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Giving Back: Love Means So Much More

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Thinking back on all the wonderful moments from the holiday season, I was dealing with some health issues myself. But I can heal myself, but I shared about it online to remind everyone that plenty of people face way tougher battles, like cancer or other serious stuff, where they can’t just fix things themselves. And piling on sky-high medical bills? That’s just heartbreaking.

I wasn’t looking for pity or anything like that, but it warmed my soul to see how much people truly cared. A lot of loving people stepped up around Christmas, but a few also jumped in to sort out my bank mess. Robbie and James pitched in, Sveta too, and then Major Sharp even suggested a “lavender marriage” so I could get better care for me and my kids. That kind of pure kindness, offering us some real protection, blew me away. I felt so flattered by that offer because it was incredibly selfless, but I could never go through with something like that—it might take away someone’s chance at meeting their true match down the line, and then they’d be tied to me.

It’s on me to sort my own stuff out, you know? And I am trying to figure it all out. It’s just hard.

But really, it was all about that deep love and sense of togetherness. Everyone poured so much of it our way this year, and we always find ways to give it right back whenever we can. Lately, I’ve been volunteering at the homeless shelter, but as spring rolls in, I’ll likely shift over to the animal shelters again.

It brought to mind something I wrote in my blog once about a truly good-hearted person (A Good Spiritual Man) applies for anyone, or even just living that out for others: if someone’s in a bind to get to work and you’ve only got twenty bucks left, you hand it over without a second thought about going broke yourself, trusting that something higher will come through for you, when you give everything to help.

These acts echoed that exact idea, one I’ve lived by so many times through volunteering at homeless shelters, animal rescues, donating to causes, or just pouring myself into helping people.

It really moved me deep down, watching everyone go above and beyond.

So there I was, heading into the nail salon with a Christmas gift card. I don’t treat myself like that much anymore, and I pick up pretty much everything at thrift stores. But that day, I was set to enjoy it. While I was there, employees kept coming over, hugging me and saying thanks for the help I’d given their pregnant friend a while back, when I had a bit more to spare back then and she was really struggling with a baby on the way. I was surprised they remembered that.

As I sat there, everyone started opening up to me as we talked. The host Sherman shared that his wife was stranded in Vietnam and he was stuck in this rundown spot. My nail artist opened up about her own hardships, cramming eight family members into a tiny two-bedroom place, including her aunt, sister, mom, and more, all barely scraping by. My heart just ached hearing it all.

I’d just gotten a few extra bucks from some spell orders, thanks to everyone teaming up to fix my bank stuff. What better way to use it than sharing a little with them?

It got so emotional in there—everyone around was like, whoa, she really did that, overhearing and watching it unfold. I told them, you’re not just here doing my nails while I sit and zone out. I see you as real people with your own lives and challenges, maybe even harder than what others deal with. So let me treat you like family. My nail artist wrapped me in a hug and teared up, and Sherman squeezed me tight too.

The whole room was stunned, and suddenly people started chatting with their own artists, like I’d sparked this wake-up call. They’d heard the stories but never really thought about how these amazing humans are more than just the ones providing a service for pay.

Yeah, it left me pretty strapped for cash, but I felt so good giving. I’ve always believed that when you share what you’ve got, it finds its way back somehow—and it sure has over the years. Plus, it showed others that genuine love and compassion are out there, and it softened hearts, making people more thoughtful toward each other.

Hey, I may not be doing good myself. Yet, God is love and helping others means more to me than anything. It brings God within, those who exchange it. Even strangers. We need it more than ever today. This meant people saw love. An exchange in the universe and a testament to my faith that God will help, myself, and others. It also creates God in others through love and unity.

I know that the Lord will help me, he always does. Moreover, I’m keeping everyone in my prayers, including all of you, the world, and the Vietnamese employees. It’s about faith.

Vows of Eternal Love: A Spiritual Christmas of Grace and Unbreakable Promises & Unforgettable Memories

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To inspire and uplift, I want to share that I’m yes, I am going through profoundly challenging times, ones that have caused my spirit to cry here and there, as my last post on Facebook laid bare. It was about the tripled cost of healthcare that I got hit with around the holiday season? I was in tears.

It’s heartbreaking, a blow I dreaded, yet anticipated, but still arrived like an unwelcome shadow over the holidays. But to counter that raw sorrow, which left me weeping as I poured out my heart, let me offer this glimpse of spiritual beauty, a testament to the light that pierces even the darkest storms. I truly hope it inspires others to always look past the darker times. 

For Christmas, I didn’t want any gifts from my beloved children. Not ones they can buy anyhow.

A couple years ago I just wanted my son to graduate from high school for me. Obviously Christmas is in December and graduation is the following summer but that’s all I really wanted to see happen. If he could accomplish that he would make me proud not just for Christmas, but for the rest of my life. he accomplished that, but he always manages to get me a little something. but that just goes to show you an example of the types of things I asked for from my family members. 

Year after year, I tell them:

“Don’t spend on me, cherish one another instead. If your heart calls you to give a gift to each other or at least your younger siblings, let that be your joy.

But nothing for me, they make me happy enough being my kids.

For me, the truest treasure is simply their existence. It’s in witnessing their lives unfold, their roots sprouting from mine, and growing into a strong branch of the family tree. Most people would think that they would be better off becoming their own tree, I suppose? But in spiritual truth, I know that branches, usually bare fruit, and fruit bears seeds. And so seeing them grow into strong individuals from what I’ve taught them, knowing that one day they’ll create their own paths, and pass that onto their own children, means everything to me.

That, and all of us refusing to let distance erode our bond.

They bring their partners into our circle, sharing half the week with me in laughter and presence, a quiet vow against the drift of time.

Yet all four of them persisted, insisting I must want something. But truly, the relationship that I have with Heaven, the profound love flowing from my students and my children, that boundless river sustains me. It’s everything to me.

What greater gifts could I ask for?

I already stand in awe of the divine gifts given to me: the intimate communion with the Lord, visions of foresight that revealing of tomorrow’s details, and past akashic visions that rewind the ancient past and yesterdays.

Right? Like what a richly layered life I’ve been granted! Hey, even if forged in the crucible of an abusive childhood where there was pain, I had God, wisdom, the light.

“God” was my unwavering anchor, my eternal guide. He imparted every wisdom I hold. He taught me everything, talking to me as I went, explaining, guiding, teaching.

And he never limited the wisdom! He’s been my best friend.

From the art of mending pipes in plumbing, the spark of electrical work, the steady hand for laying floors and crafting with wood. He revealed the secrets of repairing a car, swapping a tire, gliding on ice skates, and even the ancient melodies of Hebrew speech. There’s more, far more, but those are just a few things for example.

Under His gentle guidance, I embraced sign language, excelled into theology’s depths, saw visions of history’s enigmas through the ethereal Akashic records, and with reverence. I still do and it always feels the same. I’m like a little girl eager to hear everything. Her father has to teach her. I see the same in my children. I’m glad that they want knowledge and that they take it to heart. What greater gift could they give me then to take me serious and develop compassion, virtue, and understanding? Or, furthermore, faith…

In my youth, when homelessness stripped me bare, I encountered souls from every shadowed corner, reading their souls, witnessing the insidious grip of negative spiritual forces. There’s no judgment. These individuals taught me so much about the world and all of the different characters in it. The Lord spoke to me of them. He told me every detail I needed to know, even secrets that they themselves would never speak out loud. I learned so much and that situation. So many other people fall because of it, but I bloomed. Nothing in my life has ever been in vain. Neither has yours. Everything we experience is for a greater good, only people don’t see it at the time. I’m thankful that I had the Lord to show me in those moments and I try to do that for others with my work. I’ve channeled celestial angels in the dawn of the new age, and with fierce resolve, I have even cast out demons that sought to devour good people.

