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Time & Lessons: Virtue In Seeing Life Truly

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Each day, countless souls drift through existence, as if time were an endless river, unaware that every ripple is a fleeting gift, their actions suggesting tomorrow is promised, their hearts sometimes lashing out at loved ones in moments of passing frustration, or their minds too preoccupied to whisper words of love to those they cherish.

They cling to the phrase, “You only live once,” and though I feel the pulse of that metaphor, it misses the deeper truth. I know that we live countless lifetimes, each a thread in the stitches of time that is the journey of our eternal soul.

As someone who carries the vivid echoes of my own past lives, I share this truth to awaken others to their timeless journey. Yet, even if they cannot touch those distant memories, so many squander the sacred moments of now, and though life’s demands press heavily, they must gaze through a looking glass of wonder, seeing each heartbeat as a precious chapter in the soul’s eternal story.

My message here, is a cry from the heart, to show the world that every moment is a spark of divinity, urging you to chase the moments you long for, and if they miss you, pursue them anew. If time feels scarce, seek it with determination, grasping even the smallest fragment, for every second is a treasure in this fleeting life.

For me, a soul called to serve, forever sought by those who need my voice, I strive to hold close the connections I’ve forged, reaching out to as many as I can each month, yet my heart aches, knowing I cannot touch every life as deeply as I yearn to. My dream was never to stand apart leading, but to dwell united among those whose spirits I’ve touched through my work, a vibrant community of pure hearts, bound by love, brought together with our families, never alone. I truly dreamed of having that community. I once wrote in here, about my own three paths to fate and that dream was one of them.

My heart has bled to bind souls together, to create a place to live, of unity where love reigns, yet the relentless tide of my work, my ceaseless service to others, has often torn me from those I yearn to hold close, leaving me adrift in the currents of devotion.

I’ve learned to heed the subtle signs, whispered along the sacred timeline of my life, revealing that this dream of togetherness may not unfold as my soul once hoped, and now, standing at this tender juncture, I see a new path unfurling, a divinely crafted path by heaven’s gentle hand.

That’s okay, for I trust the cosmos chooses the way, and we, as humble servants, follow its guidance. At times, shadows rise against us, forces that obscure the light, yet I know there are always other paths, possibilities stretching into the eternal, offering solace when one dream fades, guiding me to a place where my soul finds its footing.

Though that vision of unity was a sacred ache in my heart, I cradle every moment the Divine bestows, even missed opportunities, as treasures that glow within my soul, carried across lifetimes, eternal treasures of grace.

I can still see it, a vision so vivid it pierces my heart, a sanctuary where kindred spirits gather, souls who resonate with my own, hungering for spiritual strength, craving the divine embrace of support. I imagine us together, not centered on one, but bound as one, our families brought together in laughter, sharing feasts of love, our rituals, shared activities like we did online but in person, nurturing life in harmony.

Yet, as I stand in the year 2025, my lips may name the date, but my spirit, a superconsciousness, dances across the realms, channeling souls of varied light and wisdom, losing myself in their essence, forgetting the earthly now.

I am grateful for my journals, my diaries, and the cherished friends who anchor me, sending reminders of the date when I’ve wandered too far.

Time slips like starlight through open hands, and as I gaze upon the world’s shifting tides, I know my path leads to a place where every moment unfolds for a divine purpose. I won’t name which of the three paths I tread, or if it’s a sacred blend, but this journey, from the echoes of past lives to the heartbeat of this moment, is like a mosaic, created with beauty, truth, and eternal love.

Carrying multiple spirits within my vessel, I sometimes ache to enjoy life’s simple joys, for one part of me gazes from a divine summit, seeing truths beyond human grasp, setting me in a world apart, teaching, lecturing, speaking parables of a love so vast it defies earthly understanding.

Another part, childlike, clings to the joy of youth, not in a human sense, but in the eternal essence of spirit, living in heaven’s wisdom, alive with playfulness.

In spiritual teachings, some teach to release attachments, and so I hold none, yet my heart overflows with love, for love is not possession, not ownership, but a sacred river, flowing through virtues like grace and patience, and when it shifts or fades, we must embrace it with unwavering acceptance, our hearts untouched by loss.

Too many take love for granted, chasing romance or friendship to fill their own voids, blind to its selfish roots. Why do they seek companions, friends, or cling to those they cherish? Too often, it’s for what they crave, not what they can give, but true love, divine love, is whole, seeking only to pour out, never to grasp.

In my Tantra course, I guide my students to see love’s true celestial form, a force unlike the fleeting desires of the human heart. On earth, people tremble at change, fear the loss of those they hold dear, but in heaven’s light, we love fiercely, we weep for those we release, yet we let them go, knowing it’s the soul’s sacred path.

When dreams unravel, when paths diverge, humans cast blame on God or themselves, but in the divine, we seek the greater purpose, trusting it serves the eternal good.

People though, they chase selfish desires to feel whole, but to love divinely is to be whole already, to give without seeking, to let love flow like starlight, untouched by need.

I look back on my life, through the echoes of past lives, the lessons of this one, and I embrace past, present, future, as a single, eternal now, my heart yearning to share this wisdom, to guide you to live with a soul ablaze, cherishing every fleeting moment as a divine gift

I’ve come to see this vision may not fully bloom in this life, and as a presence woven into the digital threads of countless lives, I may remain a voice, a light, even after I’ve crossed into the next realm. That’s okay, because these bonds, though often unseen, pulse with eternal truth in my heart, as real as the breath I draw.

