toby

I’m proud to be both teacher and friend to Tobias.

Believe it or not, I have known Toby much longer than many of you—longer than even Bella, to be honest. Toby and I first crossed paths on my YouTube channel back in 2013. From the very beginning, we discovered that we shared a lot in common. I love that Tobias has always been open and accepting. While we didn’t become best friends right away, and at first we didn’t see eye to eye always. Yet, over time we cultivated a strong friendship that I now consider as close as family.

What an extraordinary person. Maybe not always understood, but exceptionally smart, bright, great conversation, and warm to be around. Toby always puts herself last for others. She even goes the extra mile of perseverance and endurance, just to help the people that she loves. Knowing what it’s like to love unconditionally, both Toby and I have always looked for other people that could love us just as much as we love others, but both of us have had difficulty in doing so because of how human beings can sometimes be. The human perspective not only holds people back from enlightenment but it holds them back from experiencing the interconnectedness that we all share.

No matter how far away we live from each other, Toby has always stayed by my side knowing that’s its in the soul that our connection matters. Its been a gift and relief to find someone who truly grasps this. As an angelic I’ve tried to show people that time and distance don’t matter, and so those illusions shouldn’t keep us apart. Toby understood this.

Most people know that it’s very difficult for me to talk on the phone because I pick up on so many different energies. I can sense your background thoughts and feel the spiritual energies in the room with you. I can even tell who has been with you that day. If you were feeling nervous or depressed before our conversation, I feel that too. Because of this, I’ve limited my communications to text messages or emails over the years. I know it has been frustrating for many, as miscommunications often arise in texts, and some people long for a more personal approach. However, Tobias and a few others have stood by me, accepting me for who I am and valuing any communication we can share. She didn’t abandon me just because we can’t speak on the phone. If she didn’t accept my limited communication, I would truly have no one to talk to. Its the same with a few others. and I thank God for them all every day, even though there are only a few. 

Both of my adult children have moved on with their lives, and although they come home occasionally, I have my two youngest children here. Aside from them and my mother, there is really no one else in my life. Most people wouldn’t understand why I can’t talk on the phone. I had a friend I grew up with, someone I’ve known since I was 12, who would always try to call me. I just couldn’t answer, knowing the energy surrounding him. It wasn’t that I was judging him; rather, if I didn’t have my own stable frequency to rely on, it could throw me in many different directions, opening me up to a flood of overwhelming sensations. He would often get upset, but many times he would settle for text messages. Yet he still didn’t fully understand my situation. Even though he knew who I was and what I did, he wasn’t deeply spiritual himself, which made it difficult for him to truly grasp my perspective.

In contrast, Tobias and a few others have genuinely opened their hearts and minds to see things from my viewpoint. It’s not that I’m trying to be selfish or avoid phone calls with those I love—I would cherish that. But it’s challenging for me to experience the visions and energies that surround me every day. Toby has always accepted me for who I am and what I can offer in terms of communication.

I know that many others have supported me, so if you’re reading this and you’re one of them, please don’t feel excluded. I recognize everyone’s contributions, believe me. But truthfully, Tobias and a few others have worked tirelessly to share my message. Even to this day, every time I go online, Toby, along with Ena, has shared something of mine. It’s not just occasionally; it’s every single time. And for years!

So many others have dropped off the face of the Earth, stopped showing support, and they don’t even at least try to be my friend. At least a friend? With all of the bonds that I’ve made with people while working with them so personally over time, reading them, advising them, teaching them, you would think that once they’ve gotten the knowledge that they wanted, that they would still stick around to click a lot a “like”, or even just text me to say “hello” on my website. But many of them don’t. Like there’s no one. It’s really strange.

I know I have only ever been true and loving.

Yet Toby, and a few others have remained such good friends that they still act like one, trying to help me with what I’m good at, while I praise them with what they’re good at. We all have our own talent and jobs. 

Toby even drove all of the way to attend my baby shower to support me during a new beginning in my life, and has made it a point to visit me once a year to ensure that we always have time to connect, even if just briefly. That’s right, Toby visits even if it’s just for an hour to grab a quick bite to eat. It blows my mind, the kindness. Please don’t get me wrong, I have offered to meet Toby halfway lol. But Toby figures I’m always so busy and I’m channeling all of the time, that being a friend that really loves me and wants to see me, she makes sure that she does. While although I do need to be able to schedule and set things up properly so that there aren’t any miscommunications or mishaps, it was very endearing each time. There I am each time, just looking at Toby and thinking to myself, “What a wonderful person to care about me that much”. And I would thank God in my heart to know someone like that.

What a true friend—to drive so far just to share a meal with someone! I’ve been continually blown away by Toby’s kindness and love for years. I know that Toby didn’t always have the same outlook, in the beginning, but the understanding of unconditional love has really become a part of her. And I can’t say that I’m proud enough, to see that. 