This existence has been a symphony of connections. I’ve met and loved people, students that became family, strangers that came for answers and never k ee how important those moments were to me. And all from diverse backgrounds, ethnicities, and paths! And quite a few transformed into family across distances, their love, friendship, their interest in wisdom, a purpose for my soul. even though this blog is about a few things concerning my own family and children I hope that you know how much you mean to me as well. For everyone who reads this I hope you know how every reading I’ve done for you has given me a meaning to my life. I hope you know that for all the things the Lord taught me, I went through so many different situations in order to learn them and teach them to you for yours. to truly love people that I don’t see, someone I’ve never even met in person, but to care, gives me a reason to wake up every day. It’s just about having love for other people, not really about being loved in return. being a teacher is kind of like being everything to a person, a sister, a mother, a friend. It’s quite an experience. Thank you for that.

Back to Motherhood though, that sacred calling, fulfilled a longing.

And though I’ve ached for a profound spiritual energetic union, a soul-deep fusion with another, everyone does, but I find solace in the unbreakable bond to God and my children, a love so pure it eclipses all else. I have so much love, it’s more than any one relationship could give anyhow, I believe.

I’m fulfilled.

Along this journey, I’ve discovered treasured best friends, kindred spirits who keep me wanting to continue on my way.

This year, my prayers to the Lord were humble requests, my usual, but deeper… pleas for my students and their families to be enveloped in safety, intercessions for a world aching with need, and fervent hopes that my family remains united, enduring through survival’s trials. I’ve never beseeched heavenly father for opulence or extravagance. I know some of you may read that and think that talk. Could that be true when I try to look so glamorous but believe me I buy my clothes at a thrift shop lol. Literally I just have some pretty good taste in fashion and I know it looks good on myself astrologically at times, I’ll just head right on over to Goodwill or Plato’s Closet when I have a few extra bucks, and buy an outfit. I never so close away. They come back into fashion anyhow. So I do have a great variety to work, and as a channel, Im quite a few different people inside, we all have different taste in styles🤣. I have a video that I’ll be coming out with that will make more sense. The fake fur coat I’m wearing in the photo? $25. Used. Looks pricey right, it wasn’t 😆. Nonetheless, I did have one personal request since the kids’ insisted. 

One Personal, Humble Request

I did have one request. But oh, I did ask for snow as I always do. I always ask the Lord just for that simple gift of seeing the magic of snow, even a tiny bit. I ask for it annually, and twice He already graced me with it this year. Once, it already snowed a week before my earthly birthday, another mere days prior, blanketing my world in quiet wonder.

I recall when I used to go ice-skating as a girl, it was magnificent. I graced the ice like I could’ve done it professionally with my grace and skills in ballet.

But I never went again.

Not like that.

It was during the New Jersey blizzard of March 1993 and my yard itself was ice rink, frozen over by the flooded rain just a few days before the blizzard hit. After shoveling us out of the house, my father got me the ice skates from the flea market, and I asked the Lord to teach me how. Dad missed work. The snow was knee deep, some places just sheets of glistening ice! He had to shovel driveways for cash to make up for his loss of a days wage.

So I asked my best friend, my Lord, “How do I do this?”

He channeled guidance to me, as I learned, giving me strength to continue gliding across the ice as he told me, “pretend you’re flying”. I went soaring. I fell so many times🤦🏼‍♀️, but the Lord told me in his loving fatherly voice, even with thunderous boom behind it, still tender: “Get back up. In life you will fall, you’ll bleed, you’ll get hurt. But eventually it won’t matter.”. He was right. I became like the figure skater Tonya Harding on ice, in my yard that day. There was nobody there, just me and my Lord. I’ve gone ice-skating only twice more after that, much later, with Amber…but with rental skates that never felt right, and in an overly crowded rink. I always promised myself on my bucket list that I will get to skate like I did in my yard again like during that blizzard back then. At least one more time. I think that wish might come true this year as well too. And not with the rental skates out there at the local rinks. I’m talking about true ice-skating. That’s something I hoped for too, humbly.

Knowing my love of snow and my annual request, my youngest, Alexander, returned from school with a snowman he crafted, a masterpiece so exquisite, it could grace any shelf at a “Home Goods” store. My heart swelled to bursting, especially as he paired it with a snowman book to read together, a shared story to add holiday magic. He made it just in case the warming weather, didn’t bring me my only personal wish for real snow. How sweet!

Alex made it snow, through his craft❤️

Adriel, my darling girl, presented a soft teddy bear, and an ornament made of snowmen by her fingers, expressing her love and my hope for snow too. Alex also added a delicate silk flower, blooming eternally in my memory. All from school!

These tokens, I’ll nestle among my most cherished keepsakes, guardians of joy against time’s fade.

Adree gave me her love, on a bear.

My Gift? Their Promise

What I really wanted? For my elder children, my request was born of vulnerability: no crafts, no expenditures from strained pockets. I always share how I’m making it for now, but it’s challenging taking on the load alone. We’re taken care of, but pinching. Even still, nothing is promised.

Instead, amid the foreboding horizon of hardships ahead, I implored them to inscribe a promise on paper, that no matter the hardships later, if I’m down, they would never forsake me.

Just their word:

“We’ll always be here.”

You see, my body wages a silent war against the surgical mesh from hernia repairs long ago. Though I’ve channeled extraordinary healings to nurture my well-being, removal looms inevitable. Why persist in mending what continues making trouble from within? Psychic surgery eludes such a vast intrusion such as mesh in my abdomen. It’s a huge area and while I’m doing little by little, it’s taking a bit of time to fully repair on my own (💗 I’ll get there) but it’s a lot with having to do healings and readings for others and take care of the family too.

As healthcare burdens appeared, I feared healthcare costs increasing as I predicted January 2025 at http://www.aluracein.com and low and behold, it didn’t just raise a little, it didn’t even double, it tripled. They never sent a letter, only took what I had left in my bank leaving me in the negative. My deepest worry was abandonment. They’re getting older. When kids grow older, they move on. They take care of their own lives. I get it. But I didn’t want them to move on without me.

Especially not during one of the hardest times of my life, should that be so, as I had seen in my visions ahead.

Yet they gifted me far beyond, a profound affirmation of eternal loyalty.

Amber, my daughter, forged a ring blending her birthstone with mine, crowned by an infinity symbol, whispering of forever. Inside, etched in Hebrew, one of my soul’s cherished tongues, her vow flows like ancient poetry, binding us across eternities.

Amber’s promise of forever
Official in Hebrew

Noah, my son, amid his own battles trying to find work, penned words of exquisite beauty on paper, a letter that moved me to tears.

Noah & Lindsey Promised Me, Always.

Even more: his girlfriend Lindsey, who cherishes me as her own mother, knowing who I am, what I do for others, my pure heart, she too crafted her own pledge, subtle yet sincere, echoing the same unbreakable promise. It touched my heart.

A heartfelt card from my friend Mark arrived, vowing unwavering friendship through every storm. What he wrote inside, aligned so much with what I was hoping to hear from all of my loved ones. Remarkable. I cherish everything everyone does, and Mark has been an angel. But the card, the gratitude for the wisdom, his friendship and promise to get through things together? The best gift.