It humbles me to stand among women my age, in their 40s, and witness how many have yet to uncover the sacred keys to health, or perhaps have not found the will to embrace them fully. Even I, with all I’ve learned, am not untouched by life’s trials, catching a cold every few years, though it passes swiftly, bearing a few wrinkles, my voice sometimes trembling from endless speaking and teaching. Childbirth has etched its story on my body, leaving hernias from four children and C-sections, and when I look back, my childhood was a crucible of illness, mumps, chickenpox, allergies to dust, an acute sensitivity to sunlight, all intensified by my Rh-negative blood. My mother, without the wisdom or means to heal me, could only watch, and as a child, I had not yet found the tools I now wield to nurture my body and soul.

As I grew, I turned inward, plumbing the depths of existence, and at just 12, I knew my father would leave this world when I would be in my 30s, not from words spoken about his health medically, back at that time, but from the quiet knowing of my psychic gift. I’ve always seen those I would lose, when they would depart, down to the intricate paths of my own life, even glimpsing alternate roads, where futures might shift if destiny veered from my visions, revealing what could unfold in those unwalked paths.

My memories of past lives deepen this knowing, like lanterns illuminating patterns across time, yet each vision was like watching an hourglass, its sand slipping away for every soul and moment.

Still, I held life’s fragile beauty as splendor, cherishing each instant despite the weight of my foresight, and though that knowing broke my heart, it dug gratitude into my very being, it streams in my veins.

Through arguments, disagreements, family trials, I learned that love’s eternal bonds are what endure. You know, there’s a song called, “Forever Young that pierces my soul, don’t we all long to hold time still?

As a child, its melody drew tears, for I felt the fleeting nature of existence, and another song, “Dust in the Wind,” sings the truth of our impermanence. Even with those who stand as enemies, I hold no hatred, no anger, for they are teachers, their presence a mirror for growth, and I seek to understand their hearts, releasing bitterness. I don’t waste breath on arguments unless rooted in unshakable conviction, always speaking with loving truth, knowing when to step away, yet always returning to offer love, not resentment. I stand firm, never letting others trample my spirit, yet my heart remains open, helping others, never abandoning them, discerning the balance between perseverance and endurance, shielding myself from toxicity or abuse.

If I must protect others, standing in the storm to shield them, I never regret my sacrifice, but I guard against losing myself in their struggles.

Looking back, through the lessons, the souls I’ve loved, those I’ve lost, those still near, my vision remains steadfast, we must cradle every moment as sacred, in this life and all others.

Gaze upon your moments with tenderness, even the mistakes, learning to laugh at them, drawing wisdom from every encounter, even with yourself. See life as a movie you’ve lived, its highlights glowing across every genre, pushing aside insecurity to embrace your quirks, your beautiful strangeness, for I believe we’re all a little wild, a little wondrously odd.

Speak to others from the heart, never with scorn, meeting them where they stand, knowing each soul hears your words through their own lens, and in this, you’ll find meaning in every breath you take. If you can’t prioritize what matters most in every moment, seize even a fleeting microsecond before it slips away. Live, don’t linger in the shadow of death, live with a heart ablaze, knowing this life is but a chapter, embracing its impermanence with joy, for stories rise and fall, and through them, countless chapters unfold, even in the afterlife, this is the eternal way of things.

I strive to nurture my health, to linger in this life as long as I can, yet I know a day will come when I’ll step beyond, and that truth echoes as it did in my youth, awaiting the futures I’ve seen. Only, my own.

I look at pictures of myself and think, “You shine on the outside, you’re holding strong within,” but time remains the silent guide, taking us through this life’s chapters into the next.

Advice from the Heart:

Chase the moments that set your soul alight, and if they slip beyond your grasp, create them anew with the fire of your spirit, seeking even the smallest fragment of time, for each breath is a sacred spark in your eternal flame. Know this life is but one verse in the soul’s unending song, and even if past lives remain veiled, live each day as a holy pilgrimage, gazing through a looking glass of awe, where every moment pulses with divine intent.

Tend to your body and spirit as sacred vessels, forgiving the stumbles, for each gentle step toward wholeness echoes through eternity, binding this life to the next.

In sorrow or loss, seek the truth of life’s dance, for gratitude transforms pain into wisdom, anchoring you in the eternal across all lifetimes. When paths diverge, trust the divine hand that guides them, for heaven places every moment for a purpose, and even missed chances are treasures, carried in your soul’s embrace.

If shadows rise against you, seek the alternate paths, plans of possibility, knowing the Divine always offers a way forward, guiding you to where your heart belongs.

Live not as one tethered to earthly need, but as a soul radiant with divine love, giving without grasping, letting go with grace, for true love is a river that flows without end, untouched by loss. Embrace the multiple spirits within you, whether you see from a divine summit or dance with childlike joy, for each perspective is a gift, a lens to see the eternal.

Teach others, as I do, to seek love’s celestial form, to release the fear of change, to let go without clinging, knowing that every soul’s journey is sacred, even when it leads away.

Live with a heart wide open, ablaze with the ferocity of the stars, cherishing every moment as a divine gift, for though time may fade in this life, the love you carry echoes through every lifetime, an eternal song of grace.

With those who oppose you, release anger, seeing them as sacred teachers, their presence a mirror for your growth, speaking with loving truth, stepping away when needed, yet always returning with a heart full of love, not bitterness. Stand unshaken in your truth, never yielding to those who would diminish you, yet keep your heart open, helping others, never forsaking them, while guarding against the poison of toxicity, knowing the difference between enduring and persevering.

Look back on every moment, even missteps, with a tender smile, laughing at your own stumbles, drawing wisdom from each encounter, seeing life as a cinema, its highlights vivid in every genre, embracing your unique, wondrous oddity, for we are all beautifully strange. Speak to every soul from your heart’s depths, never with judgment, meeting them where they stand, for each perceives through their own sacred lens, and in this, you’ll uncover the meaning spoken into every breath.