Last year, when Bella had an event in New York City, she tried to include me as a featured artist. I thought it was so nice of her to do that, as she just tries to include me in everything that’s going on in her life. She’s one of my greatest friends too. However, since it was at a bar/restaurant, I didn’t want to bring too many spiritual people there. Bella has worked so hard on her own path, and I wanted the event to shine a light on her work and her project. She’s always there to vouch for me, and so I wanted it to be all about her that time. Yet, when Toby saw that I was mentioned, she drove all the way there to support me.

As you know, many people follow me online, but many fail to comment, share my work, or even feel ashamed to admit they believe in me. So, I didn’t really expect anyone to be there for me, honestly. People are often too quick to try to take advantage of my prophecies and wisdom rather than support me. I didn’t really advertise the event for myself and with the amount of people that I’ve worked with in the New York area, I really could’ve had quite a few people there. But I knew in my heart that even if I had really promoted it, or invited people, that not a lot of people would’ve probably showed up anyway. Oddly enough right?

When I walked into the room and looked around, there was Toby sitting right there. That day, I had been picking up on all of the energies out there in New York, and knowing I was going to be in a room full of people that I didn’t know, and that I would easily read into them, it was really overwhelming.  But what was more overwhelming in a positive way, was realizing that Toby was such a true friend to come all that way just to sit beside me during what was a rather uncomfortable event—no offense to Bella—and to talk with me while we passed the time. The event wasn’t uncomfortable because of Bella or anything. She always does such a great job on everything that she does and always tries to make sure that I’m comfortable too. It was just that I’m very sensitive, as I say all of the time. 

Bella did a lovely job on the event by the way…

Toby has sent gifts to my children too. I don’t think people can imagine how lonely it is when the holidays come up, and it’s just me and the kids here. There’s no aunts, no uncles, no cousins. There aren’t any grandparents for them either. Even though my mom is alive and well , she doesn’t spend any time with them. And so, the holidays can feel a little sad. But yet, Toby, and a few others never forget to send presents for the kids, which uplifts not only me, but my children too. It’s so selfless.

Whenever I check my YouTube videos, posts, or blogs, I always look for Tobias. She is my light at the end of the tunnel, along with Bella and a few others, because I know that they and Toby are true friends. Knowing that Toby is always there gives me the encouragement to keep doing what I’m doing. Not only Toby, but many of you who follow and support me, give me the strength to continue this mission, striving to change the world for the better, one soul at a time. Do you remember “One soul at a time”  used to be my old slogan?

Toby has gone the extra mile for me so many times, and I wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that in this blog.

If anything ever happens to me in this world and the time comes when I’m no longer here, I want to leave behind this diary with all of my dreams, thoughts, knowledge, my experiences with God, and my experience in being a service to others.  But I also want the journey to reflect the meaningful bonds I have created.

I’ll be featuring others in the future, but today I just wanted to express how proud I am to know Toby. I had just provided some insights to Toby, and all of this came up in my heart afterwards. On top of that, I’ve been pleading with my audience to comment and help to push my videos out there, so I can reach other people. And every single time, Toby, Bella, ad Ena have all been the first to comment for me. I’m so thankful for the help, and it reminded me of how lucky I am in this journey that there are a few people in this world that truly not only believed in me for my gifts and knowledge, but loved me as a real friend.

Toby is incredibly gifted and talented in art, music, graphics, and computers—too many talents to list. More importantly, Toby is one of the most loving and accepting individuals I have ever met. The world often focuses on the wrong things, missing out on the beauty of genuine people and real change.

While Toby may be eccentric and quirky at times, she has been a true and beloved friend. Throughout the years, while Toby has been learning with me, it has been challenging to find people who truly understand the depth of what I am teaching. Yet, Toby is one of the few who has genuinely grasped it. Many people don’t comprehend Toby’s posts, as she often communicates in a secretive way, but that’s okay. Anyone who is truly open-minded will understand; if they don’t, then it simply wasn’t meant to be. I tend to be a bit more transparent, but I often speak in parables too, using symbolism and metaphor to convey truth. That’s why I can relate to Toby, and she understands me as well.

With everything I have taught in terms of illumination and enlightenment, I am proud to say that Tobias has come so far. With her example and the example of a few others, I can genuinely say I’ve made a positive impact in this world.

Toby is also naturally gifted; many of my students have expanded their abilities, and Toby already had some gifts when we met. I remember that when I first met Toby, she shared about her spiritual encounters. Over the years, I have been consistently amazed by the drawings Toby has shared, capturing experiences I have had. I haven’t always let her know, but I have been truly impressed. I believe that our gifts combined could make a significant difference in the world in many ways. Perhaps we could have collaborated on police work, with me describing a suspect while Toby drew the likeness. Maybe we’ll have a chance to do something together in another experience.

Being a teacher to someone as wonderful as Toby has been an honor and a gift in itself. But it has also been a gift in return to have her friendship, acceptance, and love.