Then, reconnecting with Bella on the phone after too long, we and her daughter sorta exchanged mutual oaths of solidarity, saying we would always be here for each other. Bella always has a pure heart to want to help me and has so much! It’s been since 2013 now, and even when there have been long moments of silence, our friendship has always been there. I don’t think she needs any words in her promise because she’s proving it. But my kids can’t yet. They’re young, they have their pads ahead of them. Influences come and go. Just like I see my daughter Amber, changing more and more every day as she aligns herself more with her partner. In my heart, I’ll never let go of the girl I raised while he can enjoy, the woman she’s choosing to become. She is different now.

Kids grow up and change. But I wanted that promise that even if they do, they will always remain by my side. And I got those promises, even from beloved friends I didn’t ask for it from. How amazing!

Mark’s loving card, the strong bond of spiritual family.

A friend of mine named Robbie, even told me that while they couldn’t help me much with donations or financially, that he would always be there for me. That was a meaningful gift. But he and James still bailed me out of my negative bank issue! And Tobias, never fails to show me love. Her gifts humble but with love and meaning. But knowing her, more valuable.

Adriel’s Snowy Gift!

I even met one of my students in person for the first time, alone, feeling the depth of her presence, knowing she too, is family forever.

This holiday overflowed with emotion, a whirlwind of tears and triumphs. Amid terrors like soaring healthcare costs that chilled my core, foreshadowing greater struggles, I clung to the exquisite beauty of surrounding love, the fuel that propels me forward.

My students’ gratitude for the wisdom and the hope that I’ve shared with them, and the promise of standing by me in the words and eyes of my children, an unbreakable fortress.

And a dream of mine came true this year too! I always wanted a chance to take the children to see the magical Nutcracker. And this year we got to go on discounted tickets! My student Jin sent tickets to a local play in case we didn’t get to see the nutcracker which I think the kids liked more, to be honest with you!

Marjo sent a beautiful tree of love card! Sveta, Jenni, Sommer, Toby, Bella, Mark, and Avrina gave gifts to the kids, making them feel like they had a family, more than just me. Jen Riley sent us great supplies! Two bags of beans I even got to use to feed people at the shelter that I volunteer at! She not only added resources for us, but those beans with rice added from others, fed 16 families! The light spread! Whoa, so many people pulled together for me. And it’s not what they did or sent, it’s that they were there for me.

All of this was a wonderful experience, but what meant more to me, were the words that I heard and love that I was given over this holiday season from the people that mean the most to me. What a beautiful promise to hear or witness, that the people that love you the most, will never leave you, when it matters the most.

P.S: I’m also thankful for the snow that the Lord gives me. He truly never lets me down. Every year he gives me even just a little flurry, even if the week was warmer. It’s incredible how such a small little wish always comes true. I only hope that my prayers are answered for this upcoming year of 2026, not just for myself, but for everyone else out there. I truly hope that things get better for everybody, and that I can be an inspiration to many out there, of how to fight through trials and how to appreciate the beauty in your life while you do so. Life is so much more than physical, material, or monetary things, it’s the memories that you build, the bonds that you forge, and the true emotions that you share with others. But above all, it’s your belief and love of God that matters most, and what can be created out of all of that.

Without him, it wouldn’t be as profound.

Christmas 2025 really engraved itself into my soul as one of the most sentimental and meaningful memories, that I’ll cradle forever in gratitude and grace.

Me & Adriel Drive Thru The Snow Blanketed Streets December 26, 2025, two days before my earthly birthday🙏🏻. Thank you Heavenly Father.

A New Series: End of The Year Fun!

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“Experience the ‘End of The Angelic Year: 2025’ with a new video series and festivities, illustrated by angels surrounding the globe, symbolizing peace and unity.”

As the autumn equinox bathes the world in balance on September 21, 2025, my heart is just singing with anticipation for the end-of-year celebrations! As some of my long time students know, this time stretches from this sacred moment through the end of November.

This season, rich with global holidays and spiritual depth, is a time of joy, connection, and transformation, not just in my own beliefs but in the vibrant traditions of cultures worldwide. From Samhain and Halloween to India’s Gandhi Jayanti, Maha Navami, and Dussehra/Vijayadashami, and extending to festivals like Diwali, and beyond, this period is a great time to embrace the spirit, celebrate together, and honor diverse backgrounds.

God is Elohim, meaning many different spirits together as one, as are we.

Through crafts, get-togethers (whether in person or from afar), my annual celebration which I’ve called Grianstad from the beginning, I invite everyone to join me in this magical season, exploring my YouTube video series, new lessons in my courses, and fun activities on my Facebook and Instagram. But for now on, I’ll just call this time of year, Equinox Collective Season, as directed by geacen since Grianstad is a strong word, though true.

Let’s make every moment count as we celebrate the spiritual end of the year!

A Season of Global Celebrations

The autumn equinox marks the start of a season when the veil between worlds thins, we just naturally the air is open with spirit and the divine and we can vibe with each other through the collective ties we share in this web.

Here are some of the holidays and celebrations from September 21 to November 30, 2025, that fill this time with meaning, all in which I blend in my ongoing three month celebrations.

  • Autumn Equinox (Mabon, September 21-23): A time of gratitude and balance in celebrated with feasts of seasonal harvests, apple-based crafts, and altars adorned with leaves and pumpkins. Wine tasting, “responsibly”. Apple cider making.
  • Jewsish Sacred Days
    Jewish holidays from September to November span Tishrei and Cheshvan, featuring the High Holy Days and fall festivals. Rosh Hashanah (Sep 22–24) starts the Jewish year 5786 with shofar blasts and sweet foods like apples and honey. Yom Kippur (Sep 30–Oct 1) is a solemn day of fasting and repentance. Sukkot (Oct 6–13) celebrates the harvest with sukkahs and the Four Species, followed by Shemini Atzeret (Oct 13–14) and Simchat Torah (Oct 14–15), marking the Torah reading cycle’s end and restart with dancing.
  • Gandhi Jayanti (October 2, India): A national holiday honoring Mahatma Gandhi’s non-violent legacy, inspiring peace and unity. I honor what he stood for, which was similar to my own feelings. Gandhi’s philosophy, was about “truth-force” or “soul-force,” and a method of nonviolent resistance rooted in the power of truth and moral courage. Confront injustice without resorting to violence, which is what we sometimes need to do, especially today.
  • Maha Navami and Dussehra/Vijayadashami (October 1-3, India): These Hindu festivals celebrate Goddess Durga’s triumph over evil and Lord Rama’s victory over Ravana symbollically. Candles or lanterns light up the night, symbolizing good prevailing.
  • Samhain (October 31-November 1): A Celtic festival honoring ancestors, with candlelit altars, divination, and rituals to connect with the spirit world. It’s a deeply spiritual moment for me, reflecting on life’s cycles.
  • Halloween (October 31): A playful celebration of transformation, with costumes, jack-o’-lantern carving, and trick-or-treating, inviting us to embrace wonder and mystery. Here I only dress up as an angel to represent my soul or some other type of costume that reflects some part of who I am, not so much as any kind of other character. I might even try to add a witchy hat just because I’m into mysticism or something like that. I think you understand. The kids, well I let them be who they choose with guidance of course, for fun until they’re older to understand  how I see it in perspective rather than how they learn about it from other kids in school. I am teaching them now already, though. 
  • Diwali (October 20-21, tentative): India’s Festival of Lights celebrates light over darkness with oil lamps (diyas), fireworks, sweets, I celebrate and pray for world joy. I usually get some small fireworks.
  • Thanksgiving: I usually incorporate Thanksgiving all throughout all of the above holidays as I feel that it is a time of giving thanks. I don’t celebrate Thanksgiving itself per se, but I do celebrate throughout this time of blended holidays, giving gratitude. Everyone knows that I don’t really agree with Thanksgiving because of what it really represented under the surface, but it doesn’t mean we can’t incorporate giving things throughout this time of year, just not on that specific day.  For this time, I usually cook nice meals, make mocktails, as we do arts and crafts and celebrate the other celebrations. We share and express gratitude, reflecting on abundance, often with crafts like handmade centerpieces or gratitude journals.
  • Day of the Dead (Día de los Muertos, November 1-2, Mexico): A vibrant honoring of deceased loved ones with altars (ofrendas), marigold decorations, and sugar skull crafts, blending joy and remembrance. Yes, we include this too, only in our own way, adding making a meal, and having spaces at the table for the people that we have lost, incorporating some of their belongings there to remember them. We usually visit their places of burial if possible, brining beautiful mums, autumn flowers, nuts and fruits.