Trust the quiet knowing within, and if you carry past lives’ memories, as I do, let them guide others to their own truth, but if those memories remain hidden, know your soul is still writing its eternal story, and every moment is a chance to awaken.

Highlighting My Journey: My Friend Toby

Published on by Alura Cein3 Comments

Welcome back to my online diary.

Thank you for taking the time to read it. In this entry, I wanted to explain something I started doing just a month ago. I began highlighting students who have significantly grown. However, I’m not only going to focus on the growth of students but also on the beauty of friendships that I’ve made throughout this journey.

Why, I’m Documenting This…

The Lord says that when you love, you love without conditions. That means that you don’t nitpick. You don’t look for wrong. There is no jealousy. There is no reason, that you love a person. He says that it doesn’t matter what a person does you, or what they do for you or don’t, you just love people. That’s how he is. And so that’s how he taught me to be. And it’s funny because I’ve received some nasty comments on YouTube putting me down for my visions saying it’s ungodly, but yet here is a person that is belittling another person in the name of God? It makes utterly no sense. People that think they’re so self-righteous because they follow a religion, that they can belittle or hurt other people, have no idea what the love of God is about. God’s love is endless, and it’s without the conditions that mankind places upon it.

And for every person that I have come to work with, I have always had that kind of unconditional love work, even if they didn’t show it back in return to me. Humans have trouble, knowing how to truly love unconditionally. But throughout my journey, I have had the honor of meeting a few people That I wanted to highlight here, because this will serve as a testimony someday, maybe perhaps my kids can look back on and have hope and humanity. And even for my friends, they can come back and read it and remember how much they were loved. That’s not to say that I am implying anything is going to happen to me right now, lol. But I am getting older so I would like to leave meaningful things in place.

As a little girl, I had no one. I only had my parents, who protected me because of my gifts and sensitivities. The Lord told me when I was young that I would not have many friends because of Him and because of the way that I am. As an Oracle, it’s very hard to get close to others—not only because I can read into them so deeply that it’s very difficult to bond over the things I see lying beneath the surface, but it’s also difficult for the other individual.

Imagine being friends with someone who is always shifting back and forth between different states of consciousness. I’m not talking about consciousness in terms of being sleepy, wide awake, or super hyper; I’m talking about being a whole other entity. Or imagine sleeping over at someone’s house, and all they do is talk about invisible people that you can’t see or something God has said? Or how about having a fun time playing board games and laughing over jokes, only to suddenly see that person burst into tears because they just witnessed something tragic in a vision? Or even worse, imagine that person freaking out and screaming because the vision of something horrible happening somewhere in the world seems so real that they can’t differentiate between reality and the vision… for that moment- causing them to scream in horror and become inconsolable?

Most people would think that the person was a nut job, right?

I understood the Lord when He told me why I wouldn’t have friends. But I also didn’t have much family either. Therefore, He always told me that family isn’t just about who you’re blood-related to, but that connections go much deeper than that.

As an Oracle, when I read someone, I know basically everything about them—from their past lives to what they did in this life, what they’re about now, what they’re thinking, and even the deep, dark things they hide. In just a few moments, I feel like I’ve known that person for an entire lifetime, even more deeply than their closest friends and family know them. Most people who meet me feel the love and know that they’re accepted. They can sense a familiarity because they feel that I know them. Many people in their first reading with me say things like, “Nobody knows me better than you; you just told me my whole life in one reading!”

For others, it’s very easy to connect with me and feel the love, but they don’t get to know me as deeply as I know them, since they don’t have the ability to read as I do. Therefore, they can’t really see deep into me, like I do for them and my great love, can be so overwhelming. They don’t understand why I love them so much so fast. Because of that, their bond to me, may not be as strong as my bond to them.

The Lord was right about me not having friends—at least, not many in person. I feel that He kept me secluded solely for His work. It was a lonely life, but He always told me that when I got older and began my mission to help others, He would lead wonderful people into my path. Not just so that I could teach them, but because I finally had a chance to love others and make friends with people who were genuinely like-minded, or who would become like-minded.

I don’t think people truly realize how important they are to me. I waited my entire life to meet others who could understand the true concept of unconditional love and acceptance, as well as those who genuinely wish to contribute to the greater good they want to see in the world. I longed to meet others who would come to love God as much as I do, or at least try. they didn’t have to even believe in the same exact thing.

In this work, I’ve read thousands of people around the globe and have conducted countless readings. According to my beloved friend Rishi, whom I highlighted on this website, I had over 2,700 files in the client portal alone, and that was after I had already deleted some. The portal was created in 2016. Yes, I started my work as a child, helping people personally, but when I transitioned online, I began in 2013. I have far more files than just 2,700! I’ve uploaded countless readings to OneDrive, Dropbox, emails, and Google Drive. I can’t believe how many readings I’ve actually done! Not only have all those personal readings come true, but my predictions about the world have been so eerily accurate that I sometimes scare myself.

This Mission

I often ask the Lord why He chose me. In essence, I know why, but I will never fully feel worthy enough to be good enough for someone of such great love and power to bring truth to me. I may be angelic but I’m also just some small town girl from New Jersey. Yes, I have strived, even through adversity, to purify myself and be the most perfect person I can be—not on the outside, but on the inside. and that’s because of my great love for God and for other people. If I’m the best that I can be, then I’m the best I can be for all of them. and I also know that most of everything here on earth is playing out bogus. The way that people look at things, the way that they treat each other, the emotions that come up, sometimes, judgment, lack of foresight, greed, and all the other sins… That’s truly shown me that being my better self and saying, innocent, is more valuable to me than anything earth could ever offer. I never want to be like other people. it’s not worth losing yourself, to all of the drama and chaos that the world and other people bring. Instead, there is a greater love that most people can come to know, that can heal, and change your life forever.