I’ll conclude with this: I want everyone to know that there are people I truly cherish here. I love and value each one of you, even those who may be reading this and haven’t connected with me personally yet. I feel all of you. I even sense my enemies lurking around, and I have love for them as well. But it’s not all about me. The Lord sent me here to teach everyone else, and though I may not have millions of followers, I have had the privilege of meeting some of the most beautiful souls on this planet, and Toby is undoubtedly one of them.

There are many others I’ll be talking about in the future.

That’s right—if you’re reading this and you’ve worked with me and have been a friend, it’s very likely that one of these will be written about you too.

Someday, I want to look back on this and remember this beautiful journey, or leave it for you to reflect on when I’m no longer here. I also want my children to read this, so they can understand that faith without works is dead. They will grow up in a world that can be cold and uncaring. Even though it was already quite corrupt when I was growing up, sometimes it felt hopeless to find like-minded people with good hearts. My children will face even tougher circumstances in society, but I want them to know that it’s not entirely hopeless. God leads you to the people who are meant to be in your life.

Even though I have lived a very secluded existence for protection as an extremely psychic being, He has brought me the most wonderful friends who accept me for who I am. I love them wholeheartedly for who they are as well.

* Thank you, Tobias, for being such a beautiful person. You are truly wonderful. Your presence has brought light to my path. Just having you as my friend, seeing your supportive comments, and knowing that you have my back has provided me with strength and encouragement over the years. I am proud of everything you have accomplished in terms of wisdom and your own gifts, and I am proud of everything you are as a person and a spiritual being.

Through Trials and Tribulations: Finding God’s Light in Spiritual Warfare

Spiritual warfare is very real.

As many of you know, I’ve been transparent about my past predictions regarding the challenging times that I foresaw, particularly in that the future would one day bring forth a time when I would be less needed. I foresaw a period when many would struggle to prioritize their spirituality, including readings and services, not only due to financial constraints but also because spiritual warfare would distract and diminish people’s motivation and interest. The world is becoming increasingly dark, and I’ve noticed a decline in belief—not just in the belief that others have in me, but in their faith in God as well.

This shift has indeed manifested.

I’ve found it difficult to generate income recently, which is a bit unsettling. I’m a mother of four humans and four fur babies. Any mother would worry about being able to care for their children. Even with faith in God and knowing that he always helps me, I am not naïve to the times that are up ahead. I understand that many of you have also expressed your own fears, and I can relate to those feelings. 

Recently, I released a video on spiritual warfare to help others cope with the challenges we’re facing. In that video, I emphasized that no one is immune to this struggle, including myself. Spiritual entities often target our vulnerabilities, and for me, my children are my greatest weakness. They’re not attachments, I just look at them as gifts that the Lord has given me that I need to be sure to take care of. I love them deeply, and their needs always come first in my life, alongside my relationship with God, which remains my top priority. Then my priority to be there for others whom I am guiding on their journey, makes number three. I

It’s well-known in the spiritual realm that my family, students and working all mean everything to me, so it’s no surprise that adversities like financial difficulties, dwindling faith taking place in my followers, and troubles with my work…would be used to attack me.

Lately, I’ve been going through a particularly tough time. I wanted to share some of my experiences to illustrate how these spiritual mechanisms operate. As I’ve mentioned in a previous blog, my home has faced destruction multiple times, and while I had received some help and things were starting to look up, my business has continued to slow down. It’s been a blessing to have people come together to support me during this challenging period, allowing me to keep my head above water. As many of my students know, working outside the home is difficult for me. I have another article I plan to share that will provide a different perspective on living with these gifts. But for now, let’s return to my story…

The ways that spiritual warfare came to effect me personally…

Social and Financial Attacks

My youngest child’s birthday recently came around, and I was already struggling to organize a party due to our tight financial situation. It was nice though because I had been blessed, enough to buy some gifts and have some cake with her at home. However, I wanted her to have a birthday party because we were trying so hard to make friends for her at school. No matter how generous I’ve been or friendly, the parents looked down on me. It’s uncomfortable as they dissect me, each time I arrive at the school to pick her up. Even the teachers are unkind. I’ve never done anything to anyone but show love and kindness.  i’ve been down this road before while I was growing up as a child. People always seemed to target me for no reason. So I already knew that these were negative forces at work through other people. I thought the party would be a good idea to get a chance to talk with the parents so that they could get to know me and perhaps I could change their judgment.. 

As I’ve mentioned before, darkness often tries to overshadow the light, but I felt blessed to receive some help that allowed me to finally throw her a party, even if it was a bit late. I felt a sense of relief once that was taken care of, thinking that my main concerns would now be managing bills, food, and clothing for my children and approaching Christmas time. I began to pray and hold onto hope for the future, determined not to let anything discourage me. Maintaining a positive mindset, along with faith and hope, are crucial tools in navigating spiritual warfare, and these are the tools I rely on the most. However, another battle came about.