Grianstad: My Celebration of Unity and Spirit

Grianstad is my way of honoring the sacred energy of this season, bringing together global holidays for a longer time for joy, reflection, and connection after working hard, fighting through responsibilities and trying to manifest goals. it’s about studying all of the spiritual books, my own channeled truths that I have shared to add to them and discern them correctly, while taking part in these spiritual physical activities align mind, body and spirit, during a time when the angels say that our year is coming to a perfect close. 

It’s about celebrating the thinning veil, the triumph of light, and the beauty of every culture and background. Whether we’re gathering in person or connecting from afar, Grianstad is a time to learn, create, and make every moment count. And it truly is, the accurate end of the spiritual year.

I love incorporating crafts and get-togethers into Grianstad. Picture carving pumpkins for Halloween, crafting rangoli designs in my own style for Diwali, or creating gratitude wreaths. Spiritual studies are deep, meditation, and other activities that I find or like meditation says he’s dancing, music making, sitting with crafts, being out in nature, are all wonderful for this beautiful season. Even sharing spiritual experiences from the other side, whether good or bad, can help in honoring spirit too. 

These activities really do bridge cultures. As we were truly meant to do, being a collective, combining the truth that was divided. Whether it’s a cozy in-person gathering or a virtual craft-along, we can celebrate together, embracing the diversity that makes this season so rich.

I’ll be sharing craft ideas and activities on my Facebook and Instagram, so join me there to get creative and inspired!

Join Me on This Spiritual Adventure

This season is a call to come together, no matter your culture or beliefs, to find motivation in the shared pulse of these spiritual holidays. My new YouTube video series will go beyond the spiritual veil, exploring a variety of experiences.

The first video leans into the spooky side, perfect for the thinning veil of Samhain and Halloween, but the series will span diverse spiritual themes, from mystical encounters to universal truths.

Using pictures I’ve created, I’ll share visuals of my spiritual journey and the backstories behind them, bringing you into the things I’ve seen.

There’s so much to talk about, and I hope you’ll join me on this adventure as we explore the deeper truths of this season. I may even go LIVE this season, no matter what Im doing or where Im at, to share thoughts and deeper philosophies from heaven.

My courses and development programs are also blossoming with brand-new lessons, filled with tools to cultivate your spiritual growth. These programs offer practices to deepen your connection to the divine, and its a great time to learn, especially because the veil is thinner and you’re more open.

I’m thrilled to share this journey with you, and I hope many of you will join in to explore, learn, and grow.

Embracing All Cultures, Together

This season are about unity, bringing people of every background together to celebrate, learn, and enjoy life. Whether you’re lighting a Diwali lamp, honoring ancestors on Samhain, or sharing a meal, these holidays under the “Angelic End Of Year” period, showing that spirituality is a shared human experience.

May this beautiful time inspire us all to connect, create, and embrace the spirit of the season.

Check out my YouTube channel for videos that reveal the spiritual magic, or join my courses for blossoming insights, and let’s celebrate this time together, honoring the light, love, and diversity that make this time of year so extraordinary!

Highlighting My Journey: My Friend Toby

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Welcome back to my online diary.

Thank you for taking the time to read it. In this entry, I wanted to explain something I started doing just a month ago. I began highlighting students who have significantly grown. However, I’m not only going to focus on the growth of students but also on the beauty of friendships that I’ve made throughout this journey.

Why, I’m Documenting This…

The Lord says that when you love, you love without conditions. That means that you don’t nitpick. You don’t look for wrong. There is no jealousy. There is no reason, that you love a person. He says that it doesn’t matter what a person does you, or what they do for you or don’t, you just love people. That’s how he is. And so that’s how he taught me to be. And it’s funny because I’ve received some nasty comments on YouTube putting me down for my visions saying it’s ungodly, but yet here is a person that is belittling another person in the name of God? It makes utterly no sense. People that think they’re so self-righteous because they follow a religion, that they can belittle or hurt other people, have no idea what the love of God is about. God’s love is endless, and it’s without the conditions that mankind places upon it.

And for every person that I have come to work with, I have always had that kind of unconditional love work, even if they didn’t show it back in return to me. Humans have trouble, knowing how to truly love unconditionally. But throughout my journey, I have had the honor of meeting a few people That I wanted to highlight here, because this will serve as a testimony someday, maybe perhaps my kids can look back on and have hope and humanity. And even for my friends, they can come back and read it and remember how much they were loved. That’s not to say that I am implying anything is going to happen to me right now, lol. But I am getting older so I would like to leave meaningful things in place.

As a little girl, I had no one. I only had my parents, who protected me because of my gifts and sensitivities. The Lord told me when I was young that I would not have many friends because of Him and because of the way that I am. As an Oracle, it’s very hard to get close to others—not only because I can read into them so deeply that it’s very difficult to bond over the things I see lying beneath the surface, but it’s also difficult for the other individual.

Imagine being friends with someone who is always shifting back and forth between different states of consciousness. I’m not talking about consciousness in terms of being sleepy, wide awake, or super hyper; I’m talking about being a whole other entity. Or imagine sleeping over at someone’s house, and all they do is talk about invisible people that you can’t see or something God has said? Or how about having a fun time playing board games and laughing over jokes, only to suddenly see that person burst into tears because they just witnessed something tragic in a vision? Or even worse, imagine that person freaking out and screaming because the vision of something horrible happening somewhere in the world seems so real that they can’t differentiate between reality and the vision… for that moment- causing them to scream in horror and become inconsolable?

Most people would think that the person was a nut job, right?

I understood the Lord when He told me why I wouldn’t have friends. But I also didn’t have much family either. Therefore, He always told me that family isn’t just about who you’re blood-related to, but that connections go much deeper than that.

As an Oracle, when I read someone, I know basically everything about them—from their past lives to what they did in this life, what they’re about now, what they’re thinking, and even the deep, dark things they hide. In just a few moments, I feel like I’ve known that person for an entire lifetime, even more deeply than their closest friends and family know them. Most people who meet me feel the love and know that they’re accepted. They can sense a familiarity because they feel that I know them. Many people in their first reading with me say things like, “Nobody knows me better than you; you just told me my whole life in one reading!”

For others, it’s very easy to connect with me and feel the love, but they don’t get to know me as deeply as I know them, since they don’t have the ability to read as I do. Therefore, they can’t really see deep into me, like I do for them and my great love, can be so overwhelming. They don’t understand why I love them so much so fast. Because of that, their bond to me, may not be as strong as my bond to them.

The Lord was right about me not having friends—at least, not many in person. I feel that He kept me secluded solely for His work. It was a lonely life, but He always told me that when I got older and began my mission to help others, He would lead wonderful people into my path. Not just so that I could teach them, but because I finally had a chance to love others and make friends with people who were genuinely like-minded, or who would become like-minded.