I wanted to show others that they could do that too. I wanted them to learn the truth that God offers, to see what happens in the world around them, and to truly become believers. Moreover, I wanted them to recognize the goodness within themselves. everybody’s been hurt and traumatized in someway, great or small. Howcan anyone really know who they are aside from everything? I can see deep down the great potential inside of people, that they have. It’s not that I want to change them because I see that, it’s because I know that it would make them truly happy. My love for them wants them to have that happiness. I want them to see that they could change the things that brought them difficulties or inner pain and suffering. If I could show them where they were hurting or flawed, insecure, or uncertain, we could take those shadows and transform them into brighter light. After all, shadows always bring trials and tribulations. People don’t deserve to live with depression; they don’t deserve to struggle or feel unfulfilled or alone.

Full Of Gratitude

Even though I had no friends, I’ve always had God and the angels, and for that, I’ve had a fulfilling life. But that didn’t mean I didn’t want human interaction.

Even though everyone who has come to know me has loved me and stood by my side—accepting who I am, what I do, and the things I know and see—it can be very difficult for them. If you lived with me for a month, you would see for yourself. Yet, so many people have shown me their love, and for that, I am incredibly thankful. I still remain secluded, distant, and alone, but I’m okay with that. I understand that this is how things have to be. I know that one day I will have a huge beautiful spiritual family to reconnect with, perhaps in the next world, maybe even including some of you. And I do have my kids, my dog, and a few great friends. That’s what I wanted to share with you all about.

One of them.

As a result of everything I’ve shared, I want people to know that I understand what it truly means to value others. This understanding deepened even more after the loss of my entire family in 2019. When I say my entire family, I mean my entire family: my pop-pop, my dad, my dad’s younger brother, his older brother, and his nephew. My mother’s brother died, her other brother passed away just a few years before that, and her nephew also died. As for my other relatives, we were never really close enough to keep in touch. However, due to the losses and the lonely life I lived growing up, every single person I’ve encountered on this journey has been meaningful to me, even if I’ve only read them once.

For those I’ve really connected with—those I’ve spent years guiding, teaching, and being friends with—I don’t think they’ll ever fully know how much I treasure each and every one of them.

That’s why I wanted to make it a point to start highlighting some of those people, including my students who have come far on the illumination pathway. Many times, people come here just to praise me, but I want everyone to know that I’m not looking for praise. I post to foster meaningful discussions and to hear everyone’s thoughts. Sure, it’s nice to receive a compliment or two, but that’s not what’s most important. I’m here to inspire, motivate, and discuss. I don’t want it to always appear that it’s all about me. Sure, it’s my work and my vision, and I’ll defend those visions until the day I die, but I’m here for all of you. Love goes both ways, and while I value the support and I need it, I’m not just here to gain your support like some other influencers. Some of them don’t even engage with their following. I can’t imagine how they can earn respect or loyalty from so many followers if they don’t even pay them any mind. Yet here I invest my time and love into my community, even if it’s just a few people. I know it’s because the Lord led me to those I was meant to connect with.

Most of the time, everyone comes here to show me support and praise, but there are so many of you who deserve to be truly seen and heard. So many of you are talented and have come so far on your journey that you’re now much wiser. Some have even blossomed into their own special gifts, while others I have helped expand their existing abilities. I can’t believe how lucky I have been that the Lord has sent me to so many beautiful people through this work. I never expected to be famous. In fact, there was a client of mine who used to be in the circle and once told me she was only around because she thought I was going to get somewhere. When I didn’t, she ditched me.

I was never looking for fame, and even though we’re all trying to survive, I’m not looking for fortune either. I just want to share my message and meet amazing people. From day one, it has been about spreading wisdom and truth and finding people who care about what truly matters. Over the years, I’ve watched so many people decline into superficiality and lose their sense of interconnectedness. I was the one who predicted that would happen with the indoor generation video on YouTube and in many other blogs. People don’t realize they’re being used as weapons and tools to strip empathy and emotion from mankind. Knowing this would happen since childhood, I have always sought to meet people who aspire to be good—not just perfect—but who genuinely care about others, about harmony, and about God. I never cared about what religion they followed or what they called their God; I just wanted to find people who shared a love for the same ideals, even if expressed in different names and ways. I wanted to help expand that knowledge and not just provide the manufactured information found in books. I truly wanted to share real truths and help guide others through life with authenticity. I have had that opportunity throughout this wonderful journey.

In one of my blogs, I mentioned Rishi and how important he has been to my path. In another post on Facebook, I mentioned my student Avrina. Many, many times… I’ve mentioned Bella. There are still more people I would like to highlight, but in this post, I would like to talk about my beloved friend Toby.

My Gift In Knowing Toby

I’m proud to be both teacher and friend to Tobias.

Believe it or not, I have known Toby much longer than many of you—longer than even Bella, to be honest. Toby and I first crossed paths on my YouTube channel back in 2013. From the very beginning, we discovered that we shared a lot in common. I love that Tobias has always been open and accepting. While we didn’t become best friends right away, and at first we didn’t see eye to eye always. Yet, over time we cultivated a strong friendship that I now consider as close as family.

What an extraordinary person. Maybe not always understood, but exceptionally smart, bright, great conversation, and warm to be around. Toby always puts herself last for others. She even goes the extra mile of perseverance and endurance, just to help the people that she loves. Knowing what it’s like to love unconditionally, both Toby and I have always looked for other people that could love us just as much as we love others, but both of us have had difficulty in doing so because of how human beings can sometimes be. The human perspective not only holds people back from enlightenment but it holds them back from experiencing the interconnectedness that we all share.