Poor little Adriel didn’t have anyone show up to her party. There was another little boy who was having his birthday party the day after hers was planned. The mother was wise enough to know that if she wanted us to come to her party, that she would need to come to ours. And so she and her little boy came out of mutual respect and consideration. For that I was thankful. There were only two other children that came, only two others, out of a class of 20 other children. Therefore, she only had three guests from school in total. It was very hurtful toward her and I could definitely feel her hurt and disappointment.  However, I was able to speak with the parents of those three children, and it actually went quite well. I was able to change their judgment with light, love, and kindness. I was happy that I was at least able to reach those individuals. 

The next day I kept my silent promise, and repaid the mother in return for her kindness, by attending her child’s birthday party. Lo and behold, the whole entire class went to theirs! It was literally a slap in the face to me and my child. Nobody had to buy or contribute anything for our party. They only had to show up! We even put it on the invitations that no one had to bring a gift, just to entice them more to come and want join in on the fun. Yet nobody showed up to ours.

I felt so sorry for Adree. She had even told me that I wasn’t the only one being singled out by the school. She was too! A little kid! Apparently, her teacher deliberately ignores calling on her, acting as if she doesn’t exist, and none of the kids seem to want to play with her at recess. Adding to this, she had even been hit and kicked several times on the playground outside. I’ll be dealing with that when I see her teacher at the parent/teacher conference on the 23rd. 

I was happy that I at least did my duties as a good mother, and tried. Our party still went well as my own older children came with their significant others, and one of my oldest daughter’s friends came with their child. Therefore, it wasn’t a complete failure. But it definitely revealed to us that we were being outcasted by the school on purpose.

After the party, my bank account was low, I had $20 left to my name. I did a spell and prayed to God for help. The next day, an unexpected large payment came in. I was thankful for the assistance I had received, believing that the Lord had blessed me with this opportunity. I knew that the person involved would receive significant help as well, through the service. The next day, I had to go grocery shopping as we were low on food. Filled with gratitude and joyful over the blessing of the booked service that I had received the day before, I planned to go grocery shopping later that day, but when I checked my account I discovered that all of my funds had vanished! 

The shock was overwhelming! 

It turned out that the person had requested a refund, despite the fact that I had completed the services. I had never encountered any issues with this client before, except for the fact that they had shown up at my house during the summer without discussing it with me first. It was a little shocking to see them at my front door when I had never shared my address with them in the first place, nor had they ever ordered anything to retrieve my address from a return label. I hadn’t spoken to her for over six months, and she hadn’t told me anything about her plans on coming here. But I know that when people need support, that sometimes they do things without going through the proper steps, and I was happy to see her. Aside from that, regarding any services that I had conducted in the past, there was never any displeasure. I was surprised that they hadn’t reached out to discuss their concerns with me first. I would never intentionally take advantage of anyone, and had they expressed dissatisfaction, I would have gladly refunded their money. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the case.

We were down to nothing again. Reaching out to my client, there was no response or any communication. Nevertheless, I tried to remain hopeful, as I know that hope can fight against any evil, even if the evil is working behind the scenes or through others that may not be aware that they’re being used as a tool.

Even though my finances were at rock bottom, I held onto hope knowing that I was increasingly able to share my message through my YouTube channel.

Technical Issues

It had been a long time since I last posted videos, and I initially felt discouraged due to the number of people who had been stealing my content, prompting me to take a break. However, recently, I was told by the Lord to return to sharing my message, and I listened. 

While the views on my first few videos were low, they began to grow steadily with each upload. I was overjoyed, believing that this could help spread my message even further. Yet, I started to notice some strange occurrences on my YouTube channel that made me question whether I was facing spiritual attacks in response to this renewed hope in my endeavors.

For starters, it appeared that someone was logging into my YouTube account and using it to watch videos. This could easily be attributed to someone in my household forgetting that they had watched something. However, all the videos were in Indonesian and Indian languages. While I don’t mind exploring foreign content occasionally, I’ve never delved into Indonesian media and don’t speak the language at all. Yet, when I checked my watch history, I found numerous videos from Indonesia. I initially brushed it off, but this strange occurrence continued.

I asked everyone in my home if they had accidentally clicked on a video or something similar, but they all denied it. The unusual activity was puzzling. To make matters more confusing, I noticed significant drops in the view counts on some of my videos. I didn’t think that was even possible! Once a video receives views, they usually remain intact. I had never heard of YouTube compressing watch time into an average number. A view counts as long as someone watches the video for over 30 seconds. Yet, I found that I had lost 2,000 views on my Archangel Michael prophecy video and 400 views on my new spiritual warfare video. This left me perplexed, and I couldn’t help but wonder if it was connected to whoever was accessing my account to watch those Indonesian videos.

All of this seemed to be a part of some kind of an attack, that’s for sure.

Bad luck?