I don’t think people truly realize how important they are to me. I waited my entire life to meet others who could understand the true concept of unconditional love and acceptance, as well as those who genuinely wish to contribute to the greater good they want to see in the world. I longed to meet others who would come to love God as much as I do, or at least try. they didn’t have to even believe in the same exact thing.

In this work, I’ve read thousands of people around the globe and have conducted countless readings. According to my beloved friend Rishi, whom I highlighted on this website, I had over 2,700 files in the client portal alone, and that was after I had already deleted some. The portal was created in 2016. Yes, I started my work as a child, helping people personally, but when I transitioned online, I began in 2013. I have far more files than just 2,700! I’ve uploaded countless readings to OneDrive, Dropbox, emails, and Google Drive. I can’t believe how many readings I’ve actually done! Not only have all those personal readings come true, but my predictions about the world have been so eerily accurate that I sometimes scare myself.

This Mission

I often ask the Lord why He chose me. In essence, I know why, but I will never fully feel worthy enough to be good enough for someone of such great love and power to bring truth to me. I may be angelic but I’m also just some small town girl from New Jersey. Yes, I have strived, even through adversity, to purify myself and be the most perfect person I can be—not on the outside, but on the inside. and that’s because of my great love for God and for other people. If I’m the best that I can be, then I’m the best I can be for all of them. and I also know that most of everything here on earth is playing out bogus. The way that people look at things, the way that they treat each other, the emotions that come up, sometimes, judgment, lack of foresight, greed, and all the other sins… That’s truly shown me that being my better self and saying, innocent, is more valuable to me than anything earth could ever offer. I never want to be like other people. it’s not worth losing yourself, to all of the drama and chaos that the world and other people bring. Instead, there is a greater love that most people can come to know, that can heal, and change your life forever.

I wanted to show others that they could do that too. I wanted them to learn the truth that God offers, to see what happens in the world around them, and to truly become believers. Moreover, I wanted them to recognize the goodness within themselves. everybody’s been hurt and traumatized in someway, great or small. Howcan anyone really know who they are aside from everything? I can see deep down the great potential inside of people, that they have. It’s not that I want to change them because I see that, it’s because I know that it would make them truly happy. My love for them wants them to have that happiness. I want them to see that they could change the things that brought them difficulties or inner pain and suffering. If I could show them where they were hurting or flawed, insecure, or uncertain, we could take those shadows and transform them into brighter light. After all, shadows always bring trials and tribulations. People don’t deserve to live with depression; they don’t deserve to struggle or feel unfulfilled or alone.

Full Of Gratitude

Even though I had no friends, I’ve always had God and the angels, and for that, I’ve had a fulfilling life. But that didn’t mean I didn’t want human interaction.

Even though everyone who has come to know me has loved me and stood by my side—accepting who I am, what I do, and the things I know and see—it can be very difficult for them. If you lived with me for a month, you would see for yourself. Yet, so many people have shown me their love, and for that, I am incredibly thankful. I still remain secluded, distant, and alone, but I’m okay with that. I understand that this is how things have to be. I know that one day I will have a huge beautiful spiritual family to reconnect with, perhaps in the next world, maybe even including some of you. And I do have my kids, my dog, and a few great friends. That’s what I wanted to share with you all about.

One of them.

As a result of everything I’ve shared, I want people to know that I understand what it truly means to value others. This understanding deepened even more after the loss of my entire family in 2019. When I say my entire family, I mean my entire family: my pop-pop, my dad, my dad’s younger brother, his older brother, and his nephew. My mother’s brother died, her other brother passed away just a few years before that, and her nephew also died. As for my other relatives, we were never really close enough to keep in touch. However, due to the losses and the lonely life I lived growing up, every single person I’ve encountered on this journey has been meaningful to me, even if I’ve only read them once.

For those I’ve really connected with—those I’ve spent years guiding, teaching, and being friends with—I don’t think they’ll ever fully know how much I treasure each and every one of them.

That’s why I wanted to make it a point to start highlighting some of those people, including my students who have come far on the illumination pathway. Many times, people come here just to praise me, but I want everyone to know that I’m not looking for praise. I post to foster meaningful discussions and to hear everyone’s thoughts. Sure, it’s nice to receive a compliment or two, but that’s not what’s most important. I’m here to inspire, motivate, and discuss. I don’t want it to always appear that it’s all about me. Sure, it’s my work and my vision, and I’ll defend those visions until the day I die, but I’m here for all of you. Love goes both ways, and while I value the support and I need it, I’m not just here to gain your support like some other influencers. Some of them don’t even engage with their following. I can’t imagine how they can earn respect or loyalty from so many followers if they don’t even pay them any mind. Yet here I invest my time and love into my community, even if it’s just a few people. I know it’s because the Lord led me to those I was meant to connect with.

Most of the time, everyone comes here to show me support and praise, but there are so many of you who deserve to be truly seen and heard. So many of you are talented and have come so far on your journey that you’re now much wiser. Some have even blossomed into their own special gifts, while others I have helped expand their existing abilities. I can’t believe how lucky I have been that the Lord has sent me to so many beautiful people through this work. I never expected to be famous. In fact, there was a client of mine who used to be in the circle and once told me she was only around because she thought I was going to get somewhere. When I didn’t, she ditched me.

I was never looking for fame, and even though we’re all trying to survive, I’m not looking for fortune either. I just want to share my message and meet amazing people. From day one, it has been about spreading wisdom and truth and finding people who care about what truly matters. Over the years, I’ve watched so many people decline into superficiality and lose their sense of interconnectedness. I was the one who predicted that would happen with the indoor generation video on YouTube and in many other blogs. People don’t realize they’re being used as weapons and tools to strip empathy and emotion from mankind. Knowing this would happen since childhood, I have always sought to meet people who aspire to be good—not just perfect—but who genuinely care about others, about harmony, and about God. I never cared about what religion they followed or what they called their God; I just wanted to find people who shared a love for the same ideals, even if expressed in different names and ways. I wanted to help expand that knowledge and not just provide the manufactured information found in books. I truly wanted to share real truths and help guide others through life with authenticity. I have had that opportunity throughout this wonderful journey.

In one of my blogs, I mentioned Rishi and how important he has been to my path. In another post on Facebook, I mentioned my student Avrina. Many, many times… I’ve mentioned Bella. There are still more people I would like to highlight, but in this post, I would like to talk about my beloved friend Toby.

My Gift In Knowing Toby

I’m proud to be both teacher and friend to Tobias.

Believe it or not, I have known Toby much longer than many of you—longer than even Bella, to be honest. Toby and I first crossed paths on my YouTube channel back in 2013. From the very beginning, we discovered that we shared a lot in common. I love that Tobias has always been open and accepting. While we didn’t become best friends right away, and at first we didn’t see eye to eye always. Yet, over time we cultivated a strong friendship that I now consider as close as family.

What an extraordinary person. Maybe not always understood, but exceptionally smart, bright, great conversation, and warm to be around. Toby always puts herself last for others. She even goes the extra mile of perseverance and endurance, just to help the people that she loves. Knowing what it’s like to love unconditionally, both Toby and I have always looked for other people that could love us just as much as we love others, but both of us have had difficulty in doing so because of how human beings can sometimes be. The human perspective not only holds people back from enlightenment but it holds them back from experiencing the interconnectedness that we all share.