No matter how far away we live from each other, Toby has always stayed by my side knowing that’s its in the soul that our connection matters. Its been a gift and relief to find someone who truly grasps this. As an angelic I’ve tried to show people that time and distance don’t matter, and so those illusions shouldn’t keep us apart. Toby understood this.

Most people know that it’s very difficult for me to talk on the phone because I pick up on so many different energies. I can sense your background thoughts and feel the spiritual energies in the room with you. I can even tell who has been with you that day. If you were feeling nervous or depressed before our conversation, I feel that too. Because of this, I’ve limited my communications to text messages or emails over the years. I know it has been frustrating for many, as miscommunications often arise in texts, and some people long for a more personal approach. However, Tobias and a few others have stood by me, accepting me for who I am and valuing any communication we can share. She didn’t abandon me just because we can’t speak on the phone. If she didn’t accept my limited communication, I would truly have no one to talk to. Its the same with a few others. and I thank God for them all every day, even though there are only a few. 

Both of my adult children have moved on with their lives, and although they come home occasionally, I have my two youngest children here. Aside from them and my mother, there is really no one else in my life. Most people wouldn’t understand why I can’t talk on the phone. I had a friend I grew up with, someone I’ve known since I was 12, who would always try to call me. I just couldn’t answer, knowing the energy surrounding him. It wasn’t that I was judging him; rather, if I didn’t have my own stable frequency to rely on, it could throw me in many different directions, opening me up to a flood of overwhelming sensations. He would often get upset, but many times he would settle for text messages. Yet he still didn’t fully understand my situation. Even though he knew who I was and what I did, he wasn’t deeply spiritual himself, which made it difficult for him to truly grasp my perspective.

In contrast, Tobias and a few others have genuinely opened their hearts and minds to see things from my viewpoint. It’s not that I’m trying to be selfish or avoid phone calls with those I love—I would cherish that. But it’s challenging for me to experience the visions and energies that surround me every day. Toby has always accepted me for who I am and what I can offer in terms of communication.

I know that many others have supported me, so if you’re reading this and you’re one of them, please don’t feel excluded. I recognize everyone’s contributions, believe me. But truthfully, Tobias and a few others have worked tirelessly to share my message. Even to this day, every time I go online, Toby, along with Ena, has shared something of mine. It’s not just occasionally; it’s every single time. And for years!

So many others have dropped off the face of the Earth, stopped showing support, and they don’t even at least try to be my friend. At least a friend? With all of the bonds that I’ve made with people while working with them so personally over time, reading them, advising them, teaching them, you would think that once they’ve gotten the knowledge that they wanted, that they would still stick around to click a lot a “like”, or even just text me to say “hello” on my website. But many of them don’t. Like there’s no one. It’s really strange.

I know I have only ever been true and loving.

Yet Toby, and a few others have remained such good friends that they still act like one, trying to help me with what I’m good at, while I praise them with what they’re good at. We all have our own talent and jobs. 

Toby even drove all of the way to attend my baby shower to support me during a new beginning in my life, and has made it a point to visit me once a year to ensure that we always have time to connect, even if just briefly. That’s right, Toby visits even if it’s just for an hour to grab a quick bite to eat. It blows my mind, the kindness. Please don’t get me wrong, I have offered to meet Toby halfway lol. But Toby figures I’m always so busy and I’m channeling all of the time, that being a friend that really loves me and wants to see me, she makes sure that she does. While although I do need to be able to schedule and set things up properly so that there aren’t any miscommunications or mishaps, it was very endearing each time. There I am each time, just looking at Toby and thinking to myself, “What a wonderful person to care about me that much”. And I would thank God in my heart to know someone like that.

What a true friend—to drive so far just to share a meal with someone! I’ve been continually blown away by Toby’s kindness and love for years. I know that Toby didn’t always have the same outlook, in the beginning, but the understanding of unconditional love has really become a part of her. And I can’t say that I’m proud enough, to see that. 

Last year, when Bella had an event in New York City, she tried to include me as a featured artist. I thought it was so nice of her to do that, as she just tries to include me in everything that’s going on in her life. She’s one of my greatest friends too. However, since it was at a bar/restaurant, I didn’t want to bring too many spiritual people there. Bella has worked so hard on her own path, and I wanted the event to shine a light on her work and her project. She’s always there to vouch for me, and so I wanted it to be all about her that time. Yet, when Toby saw that I was mentioned, she drove all the way there to support me.

As you know, many people follow me online, but many fail to comment, share my work, or even feel ashamed to admit they believe in me. So, I didn’t really expect anyone to be there for me, honestly. People are often too quick to try to take advantage of my prophecies and wisdom rather than support me. I didn’t really advertise the event for myself and with the amount of people that I’ve worked with in the New York area, I really could’ve had quite a few people there. But I knew in my heart that even if I had really promoted it, or invited people, that not a lot of people would’ve probably showed up anyway. Oddly enough right?

When I walked into the room and looked around, there was Toby sitting right there. That day, I had been picking up on all of the energies out there in New York, and knowing I was going to be in a room full of people that I didn’t know, and that I would easily read into them, it was really overwhelming.  But what was more overwhelming in a positive way, was realizing that Toby was such a true friend to come all that way just to sit beside me during what was a rather uncomfortable event—no offense to Bella—and to talk with me while we passed the time. The event wasn’t uncomfortable because of Bella or anything. She always does such a great job on everything that she does and always tries to make sure that I’m comfortable too. It was just that I’m very sensitive, as I say all of the time. 

Bella did a lovely job on the event by the way…

Toby has sent gifts to my children too. I don’t think people can imagine how lonely it is when the holidays come up, and it’s just me and the kids here. There’s no aunts, no uncles, no cousins. There aren’t any grandparents for them either. Even though my mom is alive and well , she doesn’t spend any time with them. And so, the holidays can feel a little sad. But yet, Toby, and a few others never forget to send presents for the kids, which uplifts not only me, but my children too. It’s so selfless.