To make matters worse, while we were already struggling with some financial problems, several issues that ended up being costly, happened all within the same week. My refrigerator broke and started squirting water all over the place, flooding out the kitchen floor, and the downstairs closet that was directly underneath. The repair man charged $300 to help fix it. Then we lost the keys to the car. That had to be replaced as well, or poor Adriel wouldn’t be able to go to school at all. On top of that, my cell phone ended up getting water damage and had to be replaced or otherwise I wouldn’t be able to work.

I couldn’t believe the synchronicity of it all because, like I had said, I had just posted a video about spiritual warfare!

You are not alone

Everybody goes through it. Especially those that are chosen ones of the Lord. Evil forces will always try to bring good people down, to try to lessen their hope, break their faith, and lead them into a dark time within. Even though all of this has happened, I wanted to post this article to show everyone that you’re not alone in any of the trials that you face. I get them too. I actually get a lot of them. While I don’t have any spiritual warfare symptoms within mentally or emotionally as I’m transcended, evil forces try to attack me through the things around me to bring me down. 

How to Cope…

The purpose of this article is to remind everyone that it doesn’t matter who you are or how virtuous you may be; darkness can always lurk in the shadows, ready to create trouble. This is how evil spirits attempt to break you down. However, you must remain strong in the face of adversity. Keep hope alive, knowing that God is there to support you, no matter the circumstances. His assistance may not come in the way you expect, but He will provide help in the manner He deems best.

Keep faith.

Don’t let the challenges in your life bring you down. Remember that God is with you and is capable of helping you through anything, in His perfect timing. It’s also essential to recognize when you’re experiencing a spiritual attack or facing spiritual warfare. Being more aware of these challenges will empower you to defend yourself better, both through personal prayer and by joining your loved ones in prayer. Prayer truly has a profound impact.

Sometimes, God may feel that people only love Him for what He can provide. While the Lord is not a magical genie, He is our Father and friend. During difficult times, resist the urge to question why these challenges are happening to you or to become angry with God because things aren’t going as planned. Instead, use those moments to draw closer to Him through prayer and meditation, trusting that He will assist you when the time is right. 

Stay alert and be prepared.

Stay alert and look for the ways He does come through for you! Recognizing His support will help you maintain your faith and belief in Him. Even though evil forces may attempt to weaken you through spiritual attacks, the Lord observes to see how these trials will test your faith. Don’t allow those trials to take your faith away. Remember, God will always be there for those who remain true to Him.

As time progresses, things are going to get a little more difficult in the world for everyone. Remember that we’re going to be entering into the tribulation. This will be a time where a lot of people have their faith tested. Just remember that it’s not God who’s doing it to you, it’s the leaders of the world and evil forces that work in the background. Stay strong, and go back to my prophecies that I’ve written in my articles in the past, so that you can always be more prepared. Being more prepared can definitely help you later on, and even now… if hard times approach.

Pray and Seek Support.

Also, remember, I am here for you too. If you need anybody to talk to, or if you want me to pray for you. I am here. You can submit a prayer through my website. It’s totally free. In the Bible, it states that were two or more or gathered, God is in the mist. Having someone else pray for you through your difficult times, I can help you through them Even more so. It’s all through love, and intention.

Practice Gratitude.

As you can see, you’re not alone in your struggles. Many people around the world are facing similar challenges, or even more difficult situations. Just think about those who are unemployed or experiencing homelessness. Even during tough times, try to adopt my perspective: focus on what God has done for you and the blessings you still have in your life. Practicing gratitude can truly highlight just how good God has been to you.

Be charitable.

The Golden rule that Christ taught us is ; “Do unto others, as you would hope they would do unto you”. This means that you’ll want to help others the way that you would hope people would help you, when you are in times of need or trouble. If you ever find yourself in a position to help others, please do so. Just as God has provided for you, consider giving back. You could be a vessel of God’s love by donating to charity or assisting those affected by natural disasters or other hardships in the world. Your kindness can make a meaningful difference in someone else’s life. Even when I am low in funds, I always try to find a way to give, even if it’s just a little bit. Or help by donating time. Time can go along way through volunteering and such.

Thank you for reading and I hope that this article has provided you with insight. Stay strong through the battles of spiritual warfare. Wear your suit of armor and be a strong warrior yourself. 

May you be eternally blessed.

Celestial Events of this year: 2022

The heavens hold importance in life. From the tides, to the thriving of agriculture and life. But the celestial bodies also play a significant role in acting as an IV line attached to each of us. Sometimes there’s a healthy does and then there are times that there will be adverse effects. The sky Gods determine a lot.

For the rest of this year, there will be some pretty intense energies coming in because of some pretty charged events that are happening in the sky dome. The effects will differ from person to person, and since a few are rare occupancies, the doses that those events deliver may or may not be ones that you want… but then again they may be.

These events also hold significance in the age that we’re and in, playing a role in world events, Magic, karma, fate, and adding impact to the events to come personally and worldwide.

Rare and/or important celestial events 2022

Mars and Uranus Conjunction
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The Mars and Uranus Conjunction is a less commonly occurring event yet it takes place August 1st! Use binoculars to view! Mars and Uranus will share the same right ascension, with Mars passing 1°22′ to the south of Uranus.