No matter how far away we live from each other, Toby has always stayed by my side knowing that’s its in the soul that our connection matters. Its been a gift and relief to find someone who truly grasps this. As an angelic I’ve tried to show people that time and distance don’t matter, and so those illusions shouldn’t keep us apart. Toby understood this.

Most people know that it’s very difficult for me to talk on the phone because I pick up on so many different energies. I can sense your background thoughts and feel the spiritual energies in the room with you. I can even tell who has been with you that day. If you were feeling nervous or depressed before our conversation, I feel that too. Because of this, I’ve limited my communications to text messages or emails over the years. I know it has been frustrating for many, as miscommunications often arise in texts, and some people long for a more personal approach. However, Tobias and a few others have stood by me, accepting me for who I am and valuing any communication we can share. She didn’t abandon me just because we can’t speak on the phone. If she didn’t accept my limited communication, I would truly have no one to talk to. Its the same with a few others. and I thank God for them all every day, even though there are only a few. 

Both of my adult children have moved on with their lives, and although they come home occasionally, I have my two youngest children here. Aside from them and my mother, there is really no one else in my life. Most people wouldn’t understand why I can’t talk on the phone. I had a friend I grew up with, someone I’ve known since I was 12, who would always try to call me. I just couldn’t answer, knowing the energy surrounding him. It wasn’t that I was judging him; rather, if I didn’t have my own stable frequency to rely on, it could throw me in many different directions, opening me up to a flood of overwhelming sensations. He would often get upset, but many times he would settle for text messages. Yet he still didn’t fully understand my situation. Even though he knew who I was and what I did, he wasn’t deeply spiritual himself, which made it difficult for him to truly grasp my perspective.

In contrast, Tobias and a few others have genuinely opened their hearts and minds to see things from my viewpoint. It’s not that I’m trying to be selfish or avoid phone calls with those I love—I would cherish that. But it’s challenging for me to experience the visions and energies that surround me every day. Toby has always accepted me for who I am and what I can offer in terms of communication.

I know that many others have supported me, so if you’re reading this and you’re one of them, please don’t feel excluded. I recognize everyone’s contributions, believe me. But truthfully, Tobias and a few others have worked tirelessly to share my message. Even to this day, every time I go online, Toby, along with Ena, has shared something of mine. It’s not just occasionally; it’s every single time. And for years!

So many others have dropped off the face of the Earth, stopped showing support, and they don’t even at least try to be my friend. At least a friend? With all of the bonds that I’ve made with people while working with them so personally over time, reading them, advising them, teaching them, you would think that once they’ve gotten the knowledge that they wanted, that they would still stick around to click a lot a “like”, or even just text me to say “hello” on my website. But many of them don’t. Like there’s no one. It’s really strange.

I know I have only ever been true and loving.

Yet Toby, and a few others have remained such good friends that they still act like one, trying to help me with what I’m good at, while I praise them with what they’re good at. We all have our own talent and jobs. 

Toby even drove all of the way to attend my baby shower to support me during a new beginning in my life, and has made it a point to visit me once a year to ensure that we always have time to connect, even if just briefly. That’s right, Toby visits even if it’s just for an hour to grab a quick bite to eat. It blows my mind, the kindness. Please don’t get me wrong, I have offered to meet Toby halfway lol. But Toby figures I’m always so busy and I’m channeling all of the time, that being a friend that really loves me and wants to see me, she makes sure that she does. While although I do need to be able to schedule and set things up properly so that there aren’t any miscommunications or mishaps, it was very endearing each time. There I am each time, just looking at Toby and thinking to myself, “What a wonderful person to care about me that much”. And I would thank God in my heart to know someone like that.

What a true friend—to drive so far just to share a meal with someone! I’ve been continually blown away by Toby’s kindness and love for years. I know that Toby didn’t always have the same outlook, in the beginning, but the understanding of unconditional love has really become a part of her. And I can’t say that I’m proud enough, to see that. 

Last year, when Bella had an event in New York City, she tried to include me as a featured artist. I thought it was so nice of her to do that, as she just tries to include me in everything that’s going on in her life. She’s one of my greatest friends too. However, since it was at a bar/restaurant, I didn’t want to bring too many spiritual people there. Bella has worked so hard on her own path, and I wanted the event to shine a light on her work and her project. She’s always there to vouch for me, and so I wanted it to be all about her that time. Yet, when Toby saw that I was mentioned, she drove all the way there to support me.

As you know, many people follow me online, but many fail to comment, share my work, or even feel ashamed to admit they believe in me. So, I didn’t really expect anyone to be there for me, honestly. People are often too quick to try to take advantage of my prophecies and wisdom rather than support me. I didn’t really advertise the event for myself and with the amount of people that I’ve worked with in the New York area, I really could’ve had quite a few people there. But I knew in my heart that even if I had really promoted it, or invited people, that not a lot of people would’ve probably showed up anyway. Oddly enough right?

When I walked into the room and looked around, there was Toby sitting right there. That day, I had been picking up on all of the energies out there in New York, and knowing I was going to be in a room full of people that I didn’t know, and that I would easily read into them, it was really overwhelming.  But what was more overwhelming in a positive way, was realizing that Toby was such a true friend to come all that way just to sit beside me during what was a rather uncomfortable event—no offense to Bella—and to talk with me while we passed the time. The event wasn’t uncomfortable because of Bella or anything. She always does such a great job on everything that she does and always tries to make sure that I’m comfortable too. It was just that I’m very sensitive, as I say all of the time. 

Bella did a lovely job on the event by the way…

Toby has sent gifts to my children too. I don’t think people can imagine how lonely it is when the holidays come up, and it’s just me and the kids here. There’s no aunts, no uncles, no cousins. There aren’t any grandparents for them either. Even though my mom is alive and well , she doesn’t spend any time with them. And so, the holidays can feel a little sad. But yet, Toby, and a few others never forget to send presents for the kids, which uplifts not only me, but my children too. It’s so selfless.

Whenever I check my YouTube videos, posts, or blogs, I always look for Tobias. She is my light at the end of the tunnel, along with Bella and a few others, because I know that they and Toby are true friends. Knowing that Toby is always there gives me the encouragement to keep doing what I’m doing. Not only Toby, but many of you who follow and support me, give me the strength to continue this mission, striving to change the world for the better, one soul at a time. Do you remember “One soul at a time”  used to be my old slogan?

Toby has gone the extra mile for me so many times, and I wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that in this blog.

If anything ever happens to me in this world and the time comes when I’m no longer here, I want to leave behind this diary with all of my dreams, thoughts, knowledge, my experiences with God, and my experience in being a service to others.  But I also want the journey to reflect the meaningful bonds I have created.

I’ll be featuring others in the future, but today I just wanted to express how proud I am to know Toby. I had just provided some insights to Toby, and all of this came up in my heart afterwards. On top of that, I’ve been pleading with my audience to comment and help to push my videos out there, so I can reach other people. And every single time, Toby, Bella, ad Ena have all been the first to comment for me. I’m so thankful for the help, and it reminded me of how lucky I am in this journey that there are a few people in this world that truly not only believed in me for my gifts and knowledge, but loved me as a real friend.

Toby is incredibly gifted and talented in art, music, graphics, and computers—too many talents to list. More importantly, Toby is one of the most loving and accepting individuals I have ever met. The world often focuses on the wrong things, missing out on the beauty of genuine people and real change.

While Toby may be eccentric and quirky at times, she has been a true and beloved friend. Throughout the years, while Toby has been learning with me, it has been challenging to find people who truly understand the depth of what I am teaching. Yet, Toby is one of the few who has genuinely grasped it. Many people don’t comprehend Toby’s posts, as she often communicates in a secretive way, but that’s okay. Anyone who is truly open-minded will understand; if they don’t, then it simply wasn’t meant to be. I tend to be a bit more transparent, but I often speak in parables too, using symbolism and metaphor to convey truth. That’s why I can relate to Toby, and she understands me as well.