Whenever I check my YouTube videos, posts, or blogs, I always look for Tobias. She is my light at the end of the tunnel, along with Bella and a few others, because I know that they and Toby are true friends. Knowing that Toby is always there gives me the encouragement to keep doing what I’m doing. Not only Toby, but many of you who follow and support me, give me the strength to continue this mission, striving to change the world for the better, one soul at a time. Do you remember “One soul at a time”  used to be my old slogan?

Toby has gone the extra mile for me so many times, and I wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that in this blog.

If anything ever happens to me in this world and the time comes when I’m no longer here, I want to leave behind this diary with all of my dreams, thoughts, knowledge, my experiences with God, and my experience in being a service to others.  But I also want the journey to reflect the meaningful bonds I have created.

I’ll be featuring others in the future, but today I just wanted to express how proud I am to know Toby. I had just provided some insights to Toby, and all of this came up in my heart afterwards. On top of that, I’ve been pleading with my audience to comment and help to push my videos out there, so I can reach other people. And every single time, Toby, Bella, ad Ena have all been the first to comment for me. I’m so thankful for the help, and it reminded me of how lucky I am in this journey that there are a few people in this world that truly not only believed in me for my gifts and knowledge, but loved me as a real friend.

Toby is incredibly gifted and talented in art, music, graphics, and computers—too many talents to list. More importantly, Toby is one of the most loving and accepting individuals I have ever met. The world often focuses on the wrong things, missing out on the beauty of genuine people and real change.

While Toby may be eccentric and quirky at times, she has been a true and beloved friend. Throughout the years, while Toby has been learning with me, it has been challenging to find people who truly understand the depth of what I am teaching. Yet, Toby is one of the few who has genuinely grasped it. Many people don’t comprehend Toby’s posts, as she often communicates in a secretive way, but that’s okay. Anyone who is truly open-minded will understand; if they don’t, then it simply wasn’t meant to be. I tend to be a bit more transparent, but I often speak in parables too, using symbolism and metaphor to convey truth. That’s why I can relate to Toby, and she understands me as well.

With everything I have taught in terms of illumination and enlightenment, I am proud to say that Tobias has come so far. With her example and the example of a few others, I can genuinely say I’ve made a positive impact in this world.

Toby is also naturally gifted; many of my students have expanded their abilities, and Toby already had some gifts when we met. I remember that when I first met Toby, she shared about her spiritual encounters. Over the years, I have been consistently amazed by the drawings Toby has shared, capturing experiences I have had. I haven’t always let her know, but I have been truly impressed. I believe that our gifts combined could make a significant difference in the world in many ways. Perhaps we could have collaborated on police work, with me describing a suspect while Toby drew the likeness. Maybe we’ll have a chance to do something together in another experience.

Being a teacher to someone as wonderful as Toby has been an honor and a gift in itself. But it has also been a gift in return to have her friendship, acceptance, and love.

I’ll conclude with this: I want everyone to know that there are people I truly cherish here. I love and value each one of you, even those who may be reading this and haven’t connected with me personally yet. I feel all of you. I even sense my enemies lurking around, and I have love for them as well. But it’s not all about me. The Lord sent me here to teach everyone else, and though I may not have millions of followers, I have had the privilege of meeting some of the most beautiful souls on this planet, and Toby is undoubtedly one of them.

There are many others I’ll be talking about in the future.

That’s right—if you’re reading this and you’ve worked with me and have been a friend, it’s very likely that one of these will be written about you too.

Someday, I want to look back on this and remember this beautiful journey, or leave it for you to reflect on when I’m no longer here. I also want my children to read this, so they can understand that faith without works is dead. They will grow up in a world that can be cold and uncaring. Even though it was already quite corrupt when I was growing up, sometimes it felt hopeless to find like-minded people with good hearts. My children will face even tougher circumstances in society, but I want them to know that it’s not entirely hopeless. God leads you to the people who are meant to be in your life.

Even though I have lived a very secluded existence for protection as an extremely psychic being, He has brought me the most wonderful friends who accept me for who I am. I love them wholeheartedly for who they are as well.

* Thank you, Tobias, for being such a beautiful person. You are truly wonderful. Your presence has brought light to my path. Just having you as my friend, seeing your supportive comments, and knowing that you have my back has provided me with strength and encouragement over the years. I am proud of everything you have accomplished in terms of wisdom and your own gifts, and I am proud of everything you are as a person and a spiritual being.

An Invitation

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Hey there everybody, this post is something that is very important to me, so if you are a follower or even just a friend please read it through.

I have been really busy helping other people for the last how many years of this work. It has been quite the journey. I have met so many wonderful people. I have met followers who only stayed around for the additional motivation. I have had people who just wanted some guidance in the readings. I have had others who wanted to go all of the way in illumination. And, I have had a lot of people who have become not only those things to me, but also very dear friends.

Over the years there have been some very exciting events and topics. I have also had some pretty scary events and topics too! It has brought me even more following overtime, and educated and thousands of people worldwide too. When you have more following, that can increase the number of people who desire to have wisdom and guidance as well. That means that business increases, and then my time is very thinly spread. I realize that there are times that people do not think of that. Over the years, and especially 2016- 2017, I know that some have felt somewhat hurt by the fact I could not respond quickly back to them when they reached out to me, or keep phone calls that I had scheduled due to the chaos of my schedule. When you work with over 100 people a week it’s hard to. Not to mention that there are people in life coaching that I have to walk through life, throughout the week.