This brings the fight within you to the surface, for your spiritual journey. For those that are on it and see that it’s going well, don’t be alarmed when things start to come from the background of the shadows of life that you were less aware of, as it’s your shadow Self‘s way of trying to work through some of those remaining problems. For those of you that haven’t been doing so well, you’ll get more strength and courage to use more motivation and amp up your spiritual pathway.

I advise also that you don’t make any major decisions in your life during the time of this conjunction. Even though it happens tonight, the energy lasts for a little while afterward, giving you time to benefit off of the heavenly energies that are being provided. If you need help, seek support.

New realizations and spiritual insights will come up, both negative and positive quality during this time. This may take you into a whole new phase of your journey. If it’s in regards to general life, you’ll find that a lot of truths start to get aired to the surface. Use discoveries will help you to start makes sense of a lot of things in your life right now. If you want specific information about anything that may be arising at this time, please contact me and check out my spirit team insight or check out a reading that I have called; “Why”? The reading’s focus is on explaining why situations are happening, and the reasons behind them. If you have a specific situation going on and you can’t understand why it’s there or what it’s leading you toward, that reading would be right for you.

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The moon in all her glory

Moon and Saturn Conjunct

The moon will be highlighted throughout the month with some really beautiful energies. On the 11th, the moon will go in conjunction with Saturn. This Saturnalian energy delivers a good blast of Capricornian passion. With this type of energy, you will be more drawn toward the aesthetic aspect of life. You’ll want to take care of yourself, do something nice to complement your appearance, have a good time and be around others. But this energy also brings with it that capricorne and perfection. It’ll make you a little obsessive over details that maybe perhaps you shouldn’t be focusing on.

For example you want to pay attention to your beauty or health, and if there is that one little zit or a few extra pounds, it’ll really start to eat away at you. Use this energy to be motivated and focused on taking care of yourself, but don’t allow it to cause you to obsess over it. This energy will also provide you with a serious desire that comes up within you, although you won’t know what it is. This is coming from your inner self as your higher self is trying to get you to dig deep and find something to fulfill an area of your life that needs a little extra added spark. Could it be love? More success? If you are going through a part of your journey where shadow self issues come up a lot, you may find yourself fighting in areas of love or career instead, and this would be the perfect time for you to dig deeper as to what stands in your way in those areas.

The moon brings up your emotions and reflecting that off of Saturn, it makes it so that a lot of your emotions do you have to do a lot with Self, the material world, and things that you feel are wrong in it. Even though this energy can take you into a path where you start working on those things and improve, it does come with it some moments of feeling badly. Don’t get stuck in those thoughts and feels!

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Aug 15. Moon Conjunct with Jupiter

It was already amazing enough that the moon and Saturn complemented one another, but now on the 15th we will also get a wonderful dose of the moon and Jupiter. 

Now, you will find that you are focusing more on self improvement as well as trying to get somewhere in regards to your financial situation and career. Back when focusing on aesthetics and health with Capricorn and the moon’s energy, that will have brought you to the point where you’re realizing that you need a little bit more in your life in regards to fortune. In order to achieve the dreams you have, money definitely proposes an issue if you don’t have enough of it to build a foundation on building those dreams. This will definitely prompt you to want to change that and improve your situation overall.

You will also find for some, that thinking about this could possibly bring you down. If there really aren’t many opportunities right now, you may experience the reversed side of this energy and feel as though you’re going nowhere. This could leave you feeling stuck and without direction and how to go about changing things. Can always come and seek for career advice around that time. You may even be feeling a little bit of this way now.

Since the moon is all about emotions, inner longings and secrets, Jupiter will start to get you to question whether the things in your life are what you really want in it, after all. Capricorn will bring some of your hidden desires to the surface and it may confuse your emotions to where you feel confused in life generally overall. Jupiter and the moon will give you a little bit of a chaotic mess within yourself, as you start to question whether those desires are that came to the surface, are what you really want after all. You may feel as if you’re stuck at a crossroads at this point.

Overall, Jupiter will heighten your reflection of self, where you are at at this point in your life, and where all of that leaves you in the mist of the world. The moon will add emotions that perhaps may be a little bit hard to cope with. You may start feeling as if you’ve failed in someway or that you’re going nowhere. Don’t believe those emotions. It’s merely just an illusion that is meant to act as a prompt to get you to get up on your feet and start moving. However, those that sink into depression instead of looking at things like that optimistically, may end up self victimizing themselves at that point and start feeling as if it’s hopeless. Don’t allow that to happen. Use whatever thoughts and feelings come up at this time that indicate that you’re not happy with your life or self, not to feel worse but to use it as motivation and inspiration to grow even further.