With everything I have taught in terms of illumination and enlightenment, I am proud to say that Tobias has come so far. With her example and the example of a few others, I can genuinely say I’ve made a positive impact in this world.

Toby is also naturally gifted; many of my students have expanded their abilities, and Toby already had some gifts when we met. I remember that when I first met Toby, she shared about her spiritual encounters. Over the years, I have been consistently amazed by the drawings Toby has shared, capturing experiences I have had. I haven’t always let her know, but I have been truly impressed. I believe that our gifts combined could make a significant difference in the world in many ways. Perhaps we could have collaborated on police work, with me describing a suspect while Toby drew the likeness. Maybe we’ll have a chance to do something together in another experience.

Being a teacher to someone as wonderful as Toby has been an honor and a gift in itself. But it has also been a gift in return to have her friendship, acceptance, and love.

I’ll conclude with this: I want everyone to know that there are people I truly cherish here. I love and value each one of you, even those who may be reading this and haven’t connected with me personally yet. I feel all of you. I even sense my enemies lurking around, and I have love for them as well. But it’s not all about me. The Lord sent me here to teach everyone else, and though I may not have millions of followers, I have had the privilege of meeting some of the most beautiful souls on this planet, and Toby is undoubtedly one of them.

There are many others I’ll be talking about in the future.

That’s right—if you’re reading this and you’ve worked with me and have been a friend, it’s very likely that one of these will be written about you too.

Someday, I want to look back on this and remember this beautiful journey, or leave it for you to reflect on when I’m no longer here. I also want my children to read this, so they can understand that faith without works is dead. They will grow up in a world that can be cold and uncaring. Even though it was already quite corrupt when I was growing up, sometimes it felt hopeless to find like-minded people with good hearts. My children will face even tougher circumstances in society, but I want them to know that it’s not entirely hopeless. God leads you to the people who are meant to be in your life.

Even though I have lived a very secluded existence for protection as an extremely psychic being, He has brought me the most wonderful friends who accept me for who I am. I love them wholeheartedly for who they are as well.

* Thank you, Tobias, for being such a beautiful person. You are truly wonderful. Your presence has brought light to my path. Just having you as my friend, seeing your supportive comments, and knowing that you have my back has provided me with strength and encouragement over the years. I am proud of everything you have accomplished in terms of wisdom and your own gifts, and I am proud of everything you are as a person and a spiritual being.

An Invitation

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Hey there everybody, this post is something that is very important to me, so if you are a follower or even just a friend please read it through.

I have been really busy helping other people for the last how many years of this work. It has been quite the journey. I have met so many wonderful people. I have met followers who only stayed around for the additional motivation. I have had people who just wanted some guidance in the readings. I have had others who wanted to go all of the way in illumination. And, I have had a lot of people who have become not only those things to me, but also very dear friends.

Over the years there have been some very exciting events and topics. I have also had some pretty scary events and topics too! It has brought me even more following overtime, and educated and thousands of people worldwide too. When you have more following, that can increase the number of people who desire to have wisdom and guidance as well. That means that business increases, and then my time is very thinly spread. I realize that there are times that people do not think of that. Over the years, and especially 2016- 2017, I know that some have felt somewhat hurt by the fact I could not respond quickly back to them when they reached out to me, or keep phone calls that I had scheduled due to the chaos of my schedule. When you work with over 100 people a week it’s hard to. Not to mention that there are people in life coaching that I have to walk through life, throughout the week.

Life coaching is advising a person as they make big changes or go to make decisions that they are unsure of. It’s like being a mother to many. I love each and every person that has ever come my way, and I have never deliberately ever avoided trying to reach out to someone. If my time did not allow it, then it did not allow it.

There have also been people that come to test my skills and abilities. Throughout the year of 2017, there were some who came and demanded visions and information of me right then and there. There were others who had purchased services, and wanted them right away. That is why having an online business such as mine, is a little bit difficult at times. It’s like running a queue. Every person that comes by is served in the order that they are received. But if I have several people ahead of them already, then of course it’s going to take some time to get back to the newcomers. I also had to wait for moments of sacred divine intervention for people, to receive their answers. It is very disrespectful of anyone working with spirit, to snap their fingers and expect spirit to suddenly provide the insight. We are in the flesh here and no matter the soul type or rank in heaven, we are still subject to spirit while we are here. Not the other way around. I have always tried to be the most respectful and humble to spirit, and my work. Plus the best answers come, when spirit is ready to reveal a lot of information at the right timing, rather than trying to force it. 2017 was a year of a lot of events having taken place.

We have had a lot of my prophecies take place throughout that year, as well as the year before it. And there has been a lot of opposition as a result. I have had organized gangstalking, hackers, and also catfish clients. It is true!. Catfish clients are people who come to me under a fake profile. I think I’ve discussed this with everyone before, that when you’re online anybody can become anyone that they want to, and it is hard to detect unless you can sense a slight difference in the energetic signature. Well I do know how to detect differences an energetic signatures and so energy, as well as blueprints. So I was never fooled. But hey, I don’t say anything about it. If they want to spend their money in trying to trick me, then so be it. I am not going to play the game that they are, and I will just merely give them the information that they are requesting but based on their soul energy and not the profile instead. It has been a roller coaster for sure!

From 2016 to 2017, we have lost a few of our inner circle followers who perhaps felt a bit miss understood while with us. That’s nobody’s fault, not even their’s. I admit it is hard to communicate over the Internet at times because if you are feeling a certain type of way, then you are going to project that into the other person’s message that they are sending to you. For example if someone is feeling sensitive and insecure, they may read their friends message as if it is being critical or said harshly. That’s why there have been a lot of miscommunications. We have also had a lot of people who infiltrated our group from other sources. There have been others who came from other psychic circles to see the content and use it for their’s. There have been others who came as Internet trolls to create conflict and division between those of us who stood strong together. And there have been some who sat quietly in the background, observing waiting for the right time to react.

There are still some who are doing that even today. That’s what happens when you have the information that I have. Nonetheless, the beauty of it was, that we all had one another. Sticking together and trying to be supportive to one another was a really big necessity on the path towards spiritual development. It was really like a big family that we never had. While there was opposition standing in some of my followers pathways from their own friends and family members, we all have had one another. I was so proud!

Everybody seemed to be getting along and really supporting each other. Our group had been such a beautiful family of souls, so many of who had similar origins and interests, that I even did a video about it on YouTube. In my video I spoke about how wonderful our family collective was. However, coming towards the end of 2017 into this new year of 2018, I started to notice something.

Many of us have been together as friends on the Internet as early as 2012. Some came in 2014, some in 2015, 2016 and so on. Regardless of when an individual arrived, they were embraced equally into our group and loved just as much as any of the others. It’s strange that after all of those years that we had all stood strong together, as soon as I had done the video about us being a very strong spiritual family, the group started to drift away from one another. Do you think that that is a coincidence? Or, something had to have caused it? Time and time again throughout the years, I had warned everyone to watch out for people who gossiped, or spoke negatively about me or anyone in the group, behind their back. People such as those, do not have good intentions. If you can speak about someone behind their back or even publicly indirectly instead of speaking to that person as a friend directly themselves, then that is a pretty good sign that the person is up to no good. Even if they don’t have an agenda, what type of spiritual person would ever speak negatively about anyone? A true spiritual person would go to that person directly in loving kindness and tell them how they were feeling and thinking.