Life coaching is advising a person as they make big changes or go to make decisions that they are unsure of. It’s like being a mother to many. I love each and every person that has ever come my way, and I have never deliberately ever avoided trying to reach out to someone. If my time did not allow it, then it did not allow it.

There have also been people that come to test my skills and abilities. Throughout the year of 2017, there were some who came and demanded visions and information of me right then and there. There were others who had purchased services, and wanted them right away. That is why having an online business such as mine, is a little bit difficult at times. It’s like running a queue. Every person that comes by is served in the order that they are received. But if I have several people ahead of them already, then of course it’s going to take some time to get back to the newcomers. I also had to wait for moments of sacred divine intervention for people, to receive their answers. It is very disrespectful of anyone working with spirit, to snap their fingers and expect spirit to suddenly provide the insight. We are in the flesh here and no matter the soul type or rank in heaven, we are still subject to spirit while we are here. Not the other way around. I have always tried to be the most respectful and humble to spirit, and my work. Plus the best answers come, when spirit is ready to reveal a lot of information at the right timing, rather than trying to force it. 2017 was a year of a lot of events having taken place.

We have had a lot of my prophecies take place throughout that year, as well as the year before it. And there has been a lot of opposition as a result. I have had organized gangstalking, hackers, and also catfish clients. It is true!. Catfish clients are people who come to me under a fake profile. I think I’ve discussed this with everyone before, that when you’re online anybody can become anyone that they want to, and it is hard to detect unless you can sense a slight difference in the energetic signature. Well I do know how to detect differences an energetic signatures and so energy, as well as blueprints. So I was never fooled. But hey, I don’t say anything about it. If they want to spend their money in trying to trick me, then so be it. I am not going to play the game that they are, and I will just merely give them the information that they are requesting but based on their soul energy and not the profile instead. It has been a roller coaster for sure!

From 2016 to 2017, we have lost a few of our inner circle followers who perhaps felt a bit miss understood while with us. That’s nobody’s fault, not even their’s. I admit it is hard to communicate over the Internet at times because if you are feeling a certain type of way, then you are going to project that into the other person’s message that they are sending to you. For example if someone is feeling sensitive and insecure, they may read their friends message as if it is being critical or said harshly. That’s why there have been a lot of miscommunications. We have also had a lot of people who infiltrated our group from other sources. There have been others who came from other psychic circles to see the content and use it for their’s. There have been others who came as Internet trolls to create conflict and division between those of us who stood strong together. And there have been some who sat quietly in the background, observing waiting for the right time to react.

There are still some who are doing that even today. That’s what happens when you have the information that I have. Nonetheless, the beauty of it was, that we all had one another. Sticking together and trying to be supportive to one another was a really big necessity on the path towards spiritual development. It was really like a big family that we never had. While there was opposition standing in some of my followers pathways from their own friends and family members, we all have had one another. I was so proud!

Everybody seemed to be getting along and really supporting each other. Our group had been such a beautiful family of souls, so many of who had similar origins and interests, that I even did a video about it on YouTube. In my video I spoke about how wonderful our family collective was. However, coming towards the end of 2017 into this new year of 2018, I started to notice something.

Many of us have been together as friends on the Internet as early as 2012. Some came in 2014, some in 2015, 2016 and so on. Regardless of when an individual arrived, they were embraced equally into our group and loved just as much as any of the others. It’s strange that after all of those years that we had all stood strong together, as soon as I had done the video about us being a very strong spiritual family, the group started to drift away from one another. Do you think that that is a coincidence? Or, something had to have caused it? Time and time again throughout the years, I had warned everyone to watch out for people who gossiped, or spoke negatively about me or anyone in the group, behind their back. People such as those, do not have good intentions. If you can speak about someone behind their back or even publicly indirectly instead of speaking to that person as a friend directly themselves, then that is a pretty good sign that the person is up to no good. Even if they don’t have an agenda, what type of spiritual person would ever speak negatively about anyone? A true spiritual person would go to that person directly in loving kindness and tell them how they were feeling and thinking.

However, I noticed that we had a few of those people around and even after warning some of my followers about a couple of them, I saw that they still kept them as friends online. It’s OK to keep them on as a friend, but when you allow the person’s influence to affect how you feel towards your spiritual group or even to cause you to fall off your own spiritual path, then this is something that is serious and needs to be addressed.

I’m not blaming anybody specifically here but I am just putting it out there because I do know that gossip has taken place. When you are working your path towards illumination, maliciousness and spitefulness shouldn’t exist as it has no place in the illuminated mind. People who are of the light, only have good intentions and a righteous way of coping with problems or issues that arise. Whether with another person or in their own lives. Many people have known me overtime to be generous, loving and humble, giving, as well as honest. I have given such thorough, in-depth explanations in peoples readings and the variables that could change results, and any changes that they could expect as a result of them. I am known for my virtue of being honest. I have also gone well beyond myself in answering extra questions and even discounting services or doing free ones, for people that couldn’t afford it or needed the additional explanation.

Therefore, if anyone has ever heard anyone speak negatively about me, then they are hearing it from someone who does not know me. I would be totally surprised, should anyone who does know me, should come to believe it. However people are influential that way and I forgive them. But the point is here, that the group has broken up quite a bit. That hurts because when we couldn’t find anyone in our own friends and family to accept us for what we were working towards, or the love that we had for the creator and wisdom, we still had each other. When the day was repetitive and routine, and there was nothing to look forward to, we had each other’s posts to take delight in, as well as my own for everyone’s motivation. It was a wonderful group. It still is.