There will be some with certain celestial bodies in their astrological charts that will find that they gain a lot of blessings around this time. They may end up with a windfall profit or increase in their financial income somehow. For many that are using the positive side of this energy, they may even feel a burst of energy that will complement the motivational aspect of the conjunction. For others, they may feel drained and a sense of self loathing. Remember, don’t fall victim to these energies, rather use them for the best instead.

Uranus retrograde, 2022, astrology

Uranus goes retro August 24.

Uranus goes retrograde on August 24. This will send your mentality into a tale spin. Erratic behavior or mood swings might be possible. There is also the potential to experience an emotional awakening, or a sudden turn of events that allows a breakthrough. Life will go through changes and so will you, and during this time the events, thoughts and feelings resulting from them will unfortunately not be pleasant. Many dread the Mercury retrograde cycles but seldom ever pay any mind to Uranus. Uranus is rough.

This will be a time where your mind plays the most tricks on itself. Most of the things that you’ll think that are negative, may actually be just the illusions of your mind. This means that you may end up feeling down on yourself, thinking that you can’t succeed, or even thoughts that seem unusual for you.  I have had people contact me about some very illusionary thoughts they’ve had that we’re out of this world. One of the most nicest people in the world actually had thoughts during a Uranus retrograde that they were a murderer when they hadn’t even entertain any thoughts of killing anybody. This is definitely a weird time. 

Are your thoughts actually your own? Or are they products of the retrograde? If you’ve been struggling with things like this for a while though, could it be something you’re picking up on in the environment as an empath or is it your real shadow self?  It’s time to look deeper, if that’s the case.

This is also the time where life tries to play tricks on you. You may find that strange things happen. Bad luck comes, and in the slightest ways. For instants, something that you think is so small that doesn’t need any focus at the moment, actually ends up being something that you absolutely had to get done because without it lots of things start to fall apart. You may find that the people in your life are acting a little funny around this time too.

For those of you that are blessed and don’t experience bad luck or anything, those who are walking their path to illumination and are already in a place where they transcended a lot of stuff, you’ll find that you benefit from this energy through seeing a lot of good luck and clarity

Perseid shower, 2022, astrology, celestial sky events

Perseid Showers

What a blessing! Will some of those Star fragments actually be new souls who will be born on earth? If you’re 10 weeks pregnant by the 9th of August there’s a good chance then and after that your little one could have come to earth as a starseed riding out the wave. 

Additionally, it’s a beautiful thing to watch. For Star buffs like me, you’ll make this an entertaining event. Grab some outdoor lounge chairs, and a late night picnic snack and lay back to watch. It’ll be happening throughout the 9th to the 15th with the peak being around the 13th. 

The energy is wonderful! From the dates that this shower is going, it does fuel your inspirational spark. The shower is actually going on from the end of July but is usually more visible in August. The best time to watch would be right as the moon is setting, as the conditions would be more favorable since it’s the darkest around that time.

Partial Solar Eclipse Oct. 25

Partial Solar eclipse 2022, astrology, celestial sky events

The partial solar eclipse in October prepares the way for the total lunar eclipse in November. This will really put people into a place where they are balancing out their duality, or at least trying to. Your romance or desire for it will be emphasized, along with your own artistic self-expression. You may find realizations that help to understand why those areas need improvement or extra attention that will guide you to the right ideas to make those departments in your life even better. 

People will gravitate toward greater drama than usual and you might be inclined to strike out on an individual path, rather than one of social bonding.  

Many are feeling disconnected more these days anyway. Social distancing has been negative, as far as isolating others from one another. To reverse feelings of loneliness, and to rebuild associations, get back online. Pretty soon I’ll be doing a very special video about that subject that can help men who have struggled with the troubles on social media. In the meantime, try to get yourself back up and running when it comes to posing, engaging with others online, and even hanging out with friends in person. But don’t jump into it too fast. Still give yourself enough time that you can spend alone, to do the things that you love and like. Right now this energy should be one that empowers you. This could help you to gain confidence and also have a little bit better of a time in speaking. Self-expression will come easily and therefore socializing will be a lot better. Dive into your inner magic and when hanging out with others or engaging with people on the Internet, talk about your passions!

The partial solar eclipse also will bring forth a feeling of they’re being something left unfinished, or some sense of meeting closure to something but perhaps not knowing what that is. This is a remaining fraction of the energy that was brought in during the full lunar eclipse that happened earlier this year. There are a lot of things that people are grieving over and perhaps maybe the partial solar eclipse is trying to prompt you to go back in time at what you really feel is missing

Total Lunar Eclipse Nov. 8

I have a wonderful client that always contacts me when these special events arise. It’s nice to see that someone is interested in knowing what the true meaning behind these events really are. While these things go much deeper, I will only just scratch the surface here. 