However, I noticed that we had a few of those people around and even after warning some of my followers about a couple of them, I saw that they still kept them as friends online. It’s OK to keep them on as a friend, but when you allow the person’s influence to affect how you feel towards your spiritual group or even to cause you to fall off your own spiritual path, then this is something that is serious and needs to be addressed.

I’m not blaming anybody specifically here but I am just putting it out there because I do know that gossip has taken place. When you are working your path towards illumination, maliciousness and spitefulness shouldn’t exist as it has no place in the illuminated mind. People who are of the light, only have good intentions and a righteous way of coping with problems or issues that arise. Whether with another person or in their own lives. Many people have known me overtime to be generous, loving and humble, giving, as well as honest. I have given such thorough, in-depth explanations in peoples readings and the variables that could change results, and any changes that they could expect as a result of them. I am known for my virtue of being honest. I have also gone well beyond myself in answering extra questions and even discounting services or doing free ones, for people that couldn’t afford it or needed the additional explanation.

Therefore, if anyone has ever heard anyone speak negatively about me, then they are hearing it from someone who does not know me. I would be totally surprised, should anyone who does know me, should come to believe it. However people are influential that way and I forgive them. But the point is here, that the group has broken up quite a bit. That hurts because when we couldn’t find anyone in our own friends and family to accept us for what we were working towards, or the love that we had for the creator and wisdom, we still had each other. When the day was repetitive and routine, and there was nothing to look forward to, we had each other’s posts to take delight in, as well as my own for everyone’s motivation. It was a wonderful group. It still is.

Besides gossip being a huge reason as to why some in our group have gone their own way, I also understand that many of you have your own lives. We had one of our wonderful girls get married. Others got into relationships and wanted to maybe start a self discovery path of their own. And, we have had some who were focusing on their life purpose or career. There’s nothing at all wrong with that either. In fact, those things are wonderful milestones in life. However, what about unity still? What about the times when things go wrong in those areas of life? You will always have me for as long as I am here. But what about having one another, to rely on and go to in times of need, when I am too busy? Or when no one in your family or circle of personal friends seem to understand? It is important to stick together and keep up with your brother and sister hood. We even have a lovely social gathering site, in order to do so. It takes you away from the influences of everything going on out there, to just being together in the group full of those who share so many things similarly.

In 2017, I also met my own love in life and we built a wonderful life together. However, my schedule, my own “worship”, and family life leaves with less time in my schedule for networking. I hope to change this and have a new management team who will make it so that things are organized and that will give me more time to engage and hopefully get our spiritual family back together. But the point that I am trying to make is that, no matter how life is going, no matter how busy it can be, we all have to support each other and stick together.

Also, the other thing I am trying to say is, I work with up to 15 to 20 people a day. Sometimes those individuals alone each order up to 1 to 4 or five services at a time. If you times 20×4 or five, that’s a lot of readings LOL and certainly I cannot do them all right away. Spirit cannot be abused. Neither can my abilities. I want everyone to get in and out of my spiritual services in a timely manner, but it is so much better when I am not drained and the information is fresh, divinely inspired, and your spirit guides come to me to let me know when it is the perfect timing to address an issue. I’m going to do another blog article about this soon. But yes, answering Fanmail on three different social platforms, having to post on four different social platforms, writing blogs on five different blog platforms, doing healings, readings, teachings, life coaching, and then on top of it having to also do huge Akasha records readings which take hours sometimes, it is a lot for just one person. So please be patient with me in having your services delivered to you. The Mormor people that come, the more and more time it’s going to take. I’m sure those were deeply spiritual understand. I also will not be able to really chat chat until I’m finished all of that work. I love talking with my friends and value each one. But honestly I have to help the people that are reaching out for help first, so there isn’t a riot in my email box LOL.

One other thing that I wanted to mention here since it’s sort of like my venting session, is that I have been in the spiritual community for so long now, as one of the first new age teachers. I don’t really want to call myself a new age because I’m too religious to fit into the new age category, and I’m not religious enough to fit into religion. But when the spiritual movements started, my mission had started right before it. I am the one who led the angelic awakening. Many have learned from me, and many have discovered them selves with me. However, it has been such a roller coaster ride and trying to obtain support. I see others who “Me,” my blogs, but I don’t see my name tags anywhere. That’s copyright theft for sure. Any one of my teachings that are found on either my blog or my learning platform, are all protected under copyright. I also have found people out there who purchase my readings to copy their format and design. My readings are also copy written under my business name and trademark. Next to all of that, I have also seen people who have promoted themselves with my teachings but have never even tried to mention where they themselves had learned it from. I’m glad that people try to spread the message, but I need just as much help as they desire to have, in my mission and work too. It’s wrong to promote yourself off of the foundation of someone else’s teachings, without attributing those teachings to their author. I just can’t understand it and I have often wondered to myself why am I fans and students don’t support me? I know that we have had censorship issues throughout time believe me. There are so many numbers missing off of my social platforms and I know because I have used other ways of logging in and I have seen different numbers every time. I know that some of our posts are on a redirect loop too. I can be very difficult when people are sharing it, to get any attention on those posts. A lot of people just simply gave up. But that’s not what you want to do. You want to keep fighting on with me. You have to do the same in your own personal life and spiritual path too. Like I said earlier on, you can’t allow the things in life, or other people to influence you away from what you believe in or what once was a huge part of your life and your heart. Keep going strong and if you’re not going to fight for me, at least fight for yourself.

So in conclusion, I just wanted to say that things are going to be really manage and maybe a little more organized now that things will get done a little quicker and I should be able to engage a lot better. I would appreciate if people could simply tag my name or “my name next to my own teachings from now on. Requote and repost for me? Let other people find the opportunity and chance to grow and learn as you did. And since you are still learning and don’t have all the answers, leading them in my direction can help them to find the rest of those answers to, just like you are seeking. People in spiritual communities need to stick together. Especially, those who are in ours. We are a family and we always will be, even if one of us slips up and goes astray, or if they’re too busy in their lives to participate for now. Don’t listen to gossip, or gossip yourself. Our heavenly parents do not condone of such behaviors. Also do not judge, for judgment is only for the creator. Use discernment of course, but never judge as you wouldn’t want anyone to do that to you.

Last but not least, this year of 2018 is going to be a difficult one. I already prophesied last year about the dark energy heading our way. There are some other prophecies that the angels will give in the next couple months. You are going to need your spiritual community members to give you the friendship and support during that time, as well as your family. Also, you are going to want to continue walking forward on the path that is straight and narrow. It’s hard to, but it’s the one that leads to a heavenly life. And we all know that in the condition that the world is in today, that everybody is being tested in judged at this time. Don’t allow yourself to be put back to sleep and lose your chance. That’s all for now except one thing on the closing note….

Every person I have come to me I have come to love as my own family. People will say all kinds of things about each other in this world for a multitude of different intentions or reasons. Keep your head strong. Follow my example and guidance and you will be OK. Even though I have felt heartbroken over things that I have come to observe, it’s only because I love each and every person that I have come to teach or guide and I only want the best for everybody and for us all to continue as a family unit together for the higher good of each individual in the world. Everybody deserves a chance to better themselves and continue doing so rather than having the world influence them to head off in a direction that is unhealthy. I want us to all feel that love and motivation that we once did again. So I invite everyone to return together once again as a family and support each other, not only me. I think right now everybody needs each other during these changes in the world and in their own lives. Let’s have the fun that we once shared online. I’m going to try to post things that we can all engage in again and hopefully I will see more activity together..