Besides gossip being a huge reason as to why some in our group have gone their own way, I also understand that many of you have your own lives. We had one of our wonderful girls get married. Others got into relationships and wanted to maybe start a self discovery path of their own. And, we have had some who were focusing on their life purpose or career. There’s nothing at all wrong with that either. In fact, those things are wonderful milestones in life. However, what about unity still? What about the times when things go wrong in those areas of life? You will always have me for as long as I am here. But what about having one another, to rely on and go to in times of need, when I am too busy? Or when no one in your family or circle of personal friends seem to understand? It is important to stick together and keep up with your brother and sister hood. We even have a lovely social gathering site, in order to do so. It takes you away from the influences of everything going on out there, to just being together in the group full of those who share so many things similarly.

In 2017, I also met my own love in life and we built a wonderful life together. However, my schedule, my own “worship”, and family life leaves with less time in my schedule for networking. I hope to change this and have a new management team who will make it so that things are organized and that will give me more time to engage and hopefully get our spiritual family back together. But the point that I am trying to make is that, no matter how life is going, no matter how busy it can be, we all have to support each other and stick together.

Also, the other thing I am trying to say is, I work with up to 15 to 20 people a day. Sometimes those individuals alone each order up to 1 to 4 or five services at a time. If you times 20×4 or five, that’s a lot of readings LOL and certainly I cannot do them all right away. Spirit cannot be abused. Neither can my abilities. I want everyone to get in and out of my spiritual services in a timely manner, but it is so much better when I am not drained and the information is fresh, divinely inspired, and your spirit guides come to me to let me know when it is the perfect timing to address an issue. I’m going to do another blog article about this soon. But yes, answering Fanmail on three different social platforms, having to post on four different social platforms, writing blogs on five different blog platforms, doing healings, readings, teachings, life coaching, and then on top of it having to also do huge Akasha records readings which take hours sometimes, it is a lot for just one person. So please be patient with me in having your services delivered to you. The Mormor people that come, the more and more time it’s going to take. I’m sure those were deeply spiritual understand. I also will not be able to really chat chat until I’m finished all of that work. I love talking with my friends and value each one. But honestly I have to help the people that are reaching out for help first, so there isn’t a riot in my email box LOL.

One other thing that I wanted to mention here since it’s sort of like my venting session, is that I have been in the spiritual community for so long now, as one of the first new age teachers. I don’t really want to call myself a new age because I’m too religious to fit into the new age category, and I’m not religious enough to fit into religion. But when the spiritual movements started, my mission had started right before it. I am the one who led the angelic awakening. Many have learned from me, and many have discovered them selves with me. However, it has been such a roller coaster ride and trying to obtain support. I see others who “Me,” my blogs, but I don’t see my name tags anywhere. That’s copyright theft for sure. Any one of my teachings that are found on either my blog or my learning platform, are all protected under copyright. I also have found people out there who purchase my readings to copy their format and design. My readings are also copy written under my business name and trademark. Next to all of that, I have also seen people who have promoted themselves with my teachings but have never even tried to mention where they themselves had learned it from. I’m glad that people try to spread the message, but I need just as much help as they desire to have, in my mission and work too. It’s wrong to promote yourself off of the foundation of someone else’s teachings, without attributing those teachings to their author. I just can’t understand it and I have often wondered to myself why am I fans and students don’t support me? I know that we have had censorship issues throughout time believe me. There are so many numbers missing off of my social platforms and I know because I have used other ways of logging in and I have seen different numbers every time. I know that some of our posts are on a redirect loop too. I can be very difficult when people are sharing it, to get any attention on those posts. A lot of people just simply gave up. But that’s not what you want to do. You want to keep fighting on with me. You have to do the same in your own personal life and spiritual path too. Like I said earlier on, you can’t allow the things in life, or other people to influence you away from what you believe in or what once was a huge part of your life and your heart. Keep going strong and if you’re not going to fight for me, at least fight for yourself.

So in conclusion, I just wanted to say that things are going to be really manage and maybe a little more organized now that things will get done a little quicker and I should be able to engage a lot better. I would appreciate if people could simply tag my name or “my name next to my own teachings from now on. Requote and repost for me? Let other people find the opportunity and chance to grow and learn as you did. And since you are still learning and don’t have all the answers, leading them in my direction can help them to find the rest of those answers to, just like you are seeking. People in spiritual communities need to stick together. Especially, those who are in ours. We are a family and we always will be, even if one of us slips up and goes astray, or if they’re too busy in their lives to participate for now. Don’t listen to gossip, or gossip yourself. Our heavenly parents do not condone of such behaviors. Also do not judge, for judgment is only for the creator. Use discernment of course, but never judge as you wouldn’t want anyone to do that to you.

Last but not least, this year of 2018 is going to be a difficult one. I already prophesied last year about the dark energy heading our way. There are some other prophecies that the angels will give in the next couple months. You are going to need your spiritual community members to give you the friendship and support during that time, as well as your family. Also, you are going to want to continue walking forward on the path that is straight and narrow. It’s hard to, but it’s the one that leads to a heavenly life. And we all know that in the condition that the world is in today, that everybody is being tested in judged at this time. Don’t allow yourself to be put back to sleep and lose your chance. That’s all for now except one thing on the closing note….

Every person I have come to me I have come to love as my own family. People will say all kinds of things about each other in this world for a multitude of different intentions or reasons. Keep your head strong. Follow my example and guidance and you will be OK. Even though I have felt heartbroken over things that I have come to observe, it’s only because I love each and every person that I have come to teach or guide and I only want the best for everybody and for us all to continue as a family unit together for the higher good of each individual in the world. Everybody deserves a chance to better themselves and continue doing so rather than having the world influence them to head off in a direction that is unhealthy. I want us to all feel that love and motivation that we once did again. So I invite everyone to return together once again as a family and support each other, not only me. I think right now everybody needs each other during these changes in the world and in their own lives. Let’s have the fun that we once shared online. I’m going to try to post things that we can all engage in again and hopefully I will see more activity together..