As we approach November of this year, 2022, there will be another full lunar eclipse. This is a significant event for many reasons but when we look at it in terms of astrological energies it really does change a lot. You’ll find that a lot of what you’ve been through this year has put you through a Self evaluation that has been probably one of the most difficult ones you’ve been through. The energies are like a roller coaster, 2022 really took everybody up and down throughout it and a lot of realizations and insights that came to the surface from deep deep down, weren’t pleasant ones. As people recognize their goals and dreams, their surface desires and hidden ones, they’ve also had the shadow Self come up… sneaking up behind them. This full lunar eclipse is going to basically seal in anything that you have discovered is actually a part of your real true self. 

I’ll talk about this more regarding the deeper truth to the lunar eclipse in my course; The Bible Untold”.

Asteroid 2022, space rock, asteroid close to earth, astrology, celestial sky events

Space Crystals

As many of you know the earth is made of silicon which is the same property found in clear quartz crystals. Your body also contains this and so you are part crystalline as well. I’ve also spoken about a race of diamond light beings that exist on the planet 55 Crankry which is made of diamond. There are so many different races and people beyond earth. But regarding earth for now, since minerals and crystals are important in transmitting energy, many people fail to recognize the astroids also bring energy as well too. There’s a great reason is why there are so many approaching this year as this is something I’ll also talk about my course. For the better understanding of this entry though, the energies that these astroids are stitching together as an ethernet net in being in proximity to earth, are going to create something like a gnu grid, from space. It’s doing so naturally in order to try to create a new consciousness on earth but even through that, earth is emitting a lot of negative frequency right now because of the traumatic events that have happened to people throughout the last few years. When that negative energy rises upward and gets trapped in that brand new web that the asteroids are creating (so to speak) , it will then lock all of the energies inside of it together, creating a new collective consciousness in which all will vibrate on and exchange between, with one another and with Earth, on earth. 

These energies can prove to be positive for a lot of people that are on the right track. For others that have not been working on their spiritual journey, they may find that a lot of things change around them and they to change, themselves. Those changes may not be recognized though. However the changes in the world around them, will be. You’ll notice that most of everything that’s happening today, peaks and rises as many things that are going on in the world today are going to get a lot worse. As it does, the web that the asteroids are creating, will like the energy into earth and it’s multiple dimensions within the web, and then it will just channel way back down since it will not be able to exit the web itself. It’ll just be recycled consciousness back-and-forth, in the form of struggle. This isn’t something to fear though. If you continue to try to walk the path that you’re meant to through your higher self and that you’re doing the best that you can, your spiritual guides will be able to guide you to the right place to find help so that you’ll not be affected by these things.

For people that work with me, you can come along and get an angelic infusion in your environment. This will help you with a Protection grid both, to seal in positive energies so that the atmospheric ones don’t bother you. 

You may also want to have a special psychic energetic “seal” constructed so that you do not cycle the energies that are streaming through earth’s collective back-and-forth within yourself. There is help. 

My best advice to everyone right now is to either get help with the recommendations that I made just above, or do your best to try to cut yourself off from things that can pull you into the consciousness such as watching too much television, listening to too much new music of today, or engaging with others that are not of a spiritual lifestyle or mindset. This doesn’t mean to give up on them or casting out of your life, but perhaps maybe seeing less of them and trying to find others who are like-minded more, can definitely help you to not get pulled in. Many of you may find that you’ve already been returning back to previous habits and routines before you started your spiritual journey. If that’s the case then you definitely do need a little bit of help right now. Seek advice from your spiritual guides, get a full spirit body cleansing, and seek to receive a plan from your angels that can help you to get back on track with things, or to stay on track if you’ve been in a good place. 

Asteroid 2022-OJ5:  over 10 ft in size approaching Earth at its closest 250,000 miles.

Asteroid 2022 OW3: 57 ft in size and coming to earth at 1 million miles. 

Asteroid 2020  PP1: about 50 ft in size and about 3 million miles away.

Asteroid 2022 OX3, 90 ft in size and another celestial rock that will be over 1 million miles away.

Any celestial body such as an astroid is considered to be approaching earth and close if it falls into their category of measurement. They say that anything that falls within 30,000,000 miles of earth, it’s still considered to be getting closer. As you can see all of these are within that category if not a little closer than that. It’s also interesting thing to know that all of them are approaching at their closest here in the month of August on the first and second of the month. It comes just before the partial solar eclipse and the full lunar eclipse. These are definitely very important things to keep in mind if you are a truth seeker.

Portal To Open

A portal will be opened before the energies of the year are permanent  This will take place in September around the same time as Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur, occurring between September 18 and the 22, finally closing again on September 28.  What is it for and what is going to happen as a result of it? 

To start, it’s a lot deeper than I can discuss here. To enlighten you a bit for now, the portal is called “Capta Sursum”. Its purpose is to bring many souls who are alive and deceased both, to a better place in heaven. 

This will also uplift the souls of those who are staying, and help them to feel positive, act virtuously and speak kindly to represent heaven while still on Earth. People may feel limitations, and a strong desire to break free or start new. There’s more about this that I’ll put into my courses as well too.

Most importantly, stay positive and fight through the hardships, and use the positive results to invite even more. Spiritual beings will also be coming through the portal